Fall in love again after seven days
Chapter 30 3 Goldfish
Yu Jin followed what Dr. Lu said to relax.
Then he had a lucid dream.
In the dream, he was standing in a cloud of white mist, everything around him could not be seen clearly, and there were no people or voices.
He just walked aimlessly and tirelessly, not remembering who he was or why he was here.
Or...he's already used to it.
He has been imprisoned by this fog for many years.
Yu Jin wanted to wake up, but couldn't break free.
Obviously he knew it was just a dream, but his brain seemed to be eroded by these white mist.
In the end, Yu Jin didn't leave, and simply lay down on the ground.
He thought it would be fine since he couldn't wake up.
He is too lazy to struggle, he can do whatever he likes.
But the moment he closed his eyes, a voice clearly exploded in his ears.
That was the boyish voice that hadn't gone through the voice change period, so it was too clear: "Little goldfish!"
The invisible person said to him: "Persevere, someone will come to save you..."
Yu Jin wanted to open his eyes again, but he couldn't.
This was obviously his dream, but he couldn't manipulate it.
He only knew that there were too strong emotions rising from the bottom of his heart, entangled him, and wanted to pull him down another vortex.
Fear, fear, panic...
And despair.
In the moment of sinking into the endless swamp, he thought, what about you.
Someone will come to my rescue, what about you.
Someone can come and save you.
When Yu Jin woke up, Doctor Lu had already returned.
When she looked at Yu Jin who was moving, the smile on her face paused for a moment: "Did you dream about something?"
Yu Jin's eyes were blank.
He raised his hand as if feeling something, only to realize that the end of his eyes were moist.
Yu Jin wiped it casually, and stopped Dr. Lu's hand passing the tissue halfway.
Dr. Lu took back the tissue: "Did you have a nightmare?"
Yu Jin was still in a daze, and it took him a long time to reply: "...I don't know."
He really couldn't define whether it was a nightmare or not, anyway, it wasn't a sweet dream.
Doctor Lu asked again: "What did you dream about?"
Yu Jin hesitated for a moment: "I seem to... dreamed about being kidnapped?"
He paused: "Actually, I'm not sure, it just feels like it might be."
Dr. Lu was slightly surprised: "Can you tell me?"
There is nothing that cannot be said, and Yu Jin himself is willing to come here because he wants to receive treatment and get well.
But the problem is, now that he is asked to repeat it, Yu Jin feels like his head has been smeared with paste, and he can't remember what he said in the dream. Then someone said something so he didn't give up.
Dr. Lu was thoughtful: "Actually, the kidnapping case was the biggest key point, I personally guess."
She said: "Maybe after you think about what happened in the kidnapping case, the psychological suggestion will naturally be unraveled."
Hearing this, Yu Jin fell silent.
Dr. Lu: "What's wrong?"
Yu Jin narrowed his eyes: "Do you have to remember?"
Dr. Lu was really surprised: "Don't you want to remember?"
She thought it was Rong Xun who deliberately didn't let Yu Jin recall the kidnapping case... So Yu Jin didn't want to either?
But why?
Yu Jin didn't say anything immediately.
He looked at the window next to Dr. Lu, and slowly said: "I don't understand why I would be stressed by the river. I have done experiments, and I should have no experience of drowning."
"is it?"
After Dr. Lu's mind instinctively followed him for a while, she stopped again.
... Yu Jin was changing the subject.
She sighed, and after deliberation, she decided to bring it up: "Yu Jin, if you really want to get better, then there are some things you can't avoid."
Dr. Lu thought for a while: "How about this, I ask, you don't have to answer me, but you have to have an answer in your heart. You have to think about why, is that okay?"
Because Rong Xun is Yu Jin's only "relative" now, he can read Yu Jin's medical records, and can also be transferred to choose a doctor for Yu Jin.
So Dr. Lu learned about Yu Jin's situation from Rong Xun.
She knew where Yu Jin's biggest problem was right now.
Yu Jin still didn't have an answer immediately.
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath inwardly.
Mr. Rong said that when he recovers, he can arrange for him to take the college entrance examination and study.
And he wants to remember that he was the one who gave him the alarming bird bell, that they walked the streets holding hands, that they also embraced in the bustling crowd...
He wanted to remember Rong Xun.
"it is good."
Dr. Lu breathed a sigh of relief: "Then first of all, why don't you want to remember the kidnapping case?"
Yu Jin lowered his head, Dr. Lu thought he probably wouldn't be able to answer, but letting Yu Jin think about this question by himself has made great progress.
During the chat before and after hypnosis, Dr. Lu found out something.
Yu Jin has been avoiding the topics before and after the kidnapping case, that is, everything before he came to the southern border, as long as he didn't mention it himself, his subconscious will avoid it.
Dr. Lu was about to ask the second question, but Yu Jin suddenly said, "I don't know."
He said softly, "But I think... I'm scared."
Dr. Lu was slightly stunned, and then said softly: "It's normal to be afraid, try not to think about how scary it is, and let yourself relax."
Yu Jin nodded.
"Actually, there is one best way to treat your mental disorder."
Dr. Lu observed Yu Jin's every expression: "That is family therapy. Scientific research has shown that most mental illnesses caused by non-family reasons can be treated faster with the company of family members. Do you... want to see your parents?"
In fact, this question is very deliberate.
Just like the doctors in the southern realm suspected that Yu Jin had suffered a second stimulation, Dr. Lu felt that Yu Jin's state looked like he had suffered a second stimulation.
Their guesses undoubtedly point to an answer——
Yu Jin actually knew that he was abandoned.
Even if you don't remember, you can guess it.
After all, everyone has parents.
This is undoubtedly a huge blow to a child who has experienced a kidnapping case and suffered from mental disorders.
However, there was no pain on Yu Jin's face, nor did he show any resentment.
He just looked at Dr. Lu, everything was as usual: "But I don't remember what they look like, even if I saw them... I wouldn't recognize them."
"But blood relationship doesn't lie. Besides, they have been with you through your childhood after all, maybe you will have a sense of familiarity. Do you want to see them?"
Yu Jin smiled: "Yeah."
"I think so," he said.
His answer was a bit beyond Dr. Lu's expectations.
Could it be that they guessed wrong?
Then they talked about something else, and when it was over, they left the room together.
After going downstairs, Yu Jin saw Rong Xun playing chess with Mr. Ji.
Rong Xun looked at him, Yu Jin walked towards him, glanced at the chess game: "...Your chess smells a little bit."
Because he was always distracted by him, Rong Xun really didn't have much interest in playing chess, but when he heard Yu Jin's words, his originally agitated mood suddenly turned cloudy.
He moved his seat funny and motioned him to sit next to him: "I'm really not very good at it, why don't you teach me?"
Mr. Ji: "?"
Who said you can't play chess? ? ?
He was shocked.
Rong Xun's chess was taught by a national player, okay? !
Yu Jin didn't know about this, he just obediently sat down beside him, next to him, and took the chess pieces from his palm.
Rong Xun held the black, he probably held a handful of it habitually, so the black chess piece that Yu Jin picked up carried Rong Xun's body temperature, which made Yu Jin a little reluctant to drop it.
He rubbed it for a while: "Do you feel that the material is a bit special?"
"Yeah." Rong Xun explained to him, "It's made of agate."
Yu Jin: "..."
Is this the rich man?
When Yu Jin was in trouble, President Ji said, "I'd like to see how you can help him save this round."
The desire to win among men is always very strange. Doctor Lu looked at the three men helplessly: "Aunt Han and I will cut fruit for you."
She asked Yu Jin, "Is there anything not to eat?"
Yu Jin was still thinking about how to move the next move, but he didn't realize it at the first moment. It was Rong Xun who answered: "He doesn't eat apples and pears."
Yu Jin has a meal.
He turned to look at Rong Xun, a little puzzled.
Originally, he wanted to ask how did you know, but before he could say anything, he remembered that they were a couple in front of Mr. Ji, and Rong Xun knew it was normal.
So Yu Jin could only hold back and play chess hard.
Yu Jin's chess skills are really better than Mr. Ji imagined.
He didn't take it seriously at first, but after Yu Jin rescued Black Fang, Mr. Ji let out a small gasp and corrected his attitude.
Dr. Lu came up with a fruit plate, which contained grapes, cherries, and mangosteen.
Yu Jin was not in the mood to eat, but Rong Xun washed his hands leisurely and took a trash can.
In a few seconds, a grape was handed to Yu Jin's mouth.
Yu Jin opened his mouth subconsciously, and only when he touched Rong Xun's fingertips did he realize: "."
Rong Xun bent his eyes and asked him, "Is it sweet?"
"...Mmm." Yu Jin's Adam's apple slipped, but he still couldn't say the words of rejection: "It's pretty sweet."
And then, Mr. Ji was a little absent-minded in this game of chess.
Because Rong Xun, who was sitting next to Yu Jin, didn't pay attention to the battlefield any more, he just focused on being a virtuous "little daughter-in-law", the kind who peeled grapes, mangosteens, and even the core for Yu Jin.
Mr. Ji: "..."
He looked sadly at Dr. Lu who was continuing to watch the TV series, and called out, "Wife."
Doctor Lu smiled slightly: "Is there something wrong?"
Mr. Ji choked: "No, I just want to ask you if you eat mangosteen, and I will peel it for you."
Dr. Lu said gently: "No, you peel and eat yourself."
Yu Jin suppressed his laughter, and felt that his heart had been filled.
The feeling of home is really good.
Although this is not his home.
After a while, Rong Xun handed over a cherries.
After Yu Jin ate it, he found that the seeds hadn't gone. He bit the core of the cherries, and when he wanted to signal Rong Xun to hand him the trash can, Rong Xun directly stretched out his hand to Yu Jin: "Spit it out."
Yu Jin looked down at the clean and white palm in front of him, and didn't dare to vomit: "The trash can is fine."
He paused, and he also felt that it would be troublesome if he had to eat a cherries to go to the trash can: "Why don't you give me a piece of paper, and I'll spit it out on my hands."
"hurry up."
Rong Xun didn't pull the paper, he didn't withdraw his hand, he just laughed: "Swallow it carefully, the cherry pits are poisonous."
What he said made Yu Jin spit it out without hesitation.
The small nucleus fell into Rong Xun's hands, and Rong Xun held it tightly, feeling the warmth and moisture it brought to Yu Jin's mouth, and couldn't help feeling distracted.
At the same time, he laughed at himself in his heart, he was really looking for abuse by himself.
And Yu Jin, who was half a beat behind, also reacted: "Cherry pits are poisonous?"
Rong Xun pursed his lips, smiling like a Gu king: "Yes."
He said leisurely: "If you eat five catties, you will die."
Yu Jin: "..."
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Then he had a lucid dream.
In the dream, he was standing in a cloud of white mist, everything around him could not be seen clearly, and there were no people or voices.
He just walked aimlessly and tirelessly, not remembering who he was or why he was here.
Or...he's already used to it.
He has been imprisoned by this fog for many years.
Yu Jin wanted to wake up, but couldn't break free.
Obviously he knew it was just a dream, but his brain seemed to be eroded by these white mist.
In the end, Yu Jin didn't leave, and simply lay down on the ground.
He thought it would be fine since he couldn't wake up.
He is too lazy to struggle, he can do whatever he likes.
But the moment he closed his eyes, a voice clearly exploded in his ears.
That was the boyish voice that hadn't gone through the voice change period, so it was too clear: "Little goldfish!"
The invisible person said to him: "Persevere, someone will come to save you..."
Yu Jin wanted to open his eyes again, but he couldn't.
This was obviously his dream, but he couldn't manipulate it.
He only knew that there were too strong emotions rising from the bottom of his heart, entangled him, and wanted to pull him down another vortex.
Fear, fear, panic...
And despair.
In the moment of sinking into the endless swamp, he thought, what about you.
Someone will come to my rescue, what about you.
Someone can come and save you.
When Yu Jin woke up, Doctor Lu had already returned.
When she looked at Yu Jin who was moving, the smile on her face paused for a moment: "Did you dream about something?"
Yu Jin's eyes were blank.
He raised his hand as if feeling something, only to realize that the end of his eyes were moist.
Yu Jin wiped it casually, and stopped Dr. Lu's hand passing the tissue halfway.
Dr. Lu took back the tissue: "Did you have a nightmare?"
Yu Jin was still in a daze, and it took him a long time to reply: "...I don't know."
He really couldn't define whether it was a nightmare or not, anyway, it wasn't a sweet dream.
Doctor Lu asked again: "What did you dream about?"
Yu Jin hesitated for a moment: "I seem to... dreamed about being kidnapped?"
He paused: "Actually, I'm not sure, it just feels like it might be."
Dr. Lu was slightly surprised: "Can you tell me?"
There is nothing that cannot be said, and Yu Jin himself is willing to come here because he wants to receive treatment and get well.
But the problem is, now that he is asked to repeat it, Yu Jin feels like his head has been smeared with paste, and he can't remember what he said in the dream. Then someone said something so he didn't give up.
Dr. Lu was thoughtful: "Actually, the kidnapping case was the biggest key point, I personally guess."
She said: "Maybe after you think about what happened in the kidnapping case, the psychological suggestion will naturally be unraveled."
Hearing this, Yu Jin fell silent.
Dr. Lu: "What's wrong?"
Yu Jin narrowed his eyes: "Do you have to remember?"
Dr. Lu was really surprised: "Don't you want to remember?"
She thought it was Rong Xun who deliberately didn't let Yu Jin recall the kidnapping case... So Yu Jin didn't want to either?
But why?
Yu Jin didn't say anything immediately.
He looked at the window next to Dr. Lu, and slowly said: "I don't understand why I would be stressed by the river. I have done experiments, and I should have no experience of drowning."
"is it?"
After Dr. Lu's mind instinctively followed him for a while, she stopped again.
... Yu Jin was changing the subject.
She sighed, and after deliberation, she decided to bring it up: "Yu Jin, if you really want to get better, then there are some things you can't avoid."
Dr. Lu thought for a while: "How about this, I ask, you don't have to answer me, but you have to have an answer in your heart. You have to think about why, is that okay?"
Because Rong Xun is Yu Jin's only "relative" now, he can read Yu Jin's medical records, and can also be transferred to choose a doctor for Yu Jin.
So Dr. Lu learned about Yu Jin's situation from Rong Xun.
She knew where Yu Jin's biggest problem was right now.
Yu Jin still didn't have an answer immediately.
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath inwardly.
Mr. Rong said that when he recovers, he can arrange for him to take the college entrance examination and study.
And he wants to remember that he was the one who gave him the alarming bird bell, that they walked the streets holding hands, that they also embraced in the bustling crowd...
He wanted to remember Rong Xun.
"it is good."
Dr. Lu breathed a sigh of relief: "Then first of all, why don't you want to remember the kidnapping case?"
Yu Jin lowered his head, Dr. Lu thought he probably wouldn't be able to answer, but letting Yu Jin think about this question by himself has made great progress.
During the chat before and after hypnosis, Dr. Lu found out something.
Yu Jin has been avoiding the topics before and after the kidnapping case, that is, everything before he came to the southern border, as long as he didn't mention it himself, his subconscious will avoid it.
Dr. Lu was about to ask the second question, but Yu Jin suddenly said, "I don't know."
He said softly, "But I think... I'm scared."
Dr. Lu was slightly stunned, and then said softly: "It's normal to be afraid, try not to think about how scary it is, and let yourself relax."
Yu Jin nodded.
"Actually, there is one best way to treat your mental disorder."
Dr. Lu observed Yu Jin's every expression: "That is family therapy. Scientific research has shown that most mental illnesses caused by non-family reasons can be treated faster with the company of family members. Do you... want to see your parents?"
In fact, this question is very deliberate.
Just like the doctors in the southern realm suspected that Yu Jin had suffered a second stimulation, Dr. Lu felt that Yu Jin's state looked like he had suffered a second stimulation.
Their guesses undoubtedly point to an answer——
Yu Jin actually knew that he was abandoned.
Even if you don't remember, you can guess it.
After all, everyone has parents.
This is undoubtedly a huge blow to a child who has experienced a kidnapping case and suffered from mental disorders.
However, there was no pain on Yu Jin's face, nor did he show any resentment.
He just looked at Dr. Lu, everything was as usual: "But I don't remember what they look like, even if I saw them... I wouldn't recognize them."
"But blood relationship doesn't lie. Besides, they have been with you through your childhood after all, maybe you will have a sense of familiarity. Do you want to see them?"
Yu Jin smiled: "Yeah."
"I think so," he said.
His answer was a bit beyond Dr. Lu's expectations.
Could it be that they guessed wrong?
Then they talked about something else, and when it was over, they left the room together.
After going downstairs, Yu Jin saw Rong Xun playing chess with Mr. Ji.
Rong Xun looked at him, Yu Jin walked towards him, glanced at the chess game: "...Your chess smells a little bit."
Because he was always distracted by him, Rong Xun really didn't have much interest in playing chess, but when he heard Yu Jin's words, his originally agitated mood suddenly turned cloudy.
He moved his seat funny and motioned him to sit next to him: "I'm really not very good at it, why don't you teach me?"
Mr. Ji: "?"
Who said you can't play chess? ? ?
He was shocked.
Rong Xun's chess was taught by a national player, okay? !
Yu Jin didn't know about this, he just obediently sat down beside him, next to him, and took the chess pieces from his palm.
Rong Xun held the black, he probably held a handful of it habitually, so the black chess piece that Yu Jin picked up carried Rong Xun's body temperature, which made Yu Jin a little reluctant to drop it.
He rubbed it for a while: "Do you feel that the material is a bit special?"
"Yeah." Rong Xun explained to him, "It's made of agate."
Yu Jin: "..."
Is this the rich man?
When Yu Jin was in trouble, President Ji said, "I'd like to see how you can help him save this round."
The desire to win among men is always very strange. Doctor Lu looked at the three men helplessly: "Aunt Han and I will cut fruit for you."
She asked Yu Jin, "Is there anything not to eat?"
Yu Jin was still thinking about how to move the next move, but he didn't realize it at the first moment. It was Rong Xun who answered: "He doesn't eat apples and pears."
Yu Jin has a meal.
He turned to look at Rong Xun, a little puzzled.
Originally, he wanted to ask how did you know, but before he could say anything, he remembered that they were a couple in front of Mr. Ji, and Rong Xun knew it was normal.
So Yu Jin could only hold back and play chess hard.
Yu Jin's chess skills are really better than Mr. Ji imagined.
He didn't take it seriously at first, but after Yu Jin rescued Black Fang, Mr. Ji let out a small gasp and corrected his attitude.
Dr. Lu came up with a fruit plate, which contained grapes, cherries, and mangosteen.
Yu Jin was not in the mood to eat, but Rong Xun washed his hands leisurely and took a trash can.
In a few seconds, a grape was handed to Yu Jin's mouth.
Yu Jin opened his mouth subconsciously, and only when he touched Rong Xun's fingertips did he realize: "."
Rong Xun bent his eyes and asked him, "Is it sweet?"
"...Mmm." Yu Jin's Adam's apple slipped, but he still couldn't say the words of rejection: "It's pretty sweet."
And then, Mr. Ji was a little absent-minded in this game of chess.
Because Rong Xun, who was sitting next to Yu Jin, didn't pay attention to the battlefield any more, he just focused on being a virtuous "little daughter-in-law", the kind who peeled grapes, mangosteens, and even the core for Yu Jin.
Mr. Ji: "..."
He looked sadly at Dr. Lu who was continuing to watch the TV series, and called out, "Wife."
Doctor Lu smiled slightly: "Is there something wrong?"
Mr. Ji choked: "No, I just want to ask you if you eat mangosteen, and I will peel it for you."
Dr. Lu said gently: "No, you peel and eat yourself."
Yu Jin suppressed his laughter, and felt that his heart had been filled.
The feeling of home is really good.
Although this is not his home.
After a while, Rong Xun handed over a cherries.
After Yu Jin ate it, he found that the seeds hadn't gone. He bit the core of the cherries, and when he wanted to signal Rong Xun to hand him the trash can, Rong Xun directly stretched out his hand to Yu Jin: "Spit it out."
Yu Jin looked down at the clean and white palm in front of him, and didn't dare to vomit: "The trash can is fine."
He paused, and he also felt that it would be troublesome if he had to eat a cherries to go to the trash can: "Why don't you give me a piece of paper, and I'll spit it out on my hands."
"hurry up."
Rong Xun didn't pull the paper, he didn't withdraw his hand, he just laughed: "Swallow it carefully, the cherry pits are poisonous."
What he said made Yu Jin spit it out without hesitation.
The small nucleus fell into Rong Xun's hands, and Rong Xun held it tightly, feeling the warmth and moisture it brought to Yu Jin's mouth, and couldn't help feeling distracted.
At the same time, he laughed at himself in his heart, he was really looking for abuse by himself.
And Yu Jin, who was half a beat behind, also reacted: "Cherry pits are poisonous?"
Rong Xun pursed his lips, smiling like a Gu king: "Yes."
He said leisurely: "If you eat five catties, you will die."
Yu Jin: "..."
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