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Recently, Lin Lu found that the chances of meeting Chen Sishen seem to have increased.

The new film project has just been approved, and the script has not yet been seen, so a reception was held first.

The person he had never seen before appeared in front of him so easily, still dressed in a meticulous formal attire, as dazzling as the sun in the sky.

Lin Lu looked at him across the crowd, Chen Sishen glanced over him, and walked behind the rostrum while talking in a low voice with Xinghui's beautiful senior management.

Lin Lu was sure that he saw him, but he just turned a blind eye on purpose.

He is not stupid, he knows that Chen Sishen is avoiding him, maybe he thinks that he took this movie to get close to him.

What a great injustice, but he didn't even have a chance to explain.

Once or twice, the two always ran into each other on different occasions, but did not have any chance to communicate.

In the eyes of outsiders, the formerly close master and apprentice suddenly looked like strangers. Although the person concerned did not say anything, the rumors about the breakup between the two gradually spread.

Chen Sishen appeared more and more in his field of vision. They ran into each other at receptions, radio parties, and awards ceremonies.

Chen Sishen passed by his whole world, but didn't talk to him.

Lin Lu was sure that the problem was not on his side. When Chen Sishen didn't want to see him, he couldn't do anything. He didn't believe it was a coincidence that he ran into him every day.

What do you mean by creating these chance encounters but ignoring him?Let him give up?Deliberately mocking him for coming?

Lin Lu was puzzled and sad, how could this man be like this?He has stopped chasing him, do you still have to pour cold water on his heart again and again?Thank you, I'm so heartbroken.

Li You came again with news of a certain ceremony, Lin Lu covered his ears.

"Don't go!"

Li You persuaded him earnestly: "Xiao Lu, you don't know, this is a very important occasion—"

"Brother Li, you always say that." Lin Lu said angrily, "There have never been so many 'important occasions' before. In the past few months, important people have gathered for meetings."

Li You had a bitter face and didn't know how to explain.

In fact, he was right. The occasions that Chen Sishen can attend must be full of standards. Of course, every look is very important.

Lin Lu couldn't tell what was going on, but he didn't want to "run into" Chen Sishen again.

He is thick-skinned, but also has self-respect.

So no matter how Li You persuaded him, Lin Lu didn't go to the grand opening ceremony of the xx large-scale cultural and entertainment project this time, lying on the small sofa in his bedroom and checking Weibo.

Clicking on Chen Sishen's homepage, the man who never posted much posted a photo two days ago. There was only a back view, and the background was the sea and the sunset. There was no text. Lin Lu stared at the back view in a daze.

He used to think that he knew Chen Sishen very well, even if he wanted to break up, he still believed that it was not that Chen Sishen didn't love him.The love, tenderness, and indulgence he felt from Chen Sishen once gave him unlimited confidence.

But now, he is not sure.He couldn't understand Chen Sishen's thoughts, and he wasn't even sure if he really liked him as much as he thought...

He is just an ordinary person, maybe he doesn't have the capital to confuse a person like Chen Sishen.

Lin Lu pinched his phone in a low mood, and fell asleep in a daze.

He didn't know how long he slept, but he was woken up by Li You's phone call.

Lin Lu picked up the phone, and Li You hurriedly said, "Xiao Lu, what happened? Why are you so impulsive all of a sudden?"

Lin Lu's sleepy head was still awake, rubbing his sore eyes: "What's wrong? I fell asleep, I didn't do anything."

Li You paused for a moment, then said again after a while: "You don't know? You locked up Chen Sishen!"

Lin Lu was startled, and quickly swiped open the phone.

He didn't know what he pressed when he fell asleep, and Chen Sishen was no longer in his watch list.

Don't look at it, most of Weibo is already full of blood.

Thinking about the storm of public opinion, Lin Lu's scalp tingled.

"Brother Li, do you believe me when I say I didn't do it on purpose?"

"You think I'm stupid?!"

Well, even Li You didn't believe him, who else could he be expected to believe.

Lin Lu thought that Li You would get angry, but he didn't expect him to be calm. Although his tone was bad, he didn't force him to pay attention, and took him to Chen Sishen to apologize and apologize bitterly.

"Now that you have unilaterally canceled it, he still pays attention to you. It doesn't feel good. Otherwise, you should double him." Li You pondered for a long time and made this decision, his tone was heavy but firm.

Lin Lu was amazed by Li You's "iron bones", which was equivalent to completely breaking off contact with Chen Sishen, and he didn't even maintain his politeness.

That was Chen Sishen, the man whose manager wanted to kneel and lick eight hundred times every day, and now he took the initiative to untie him.

Li You's heart was bleeding, he smashed his teeth and swallowed it: "You think I want this? If it weren't for your unclear relationship with him, would it be so difficult for me?! Talking about feelings hurts money! You Remember this sentence for me today!"

He watched Lin Lu approach Chen Sishen for reconciliation several times, insisting until he was almost humble, and Chen Sishen only refused him again and again.

Li You's bottom line is indeed very low. He is shameless and unscrupulous in order to succeed. He can really kneel down to the boss when he needs it.

But at the same time, he is very clear about what kind of face can be avoided, and what kind of bottom line must be adhered to.It is true that Lin Lu provoked the incident, and there was going to be an uproar on the Internet, but if he held Lin Lu and bowed his head to calm the storm, it would be the same as killing him himself.

"Hurry up, remove him, and then throw away the phone for what to do, don't surf the Internet these days." Li You touched his chin, "It's a bit cool to say? You just pull him Forget about being black, a scumbag who has always been chaotic and abandoned."

Lin Lu silently clicked back to his homepage amid Li You's nonsense, looked at it for a while, and removed Chen Sishen.

It seems that everything is really over here. Their relationship started with an inexplicable Weibo follower and ended here, completing a perfect closed loop like fate.

Chen Sishen didn't go home again, this time Shen Fei couldn't justly teach him a lesson and bring him back, because basically he was responsible for all the things.

"How did you get to this point?!" Shen Fei still hid in the study with his wife, avoiding his son to discuss in secret. "How dare that kid treat Si Shen like this!"

Boss Shen Da, who had never paid such close attention to the entertainment circle, was so engrossed for the first time, and was overwhelmed by all kinds of negative news.

Ever since Lin Lu doubled his younger brother, all kinds of imaginative scolding battles have never stopped, and Boss Shen's blood pressure has been rising steadily.

Mrs. Shen said: "You are too hasty. The two children are obviously at odds. If you don't talk about it, it's useless for you to just let them meet by chance."

"Then what should I do?! Do you really want me to tie him here?! Since he wants that kid so much, I will give him a chance, and he will take it! Can't even pick up girls?!"

Shen Fei recalled that during this period of time, in order to create opportunities for his younger brother to meet that kid, he used all the connections he could use, and sponsored a bunch of activities, which made the old guys laugh at him for always showing off. Coming to retirement, I like to engage in these bells and whistles.

He worked hard for his younger brother's marriage, but it was useless for him to be given a chance. He clearly wanted him to his death, but when he saw him, he ignored him.

Boss Shen really doesn't understand, which of the two of you is a woman, and why is his brother so difficult to deal with!He wanted to sympathize with that little actor.

If it was said that Shen Fei was still a little awkward towards his younger brother and that male actor, now he doesn't think so anymore.

In particular, Lin Lu actually doubled his younger brother - this is a new term his son explained to him, which is equivalent to announcing the severance of friendship in public, which is simply a direct provocation to him.

"What's the matter with you, don't worry about it too much, be careful of self-defeating." Mrs. Shen gently persuaded, "Twisted melons are not sweet, let them solve it by themselves, if it really doesn't work, then there is no destiny."

"No, it's not that you haven't seen Sishen, as long as he looks like a man, I don't care about his business."

After hearing this, Mrs. Shen could only sigh.

"Then you also have to know Sishen's heart knot before you can prescribe the right medicine. Otherwise, no matter how much you do, I'm afraid you won't be able to help him."

"Do you think I didn't ask? He's a dead duck and doesn't say anything. I'm not a roundworm in his stomach. How can I know what he's thinking?!" Shen Fei muttered, "I haven't liked men before, who knows That is how the matter."

Mrs. Shen gave him an angry look: "What does it have to do with men and women? It's the same to like someone. Sishen is so self-sufficient and avoids others, so give that child a chance to let him come. As the saying goes, if that The child is also giving up, so you just give up, it can only be said that you missed it..."

The day I heard the news was just an ordinary day.

One fine morning, Lin Lu came to the company to pick up the script of the new movie.The cooperation with Xinghui was finally finalized, because there was Jiang Xiao who was holding back, and Li You couldn't get him a good contract with his clever words.

Seeing the pitiful salary in the contract that Li You got back, Lin Lu simply waved his hand and acted in friendship with zero salary.

Li You's heart was broken, he finally talked about it, and the fly's legs were meat, so he was sent out by this prodigal kid without batting an eyelid.

Xu Yuan was happy.Although he pushed his own brother down, his father didn't love him, and he was still a poor man. He used good steel on the blade, and he accepted the little flesh of a fly's leg with a smile.

The whole project has an air of poverty from top to bottom, and Li You can't help but feel worried about the prospect of this project.

But now, he has no time to think about those.

Lin Lu took the script and was about to go out for dinner with Jiang Xiao when Li You chased him panting while holding his phone.

"Xiaolu, have you read the news?!"

"What news? You told me not to look at my phone recently. I haven't been online for a long time."

The matter of falling in love with Chen Sishen was not so easy to get over, and Lin Lu didn't dare to read those knife-like remarks, and he didn't open Weibo like an ostrich for many days.

Hearing what he said, Li You didn't know whether he was glad or worried, with a strange expression on his face, he let out a breath and said slowly: "Then let me tell you something—I heard that Chen Sishen passed out in the office last night, and sent him to the hospital. The hospital said yes—it's not doing well."

"What?" Lin Lu couldn't believe it.

It was so sudden, it seemed fake.

Jiang Xiao took a look at him and turned on his phone to start searching.

In fact, there is no need to search for anything, the hot search has already been filled with relevant news, just click on one and you will see, the overwhelming pictures are all the scenes of ambulances parked under the Tiangong Building, with some sensational titles, let People watch with palpitations.

Lin Lu snatched his mobile phone, his face turned pale.

Li You glanced at him worriedly: "It's sudden news. I don't know who leaked it. The reporters have all gone. No one can get in touch with Chen Sishen now."

He knew the matter of Lin Lu and Chen Sishen very well. If Lin Lu saw it for himself, he would not dare to write those news in order to attract attention. He was afraid that he would do something out of the ordinary on impulse.

"Don't go out to eat now..." Li You confessed to Jiang Xiao, but saw Lin Lu turned around and ran out.

Li You hurriedly pulled him back: "Stop, where are you going?"

"I want to go to the hospital." Lin Lu said in a trembling voice.

"I'm just afraid that you will mess around. Do you know which hospital it is, and where are you going?"

"I, I—you check for me, Brother Li."

Lin Lu's hand grabbing Li You was trembling, his palm was cold, but within a moment, his whole body was trembling finely.

Li You thought he would cry, Lin Lu always cried easily, but now he has no tears, his eyes are dry.

Li You held his trembling shoulders and patted him reassuringly.

"Go back to the office with me first, don't worry, the news is unclear now, maybe Chen Sishen is fine, he is still so young—"

Li You also shut up at this point, Chen Sishen has always been a superior and an elder in front of them, talking about his age now is just some futile consolation, and even has a hint of a bad joke.

As expected, Lin Lu was not comforted by him, his shrunken body trembled like a fallen leaf.

Li You dragged him to the office, Jiang Xiao watched behind him for a moment, then followed silently.

Lin Lu sank on the sofa holding a cup of hot tea, listening to Li You calling various people to inquire about Chen Sishen's situation.

The manager's loud voice gradually faded away and turned into white noise in the background. Lin Lu seemed to have fallen into an unreal illusion, and everything that happened in front of him had no sense of reality.

An hour ago he was still thinking about his new job and where to meet Jiang Xiao for lunch, but Chen Sishen had almost faded from his life.

Few people can't live without a lovelorn, and he certainly couldn't.

But now, he was sitting here waiting for the news about Chen Sishen's life and death, his mind was blank and he couldn't get to the bottom of it, but the heart in his chest was hurting like it wanted to kill him.

If something happened to Chen Sishen, the last communication I gave him was to unblock him, and then remove him, even those misunderstandings that could not be explained and never had a chance to explain.

He even started to hate himself for being ignorant for the past few months.

If, in the future, there would be no more Chen Sishen in this world, if he didn't exist far away in a field beyond his reach, he would turn into soil, into dust, and there would never be his warmth anywhere.

The huge pain disturbed his heartbeat, and Lin Lu bent down while clutching his chest.

Jiang Xiao sat aside, looked at him with complicated expressions, raised his hand that wanted to comfort him, paused in mid-air, and put it on the trembling shoulder in vain.

He knew that no matter whether Chen Sishen was alive or dead this time, he would never have another chance.

Maybe he has never been able to sit at the poker table, this is not a contest between him and Chen Sishen, the chip is the little brother he yearned for since childhood.

This is just a story about Lin Lu and Chen Sishen, he is not even a third party.

"Thank you, thank you very much, Mr. Liu, I will treat you to dinner some other day!"

Li You hung up the phone excitedly, came over and patted Lin Lu: "Someone can help us arrange to meet Shen Fei, as long as he agrees, you can go to see Chen Sishen."

Shen Fei?Lin Lu thought about this strange name for a while, and it took him a while to remember that this was Chen Sishen's serious and serious elder brother.

Because of his relationship with Chen Sishen, Lin Lu has always been a little afraid of him.

If there were any stumbling blocks when he and Chen Sishen were together, Shen Fei would definitely be in the first place, and his parents would be in the back row.

Lin Lu never felt that his parents who doted on him could cause any destructive power. As a result, they only met Chen Sishen a few times, and they completely destroyed the relationship between the two of them.

For Shen Fei—the man who created a huge foundation by himself, and the business world has been ups and downs for decades, Lin Lu didn't have the confidence to deal with his attack at all.

Now those concerns are out of the question.

The meeting with Shen Fei was scheduled three days later.

Li You drove Lin Lu to a hospital far away from the city center. He watched Lin Lu get off the car with a pale face, two bluish-black clusters hanging under his eyes, and his tall and thin body wrapped in a windbreaker seemed to be stepping on clouds with every step. superior.

Li You couldn't let go, so he held him back and said, "Let me go up with you."

Lin Lu shook his head: "Boss Shen said he wants to see me alone, don't do unnecessary things."

Li You looked at his pursed lips, knowing that he couldn't resist him, so he nodded: "Then you go on your own, don't worry too much, the news uploaded on the Internet may not be accurate, Shen Fei still has time to see you, maybe Chen Sishen is fine."

Lin Lu nodded, not knowing if he had listened to it or not, he turned and walked towards the elevator.

Lin Lu didn't know how he got to the designated room.The newly built hospital was not as crowded as the hospitals in the city, and he hardly saw many people along the way.

Said to be a hospital, more like some flashy nursing homes.Along the way, Lin Lu almost hated Shen Fei.

Does he really care about Chen Sishen? Does this kind of place look like it can cure diseases and save lives?

I don't know whether it's more worry or more anger. When he came to the luxuriously decorated lakeside suite, Lin Lu felt his mind was in a mess.

He didn't know how he pushed the door in, was he courteous?Will it leave a bad impression on Shen Fei?

When he came back to his senses, he had already stood in front of Shen Fei, being scrutinized from top to bottom by those wise and strict eyes.

"go in."

Shen Fei didn't say much to him, pointed to the room inside, and stopped looking at him.

Lin Lu turned there, moved his parched throat, and walked over softly on the soles of his feet.

A figure came out from another room of the suite, Shen Fei's wife walked up to him, pressed her palm on his tired shoulder, and said softly: "Didn't you want to chat with this child? Why didn't you say anything?"

Shen Fei patted her hand gently rubbing his shoulder, and closed his eyes.

"What else do I need to say? When I saw him, I knew it. He looked like he was going to die for Sishen's love. If I said anything, I was afraid that he would be sick from fright. I don't need to say anything."

Mrs. Shen also smiled gently: "Everyone has their own blessings, so don't worry about it later."

Shen Fei snorted coldly: "If Sishen goes on like this, he won't be able to guarantee that he will really need a little lover to die for him next time."

……

Lin Lu pushed open the heavy door, and the scene behind the door came into view.

Without those cold instruments that frightened him, the scene that he had imagined countless times these days, the scene of Chen Sishen lying weakly on the hospital bed, surrounded by various life-sustaining instruments, did not appear.

There is a big floor-to-ceiling window in the room, facing a clear lake outside the window, and an ordinary bed in front of the window.

Chen Sishen was lying on that bed, his body sunk under the soft quilt, his eyes were closed, his expression was peaceful, as if he was just asleep.

There are no doctors, no instruments, no one by his side.

Lin Lu didn't know what happened, a sore pain clenched his heart, hot tears welled up in his eyes, he walked over and almost fell limp beside the bed.

The slender fingers were at his hand, he slowly touched the back of the hand, first touched with his fingertips, one finger at a time, and put his hand in Chen Sishen's palm.

The warm and soft temperature reassured Lin Lu a little, and he couldn't help but bury his face in the palms he held with Chen Sishen.

"Brother Shen..."

Suddenly there was a gentle touch on the top of the head, and a familiar voice sounded hesitantly.

"The alley?"

Lin Lu paused, then raised his head abruptly, Chen Sishen half sat up on the bed with one hand, and looked at him in surprise.

Although his face was very haggard, it was far from the terminally ill appearance in the news.

"You—you lied to me?!"

Lin Lu's first reaction was that this was a lie that Chen Sishen tricked him into coming here.

Chen Sishen seemed even more confused than him: "What?"

not him.

Lin Lu knew Chen Sishen well. Looking at his expression, he knew that he was completely ignorant of this matter.

But what is going on?

Lin Lu was at a loss for a moment, if Chen Sishen was well, what would it matter if he came here?

Especially under the premise that he has rejected himself time and time again.

Who is tricking him to come here?

The chaos of the past few days flashed through his mind, and Lin Lu suddenly realized that no one lied to him.

The news that Chen Sishen was seriously ill was just a rumor from the outside world, and the Tiangong Group, which represented Chen Sishen, did not admit the news from the beginning to the end.

Looking at this place that is more of a resort than a hospital, Chen Sishen probably just came here to recuperate and rest.

It was he who believed in those rumors and came to the door in a hurry, thinking that the love that had gone through the test of life and death was unrepentant, but in Chen Sishen's eyes, he was just a stalking nympho.

The unprecedented shame hit him, Lin Lu blushed instantly, shook off Chen Sishen's hand like an electric shock, glanced at the man who was still looking at him suspiciously, and then lowered his head heavily not to look at him .

"Sorry, I made a mistake. I, I thought—"

Lin Lu bounced away from the bed, trying to explain in embarrassment, but it seemed that everything he said became a lame excuse.

He shut his mouth firmly, lowered his head and rushed towards the door.

"Xiaolu, wait—"

A hand held him from behind, Lin Lu didn't dare to stop, didn't dare to turn his head, and struggled to free that hand.

Chen Sishen chased him out of bed, and hugged him tightly with open arms.

He didn't know what happened, or why Lin Lu was by his side when he woke up.

But he had an intuition that if he let Lin Lu leave like this, he would really break with him completely in the future.

Completely no longer have any relationship, buried all the feelings between them.

This should be consistent with his purpose, to break Lin Lu's dependence on him, not to restrain him as a superior, and let him be free.

But at this moment, he just didn't dare to let go, and didn't want to let go.

He has been deliberately ignoring Lin Lu's feelings and attachments all this time, pushing him away again and again, and he has reached the end of it.

The moment he hugged him again, all efforts fell apart.

The person in his arms was trembling slightly, Lin Lu's eyes when he woke up stung him, and after a moment of surprise, there was nothing but panic and shame.

Chen Sishen was even more afraid to let go.If he let go this time, not only Lin Lu's dependence would be broken, but also his people and his heart.

No matter how the person in his arms kicked and struggled, Chen Sishen just tightened his arms more and more, comforting him in a low voice.

The familiar body temperature embraced him, and the strong arms bound him tightly against his will.

Thinking that there was still Shen Fei outside the door, Lin Lu stopped struggling no longer, raised his hand to cover his eyes, and said in a low voice, "I'm ashamed to death."

Chen Sishen held him by the shoulders and turned him towards himself, Lin Lu just didn't want to raise his head, his downcast eyes fell on Chen Sishen's bare feet.

"I, I didn't want to pester you." Lin Lu explained in a low voice.

"I know, Xiaolu, you did nothing wrong."

Chen Sishen's comfort rang in his ears, Lin Lu felt it was very strange, when he chased him before, all he got was a cold rejection, this man didn't want to see himself appearing in front of him at all.

Now he came to the door again, and even touched someone's bed, but now he became gentle again.

Chen Sishen embraced him and slowly walked back to the bed, softly and tenderly, as if he was something fragile.

Lin Lu became more and more confused about this fickle man.

"Brother Shen...Aren't you angry?" He asked doubtfully.

The puzzled eyes made Chen Sishen's heart ache.

The last thing he wanted to do was to hurt Lin Lu, all he hoped was that everything would be fine for Lin Lu.

But his current appearance is not good at all, which makes him no longer so sure that what he is doing is correct.

The clear eyes that had always been black and white were now bloodshot, his face was haggard and pale, and his dry and peeled lips had lost their healthy rosiness.

The young man in front of him was as fragile as a glass, as if he would be broken if he didn't pay attention.

He thought that Lin Lu had been doing well since he left him, that his career was going well, that he had a healthy relationship with others, and that he would have a healthy emotional relationship in the future, so he didn't have to always be involved with him, and he didn't have to be blinded and misled by his halo all the time.

But at this moment, Lin Lu looked at him with confusion mixed with anxiety, just wondering why he wasn't angry with him, and Chen Sishen suddenly realized how much harm he had caused Lin Lu because he thought he was doing his own good.

The Lin Lu he knew, even when he was not famous and his work was in jeopardy, he was always confident and sunny.

He has a beautiful appearance and a proud working ability. No matter whether anyone appreciates him or not, he has the confidence not to lose to anyone.

Lin Lu in front of him exuded a deep sense of fear and anxiety, no matter how hard he tried to hold on to his hard exterior, something was broken and became different.

It was his merciless refusal that caused Lin Lu to be like this.

Quarreling, anger, confrontation, do not break a person.Indifference and unreasonable estrangement are fine, especially since Lin Lu likes him so much and relies on him wholeheartedly.

Such a simple truth, why did he understand it when he saw Lin Lu who had been tortured to this point with his own eyes?

Chen Sishen raised his hand, and slowly caressed that haggard cheek in Lin Lu's eyes that held a trace of hope, but more flinched.

"I'm sorry, Xiaolu, I'm sorry."

"Brother Shen?" Lin Lu was still puzzled.

He didn't understand why Chen Sishen suddenly became gentle with him again, just as he didn't understand why Chen Sishen cut off all contact with him forcefully in the first place, letting him use all means, and didn't want to look at him again.

He could give himself a reasonable explanation. Chen Sishen was scared off by his parents, and Chen Sishen did it for his own good.But maybe, he was wrong, those were just his self-deception.

Maybe, Chen Sishen just didn't like him anymore, or even bored him.

He did nothing wrong, but there is no rule that if he did nothing wrong, others must like him.

Before he met Chen Sishen, he was no different from now, but the producer couldn't see him, the director couldn't see him, and the audience couldn't see him either.

No reason, maybe he's just boring and unlovable.

Chen Sishen has been stroking him tenderly, leaning over to hold him in his arms.

"I'm sorry Xiaolu, I did something wrong, you are fine, you have always been fine. It is you who should be angry."

Lin Lu's chin was lifted by his shoulder, and he looked at the ceiling and blinked.

If this was a TV series, he must have missed several episodes.

He couldn't understand the attitudes of everyone here, Shen Fei's, Chen Sishen's.

"I read the news that you were seriously ill, so I asked Brother Li to contact Mr. Shen and asked to come to see you." Lin Lu said.

He likes to open the skylight and speak brightly. If this gentle Chen Sishen is caused by a beautiful misunderstanding, he is willing to break that misunderstanding.

Chen Sishen let go of him, and he was able to look directly at those eyes, which had once fascinated him so much and made him sad and sad.

"That was a misunderstanding, the PR has already—" Chen Sishen frowned as he spoke, and slowly stopped his voice.

"yes, Sir……"

"what?"

Chen Sishen shook his head, and slowly sat beside Lin Lu.

"You mean Mr. Shen? What did he do?" Lin Lu asked.

Speaking of this, there is only one possibility, but he can't believe that guess, that's too - think highly of himself.

How could he let someone like Shen Fei set a trap for him alone, waiting for him to come to him?

What's more, he is Chen Sishen's eldest brother, how could he like to see him pestering Chen Sishen?

Chen Sishen just said: "The recent things are all arranged by elder brother."

Including letting him recuperate here, including blocking all his external connections.

It is true that working day and night exhausted his body, but there is no need for Lin Lu to know about it.

"I'm very glad to have you here."

Chen Sishen was very sincere, so sincere that Lin Lu was not sure whether he was moved or polite, whether he should be equally polite or how to react.

It is difficult to continue the excitement when it is interrupted, and a trace of embarrassment arises in the silence.

Putting aside those worries, anger, and sadness, are they actually friends who have not been in touch for a long time?couple?

No matter how close the relationship is, time will cut the unfamiliar cracks, and that kind of relationship is even more hurtful than those quarrels.

Chen Sishen looked at Lin Lu in front of him, sourness spilled into his throat.

How could he think that he could let Lin Lu go?

He repeatedly rejected Lin Lu, maybe he wasn't as selfless as he thought, but he was sure that Lin Lu couldn't leave him.Otherwise why just a social media unfollow nearly broke him.

That represented the first step for Lin Lu to truly step out of his wings.

This is what he originally hoped for, but he eats the bitter fruit he brewed like a clown, almost masochistically paralyzing himself with work.

In the awkward silence, Lin Lu stood up and said, "Since you are fine, I should go back."

"Don't go." Chen Sishen grabbed his wrist and looked up at him.

Lin Lu didn't want to be affectionate anymore, but his heart still beat twice in a hopeless way.

"Don't go" can have many meanings, maybe it's just out of gratitude for his kindness, maybe it's an apology for Shen Fei deliberately deceiving him, maybe——

"I don't know what you mean." Lin Lu looked down at him, "Brother Shen, I don't want to guess what you think anymore, I'm not that smart."

Chen Sishen's Adam's apple twitched, and tried to use force with his hands, but he was not resisted. Feeling Lin Lu's obedient force, he was almost grateful.

A surging impulse passed from his heart to his fingertips, he stood up and pulled his young lover into his arms fiercely.

He felt the heavy temperature in his arm again, and his nose was filled with the familiar smell, so he felt warm and complete.In the past few months without Lin Lu, he seemed to be walking alone in the ice and snow, every pore was soaked by frost.

How much he missed this person in his arms, without him, he would gradually exhaust his body and energy, and die alone in the ice and snow.

Feeling that Lin Lu hesitantly raised his arms around his back, a shiver ran down his spine, he could only hug the flexible body in his arms even tighter.

Ever since he started looking at Lin Lu with a man's eyes, he was ashamed of it, but he couldn't control that dirty, unclean desire.

He shouldn't have drawn Lin Lu into this vortex from the very beginning, but his possessive nature made him enclose Lin Lu in his own territory, preventing anyone from coveting him.

He dared not do more than that, dared not indulge his desire, dared not desecrate his young lover.

Does this make him less guilty?Chen Sishen never dared to think deeply, he muddled through outside the restricted area.

Until Lin Lu's parents tore off his hypocritical mask, making him ashamed.

"Brother Shen, what do you mean?" Lin Lu rested his chin on his shoulder and looked at the ceiling, "Is it to comfort me, or to pity me? You have to speak clearly so that I can understand."

Chen Sishen didn't speak, but lifted his chin and kissed him tenderly.So gentle that it can't even be called a kiss, it's just a simple skin-to-skin contact.

"I will go to hell." Chen Sishen said in a low voice, pressing his forehead against Lin Lu and closing his eyes, "I would rather go to hell."

"What...?" Lin Lu couldn't understand how sinful he was, that he would go to hell if he kissed him?

"It's my fault. I shouldn't have thought about you like this, but I can't control it."

"Brother Shen, wait a minute." Lin Lu stopped him, "I am also an adult, not an ignorant child or a toy, can you consider my subjective initiative?"

"Maybe I influenced you, I'm your mentor, maybe I took advantage of your admiration—"

Lin Lu rolled his eyes unbearably. Is this man really not conscious of his own charm?He might have been attracted by him at the first sight - very few people would not be attracted by him, Chen Sishen is a natural star, attracting all the bewildered eyes - who else does he need to be influenced by?

He grabbed Chen Sishen by the collar of his pajamas, simply pushed him onto the bed, stepped forward and straddled him, condescendingly suppressing him.

He didn't expect that Chen Sishen would associate with him with such a deep sense of guilt. He was also - damn tempted by this kind of old man who claimed to be a saint.

"Brother Shen, look clearly. I'm not a dodder flower without my own opinions. It's not that I can't walk independently without you. You can't control me, and you can't influence me. Why can't you admit that I actually liked you for a long time It's..."

He cupped Chen Sishen's face and kissed it deeply.

Chen Sishen raised his hand hesitantly, pressed it comfortingly on Lin Lu's waist, slowly moved it to his neck, and pressed hard against himself, deepening the long-lost kiss.

Lin Lu felt a little flustered, as if fireworks were set off in his mind, gorgeous and noisy, even the time was blurred.

He won't say that he likes Chen Sishen's toughness.

Maybe he always gives him too much freedom, but instead he wants to feel those selfish needs and urgent desires for him...

A discordant voice woke him up