No matter how many twists and turns he had in his mind, Lin Lu naturally raised his face and exchanged warm greetings with Li Shifeng.

What a hypocritical layman.

He secretly despised himself.

I don't know how Chen Sishen will feel when he sees him like this, and if he also thinks that he is nothing more than that.

Judging from the resolute break between Chen Sishen and Li Shifeng, decades of friendship can be said to be let go. He is a person who can't rub the sand in his eyes.

I liked myself before, and I was more or less a film role filter.

But who can live forever like the transparent boy in the movie, he is just an ordinary person who can compromise, weigh, and drift with the crowd.

With such a self, how could Chen Sishen look at him differently?

The more Lin Lu thought about it, the more frustrated he became, and he gradually lost the energy to deal with Li Shifeng.

The embarrassing atmosphere gradually intensified, and Li Shifeng didn't seem to be so sophisticated, so he exchanged greetings with Lin Lu for a while, but after all he had nothing to say, he patted Lin Lu on the shoulder and left with a dry smile, and went to find someone else under the pretext.

Lin Lu was also very happy.

He sat outside the crowd, looking at the room full of clothes and temples, without any desire to communicate with anyone.

Li You was always by his side, never leaving him.Lin Lu looked back at him, and Li You stared at him nervously, as if he had returned to the nervousness he had when he was taken in by old man Gao.

Lin Lu said helplessly, ""Brother Li, don't be so nervous, I won't do anything. "

"Come on, I won't believe that you young people who are in love, who speak better than anyone else, scare people to death by doing things."

"Even if I want to be impulsive, someone needs to cooperate."

Li You thought about it.Nodding, "That's true."

Lin Lu folded his arms and had nothing to say.

Thinking about Chen Sishen's attitude, Li You relaxed a little.

"It's good to have someone who can handle it clearly."

Lin Lu got up impatiently, and Li You hurried to follow.

"I'm going to the bathroom, Brother Li, you want to watch too?"

Li You saw that he really pissed people off by following him again, so he hurriedly said: "Okay, okay, I didn't say I want to follow, you go and you go, go and come back quickly, the ceremony will start soon."

Lin Lu walked to the bathroom along the wide corridor where people came and went. The big bathroom was crowded with people, and it was very lively going in and out.

Lin Lu didn't want to wait. He had participated in several shows here, and knew that there was another smaller bathroom across a corridor, which was always clean.

He lifted his legs and walked over, and there were indeed a lot fewer people, and it was quiet outside the bathroom, it seemed that there was no one there.

Therefore, when he saw the familiar figure by the sink, his vigilant brain failed to pick up rational thinking immediately, following his instinct, Lin Lu closed and locked the bathroom door with his backhand, all in one go.

The crisp sound of locking was still evident in the small bathroom, and his belated rationality did not have time to stop his weird movements. As a result, he and Chen Sishen stood in the luxuriously decorated bathroom and looked at each other.

Chen Sishen looked away from the door lock, Lin Lu had already blushed, and wanted to open the door lock, but felt unwilling to let go of this unexpected opportunity.

"Brother Shen...I said I didn't follow you on purpose, believe it or not." Lin Lu broke the awkward silence.

Chen Sishen remained silent for a moment, and Lin Lu's red-hot face instantly cooled down with a faint indifference.

Although he thought that Chen Sishen might still have a grudge against the humiliation that day, otherwise he would not have kept in touch with him, but Lin Lu still felt a little wronged.

He didn't do anything wrong, is it that unforgivable?

"Brother Shen, I apologize to you on behalf of my parents. Can you give me a chance to explain. "

Chen Sishen shook his head: "Is there any misunderstanding that needs to be explained?"

Lin Lu was speechless.

There was no misunderstanding at all, just some insecurities and inability to do anything.

He is only 23 years old. He doesn't care about the comments from the outside world, the reactions of fans, the setbacks in his career, the opposition of his relatives, or any gossip. As long as he can stay with this man, he just needs to hold on to him for the rest of his life. The only passion.

But Chen Sishen didn't have his passion and impulsiveness, so what could he do.

Chen Si straightened his clothes, and walked out.

Lin Lu grabbed him impulsively: "If, if I sever ties with my parents—"

"Xiaolu, don't be silly. No one is worth breaking up with the loved one who loves you the most."

Chen Sishen stopped him, and his helpless tone seemed to have returned to his usual kindness.

Because of this momentary loosening, Lin Lu couldn't stop his eyes from turning red, and the tears that he had held back for many days couldn't hold back at this moment, and flowed down like money.

He let himself burst into tears, and grabbed Chen Sishen's sleeve capriciously: "Brother Shen, I don't agree, let's separate like this! You have ignored me for so many days, and you are so indifferent to me, I feel worse than death!"

He stared at Chen Sishen closely, like a prey observing the hunter's reaction, whether he still had a gleam of compassion for him.

Chen Sishen is a good actor, but he obviously didn't bring his acting skills in front of the camera to life.

He put on a bad scene in front of Lin Lu, who is also a good actor.

Chen Sishen shook off Lin Lu's hand, pursed the corners of his lips bluntly, his eyes wandered past Lin Lu's eyes, and fell on his shoulder.

"Lin Lu, don't be self-willed. You are still young and think that feelings are the whole of life. When you reach my age, you will know that there are too many things that are more important than feelings. I have never treated you badly before, and you don't have to worry about the future. Career, I still recognize you as a student, and I will help if I can. You are very talented, and you must have a bright future in the future, don't deceive others and yourself for the sake of temporary pleasure."

It's so high-sounding, but why doesn't this man dare to look at himself?

Chen Sishen was about to leave after speaking, as if he couldn't bear to be in the same room with Lin Lu.

Lin Lu rushed over and hugged him fiercely: "Brother Shen, you talk so much, I'll just ask you, do you still like me? Do you want to be with me?"

Chen Sishen pushed his hand away, and scolded unbearably: "Childish."

Lin Lu continued to rush forward without hesitation.If Chen Sishen's indifference was impeccable, he would not dare to be so presumptuous.

But whoever made this man's mouth wrong and full of flaws, then don't blame him for pushing an inch.

What decency, what self-esteem, he doesn't need it.

"Brother Shen, you don't need to tell me some great truths. If you really don't like me, just say so, and I won't pester you." Lin Lu tightly held that wide and warm hand, once full of It was touching him lovingly, but now she just wanted to get rid of him, which made Lin Lu feel a little sad.

"Just say you hate me, just say let me go, don't bother you anymore. You don't have to be afraid of hurting me. Like you said, feelings are not the whole of life, and it's no big deal to lose love. I'll be sad for a while at most, and that's fine." Completely let go of you and devote yourself to the next relationship." Lin Lu walked up to Chen Sishen forcefully, looked him in the eyes: "When I forget about you, I can be with others and like another person as much as I like you."

Chen Sishen stood on the spot, and Lin Lu felt a bit of stiffness from where his palms met.

Is it uncomfortable, just hearing him say that he wants to be with others can't stand it?or something else?Lin Lu couldn't figure it out.

He admits that he still doesn't understand Chen Sishen well enough, the age gap is in front of him, he may never be able to truly understand this man.

It's like he didn't understand, Chen Sishen clearly couldn't bear him, why did he push him away so resolutely?

He has thought about the many mundane problems that two people will face together. Hasn't Chen Sishen ever thought about it?Feeling overwhelmed until it's time to face it?

Lin Lu didn't understand, he wanted to ask clearly, but Chen Sishen just pushed him away blindly, making up his own mind and using his own way, which made Lin Lu very powerless.

"I hate that you decide my life arbitrarily in the name of being good for me, so do mom and dad, and so do you." Lin Lu's eyes were red, "I'm not a child anymore, I've never been willful in my life, my first Why do you all do this to me when you want one person so much at a time. What did I do wrong?"

Chen Sishen looked at him with a complicated expression, this stubborn old man was still moved by his tears.

Lin Lu opened his lips and wanted to say something more, but Chen Sishen covered his mouth.

He was startled for a moment, and his first reaction was to look at the closed door. There was a sound of hurried footsteps outside the door, and they stopped by the door from far to near.

Li You held the doorknob and twisted it, but did not twist it, and clicked his tongue: "What kind of door is locked in the public bathroom, is there public morality?"

He wasn't surprised at all, and it wasn't a rare thing, some people in the circle were just so weird, and it wasn't like he hadn't seen even weirder ones.

He raised his hand and knocked on the door: "Is there anyone inside?—"

Before he could say another word, the door panel was opened decisively from the inside, and the tall figure covered it with a sense of oppression. Chen Sishen's serious face appeared in front of him, scaring away the rest of his complaints.

"Chen, Chen—Teacher Chen."

Li You stammered and shouted, Chen Sishen's figure had gone away, and another person walked out from the door.

Li You looked back and was startled by Lin Lu's red eyes and tears.

"Xiaolu, you, you——what are you doing?!"

The exclamation that Li You blurted out was abruptly cut off in the middle by him, and the second half of the sentence was swallowed into his throat.

He dragged Lin Lu to look left and right, and then looked into the aisle guiltily.

"You guys are too foolish, and you don't even look at what occasion this is - I said you, are you okay?! There's a good chance you'll be on stage to receive the award later, don't let me lose the chain!"

If something happened on this stage, neither he nor Lin Lu would have to live.

Lin Lu shook off his hand, took out a tissue from his pocket to wipe away his tears, and his expression calmed down in an instant, except for a little red eyes, there was no trace of abnormality.

He stuffed the tissue into the agent's hand: "Let's go, work first."

After speaking, he strode out, not like the lover who was trapped by love before.

"What are you doing..." Li You scratched his head, not knowing why, and hurriedly followed.

Along the way, he sized up his artistes as though nothing had happened. He was in a steady posture and walked like flying. Fortunately, he seemed to be in good condition...

It seems that what the two of them are locked in a private space is a Qiong Yao drama, not the eighteen bans.

It's just that I don't know what the result of the talk is, my own artists are even more aggressive than before.

Walking outside the venue where the red carpet ceremony will be held, the staff dutifully pushed open the heavy door, and thousands of stars overflowed from the tall hall accompanied by the sound of fans roaring and tsunami.

In the past, countless ceremonies were envisioned, accompanied by Chen Sishen, Li Shifeng, and other artists of the crew.

It was only a year later, but he was the only one who finally embarked on this road.

There seems to be some kind of metaphor in it, some roads must be walked by him alone.

Lin Lu took a deep breath, put on the most professional posture, faced the flickering flashing lights, and stepped onto the beginning of the red carpet.

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