The self-mockery of the villain of fast wear

The moment Gu Zheng left, He Xuannian was dumbfounded, he couldn't feel the pain in his calf at all, he just felt that he was deep in a nightmare, but he felt it was ridiculous, even if he had a nightmare, he wouldn't pollute Gu so much. Positive image.

But... why?Why did Gu Zheng do this?Looking at the zombies surrounding him, He Xuannian had no strength to resist for a moment. He had already given up resisting, and even felt that it was nothing to become a zombie.

He Xuannian kept thinking about a question, why Gu Zheng, Gu Zheng is not that kind of selfish person, the Gu Zheng he knew should be when the zombies rushed up...

For a moment He Xuannian was also a little uncertain, maybe he was thinking too much, Gu Zheng was not a good person, but He Xuannian thought that he would be that special case, but it turned out that he was not.

The moment He Xuannian gave up his resistance and allowed the zombies to pounce on him, a bullet passed by his ear, followed by countless bullets, and the zombies in front of him were shot into a sieve.

Someone came to save him, but He Xuannian was not very happy. When someone dragged him staggeringly outside, he suddenly thought of the scene where Gu Zheng shot and killed the zombie behind him not long ago.

The wound on He Xuannian's arm hadn't fully healed yet, and for a moment he seemed to understand that the zombies were still some distance away from him, and that Gu Zheng probably didn't care about his life or death at all when he did it.

He Xuannian who wanted to understand couldn't help but sneered, it was indeed interesting, he was actually just deceiving himself and others from the beginning to the end, it's not that he didn't know about Gu Zheng's indifferent temperament, but he didn't care at the time.

Because Gu Zheng didn't hurt him, he always subconsciously defended Gu Zheng, but human nature is complicated, He Xuannian didn't know whether he should continue to deceive himself.

Oh, he is confused, Gu Zheng has already left him and left, it is impossible for him to continue to pretend that nothing happened, he only has the despair of being betrayed and abandoned, so that when the zombies scratched him, he did not respond .

He Xuannian was dragged to run wildly in a daze, sometimes his mind was clear, sometimes he was confused, he couldn't control his body at all, he could only allow himself to flee here quickly with the people in front of him.

Being able to be so obedient is probably not reconciled. Even if he is determined to die, he wants to ask Gu Zheng clearly in front of him. He just doesn't take himself seriously. They have known each other for more than 20 years. Even an object should have feelings. How could Gu Zheng leave him without looking back?

Several people worked hard to get He Xuannian into the car, and a large group of zombies chased after them. They immediately started the off-road vehicle and disappeared into the urban area in a flash.

In the car, Du Qirui, who saw He Xuannian stared blankly and had no sense of survival at all, was a little annoyed when he tried his best to save him, so he slapped He Xuannian on the face directly.

The few people in front were startled by this movement, Du Qirui scolded with a dark face: "If we knew you didn't want to live, we wouldn't waste so many bullets to save you."

Just now they were almost overtaken by zombies in order to save He Xuannian, but the other party still looked half-dead, which made people really angry.

He Xuannian came back to his senses when he heard the strange man in front of him say so, his eyes were empty, and he apologized dully and sincerely: "I'm sorry."

Du Qirui was full of foul words and wanted to scold him, but when he saw He Xuannian's appearance, he suddenly felt that it was meaningless. When he scolded the other party, he also looked half-dead and couldn't listen, so why waste your tongue on him.

Just when Du Qirui was about to ignore He Xuannian's deep breath and find a safe place to leave He Xuannian directly, he suddenly discovered that He Xuannian's ankle seemed to be scratched by a zombie.

The bloodstains were extremely clear, and the place where the person was injured in front of him was very close to the place where the zombie scratched. Du Qirui grabbed the other person and observed carefully for a while. He found that He Xuannian did not show any signs of turning into a zombie.

Du Qirui's mind instantly came alive, and he carefully guarded against He Xuannian. Logically speaking, the time for this virus to attack varies from person to person, but once it is infected, there will be obvious symptoms, but any sign of infection in the person in front of him. No.

In fact, their motives for saving He Xuannian are very simple. One is that they are not cruel people, and seeing that He Xuannian is still alive, they cannot do nothing but die; the other is because they saw the whole process of He Xuannian being abandoned by his companions. , feel that He Xuannian is really pitiful.

Du Qirui carefully checked the wounds on He Xuannian's body again, and there did not appear to be any signs of infection. They had actually discovered that someone's serum could resist infection, and even if they were bitten by a zombie, they would not become a zombie.

It's just that the chance of encountering this kind of person is only one in ten million. They were lucky enough to meet one before, but that person was killed by zombies on the way to escape. Fortunately, they went in time and rescued the person in front of them.

Now Du Qirui has changed his mind, he can't just find a safe place to leave the person, he wants to take the person back, he remembers that the person in front of him along the way did not act aggressively except for being a little dazed.

Du Qirui saw the value of He Xuannian, he couldn't let people leave like this easily, he patted He Xuannian on the shoulder, and prepared to get close with He Xuannian, "Hey, what's your name?"

At this moment, He Xuannian still hasn't recovered from the shock just now, even if he was slapped, he didn't provoke him, so he mechanically replied: "He Xuannian."

Seeing his negative and decadent appearance, Du Qirui was afraid that He Xuannian would be overwhelmed, so he couldn't help provoking He Xuannian and said: "He Xuannian, the person who shot you just now left you behind to delay the zombies, do you know him?" ?"

In fact, it is not unreasonable for Du Qirui to do this. Logically speaking, after being betrayed by others, most people must think about how to get revenge.

He only thought that He Xuannian hadn't recovered from what happened just now, and wanted to arouse He Xuannian's anger, but the result was unsatisfactory, and the other party's expression became even more depressed after hearing what he said.

He Xuannian understood what he said, and his lips twitched. He wanted to explain, but he felt that it was meaningless, so he didn't answer anything in the end.

Seeing He Xuannian's appearance, Du Qirui felt that the other party was weak and incompetent. He angrily scolded He Xuannian and said: "You bastard, if someone dares to treat me like this, I will have to skin him with my own hands. You're going to die here! Who will you show me?"

Just as Du Qirui finished cursing, a boy in a leather jacket in the front co-pilot couldn't help but turned around and patted Du Qirui on the shoulder, and began to persuade Du Qirui, "Boss, forget it, he may not have reacted yet."

Being in an unfamiliar environment, He Xuannian didn't say a word. Apart from thanking the other party for saving him, he had nothing to say. How could he explain things that were unbelievable to him?

And He Xuannian wasn't in a daze, he actually suddenly figured out something, before he didn't dare to ask Gu Zheng rashly, but now everything is clear to him, Gu Zheng is still the same Gu Zheng, it's just that he has been acting passionately That's all.

What's ridiculous is that He Xuannian didn't even hate Gu Zheng when he reached such a point, but there was some resentment. He didn't know why Gu Zheng treated him like that. Could it be that he was sure that he would die at the mouth of zombies?

Or was all of this intentional by Gu Zheng?Thinking of Gu Zheng's expressionless killing of those who wanted to rob them, He Xuannian felt that his understanding of Gu Zheng was too one-sided.

Gu Zheng has never been a kind person, he was not close to himself before, even he seemed to be like this to everyone, but because of blindly being close to Gu Zheng, He Xuannian gave himself an illusion.

An illusion that Gu Zheng is just hard-spoken and soft-hearted, with a cold face and a warm heart, and even He Xuannian has begun to find excuses for Gu Zheng. The situation at that time was just a choice Gu Zheng made in order to survive, but it is a pity that he was given up. the one.

I don't know if self-comfort has played a role, He Xuannian suddenly felt that Gu Zheng's actions were understandable, but he was just unlucky, and then what?

He Xuannian suddenly didn't know the meaning of his future life. He was obviously very happy to think about the future of the safe zone with Gu Zheng at the last moment, but now he knows that Gu Zheng's future has not been in his shadow from the beginning to the end.

It's ridiculous that even now, He Xuannian has no regrets. He likes Gu Zheng. After going through this incident, he finds that he still likes Gu Zheng. He thinks he is ridiculous and stupid.

Obviously it shouldn't continue, but he still couldn't help but wonder if Gu Zheng saw that he was not dead, would he regret his actions at that time, would he apologize to himself?

If he apologized, would he still be able to refuse?He Xuannian himself doesn't know the answer. Compared to his previous despair, he now wants to see Gu Zheng again and ask him...

He Xuannian didn't know what he should ask, he was afraid that when he saw Gu Zheng again, he would pretend to be nonchalant, and continued to return to Gu Zheng's side with a smile.

At this moment, he was a little curious, how would Gu Zheng tell everyone about his disappearance after he went back?Or just say that he was eaten by zombies?Why didn't Gu Zheng even give him a look when he left?

He Xuannian couldn't help crying while covering his face. He collapsed and trembled all over, but he didn't dare to make a sound because of the people around him, so he could only bite his lips and warn himself over and over again, just once, just once.

He really needs to vent, otherwise he may be driven crazy by himself, why... that person is a friend he has known for more than 20 years, and he is the person he has been thinking about, why does that person treat him like this?

Is he doing something wrong?Shouldn't he like Gu Zheng?Then why did Gu Zheng treat himself so well before?Or is everything just his wishful thinking, deceiving himself?

The car fell into an eerie silence, no one spoke, leaving enough time for He Xuannian to cry, Du Qirui thought about it, after all, the other party was a man, so he had to give him face.

Du Qirui patted Xiao Ding who was driving, and Xiao Ding immediately understood, and turned on the speaker in the car. The explosive English song "Irreplaceable" burst out instantly, stimulating people's eardrums.

"You must not know about me, You must not know about me..."

Everyone turned their eyes to the window, and the trees on the side of the road flew past. They left He Xuannian enough time and space to cry. No one comforted He Xuannian, because it was unnecessary, and no one could truly empathize with him.

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No one read the article, no motivation at all, I hope everyone will comment a lot, okay ^3^