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"Yuan Lili is a patient with severe depression and suffers from postpartum depression. She and her husband Lin Feicheng are both teachers of Qiyun High School, which is now the No. After ten years of marriage, Yuan Lili became pregnant smoothly.

However, during her pregnancy, Yuan Lili became depressed and hated her child. After giving birth to her child, Lin Zheng, a psychiatrist diagnosed her with severe postpartum depression. "

Fu Ye paid too much attention to the word 'depression' and inadvertently emphasized it twice.He didn't dare to look up at Xu Yan, staring at the missing report on the computer screen and continued, "The informant, the parents of both Yuan Lili and Lin Feicheng, provided the progress of Yuan Lili's illness. Yuan Lili had been taking medicine for the first few years of her illness. After she stabilized, she stopped taking the medicine and did not see a psychiatrist again. In August ten years ago, her condition suddenly relapsed and became out of control. The family had to stare at her all the time. She might take her own life. Sometimes they couldn't control it, so they had to tie Yuan Lili's hands and feet with ropes."

Gu Manwen came back after going out to investigate, and started searching in this bedroom. In response to what Fu Ye had just said, she found a lot of ropes from the corner of the closet.

After throwing them all on the ground, Gu Manwen wondered, "Does it take so much rope to tie a person?"

Xu Yan stared at them for a while, imagining the circumstances under which Yuan Lili would be bound by them.

He knows the real situation, where people can't be controlled, it's because they are tired.

Fu Ye continued, "From August to September, the family took turns to watch over her. Yuan Lili's parents also had to admit that during the period when Yuan Lili's condition worsened, everyone in their family was extremely suffering. Friday, September 8 , it was Lin Feicheng's turn to guard Yuan Lili, who had no class that day, and they were the only two left at home. It was also on that day that they disappeared together."

After all the information was told, Fu Ye's heart was trembling all the time, wanting to take back the released projection.

However, Xu Yan at this time was not too touched by this missing report.

As with previous missing reports, it is a source of information on victims only.

He was just afraid of seeing the faces of Yuan Lili and Lin Feicheng, more precisely, he was afraid of entering their hearts.

For the time being, he focused on the information Fu Yegang provided. Depression is a disease in the field of psychology, and psychology and philosophy have many connections. Under the guidance of his tutor, he has learned about this major on a large scale knowledge.

Certainly far from a professional.

Based on his understanding of depression, Xu Yan analyzed Yuan Lili's real condition, "Yuan Lili's condition seems to be stable, but her heart knot has been buried in her heart, and the factors that urge her to die have always been rooted in her. From the bottom of her heart. The reporter said that her condition is stable, and she should not have been diagnosed by a psychiatrist, otherwise the later recurrence would not be so serious."

He could only think of the worst, "I guess, they just saw that Yuan Lili's words and deeds were no different from normal people, so they concluded that she was cured. What is more certain is that they don't know much about depression, or even I thought postpartum depression was a serious disease. Until August ten years ago, the death factor buried in Yuan Lili's heart broke out."

When Song Ting heard Xu Yan's calm voice, he knew that he had escaped from the fear and remembered his identity as a space-time restorer.

Song Ting continued to discuss with him, "You mean, Yuan Lili has been pretending to be cured?"

Xu Yan didn't dare to wander around, staring at Song Ting and replied, "Yes. Depressed patients tend to have low self-esteem, especially when people around them always look at her strangely. The people around her all She is the one who cares most about her, but everyone hopes that she can recover as soon as possible, and hope that she can get out of depression. This will make Yuan Lili feel that she should not be sick, that her physical condition is a burden, and it will also make her deliberately conceal her Sickness, pretend to be cured."

The person closest to her is a key role. Whether this person can face up to Yuan Lili's condition and treat her patiently is an important factor.

Xu Yan sighed, "And Lin Feicheng is not a careful husband, he didn't discover the secret that Yuan Lili was hiding."

Having said that, he had to look at Lin Feicheng on the bed.

He had to see the emotion on that face.

Only when he understands, can he know... What kind of choice trapped this couple here.

That's the only way to get them out.

Xu Yan kept persuading himself, but couldn't restrain his nervous breathing.He was afraid of being trapped by inexplicable emotions again.

Song Ting guessed what he was going to do next, went to hold his shoulders, pressed against him, slowly shifted his gaze away with him, and said in his ear, "Remember who you are, remember who you are Where, don't be driven by his emotions."

Two strong emotional guidance came in different ways, Xu Yan chose the voice next to his ear, "Yes."

Song Ting was provocative, "Calm down and take a look. When he saw Yuan Lili about to commit suicide by jumping off the building again, what was the most emotional emotion in his heart?"

Song Ting's voice was Xu Yan's guide, guiding his heart to stay where it should be.Xu Yan observed Lin Feicheng's face carefully, and replied, "It's an escape, he wants to get rid of it immediately."

Song Ting didn't give Xu Yan time to think alone, and then asked, "Where do you want to get relief from?"

Xu Yan replied, "I want to be free from the endless torture."

Song Ting asked, "Can't bear the torment brought by Yuan Lili's illness?"

Xu Yan affirmed, "Yes."

Song Ting asked, "So the choice that confuses him is whether to save Yuan Lili?"

This question touched the depths of Lin Feicheng's heart, and it was the place Xu Yan was most afraid to look at.

Song Ting's voice echoed in his ears, "Xu Yan, when observing others, never forget who you are."

Xu Yan listened to his voice, closed his eyes, and replied, "...Yes."

He groped for the face in his memory, what did the slit-open eye express?

Xu Yan spoke out for Lin Feicheng what was hidden in his heart, "There are two voices in his mind,

One is saying, let her jump, so she and I can be free, and I will slowly atone for the next few decades.I will visit her every Qingming Festival, and I will never marry a wife again. One person is responsible for taking care of two children...the other is saying, no, Lili cannot be jumped off.Obviously when we got married, I promised that no matter whether she was born, aged, sick or died, I would never leave her.Lili is just sick, as long as she persists, she will definitely get better. "

What Xu Yan said terrified Fu Ye and Gu Manwen, as if Lin Feicheng's consciousness had entered Xu Yan's body.

Let them think that it is Lin Feicheng himself who is talking at the moment.

Only Song Ting knew that the person in his arms was still the original him.

He said, "Okay, we have seen Lin Feicheng very clearly. Now go slowly and take a look at Yuan Lili."

When Song Ting led him to the window, Xu Yan didn't dare to open his eyes.

Until Song Ting hugged him from behind again and told him, "I will open my eyes with you and watch together."

"Count down to 3, open your eyes together."

The team leader counts up to two times in the space-time fragments, one for entering and one for escaping.But today Song Ting made an exception in order to calm Xu Yan down.

Song Ting counted down in a deep voice, "3, 2, 1."

They opened their eyes together, but those eyes immediately absorbed Xu Yan's mind.

But he could still hear Song Ting's voice.

Yuan Lili's heart was much scarier than Lin Feicheng's, and Song Ting would not ask too many useless questions.The moment he opened his eyes, he immediately asked, "Does she really want to jump down now?"

Xu Yan replied, "Think, think without hesitation."

Song Ting then asked, "What is she afraid of?"

Xu Yan wanted to escape, but as soon as he stepped back, Song Ting was behind him.

He replied with a trembling voice, "I'm afraid of being alive. To her, the feeling of being alive seems to be suffocating. I feel like I can't breathe well all the time. The spirit and the body have long been separated. The body is forced to stay in this world by the family members." , and her soul has already fallen into the abyss."

Xu Yan shed tears and said in a sobbing voice, "It's very dark there, there is no one there, and no one can help her. The only way to escape is to die, let her soul die..."

Song Ting got the answer, but asked Xu Yan, "Whose voices are these?"

Xu Yan pulled himself away instantly and replied, "It's Yuan Lili's heartfelt voice."

Song Ting asked again, "Is it related to Xu Yan?"

Xu Yan replied, "It doesn't matter much, but I know this, maybe I can save her."

"it is good."

This difficult observation ended perfectly, Song Ting directly covered Xu Yan's eyes, "Now you don't have to observe them anymore."

Xu Yan seemed to have been completely 'brainwashed' by Team Leader Song, he would listen to every word he said, "Yes."

At the same time, Fu Ye and Gu Manwen had already completed the space search, and only found Lin Feicheng's cell phone in the end.

Song Ting asked Fu Ye's progress, "Where is the information screened?"

"Final tidying up."

Another minute later, Fu Ye released the two chat records he had screened out. "There is some information in Lin Feicheng's conversation with the psychiatrist and his son."

【WeChat】

Lin Feicheng: Is there any chance that Lili will get better?

Dr. Chen: Mr. Lin, I cannot give you an exact answer.She needs your company, and only enough of you to awaken her desire for life.

Lin Feicheng: Two months have passed, we have been with her day and night, isn't that enough?What exactly does Lili need?Doctor Chen, tell me, how can I help her!

Dr. Chen: Mr. Lin, you need to calm down.You have been treating her with a flustered attitude, which will make the patient feel like a burden and make her condition worse.

Lin Feicheng: Okay, I'll try to calm myself down.

Xiaozheng: Dad, I won't be going back to school this week, there is a mock test.

Lin Feicheng: Okay, you can take the exam at ease.

Xiaozheng: How is Mom?

Lin Feicheng: It's okay, she will be fine with us by her side.

Xiaozheng: ok

In fact, this information was not as much as Xu Yan observed alone. Fu Ye felt that Xu Yan was about to explode with the help of the team leader today.

He exaggerated to the point that no amount of these messy information could compare to Xu Yan's hasty glance.

However, the silent Xu Yan saw something new in these 'messy information' and said, "Lin Feicheng will make a choice that I regret."

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I am not a psychology major, and the content related to mental illness is pure speculation