depicting time

He couldn't smile at the camera, he could only make various similar movements with a blank face.

The hair is much longer than it is now, and the bangs almost cover the eyes.Xu Yan reckoned that he didn't have time to take care of it.

"This is 18-year-old Song Ting."

Although she doesn't look young, she has a mature feeling in her twenties.

But Xu Yan could see a lot of impatience from his frozen eyes. At that time, he probably wanted the photoshoot to end quickly.

Therefore, compared to Song Ting now, he is still much immature.

In many group photos later, Song Ting was not present, he only appeared on the last page.Standing in the last row of the class, I took this group photo very perfunctorily.

It seems that taking pictures pains him.

Xu Yan put the photo album back to its original place, and opened the boxes of different sizes in the bookcase.Inside are all awards and honorary certificates, from junior high school to high school, all of which have been collected.

However, there is no trace left by him when he was in the police academy...

After Xu Yan discovered this problem, he looked around the entire bedroom, and it seemed that Song Ting had no memory of the police academy at all.

He clearly said at that time, 'At that time, I felt very proud when I saw the police badge on the hat. '

Since it is so cherished, how could it be possible not to keep it at all?

Xu Yan couldn't help wondering, did he deliberately not stay?

The wardrobe was full of clothes worn by Song Ting, and the colors were very monotonous.Xu Yan took a shirt casually, so he didn't think he could wear pants or anything.

When I came out of the shower, there was an uninvited person in the room.

He even occupied Xu Yan's bed.

Song Ting seemed to have been waiting on the bed for a long time, only wearing a bathrobe, and the quilt was completely uncovered.

Holding a book of poetry in his hand, he seemed to be reading it carefully.

And when Xu Yan came out of the bathroom, he closed the book without hesitation and threw it aside.She hooked her hands at Xu Yan outside the bathroom door. "come over."

A little overbearing.

However, Xu Yan just followed suit.

He obediently walked to the bed with bare feet. The legs under the shirt had been attracting Song Ting's attention, but he quickly got under the quilt and blocked it tightly.

Asked, "Don't you have a room?"

Song Ting immediately squeezed into the same quilt and said, "I prefer my own room."

And the people in this room.

However, as soon as he got closer to Xu Yan, Xu Yan hid back.

Song Ting smiled helplessly, "Don't be so guarded against me, I won't do anything to you tonight."

Song Ting is a person who keeps his promises, Xu Yan suddenly became bold.

He supported his head with one hand, looked down at Song Ting lying beside him, "Are you afraid of your parents?"

Song Ting also propped his head up with one hand, and faced Xu Yan face to face, "If they knew, we would have slept in the same bed long ago, and they would let us get married tomorrow."

Xu Yan narrowed his eyes with a smile, "Ha, you're just afraid of them!"

Song Ting hugged him into his arms with one hand, held him tightly, lowered his head and kissed his tear mole, and asked, "Why, you want to sue them?"

Xu Yan laughed again, "Why should I sue? Isn't it just a matter of your love and my wish for a couple to sleep on the same bed?"

In order to show how much you love each other.

Xu Yan kissed Song Ting's lips back, and his slightly cold hands got into his bathrobe, rubbed the firm and well-developed chest muscles, and then touched the lower abdominal muscles.

Song Ting grabbed his hand when he was close to the edge of danger, "Why do I seem to be worried about what you will do to me?"

Xu Yan was very arrogant, "Hmph, you can't resist anyway."

Song Ting raised his eyebrows slightly, and let go of his disobedient hand, "But I can hit you..." He randomly slapped Xu Yan's buttocks.

Xu Yan immediately surrendered, "Okay, let's not do anything tonight, just chat under the covers."

Song Ting replied with a smile, "I agree."

This is the best way to spend the night peacefully with each other.

Xu Yan was the first to initiate the topic, "What kind of student were you in high school? Did you get good grades and were you popular?"

Song Ting recalled it for a while, and replied uncertainly, "Probably so."

Xu Yan came out of his arms, pinched his nose, and asked, "Which point are you not sure about?"

Song Ting replied, "It's very popular. When I was in high school, I didn't have many friends."

Who asks if there are many friends?

I'm asking if there are many suitors!

Xu Yan couldn't bear to dislike Song Ting, and asked, "Don't you have a drawer full of love letters every day?"

But Song Ting turned his back on him, "Baby, have you watched too many TV series? The drawers are full of books, where can I put love letters?"

"Also, I refused to accept these things from the beginning, and there will be no more in the future."

Xu Yan, "..."

He didn't learn it from TV dramas, but from Kuang Esheng's novels.

The other part is his personal experience, but even though he is as beautiful as a flower, he has never received a drawer full of love letters.

Thinking about it this way, Song Ting's words made more sense.

Xu Yan could only nod his head. "Indeed, everyone knows how to be interesting."

It's also impossible for a girl to just stare at Song Ting alone.

Song Ting suddenly felt emotional, "However, my high school life was very boring. I feel like I live the same life every day."

He hugged Xu Yan tightly and let out a long sigh, as if seeking comfort from Xu Yan.

However, Xu Yan told him, "You are going too smoothly. If your grades fluctuate a bit, will you still feel bored?"

Unexpectedly, Song Ting asked him in turn, "Then you are so much smarter than me, isn't it more boring?"

Xu Yan poked Song Ting and couldn't help smiling, "I'm not bored, I think school is very interesting, I prefer to stay at school than at home. My classmates are very interesting, observing their lives It taught me a lot of things.”

"What I like most is when the math class is over, someone will definitely complain about the math teacher. I listen secretly, and I feel very comfortable."

He can talk about his high school life so interestingly now, probably because he has forgotten all the bad things.

Song Ting asked with a smile, "Why are you secretly listening? You can join them!"

Xu Yan's reaction was extremely cute.

He said, "At that time, my image in the class was that kind of good student who loved learning very much. The class teacher thought I was the best behaved. How could I scold the teacher behind my back?"

Song Ting was amused, and happily spanked his ass again.

Xu Yan frowned. Is this a punishment or a reward?

And Song Ting asked him again, "Then do you like others to praise you for being good?"

Xu Yancheng said, "I liked it before, but now I don't like it."

"Good" is actually the shackles put on him by his parents, so that he dare not disobey their orders.

Xu Yan thought of Song Ting's parents. They should also hope that Song Ting would behave better, so that they could save a lot of worry... But they never wanted to restrain their children.

Such as a marriage contract canceled in time.

Xu Yan was silent for a long time before asking, "Is that Xiao Qi your previous marriage partner?"

Just mentioning it briefly at the dinner table, Xu Yan guessed it.

Song Ting also expected this to happen, and replied, "Yes, my parents like her very much, so they arranged for me to go on a blind date with her."

Xu Yan guessed a little uneasily, "You can't be childhood sweethearts, right?"

Song Ting immediately denied it, "No. Her parents are my dad's friends, but we have never met. We only met on the blind date."

Xu Yan remembered that Song Ting had said that he had only met his so-called marriage partner twice...but he had always had a doubt, "Why are you willing to get engaged to her?"

The engagement was made after only one meeting, which showed that this girl was quite what he wanted.

Before Xu Yan could get jealous, Song Ting replied, "I feel like I'm getting old and it's time to get married."

"puff……"

Xu Yan understood that he was really thinking too much.

Seeing him smile, Song Ting knew that he had nothing to worry about.He continued, "As I said, before I met you, I was actually an emotional idiot. I thought that if two people look suitable, they are suitable for marriage."

As a result, this sentence caused Xu Yan to ask again, "Where do you fit in with her?"

Song Ting thought about it carefully, and said what he thought at the time, "My parents like her, so there won't be many troubles for no reason. Also, she looks quite innocent, so she probably won't see through my true identity. "

Xu Yan was clearly smiling, but he pretended to be jealous, "Wow, it's only been one blind date, and you've thought so much."

Song Ting raised his eyebrows and smiled, "What's the matter?"

"When I first saw you, I even thought about our married life."

Xu Yan, "..."

Then you think so far...

Song Ting put his face close, rubbed the tip of his nose with him, and stared at him, "You are so smart, I should be able to see it from my eyes. From the beginning to the end, I only liked you."

Xu Yan pretended to observe for a while, "Hmm. I might not be able to tell if I'm a little stupid, but I'm too smart."

He can speak with such confidence now.

Song Ting was very happy and said, "No one is smarter than you, in my heart."

……

In the early morning, Song Ting left his room in time.

escaped the eyes of parents.

Xu Yan came out of the house alone, but when he went downstairs, there was no one in sight.He wandered around the first floor in a daze, and when he passed the study, the half-open door revealed the figure of his uncle.

He knocked on the door, "Uncle..."

Song Chenghai wrote the last stroke on the paper, looked up at the door, Xu Yan had already opened the door and entered.

He asked, "Are you awake? Did you sleep well last night?"

Xu Yan wanted to say in his heart, it's actually not very good, it was too late to chat with Song Ting last night.

But with a very sleepy face, he replied, "It's pretty good."

Xu Yan approached and saw clearly the writing brush on the table, which read 'Hai Na Bai Chuan'. He was amazed by his uncle's handwriting, his eyes brightened a lot, and asked, "You got up so early to practice calligraphy?"

"I'm getting old and feel less. Xiao Ting went out for a morning run, and your aunt is picking up her flowers in the garden. You should go have breakfast first."

Xu Yan responded, "Okay, thank you Uncle."

However, before he turned around and left, his uncle suddenly coughed twice nervously, paused for a while and said, "Yesterday you talked a lot with your aunt."

yesterday……

Xu Yan recalled the conversation between him and his aunt in the living room. Sure enough, there were no secrets among the family... He also replied nervously, "Yes... Auntie is very kind, so I unconsciously said a little more."

Uncle went around and talked a lot, and finally said the question in his heart, "I heard from Xiao Ting that your parents are not around?"

"Um……"

He responded and immediately said, "But it doesn't affect me."

Xu Yan thought that his uncle was asking about the situation of his family members, but then his uncle asked again, "I also heard from Xiao Ting that you want to know the relationship between the family members?"

Xu Yan immediately understood Song Ting's intentions, this time he invited a real parent to teach him...

He replied nervously, "I...haven't really understood it before."

Uncle's face was serious, he never smiled at Xu Yan, he was somewhat similar to his own father.

Therefore, Xu Yan didn't dare to talk to him too much.

But his uncle called him, "Son." He said kind words with a serious face, "From now on, we will be a family. If you have any questions, you can ask me and your aunt."

Xu Yan could see his distress for him from his uncle's expression.

This was the care of the elders, and Xu Yan was at a loss again.

"I..." Xu Yan was silent for a long time before calming down.Looking up, "Uncle, I really want to know, since Song Ting's choice is wrong in your eyes, why do you still support him?"

No matter what kind of parents they are, they must have a desire to control their children.Why do some parents choose to be fulfilled, while others refuse to forgive their children for the rest of their lives?

Song Chenghai could tell from Xu Yan's gaze that this was a question that needed to be answered carefully, and no lies could be told.

The kid can see it.

He replied, "As his father, I will also be afraid. Fear of my own stubbornness has created his regrets. After all, people only have one life."

scared, sorry...

Xu Yan was confused again, "Do all fathers have such thoughts?"

Song Chenghai hesitated for a while, then shook his head.

"Son, some fathers are conceited and care about face. When they don't realize the mistake they made, they can't change their decision, and when he realizes it, he can't bear to admit it. Since there are selfish people, and How could there not be a selfish father?"

A question woke Xu Yan up, "Yes..."

First a selfish man, and thus a selfish father.He added, "Emotions are not that important to them."

When Xu Yan said these words, he didn't feel much heartache anymore.

He was relieved a lot.

His uncle told him again, "Actually, the relationship between family members is not as complicated as you think. There is no relationship more pure than family love. A family depends on each other, respects each other, and fulfills each other. This kind of relationship is real."

However, this kind of feeling is not available to many people.No matter how pure family affection is, it still cannot match the complexity of human hearts.

Xu Yan had his own thoughts, but he also thought through a lot, "I see, uncle."

He sincerely thanked, "Thank you uncle."

The serious uncle showed a smile, "I'm waiting for you to call me dad.

……

The chapter "Remind me to burn paintings" was replaced by the next chapter, and now the content of Chapter 81 is brand new and replaced. Friends who have read it, remember to go back and read it.

Splinters of time and space

Human beings have fantasized about the existence of parallel time and space countless times, and the passage of time proves that the sunrise and sunset, the tidal waves, the birth and death of life...

We long for a parallel world that can grasp every possibility in time and space and extend it, so that we in this world will have no more regrets.

However, the real parallel time and space cannot make up for regrets, but only bring more regrets.

Humanity's exploration of time and space has crossed a dimension, and possibilities have been extended in the super-speeding time. The parallel time and space we long for has arrived, but it was frozen at the moment of birth.Parallel time and space cannot coexist with reality, which violates the one-dimensionality of time, and the end result is that all time is stopped.

Everything is at rest, life no longer flows.

Human consciousness can transcend time, look back at the past, look forward to the future, and gaze at the still time.All people can only see a still picture, and the frozen self is also a member of the picture, but you can't realize whether you are in reality or in parallel time and space at this moment.

Consciousness wandered in the static time for a long time, and human beings who violated the rules were finally forgiven by time.No one knows how long they stopped, only the moment of waking up, as if in a dream.

Of all things that are still, only conscious human beings have encountered another ordeal.

Life without consciousness, no matter in parallel time and space or in reality, has only one direction of development.And humans, it is their unique consciousness that makes them so different.

Only when the parallel time and space disappears, can you survive in reality.Some people are strong-willed and not influenced by the outside world, and some people are too weak and too influenced by the outside world, but they are all lucky people, because their tendency to choose eliminates all chances, and there is only one inevitable choice.Time can understand their choices, and dissipate a parallel space-time for them, so that they can exist, and the one-dimensionality of time will not conflict.

But there are people who are vacillating. Their choices are hidden too deeply. Both possibilities have certain tendencies in him. Time cannot guess their intentions, and in the end they can only trap them in time. Therefore, they The space-time is still stagnant.

The unguessable future makes reality and parallel time and space merge into a picture scroll, which no longer unfolds forward.

After time was restored, human beings pressed the stop button of exploration in desperation. People who were not affected by parallel time and space returned to their original lives, but a quarter of human beings became a still picture, scattered into time and space fragments, and disappeared in the In the incomplete time and space.Their life still exists, it just doesn't flow forward, it's death on another level.

It can be said that this exploration has killed a quarter of human life.It is also the punishment of time for human beings to violate the laws of nature.

Human beings deeply understand that one-way flow is the best form of time, and other time and space are destined to be destroyed even if they are born.

But time is the fairest existence, and it leaves the possibility of restoration for human beings.Among the remaining three-quarters of human beings, some have the ability to find time. Their eyes can see fragments of time and space. They walk into the world of fragments and try their best to wake them up.This part of the people is called 'space-time restorers'.

They need to find the real choice of the victims for time, develop in accordance with objective laws, and let the static people return to the flowing time.

The predicament brought by human beings can only be solved by human beings themselves.

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This paragraph of content was originally the preface of this article. I was afraid that it would scare everyone away because it was too complicated, so I never published it.Now everyone still has doubts about the generation and cracking of space-time fragments, you can take a look.