depicting time

Lao Wang came up from the technical department and moved a chair to the desk after entering the office.

The three sat at a table facing each other, and they rarely got together to talk about things, except when they were in trouble.

Song Ting said solemnly, "Old Wang, I heard a name from Ren Yuan."

"Yang Tian."

The name made Old Wang's complexion solemn.

"The person who ordered Ren Yuan said that his name is Yang Tian."

Song Ting couldn't bear to mention the name Yang Tian, ​​he has a special meaning to every space-time restorer.

But today, they must bring up the dead, and even talk about some past events.

Song Ting said, "Yang Tian has disappeared without a trace. Except for us insiders, no one knows his existence. Who do you think this person could be?"

Lao Wang first denied, "It can't be our people, I don't think there is a problem inside us."

Fu Xuan asked, "Song Ting, you have been observing the movements of 67 people during this period of time, did you find anything unusual?"

Song Ting shook his head, "I'm sure it's not them. But, I can't guess who else..."

Who could be the person who can remember Yang Tian but is not a space-time restorer?

There is only one solution to the current situation, Song Ting suggested, "Let's start with Yang Tian, ​​Lao Wang, you know him best."

Yang Tian's existence has been erased by time, and there are not many people who really remember him.

Lao Wang has to slowly wake up the memory of many years ago, "Yang Tian, ​​who I know, shouldn't have anything to do with such a thing. His experience is very simple. Before he became a space-time restorer, he was just a reporter for the newspaper in District A."

Lao Wang looked at Song Ting and said, "Just like you, he is very idealistic and pursues fairness and justice, so when he is a reporter, he runs into walls everywhere..."

Although it is a career that hits the wall everywhere, it is also the life of ordinary people, so Lao Wang put Yang Tian's experience as simple.

He continued, "Yang Tian later became the team leader of the 001 team. He told me that it was a lucky thing for him to become a space-time restorer, because he found the direction of life and finally had something to devote himself to. .”

Song Ting and Fu Xuan listened quietly, and Yang Tian's image gradually took on a real look in Lao Wang's narration.

And Lao Wang quickly talked about his regrets, "It's a pity that we didn't know how to hide at that time. Yang Tian's identity was exposed and he was hijacked...Those people dug too much information from him, and Yang Tian was forced to hide it. Entering the fragments of time and space...he deliberately made his emotions unstable, thus completely disappearing into the fragments of time and space."

"Only in this way can the exposure caused by him be completely prevented."

Yang Tian took advantage of the quickness and cruelty of time, at the cost of his own life, in exchange for the peace of others.

Old Wang sighed more and more frequently, "We can't stop him from leaving, this matter has always been a regret in my heart..."

"It was also after Yang Tian's incident that our superiors paid more attention to our safety. With new rules, people's memories have also begun to be erased."

At this point, Yang Tian's story can no longer continue.

"This is the whole story of Yang Tian. I really can't think of anyone who would fake his name. Except for me and my old colleagues back then, no one will remember him at all!"

Song Ting was very clear about the follow-up, because he took over Yang Tian's duties.

The members of the 001 group, after their leader left, also died in the fragments of time and space.It was also at that time that they knew that a time-space restorer who is not calm will be swallowed by time.

The people who had the closest connection with Yang Tian died.

As Lao Wang said, no one will remember him except a few old colleagues.

The sad thing was brought up again, and everyone felt very sad.However, the story Lao Wang narrated did not have the answer Song Ting wanted to hear. Song Ting reminded them of one thing, "The people who rescued Xu Yan from the fragments of time and space... were Yang Tian and his team members."

Old Wang was very aware of this matter, but Fu Xuan didn't know it, he asked in surprise, "Xu Yan was also trapped in time-space fragments?"

Lao Wang nodded in affirmation. This happened a long time ago. Lao Wang said with emotion, "Xu Yan is the first victim successfully rescued by the 001 team. His safe escape has given great confidence to the space-time restorers. He convinced us that space-time missions can be successful."

Song Ting raised a question, "That person targeted Xu Yan and faked Yang Tian's name... Could it be related to the space-time mission back then?"

The other two present could not give an answer to this question.

Hearing the sound of cars coming from the courtyard, Xu Yan knew that the person he was waiting for had returned.

He put down the book in his hand, put on the slippers next to the sofa, and hurriedly walked behind the door to wait.Rainbow, who was lying on the side, walked behind him unhurriedly with a more steady pace than him.

A person and a dog stopped behind the door.

Such a scene reminded Xu Yan of when he was a child, he used to wait for his parents to come home late at night.Whenever there was the sound of a car downstairs, he would look forward to his parents coming back.

And they would only ask Xu Yan to do his homework seriously and go to bed early on the phone, and they would never tell him... when they would go home.

Song Ting was very punctual, and sent a message saying he would be back at 19:19, which was exactly 32:[-].

When he opened the door and saw someone he hadn't seen for a day, before he had time to change his shoes, he hugged the person he had been waiting for for a long time.

Asked, "Is it boring to be alone at home?"

Xu Yan hugged him tightly, full of dependence, but replied, "It's not boring, and I have Rainbow to accompany me."

He also asked Song Ting, "Are you tired?"

Song Ting was much more honest than him, and replied, "I'm a little tired, and I need Xu Yan's comfort."

The comfort he wanted was very simple, all he needed was Xu Yan's company.

Xu Yan didn't need to go on the way back by himself, Song Ting carried him back to the sofa.

The books on the sofa looked familiar. When Song Ting sat down, he put the person in his arms on his lap, and reached out to pick up the book that had been forgotten in the corner.

"What book are you reading?"

Being held in his arms, Xu Yan tilted his head slightly to look at the book, and said, "I found it from your bookcase, "Mr. Toad Goes to a Psychiatrist"."

At this moment, Song Ting also saw the title of the book on the cover. He still had an impression of the book, and said, "It was recommended to me by Yu Yang."

Xu Yan snatched the book from Song Ting's hand, and turned to the part where he stopped just now, "I haven't finished it yet, do you want to read it with me?"

Song Ting shook his head, but he didn't refuse.Said, "Your eyes will get tired if you look at it for a long time, I will read it to you."

He probably had such an interest suddenly, Xu Yan nodded in agreement, "Okay."

But there are other requirements, "But you have to imitate their tone, and you can't read very bluntly."

Song Ting replied with a smile, "Okay, Teacher Xu."

Xu Yan pointed out the place for him, and he started reading from there.

He imitated Dr. Heron in a calm but gentle voice, "You think growing up must always be a battle?"

Dr. Heron asked Toad like this, and Song Ting tried to imitate Toad's tone.Confused, "Probably so for me."

"I think I must have been under a lot of pressure as a child, because I was so young and had to deal with such strict parents."

Toad asked Dr. Heron, "I wonder, how did I learn to deal with all that?"

Under Dr. Heron's slow guidance, Toad gradually understood his heart and came up with the answer,

"In addition to obeying my parents' wishes, I always wanted to please them. I'm not sure if I ever succeeded, but I remember it very well. I wanted them to be happy with me and proud of me."

……

After Song Ting finished reading a chapter, the weekly psychological counseling ended in the book.

After Xu Yan finished listening, he fell silent. The content in the book triggered some thoughts in him...

After thinking for a long time, he said to Song Ting, "I always feel that I am somewhat similar to Toad... I have strict parents, and I always try my best to obey them and please them... I am afraid that they will disappoint me."

It was the first time Xu Yan told others these words, and they kept them in his heart before.

Some things have been understood for a long time, and some things are only realized at this moment, "I seem to have been influenced by my childhood... I have never lost my dependence on my parents."

Song Ting answered him patiently, "Which child doesn't depend on their parents? They have a great influence on us, good and bad will accompany our growth."

Instead, he said, "However, we have not lost our right to change. Slowly, we can also get rid of the shackles they put on us, it just takes time."

The length of time cannot be predicted, Song Ting only knows that this day must be waiting for them in the future.

Xu Yan replied, "Yes."

Song Ting's words gave Xu Yan confidence.

Let him believe that he, who has lived to be 26 years old and still cannot get rid of the shadow of his childhood, is the same as other people.

Rainbow was left alone on the first floor, and both owners hid in the bedroom.

Song Ting has been running around all day, but he is still full of energy.He carried Xu Yan into the bathroom, and as the heat permeated the white tiled wall and frosted bathroom door, he unhurriedly took off Xu Yan's clothes, but pushed him against the wall with almost brutal force.

The water vapor gradually blinded Xu Yan's eyes, but the people behind him kept giving him real feelings, leaving him nowhere to escape.

……

Xu Yan was tortured so badly again that he fell on the bed and didn't want to move anymore.

Song Ting wanted to put clothes on him, fearing that he would catch cold at night, but Xu Yan frowned, and immediately retreated into the bed, complaining, "I want to sleep..."

"Okay, let you sleep."

Song Ting released his head from the quilt, "Don't sleep stuffy."

Xu Yan slightly opened one eye and saw Song Ting who was guarding the bed smiling gently, so he closed his eyes and fell asleep in peace.

The lights in the bedroom were dimmed, and Song Ting walked lightly outside the house.

It was almost 12 o'clock, but he still called Yu Yang.

When Yu Yang picked up the phone, Song Ting said first, "I hope I didn't disturb your rest."

Yu Yang's voice sounded sober and not sleepy, "No, I usually can't fall asleep before 2 o'clock."

Song Ting replied hello, and mentioned the purpose of his call, "Yu Yang, I want to invite you to come and give Xu Yan another diagnosis."

Song Ting's request this time was a little anxious, "A lot of things have happened recently, I want to make sure his mental state can bear it..."

Yu Yang said, "Tell me about his recent experience."

Song Ting briefly recounted, "The recent mission went very well, and there was a victim whose experience was a bit similar to his... He was in a trance for a long time, but this time my voice could call him back. He has never been in a trance again. .”

"Also, he has read the book you recommended, and he can tell me frankly about his parents."

"Well, I see." Yu Yang was silent for a while, analyzing Xu Yan's situation.

Said, "His condition is indeed much better...probably because his current experience is much smoother, with almost no setbacks. I have to inquire about the specific situation in person."

Song Ting cared about the meaning of his words, "What do you mean?"

Yu Yang explained, "Xu Yan has never experienced a mission failure. Since he met you, he has not suffered a blow."

He also said, "Song Ting, you protect Xu Yan very well, but there are some things you can't protect. That's what he has to bear. If he can get through it, he won't have any major problems in the future. Possibly, fall into it again."

Song Ting accepted the answer, "I understand."

However, Yu Yang reassured, "But don't worry, even if he falls into it again, I'm still here. I'm a psychiatrist, and it's my duty to heal the patient's mind."

"it is good."

Yu Yang's words were a wake-up call for Song Ting.

In order not to hurt Xu Yan, he did too much...

Excessive protection can sometimes become a sharp knife that hurts people.

……

Yang Tian is a very important person