depicting time

Song Ting brought the pillows from the sofa and put them on the back of Xu Yan's waist, then asked, "Is the chair too hard, do you want another layer of soft cushions?"

Xu Yan blushed and nodded, he really didn't feel comfortable sitting...

Song Ting took the trouble to go downstairs again, and after Xu Yan sat comfortably, he had new worries. He took out the thermometer from his coat pocket, "Come on, take another temperature measurement."

In order to reassure Song Ting completely, Xu Yan obediently handed over his wrist to him.The small thermometer probed here for a while, and a voice sounded, "Your body temperature is 36.7 degrees, which is a normal body temperature."

When Xu Yan heard a familiar voice, he was inexplicably terrified, "Why is this Gu Manwen's voice?"

Song Ting said, "Fu Ye recorded her voice when designing it. He said that this may be the sweetest time in Gu Manwen's life, so we need to help her spread it widely."

Xu Yan could imagine Fu Ye's tone and couldn't help laughing, "Didn't Man Wen hit him then?"

"I did, but I also want to record the voice."

Song Ting stirred the porridge in the bowl with a spoon, and tried a mouthful first, "It's not hot, you can eat it directly."

"Ah."

Xu Yan's appetite improved a lot, and he ate a bowl of porridge very quickly.It seemed that he hadn't had such a hearty breakfast for a long time.

Song Ting gave up his desk and went to work on the sofa.Xu Yan occasionally raised his head to look at him, but every time he saw Song Ting, he always had the same expression, frowning, very focused.

What kind of content would attract him to read it so seriously?

After eating the porridge out of curiosity, Xu Yan hurriedly walked behind Song Ting, leaned over the back of the sofa and leaned on his shoulders, saw the content on the computer screen clearly, and asked in confusion, "The Psychological Protection Program for Teenagers? Is this also Xinghai's business?"

Song Ting turned the screen outwards so that Xu Yan could see it more clearly, and replied, "The Internet has greatly harmed young people. There are many group chats that induce young people to commit suicide. The government alone cannot completely cure them. Therefore, it is necessary to We, the tech companies, work together to help."

Inducing teens to commit suicide...

"Why induce teenagers to commit suicide? What kind of person would do such a thing?"

Xu Yan didn't understand, what was the meaning of other people's death to these perpetrators?

Song Ting hesitated for a while before answering, "It's similar to people in a cult, but they are not deceived by external factors, but like to deceive themselves and others. They attribute all their mistakes to society, so they feel that they have sufficient reasons to take revenge. society."

"Severing the hope of individual families is their way of retaliating against society."

Xu Yan's tone became sad, "But what they often hurt is not the happy family, but the unhappy family. Those children are already living a very depressed life..."

Song Ting tried his best to think of the "those children" Xu Yan was talking about as other people. After all, it is impossible to restore the erased memory, so Xu Yan probably wouldn't think of him.

But Song Ting ignored Xu Yan's original memories, and these memories alone were enough to depress him.

Xu Yan just thought of his family life, and said, "When I was a teenager, I was not mature enough mentally, so I was easily influenced by the outside world. If his own family environment was relatively oppressive, a word from others might become a guide. The fuse. Just like... that Wang Liang."

Xu Yan thought, if he encountered a trigger that tempted him to commit suicide when he was a teenager, maybe he would really choose to die.

The person leaning on him suddenly became quiet, Song Ting was a little worried.

He closed the document and returned to the main screen, "Let me show you my new wallpaper, does it look good?"

Xu Yan was originally thinking about some not-so-good problems, when he suddenly saw himself on the computer screen...

All his complicated thoughts were taken away, and he only stared at himself on the screen...

This is the portrait that Song Ting drew for him before, I don't know when Song Ting took a picture of him...

It was difficult for Xu Yan to answer this question. He didn't dare to boast that he was good-looking in a disguised form. He just said, "...as long as you like it."

Song Ting said, "I like it very much." He paused for a long time, as if to give Xu Yan a time to calm down.

Xu Yan was indeed calming his heartbeat. He used to think that he could get used to anything, as long as he had enough time, but he still couldn't get used to Song Ting's sudden expression of love.

This is probably the result of learning about love...

Song Ting said again, "I'm thinking about whether to draw another picture for such a good-looking person..."

Xu Yan buried his head on his shoulder, defeated, "Draw if you want."

Ask me why!

Xu Yan's heart was churning, when a gentle ringtone suddenly rang, it was Song Ting's work phone.

Song Ting raised a hand to touch his head on his shoulder, then picked up the phone, "Hi, I'm Song Ting."

After hearing the voice from the other side, his expression suddenly changed, and his face was full of seriousness again.

"Well, a brief report on the current situation of the members in your group."

Song Ting immediately called up the information of Area B from the system specially designed by Fu Ye, and set up a folder to record each member's movement track.

Listening to the report from the team leader of Area B, Song Ting checked the accuracy of the information.

"Zhang Yixuan, the leader of District B, was in school from March 3th to 26th. He got along very well with teachers and classmates. There were no disputes, and academic problems were easily resolved."

Song Ting frowned after listening, "Your members reported that on the 26th, you stayed up late to do the PPT, scolding the teacher while doing the PPT in tears."

Sometimes exposing among team members may be more effective than simply recording an action track...

Xu Yan mourned for the team leader, and was caught the first time he lied.

Team Leader Zhang faltered for a long time and said, "That... Team Leader Song, this matter will not affect my current mood."

"I believe you are in a stable mood now, but please be honest when reporting next time. If there is a second false report, I will deduct your salary."

"Yes! Team Leader Song!" Team Leader Zhang, the student party member, was terrified when he heard about the salary deduction, and he repeatedly assured Song Ting that there would never be a next time.

After listening to the reports of the other three members, Song Ting approved their actions.

Xu Yan was already a little sleepy, and wanted to sleep again while lying on Song Ting's body.

"Do you want to go to bed for a while? There will be psychological counseling in the afternoon."

Xu Yan strained his eyelids and looked at the time displayed on the computer. It was 10:50... It seemed that he could sleep until lunch time.

He asked again, "Is Yu Yang coming over?"

"Well, the psychological consultation this afternoon is more important, and it will take longer. Yu Yang needs to make a summary of each of us's mental state and report it to the superior."

Song Ting closed his work computer and urged Xu Yan to catch up on sleep. "The condition in the afternoon is better, and the diagnosis result is more accurate."

Xu Yan said indifferently, "Don't worry, my mind is so healthy, I will definitely not make mistakes."

Song Ting tried his best to hide his emotions, and replied calmly, "Yes."

How I wish what you said was true.

Yu Yang came over on time at one o'clock in the afternoon, and everyone chatted for an hour. When it was Xu Yan's turn, it was already past three o'clock in the afternoon.

Just as Xu Yan sat down in the study, Yu Yang first handed him a psychological test. "A total of 100 questions, you do it slowly."

"it is good."

When encountering things like test papers, Xu Yan is used to browsing through the questions. He is still familiar with some of the questions. When he was a teacher, the school had to conduct a psychological survey every year."Is this a test for depression?" he asked.

Yu Yang had promised Song Ting that he would definitely hide his true emotions from Xu Yan. No matter how flustered he was at this moment, he would never let Xu Yan see his emotional changes. They are also most worried about everyone's depression, so they asked me to focus on it."

Xu Yan still saw a strange emotion in Yu Yang's eyes, he kept it secret, and replied, "Is that so...it is easy to be depressed when you are under a lot of pressure."

It took 30 minutes to complete a set of psychological test questions.Yu Yang chatted with Xu Yan a lot, mostly asking about his recent situation.

Xu Yan is embarrassed to say that he is busy with dating recently...but every time he answers, he always has Song Ting in his words.

For example, Yu Yang asked, "When was the happiest meal you had recently? By the way, let me tell you the reason for being happy."

Xu Yan replied, "Yesterday's dinner...with the team leader, no one objected. Also, the atmosphere was lively and everyone was very kind."

Yu Yang asked, "What kind of person do you think is very kind?"

Xu Yan replied, "Not indifferent, but like to laugh. Or like the team leader, who doesn't like to laugh but has a warm heart."

……

In the end, Yu Yang concluded, "Your current mood is very influenced by the team leader..."

Xu Yan lowered his head and replied, "Hmm..."

It was me being too obvious.

Xu Yan blushed and left the study, and Song Ting came in instead.

The relaxed atmosphere just now became heavy as the two people in the room looked at each other.

Yu Yang confirmed that the door of the room was closed tightly, and then said, "Xu Yan's original school should often give them psychological tests. He is too familiar with the psychological test questions, and he is smart, so he will inevitably choose the so-called correct one. Answer……"

"It is estimated that the school's psychological counselors cannot diagnose his problem."

Song Ting nodded solemnly, "Yes, he always thought he was mentally healthy." Right now, he was most concerned about Xu Yan's depression, so he sat down and asked, "Is he still severely depressed now?"

Yu Yang shook his head, "No, it has been reduced to moderate."

Song Ting breathed a sigh of relief and said happily, "This is good news."

Yu Yang handed Xu Yan's diagnosis results to him, "Seeing that his condition is gradually improving, the leaders should not have any doubts about his ability. Song Ting, no one can guarantee you to the leaders. I'll refute you again."

Song Ting said, "I don't worry about my guarantee going wrong, because I completely trust his ability. I just don't want the state of depression to hurt him."

Yu Yang smiled, "Well, no matter what, those of you who are by his side have contributed a lot. Xu Yan feels that the people around him are very kind, so they are very adaptable to the current environment."

Song Ting asked, "As long as he persists for a while longer, will he be able to fully recover?"

Yu Yang couldn't give him an affirmative answer, he shook his head in denial, "It's a bit difficult...

As a psychiatrist, I definitely hope that the patient's psychological state will fully return to normal.It's just that Xu Yan has lost his memory now, and the crux of the problem still remains in his heart.Even if he can't remember it, it will be a hidden danger, and it will be difficult for him to get rid of it completely. "

Yu Yang asked Song Ting, "Leader, do you know where the crux of his problem is?"

"I know, it's clearly written in the documents." Song Ting kept silent about the secrets of the past.He just said worriedly, "I'm very worried that his father will find him suddenly. He must not be allowed to discover Xu Yan's identity."

Yu Yang understood his worry, and said, "Xu Yan thinks of his family now, but only remembers their abnormal indifference, and doesn't think of other problems. Even if his father finds him, it won't arouse his memory."

"No, once Xu Yan's identity is exposed, he won't hold back from asking." Song Ting said decisively. "He is very selfless to his lover, but very selfish to his children. I don't think he will let go of any chance for Xu Yan."

"Yes, according to the information, Xu Yan's father will indeed be like this."

Yu Yang mentioned another matter, which is considered relatively good news, "One more thing, is there someone with a lively personality around Xu Yan... I have guessed this before, he should have met extremely An optimistic person greatly affects his attitude towards life."

"Xu Yan will unconsciously imitate his way of life."

Song Ting immediately thought of someone, "Kuang Huisheng."

Yu Yang had some impressions of him and asked, "The one I saw at the dinner party yesterday?"

"Yes. I don't know how the two of them met, but they must have known each other for a long time." Song Ting pondered for a while, and felt that Yu Yang's speculation made sense, "Xu Yan probably likes Kuang Huisheng's character, What started as an imitation has now fully formed his own character."

Yu Yang nodded affirmatively, "So Kuang Huisheng is a very special existence to Xu Yan. You should let them communicate more."

"Ah."

Now Song Ting would firmly grasp any factor that could improve Xu Yan's condition.

No matter how pessimistic the answer Yu Yang gave, he still firmly believed that such a smart Xu Yan would definitely be able to get rid of the troubles of the disease by relying on long-term comfort and healing.

……

Xu Yan himself is a pessimist, but he was lucky enough to meet a very optimistic friend.Whether it is imitated or not, it is ultimately his own.