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It makes sense: Friends, come to Boss Song's hot pot at 7 o'clock tomorrow night!

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Yang Yang: OK.

Wang Qi said: Boss Song treats you to hot pot?

Besides, there is me: Fu Xuan and I have seen it, and we promise to be there on time tomorrow.

Besides me: By the way, Xiaoyan, how are you getting along with the president?

The president himself was looking at the screen of the phone with Xu Yan, and Xu Yan didn't know how to answer the small Kuang's casual question, especially in front of Song Ting himself.

Song Ting asked at this time, "Do you often talk about me?"

Reasonable speculation, reasonable speculation, absolutely no redundant meaning...

Xu Yan comforted himself first before replying, "No, he was just curious today, I haven't told him yet..."

After hesitating for a while, he finally finished his sentence, "Tell him...we are in a relationship."

"Because you haven't told me yet? I just saw that your chat history was last night." Song Ting really put his work attitude into love, observing too carefully.

Xu Yan was helpless, and chose a universal excuse, "I'm shy, he will definitely ask a lot of weird questions, and I can't answer them."

"What kind of weird question?"

Song Ting is smiling now, obviously teasing him.Xu Yan didn't want to go into too much detail with him, so he answered directly, "Xiao Kuang is a writer of Xiao Huang Wen, what do you think he will ask?"

"understood."

"..."

Song Ting always uses a few simple words to cover rich meanings.

Yu Yang was the first guest to arrive, sitting alone in the lobby and waiting.

Fu Ye caught the psychiatrist and wanted to ask, "Doctor Yu, I've been a little too anxious recently, what should I do?"

He sat opposite Yu Yang very naturally, and talked about his recent psychological state, "The team leader arranged a new task for me, which is a bit difficult. I really want to do him well, but I am afraid that I can't do it well. .I'm so worried about this matter that I can't sleep well these days."

Yu Yang replied, "This is normal anxiety for you. You used to work in a relatively comfortable and familiar environment, and suddenly you are facing a brand new life. Some anxiety in the face of unknown difficulties is inevitable."

"When the work really gets started, your anxiety will naturally ease."

One was still troubled in front of Yu Yang, another came, Gu Manwen also sat opposite Yu Yang, and asked, "Then Doctor Yu, I am very resistant to playing a couple with Fu Ye, is there any way to relieve it?" ?”

Fu Ye immediately expressed his sense of existence, "Hey! The person involved is sitting here!"

Before the two of them were about to quarrel, Yu Yang suggested to Gu Manwen, "You can try to find some advantages from Fu Ye, especially the advantages of being a boyfriend."

Gu Manwen glanced at the person next to her, with disgust on her face, "He's lazy and homey, what's so good about him?"

Fu Ye, "..."

"You are definitely prejudiced!"

When Xu Yan came down from upstairs, the hall was already full of people.He walked into the sofa area somewhat at a loss, and under the unanimous gaze of everyone, he sat down in the corner again listening to the chat between Fu Xuan and Yu Yang.

Fu Xuan said, "You don't need to tell Fu Ye too much. He simply hasn't experienced beatings from society, and he is still a student. Song Ting let him work independently this time to cultivate his ability to resist pressure."

Yu Yang said honestly, "Well, Fu Ye's psychological endurance is indeed worse than that of ordinary people."

Xu Yan realized that now was Fu Ye's criticism conference, and he could sit in a corner with peace of mind.He casually glanced aside, and saw Gu Manwen smiling happily there.

Fu Xuan didn't protect her own younger brother at all, and said to Gu Manwen, "Manwen, you and Fu Ye have just started dating, and you definitely need to get in touch. The main thing is that you come to grind Fu Ye's bad temper. If anything is wrong, you can tell me."

"Tell him that his sister-in-law Esheng is the same, and we will help you take care of him."

Xiao Kuang is really very happy now, to have Fu Xuan doting on him so much.

Xiao Huangwen's output has increased.

Xu Yan focused on eating melons and watching the show, observing everyone's expressions. At this moment, only Gu Manwen and Kuang Huisheng were a little bit complacent.

"Thank you Boss Fu!" Gu Manwen turned her head and said to Fu Ye, "Why are you so different from your brother?"

Wow, Fu Ye's spell has come.

Will he realize his feelings for Gu Manwen at this time?

Xu Yan answered this question in his heart, definitely not.

"Xu Yan, why are you the only one here, where is Boss Song?"

A question from Old Wang immediately shifted everyone's attention to Xu Yan.The person who could no longer watch the theater quietly replied nervously, "He... went out to buy drinks and wine."

"Wow! Xiaoyan, your boss treats you so well that he actually went to buy it himself!" As the only outsider, everyone was stunned by Xiaokuang's surprise.

Xu Yan reacted quickly, and replied, "He is in a good mood today."

Old Wang said, "Shouldn't Song Ting go shopping? He's the best at moving things. We can't find anyone stronger than him in the entire police force."

Xiao Kuang was never afraid of embarrassment, and asked curiously, "Captain Wang, how did you meet the president?"

Old Wang is very good at making up nonsense, and he said it very naturally, "Ah, we have known each other since we were young, and I watched your president grow up."

Xu Yan complained silently, Old Wang, you are one year younger than the team leader, why do you watch him grow up?

Fortunately, it was Xiao Kuang who lied to him. If it was someone else, he would definitely expose it immediately.

The curious little Kuang asked another question, "I heard that the president used to be in the police force?"

"Yes, he used to be a special police officer. He didn't want to be a policeman when he was a child, so he followed me to the police academy. Your president, you were not independent before, and you like to follow me when you make decisions."

hiss……

If he hadn't heard the true story, Xu Yan would have believed it.

Xiao Kuang let out another wow, very surprised, "No wonder when I saw the president in a meeting, his waist is always straight, so he has been professionally trained."

Song Ting came in with a box of red wine and a box of drinks. Seeing that the hall was full of people, he reacted calmly, "They're all here, go and sit down."

After the host had spoken, the guests sat down at the dining table one after another.

Gu Manwen finally realized her identity as a housekeeper, and got busy with the work on the dinner table, preparing bowls and chopsticks for the guests, and taking the initiative to serve dishes in the pot.

Xu Yan stared at the fat cow at the table for a long time, waiting for Gu Manwen to fill up the pot, but she still didn't see a few slices of fat cow.

Song Ting approached him and asked, "What do you want to eat?"

Xu Yan continued to stare at the fat cow, and replied, "I want to eat meat."

"I'll get it for you later, fat cows are cooked very quickly."

"it is good."

As soon as Fu Ye looked up, he saw the two people on the opposite side whispering to each other, sweetly and bitterly, "Eating is delicious, there is no need to add food to Rainbow."

Rainbow was wagging its tail behind Xu Yan's chair, looking eagerly at the delicacies on the table.

Fu Ye's words misunderstood Xiao Kuang next door, he immediately moved away from Fu Xuan, and said to Fu Xuan, "Don't get so close to me."

Xiao Kuang thought that Xu Yan was still trapped in love, and he and Fu Xuan were too happy, which would definitely irritate him.

I have to restrain myself, don't show affection, refuse to show affection.

Seeing Rainbow behind Xu Yan, Gu Manwen immediately put down the bowls and chopsticks, and became anxious, "I forgot to prepare dinner for Rainbow!"

"When did you have a better memory?" Fu Ye picked up the right moment and said something to her, thinking he had won the round today.

His sister-in-law's fist hit him in the next second, "Why do you talk to your girlfriend like that?"

Fu Ye was humbled again, and quickly admitted his mistake, "I was wrong, sister-in-law."

His sister-in-law asked his brother again, "Has Fu Ye's EQ always been like this?"

Fu Ye, "..."

"Well, that's why I have never had a girlfriend. It's because Man Wen has a good heart and is willing to be with him. Anyone who falls in love with him will have to suffer."

Lao Wang changed from snickering to laughing loudly, "Hahahaha, Fu Ye, you have today too."

Xu Yan felt sorry for Fu Ye for a while, but he didn't help.

Song Ting brought drinks and red wine, and asked him, "Would you like red wine or a drink?"

He replied without thinking, "Red wine."

Song Ting poured him half a glass of red wine, and put all the cooked fat beef into Xu Yan's plate, "Here, is this enough meat?"

"Enough is enough, don't give it all to me."

The harmonious picture on their side is in stark contrast to the opposite side.

Xiao Kuang is confused, is the president always so kind to his assistants?

Fu Xuan interrupted his confusion, and then focused on Fu Ye, "Fu Ye, after staying with Song Ting for so long, you should have learned some skills. At least you should learn how to treat your girlfriend gently, Look at Man Wen's plate is still empty."

"...Understood, brother." He whispered, "I've also been in love before."

His sister-in-law came to correct him again, "Fu Ye, you can't say this in front of Man Wen, girls don't want to listen to their boyfriend's love history."

"……OK."

Fu Ye probably understood what kind of image he was in his sister-in-law's heart...

When Gu Manwen came back, she had already missed Fu Ye's second criticism meeting. She took the initiative to stand up and maintain the atmosphere.

"It's rare for everyone to get together for a meal, let's have a toast, and celebrate Boss Song..."

There was a pause here, and with an idea, she changed the promotion to, "Congratulations to Boss Song's success in getting out of the order!"

After clinking glasses together, Yu Yang finally said a word and congratulated Song Ting.

Xiao Kuang realized the key words at this time, "Dating? With whom?"

Fu Xuan whispered Xu Yan's name in his ear, and his little boyfriend immediately widened his eyes.

Pointing at the two people opposite, speaking incoherently, "You, him, you... when..."

Song Ting helped Xu Yan explain, "Xu Yan said he was shy, so he dared not tell you."

The word 'shy' pierced Xu Yan's eardrums, shocking Xu Yan's mind, and Xu Yan was completely stunned.He never expected that the most embarrassing person today would be himself...

Several guests left the table one after another. After Xiao Kuang, who talked the most, was taken away by Fu Xuan, the villa became much quieter in an instant.

Lao Wang was still chatting with Fu Ye at the table, and their voices sometimes spread into the hall area.

Xu Yan thought it was uncomfortable to lean on the sofa, so he changed his position and lay down directly, with his head resting on Song Ting's lap.

Song Ting took the blanket beside the sofa and covered the drunken person.Looking at the flushed face, Song Ting couldn't help reaching out and rubbing it a few times.

Yu Yang came over to disturb their two-person world, sat down and said, "Xu Yan trusts you very much now, he is much more comfortable than when he first came here."

"Well. He's been expecting more from me lately."

After reading so many love books, Song Ting believes that the most precious emotion between lovers is the expectation of the other party, especially for an insecure person like Xu Yan, his expectation is even more precious.

Yu Yang said, "Team leader, you must have read Xu Yan's information a long time ago."

"Yes, the day I met him, I asked Fu Ye to check his information. In fact, the first time I saw him, I had some guesses."

Song Ting described Xu Yan when he met for the first time in this way. He clearly walked in the daytime, but he looked confused as if he was in the night.

Modified statement, people can not understand.But both he and Yu Yang understood very well.

Song Ting said, "Later, the information confirmed that he had given up his own life. My guess is completely correct."

After repeated confirmation of the information Fu Ye checked, they screened out a lot of false information created by the surrounding environment, but they still couldn't delete Xu Yan's suicide experience.

He drew bloodstains one after another on his body, just wanting to see a little more love in the eyes of his family.

He hates his instincts, always telling him that you are just a by-product of a failed marriage.

It was this experience that made Song Ting hesitate whether to invite Xu Yan to join the team of space-time restorers.

He doesn't have much love for his own life, so how can he love and cherish the lives of others?

The reason why he bothered Xu Yan late at night was because Song Ting's decision was made at that time.

He discussed with Yu Yang for a long time, and finally it was Yu Yang's words that moved him.

"Xu Yan is a philosophy teacher. No matter what reason he lives for, whether it is for others or for responsibility, his reverence for life must be real."

As long as he is in awe of life, he is qualified to save life, even though he once gave up his own life.

Therefore, Song Ting is always very fortunate that his lover deeply believes in the thoughts in philosophy, even though he doesn't love his own life, he still won't give up his life easily.

"He just stayed in the transparent and cold world for a long time. As long as he stays in a normal environment for a while, with such a smart mind, he will gradually realize that his life can also be very good."

"Actually, ten years have passed. Even if Xu Yan thinks about it, with his current state of mind, he will definitely not be as unbearable as before." The ten years Yu Yang said was the time before Xu Yan committed suicide.

"Team leader, do you want him to remember?"

"I don't want to." Song Ting answered very simply, but then sighed, "But I have no right to make decisions for him, if he realizes that he has lost part of his memory in the future, I will not stop him from finding his own memory. "

"I always praise him for being smart, because I like his smartness very much."

A few words from Yu Yang made Song Ting feel more and more emotional.

He said, "When I brought him to the safe house for the first time, I wanted to tell him all the words in my heart... trying to let him let go of the restraints in his heart for a short time. After talking with him in detail, I realized that I realized that he is smarter than I imagined, he no longer needs reason, what he needs is a guide."

Yu Yang said, "Leader, you are very suitable to play the role of guide."

"Yes."

Xu Yan's confusion never comes from the unknown, but from self-doubt.He always has to find approval for himself through constant denial, as if he has made himself suffer so much before he is willing to touch a little bit of sweetness.

And I hope that through a little more encouragement, he can have more trust in himself.

Yu Yang still has great expectations for Xu Yan's future, "His heart is like an absorber, absorbing what he thinks is a good factor, and then externalizing it to himself. Such a smart way can make him gradually Forget who you used to be."

"It's just that Song Ting, you have to remember that Xu Yan is an extremely sensitive person. He can forget himself, but you have to help him remember."

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