[Exorcist Boy] The whole world thinks I'm a cannon fodder

"...What's the matter?" The rabbi looked at me and blinked suspiciously.Seeing that my expression was still a little stiff, I couldn't help but lean over, put my forehead against mine, and rubbed the tip of my nose slightly, then lowered my volume and asked in a low voice.

We were very close, so close that the air seemed to be infected and warmed up, so close that I could only touch his lips if I moved forward a little, so close that my breath was full of... His own breath.

But I unconsciously took half a step back.

I opened my mouth.

"You...you're not right." I still felt cold, but when I really said the words, I realized that my voice was the same, and there was even a trace of dissatisfaction that could not be heard in any disguise, "Why did you start?" Don't wear the two half-fingered gloves that go with the team uniform..."

"Ah, that? Isn't it because I have been staying up all night looking through those materials for a while, so sometimes I just..."

"So are you carrying it with you now?"

"...the belt is on." The rabbi was taken aback by my abrupt interruption, and wanted to take it out. "I remember taking it off and putting it in the pocket of my trousers...?"

"Then you—close your eyes."

As I took the half-fingered gloves he took out that had been rolled up, I covered his eyes.After making sure that he really closed it properly and would not open it again, he helped him put on those two crimson half-fingered gloves that were almost as long as almost reaching his elbows little by little.

After putting it on, I put my hand into his hand almost reflexively, then raised my eyes slightly, and saw the rabbi's eyes move subconsciously, although the whole person still looked confused, But still honestly wrapped my hand in the palm of my hand.

"You can open your eyes now..." I adjusted my expression a few times, contemplated the tone of my usual speech, and then whispered. ...Sure enough, I still like the rabbi who wears half-fingered gloves, if you don't wear them, I don't like you anymore."

"Hey? What do you mean by the me who prefers to wear half-fingered gloves? Although if Sisi really doesn't like it, I won't take it off in the future, but..."

"No but," I turned against the guest, dragged him back to the guest room where I lived, and casually dug out a ribbon and tied a bow on his right wrist, "In short, this is Sisi's exclusive mark, yes Do not untie the stamped seal."

"...How did you come up with the idea of ​​getting an exclusive mark?" The rabbi held my face through a half-fingered glove, "What's the matter? Why do you suddenly feel unhappy?"

"...It's nothing, just...a sudden thought," I lowered my head, and after a long time, I pretended to be unhappy and whispered, "There are several young girls here."

"Young girl...? Hey——wait, so, so you're just jealous?" I felt something was wrong when I heard the voice, but as soon as I looked up, I saw the rabbi looking at her in surprise. Looking at me, "Finally, I'm starting to be jealous! Really, I thought Sisi would keep staring at Yuu!"

I:"……"

"You...you'd better not come out during the day, hurry up and get down to business." It's almost the limit to be able to pretend like this now, so I had to walk behind him, push him out the door and go to the library, " If I continue to stay up all night like this, it will be the same as Shuweng's dark circles."

"The old man Panda is painted on it," the rabbi explained dumbfoundedly, then paused, seeing that I kept pushing him forward, he finally couldn't help but make a long sound, it sounded special Aggrieved, "I just took a break—"

"So at the moment..." I changed the subject, "any progress?"

Some time ago, Comyi sent reliable people to transport a lot of materials from the religious order—it is said that they have been dusty in the deepest part of the old headquarters since the establishment of the religious order, even when they moved before. I didn't take it with me.This time, it was because there was no one there that Komui was able to call the shots and open the basically unknown reference room.

"Yes, I did find a little bit of related records," the rabbi seemed to turn his head to look at me, but I turned his face away, so he had to keep going, "Although there is only a little bit, but If you find a little, you can find more, and there is always hope.”

The rabbi paused for a moment, and before going into the library, he suddenly turned around while I was not paying attention, and patted my head.

"Don't worry, Sisi doesn't need to worry about this, there will always be a way."

"...I also think," I nodded slowly, "there will be a way."

That's why I didn't... believe what Neia said.

I don't believe that only Neia can stop the "Three Days of Darkness" from coming.

But it wasn't until the door of the library was completely closed, until I turned around and looked out of the window at the golden wheat waves under the warm sunlight through the glass of the corridor, that I heard a cold voice asking in my heart.

It asked me - do you really...don't believe it?

I blinked my eyes very slowly, and didn't let myself think about it any further. I went straight back to the room and found the shoulder-length brown wig I bought earlier and the ground-reaching red unique to the "Crow" army that I got from the headquarters last time. robe.After I was fully armed, I paused, then took out the universal makeup brush that Jonny left me, and applied it casually on my face.

As for the "crow" mask that he wore earlier - that thing was taken away by Link as early as the night when he returned to Campbell's house.

Not only was he taken away, but he didn't know what he realized, so he took it to the bathroom to wash it several times with his expression changed on the spot.

I remember that I didn't react at all at the time, so I was pulled over by the rabbi who also changed his face, and wiped his mouth well. After wiping, he even dragged him to the corner and kissed him several times, and his dissatisfied face eased. down.

But after that time, Link never borrowed my mask again. I could only use the simple makeup techniques Jonny taught me to thicken my eyebrows and darken my skin tone. By the way, I also referred to Link and Those of the third exorcist had two red moles on their eyebrows.

After I got out of the ark and greeted the insider who was specially sent by Komui to guard the "door", I went straight to the laboratory where the science class was temporarily located almost without stopping At the corner, because he was walking too fast, he knocked down Jonny who was holding a small stack of documents.

"I'm sorry! Huh? Se, Se—" Seeing the passing explorers look over suspiciously, Jonny made a sharp turn in fright, "Miss Cypros Millier!"

I:"……"

Then Jonny, who was helped to pick up the materials, went to a certain corner with his new acquaintance Miss Cypros Myriel in "The Crow" and began to whisper.

"Sai, Sisi," Johnny was really frightened, "Why did you come here? Did something happen to Allen? What if someone sees..."

"This time...this disease," I asked before he could even finish his sentence, "isn't exorcist immune to it...?"

"This... this is just a previous speculation," Johnny was taken aback when he heard the words, and his tone immediately dropped, "but just now, we suddenly discovered... that black spot also appeared on the arm of Marshal Tiedore... ..."

"So, so the director said, to overturn all the previous predictions. Although the parasitic type can't draw a definite conclusion, the equipment type's sanctity... obviously does not have the function of purifying viruses...so Sisi, you must tell Shuweng and Rabbi to be more careful."

How careful... he's already... infected.

There was a buzzing in my head, I opened my mouth, and heard my own voice almost distorted.

"Then this...is it true that if it is discovered early, then..."

There is a chance...?Maybe those people before discovered it not in time, so...

"It has nothing to do with the time of discovery, Gigi - Gigi was the first to discover it at that time, but no matter what methods we used, it didn't help, he still followed the law that he had drawn before - after the black spot appeared 1 - Symptoms started in 2 days, the pain started to worsen after 3 days, and it will get worse sharply around 4-8 days, and now... it will be the 9th day soon."

The more Jonny spoke, the lower the voice, and finally almost disappeared into the air.But before I could say anything, he slapped the small stack of documents on the forehead, regaining his confidence.

"But it's okay! This time, this time, it may really be possible to research it. Tapu and I have already done everything we can, and then we just need to wait for the director and the others to experiment again... In short, it's okay! The exact number is 13 days, so as long as it is done before the 13th day comes... So don’t worry about Ceci, let’s go back quickly! I’ll send back the materials I’ve read first!”

I parted my lips slightly, and before I could ask any more, Johnny stomped away.

I stood there for a while, then took a few steps back unsteadily, and leaned against the mottled wall behind me.

But he said... the science class has almost developed the medicine.

That is, the rabbi...

I exhaled shortly, calmed down, and stood quietly for a few minutes. I was just about to go back, but I didn't want to bump into Link head-on just after walking a hundred steps.

I paused, pretending I didn't see it, and just about to pass him by pretending not to know him, when Link turned around and stopped him.

"Cy, Cy - Samus Ricard, yes, you are the one calling, stop."

I:"……"

So you are giving me a fake name and getting addicted?

Then Link and his former colleague in the center, Miss Samus Ricard, went into another small corner and began to whisper.

No... It would be more accurate to say that they are insisting.

"Cecilia," because he made an impossible request right away, "give me back that dagger."

"And then you can use it to stab me again?" I felt the need to mention my IQ level in this person's mind, "Do I look so mentally retarded?"

Link choked.

"I already know." After a while, I was ready to cut to the chase, "Once Neia is resurrected on Aren's body, I must die... The same information you got, right? That time on the roof, I heard Neia mentioned your deal, so, in fact, Master gave Rubelier that dagger..."

"Sir."

"...Give it to Chief Rubelier." It's such a time, and this person has the leisure to emphasize this, "and then he gave it to you, right?"

This time Link didn't speak for a long, long time.

It wasn't until I slowly put away my expression, staggered away from him, and was about to leave, that I opened my mouth as if I had made up my mind.

"Marshal Marian said that you will eventually...will be killed by Walker, so...so if you have mercy on you, don't...let Walker do it."

"Allen won't kill me," I didn't turn my head, "and I won't die either."

I didn't intend to die.

Why should I die?

If in the end... the world is really going to be destroyed, and there is no hope, then...let's destroy together.

No matter how safe and beautiful the world without me is, I can't feel anything, and I can't get anything... nothing.

It's better to just get everyone together.

Anyway... I know exactly what kind of person I am, it is absolutely impossible for me to...

Besides, Rabbi and Johnny... didn't they both say that they both want it?

I took a deep breath, and as soon as I returned to Campbell's house from the gate of the ark, I went out of Allen's room and saw the rabbi who had just climbed the stairs.

"Hey, are you here with Allen? Wait, you are..." The moment the rabbi ran up to me, he realized what I had just done, and immediately dragged me to the public bathroom dumbfounded. , "What kind of painting have you painted yourself? The eyebrows are too thick, wipe them off soon."

Seeing that he was about to turn on the faucet and soak the handkerchief to help me wipe it, I suddenly realized something, almost reflexively shook off his holding my hand, and pushed him away from the faucet.

"I..." I quickly lowered my head, "I will wash carefully."

But it wasn't until I finished washing and wiping my face with a towel that I turned around, only to find that the rabbi was still in the posture that I threw off, just like a child who had done something wrong, standing there dryly.It seemed to be a little stunned, and it seemed to be a little stunned, as if it didn't expect me to behave like this and looked at me.

"What's the matter..." After about ten seconds, he came over to me carefully and asked, "What did I do... Did you make Sisi unhappy?"

My heart suddenly seemed to be stabbed by something.

I opened my mouth, but I couldn't bear it anymore, I leaned over and buried my face in his chest.

"You," I calmed down, and then pretended to complain in a muffled voice, "you just... think I'm ugly, don't you?"

"I'm not, I don't! How could that be!" Although the rabbi was explaining, he hugged me with one hand as if he was relieved, then gently took off my wig with the other hand, untied the hair rope, and Comb with your fingers and smooth my hair, "I just think that eyebrows are too thick, and they don't deserve Ceci at all."

"So... I still hate it."

"Really not!"

"But..." I asked in a low voice, "Why are you out again? You're lazy again, right?"

"It's not being lazy, it's good news!" The rabbi distanced himself from me, and said excitedly, "Just now, the old panda and I discovered the suspected record of 'Three Days of Darkness'! No, No, it’s not suspicious, it’s true—but for some reason, even the old panda man has never seen the text below... But he said that there is a way to crack it, although Hebraska’s help will be needed... But wait until it is cracked There will be super-big progress in the future!"

"Really...?" I opened my eyes slightly, and for almost an instant, I completely forgot that I always thought that Shuwen was actually on Neia's side, and only what the rabbi said just now remained in my mind. These words, "That is to say, as long as it is cracked, the 'Three Days of Darkness' may be stopped-is that true? Is it true...?"

"Really!" Rabbi said, scratching his face, "So I'm not being lazy, I just wanted to come out and tell you and Allen the good news."

"Does that also mean," I couldn't help confirming to him again, "people who have those... diseases also...?"

"Anyway, the old man Panda once said that as long as the 'Three Days of Darkness' stops, those concurrent things will disappear."

I paused for a moment, and it wasn't until this moment that I suddenly realized that I seemed to be alive again, and after a few seconds, I didn't remember to ask.

"Then... about how many days can it be cracked?"

They read so fast, three days?five days?

"Because the above records are not in the text we use now, it is a bit difficult to study, but I will go back to help. If I catch up, I will definitely make progress within a month!"

"Within a month...?"

Then everything seemed to be submerged again.

The rabbi seemed to be saying something excitedly again, but I couldn't quite catch it for some reason.Even the figure of the rabbi who sent me back to the room, kissed me on the cheek with a smile, and said goodbye to me seemed a little blurry, as if covered by a layer of water.

After closing the door, I stood at the door for a long time before I walked to the bed and curled up on it.

Actually, it wasn't like that...

It's just that I suddenly had an extreme surprise, and suddenly stepped on the air, and felt that my whole body... was a little weak.

I tried my best to convince myself that I still had the medicine from the science class, but I still had no strength at all, so I lay silently from afternoon to dusk, and from dusk to mid-moon.

When it was time for dinner, I went out to have a meal with Allen as if nothing had happened, and the rabbi who came out to take a breath as if nothing had happened whispered for a while, and pressed the button for him. Painful temples, and then... went back to the room as if nothing had happened.

But at night, no matter how I tossed and turned in bed, I still couldn't fall asleep.

I don't know how long it has passed like this, and in the night that was so quiet that only the chirping of cicadas could be heard, suddenly there was the sound of hurried footsteps from the corridor outside, although it was deliberately lightened.

I was startled, and almost subconsciously got up and walked over, and opened the door.

Then I saw the rabbi and Allen, who had made a disguise, just walked to the stairs, and it seemed that they were about to go downstairs.

"You...it's so late, where are you going?"

"Cersi, haven't you slept yet?" Allen blinked in surprise, paused, and said, "Well, the science class seems to have developed a potion, do you want to see it?"

"Yes!" I almost rushed to answer. After a pause, I realized that something seemed wrong with my appearance, so I answered in a low voice, and nodded emphatically, "Yes."

Although the rabbi looked a little strange and didn't seem to want me to follow, he still couldn't stand my determination, so he came over and helped me tighten the strap of the cloak.

The road to the headquarters is not long, and it can even be said to be very short. After I make up my disguise, follow them out of the ark, and go straight to the temporary underground laboratory set up by the science class.

But I was a little nervous for no reason, my heart was beating non-stop, and everything seemed to be out of order.The rabbi saw that I was nervous, and wanted to come over and hold me several times, but was separated by Allen every time.

"Really, please pay attention to me," Allen lowered his voice and reminded us, "Especially you, Rabbi! Are you trying to be on par with the bastard master, and be called a scumbag who has two feet on two feet? , I still want to be recognized as Sisi."

"I'm fine," I also shook my head, "I'm just... I was still sleeping just now, so I'm still a little dazed."

I'm just... nervous.

When they went to the laboratory and learned that Komyi and the others had already gone to the medical care area and planned to give Gigi medicine, the nervousness became even higher.

I took several deep breaths before I followed them to the medical area as calmly as possible.

The medical and nursing area at the moment is like a purgatory on earth, with screams and screams everywhere.There were a lot of people around the door of one of the wards, and when I was squeezed in under the protection of the rabbi, and I saw Jonny injecting Gigi, who was covered in blood, I even held my breath unconsciously.

Without daring to blink, I just stared at Johnny's hand holding the potion.

I watched the tube of transparent medicine being injected little by little, and I watched the festering wounds on Gigi's body heal little by little. Gigi suddenly coughed up a mouthful of blood.

He coughed up a lot of blood, and the wound that was already healing was ruptured in an instant. Just as he stretched out his trembling hand to Johnny, wanting to say something, but when Johnny went to shake his hand with a blank face, Staggered and fell on the bed.

"Gigi?" In the deathly silence, Johnny's lips moved, and then moved again, "Gigi...?"

"Obviously already..." His voice sounded a little empty, and he turned to Komyi almost subconsciously, as if trying to grab some life-saving straw, "Director...Director, haven't we already made it..."

"Yeah... I injected it, right?" Jonny was trembling, and there was even a cry in his voice, "Yes, is it my fault... That's why Gigi..."

In the next second, the rabbi didn't care about anything else, and directly covered my eyes with his hands, and took me out with half a hug and half a hug.

But Gigi's tragic death, and Jonny's heart-piercing wailing suddenly grew louder behind her, still pierced into my brain, until the rabbi sent me back to Campbell's house involuntarily, Send it back to the room, but it still hasn't disappeared.

I slid down very slowly against the door and sat on the cold floor.

The windows were open, but the floor-to-ceiling curtains were motionless.

On a windless night, everything is silent, only the faint chirping of cicadas can be heard.

That slight voice further accentuated the silence like stagnant water all around, and the moonlight sprinkled in like hoarfrost, covering everything with the coldest appearance.

I leaned against the door panel, my eyes stared at the silvery white for a moment, and after an unknown period of time, it seemed that Jiji's festering and unrecognizable death flashed before my eyes again.

This is the first person whose name I can name... to die from this disaster.

So, Rabbi... will it end up like that too?

If the rabbi also...

The surrounding air seemed to suddenly become thinner and colder, pressing heavily on my shoulders.

I can't even move.

I suddenly didn't know what to do.

I suddenly don't know what to do...

But the hell-like scene in the medical care area, and the screams and screams of those people, seem to be all engraved in my mind, no matter how I suppress or avoid thinking about it, I can't get rid of it.

Is there really... no way?

If Rabbi becomes like that...

My fingers hanging on the ground suddenly convulsed.

It's only... ten days.

Ten days.

There was a knock on the door, breaking the dead silence around.

I don't know how I got up, or how I opened the door.I just remembered that after calmly looking for the housekeeper, I calmly went to the library, but before knocking on the door, I saw the rabbi walking out of it.

"...That," the moment I saw him, all the reasons I thought of before disappeared, I could only open my mouth and try little by little, "The one just now... made me a little... scared ,so……"

So tomorrow, can we...

I wanted to ask him if it was okay, but I didn't know how to say it.

I can't speak.

Then the rabbi seemed not to notice my situation, and took the conversation very naturally.

"Actually tomorrow...I want to take a day off temporarily," the rabbi sighed, and pointed to his temple distressedly, "It's too much for a month of continuous high-load operation, so tomorrow...I want to take a break for a while. Let's take a break, just take a break, so Ceci, let's play together tomorrow, let's put all of these aside, let's relax for a while..."

He paused, looking a little cautious, only asking.

"OK?"

"……it is good."

I opened my mouth subconsciously, and heard that my voice was soft and hoarse.But the moment I said it, I realized that this was not going to work. I immediately took a short breath, brewed it again, then raised my usual smiling face, and said it again.

I said: "Okay."

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The next chapter is one of my favorites… (hands rubbing

Probably high sweet and high abuse...?

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