[Exorcist Boy] The whole world thinks I'm a cannon fodder

"What? You said that we..." Allen's eyes widened in horror, "Actually, we are already dozens of years old?"

Because I never expected to get my little notebook again in this life, I was over excited, and suddenly felt that I should exchange the information we have with Alian seriously, otherwise he would not know anything, and kept talking about it. It would be dangerous to touch the dark—hence the scene above.

...Because I was too straight to the point and didn't pave the way properly, even though there was Johnny sitting next to me, it was no good at all, but I was still in the diagonal pinch of Kanda and Link, two guys who looked like goalkeepers. Allen in the middle...seems to have been frightened straight away.

I looked at him for a second, three or four seconds, and I had no choice but to tell him about the troubles that I and the rabbi saw in the dream—except for the incident that Neia called the Earl of the Millennium Mana later. , This matter is too terrible, before discussing with my rabbi what to say, I decided to keep this matter in my stomach for the time being and not tell anyone.

"You mean, I used to...be the last heir of the bookman?" Even so, Allen was still greatly shocked, "But, but the bookman..."

But Shuweng has never shown that he knew Allen a long time ago.

"It can only be said," I gave him a serious look, "the old man is really good at pretending."

"And then I was with Mana, and No. 14..."

"His real name is Neia."

"—And... Neia knew each other? Are we still friends?" Allen's pupils began to tremble, "Mana and I also...?"

"Yes, the fact is that we used to live 35 years ago, but for some reason, we became smaller as if we had made an appointment. As soon as you woke up, you went directly from his friend to his nephew."

"...You are still in the mood to joke around at this time!"

Allen stared at me weakly, and while staring, he unconsciously touched Tim, who was still a little bit aggrieved by the self-supporting saint inserted into the wood chip, from his head, and then it was like every time he was in a state of confusion in the past. , reflexively began to tear its face.

"In this way, at that time... at the beginning, Mana seemed to have said that he was looking for his younger brother, ah... it seems that the name Neia was mentioned, but I forgot whether it was the name. I can't remember clearly... I only know that Mana was already in a trance at that time, and he only said that he was a 17-year-old boy one second, and became an uncle the next second... or something..."

That is to say, there is no after—there is no memory of those years after Neia's death?

Then he... was that time when he became the Earl of the Millennium?

"So bean sprouts, you guy," Kanda who was standing against the wall with his arms folded across his chest, suddenly interjected, "...There is indeed a problem."

"...I don't want to either, okay! And my name is not Bean Sprouts! My name is Allen!"

"However," Link's focus is another, "Did Walker take the initiative to become the host of No. 14?"

"Although I really don't want to admit it..." Allen froze when he heard the words, and continued rubbing Tim in his hands with lowered eyes, as if he wanted to gain some strength from Tim, "But it might really be... ...But what is this, why did I once..."

"Maybe in the part of the memory that the rabbi and I didn't see, there is something... inside story?" I can only guess like this.

It’s just—I don’t know what Allen was like in the past, but judging from the character shown by “I”, “I” doesn’t need any inside information at all, basically it’s where Neia points.

"Speaking of the inside story..., when Neia woke up, I seemed to... had a dream."

"Huh?" I just came back from my thoughts, "What dream?"

"I dreamed of Master," Allen recalled carefully, "Then Master said, let me find a mansion in the middle of a large wheat field, and said there..."

—Wait, does this sound familiar?

"Still talking about that," I suddenly took up the words indescribably, "is there...all the truth you want to know?"

"Huh? How did Sisi know?"

Because that's how he fooled me back then!

"Don't believe it, don't believe it, don't believe it," I took a deep breath, and as someone who had been there, I patted Allen on the shoulder bitterly, "Listen to me, even if I get there, Master probably won't believe it." I will only give you a beginning, and the rest is up to you to guess."

Allen: "..."

Allen: "What have you been through..."

"Forget it, let's not think about that for now. The most urgent thing is to think about how to get out from here—that's right! When we were in the dungeon, the reason why Tiqi and the others were able to enter directly through the ark seemed to be because the third exorcist and the others opened the ark. The barrier surrounding the dungeon..." Allen paused, suddenly realized something, and immediately looked at Link expectantly, "Wait Link, don't you use spells like them? Then don't you? able……"

Link: "..."

Regardless of whether it is possible or not, Link was obviously confused with Noah and the others before, and it has been so long that he completely forgot about this.

He paused slightly, then immediately got up and walked quickly to the door.

"I'll give it a try—let me say something in advance, I'm a little different from Madarabi and the others... I can't guarantee whether I can open the barrier."

"Wait for the inspector, then, then I'll go too," Jonny, who had been listening in a daze since just now, also stood up slowly, "I brought some small props, which should be able to help .”

But this person completely forgot that he and Allen were still wearing the one-piece handcuffs capable of electric shock. Less than 5 minutes after walking out, Allen in front of me was suddenly shocked, and his hair was smoking The old Johnny hurried back from the outside that was already covered by night, and then opened the handcuffs in threes and fives.

"Yes, who said," Allen was too shocked to speak, "The handcuffs can't be opened! Johnny is a big liar!"

"It's not... In short, Ceci, Allen will leave it to you! For the sake of that," Jonny pointed to the cowhide notebook that I had been holding in my arms and never put it down. "Don't let him run away. La."

"It's such a time," Yalian said with a look of lovelessness all over his face, "why are you running away..."

Kanda on the side snorted coldly when he heard the words, and then he didn't know what to think, he stood up suddenly, and went out with Jonny and the others—since I got back that little notebook, somehow, these people were right I am extremely relieved.

"So... are you really going to stop running?" I asked Allen in a low voice after I was sure that they had all gone a long way.

"What are you running for?" Allen has completely turned into a dead fish eye, "Since the self-supporting and holy things have been exposed to you, why do you run, and just involve all of you thoroughly like this ——Speaking of this, it really is much more refreshing now. Very well, I have decided, this time, it doesn’t matter if you like it or not, unless this matter comes to an end, no one can leave hahahahaha—— "

... This person was so electrocuted that he fell to pieces.

"...and it's too dangerous to leave them alone now—especially Johnny."

It took more than a minute for the pot to fall before Allen sighed and looked at me.

"Originally, I thought about taking Jonny to Miss Anita's place while he wasn't paying attention, but now that I think about it, I'm afraid they are all the eyes of the religious order—if caught, I will be in prison for the rest of my life." gone."

"So no matter what, now I can only try to find a way to find the mansion that Master said-but Sisi, why have you been so preoccupied from the beginning? Don't tell me... yes Did you think of something terrible again?"

"I did suddenly think of... a terrible thing," I nodded with lingering fear, "When I read the memories with the rabbi...we had almost no communication in the later stage. After reading it, it was too late to share our thoughts. I just came here with a bang... So you said, will the rabbi... Will he start to dislike me for being too old after he realizes it?"

"... Sure enough, you can think about it." Allen seemed to think that I would say something, but he didn't come up when he heard the words, and choked directly. After a long time, he comforted me angrily and funny, "No Yes, once before, I, Kanda, and the rabbi were tricked by Mr. Comui into the cafeteria and ate a meal containing a special veritaserum. At that time, the rabbi once revealed that the age range of the woman he likes is 10 It's 40 years old, so he won't dislike being old—so why does your complexion look worse?"

"How good! You, you also said that it is from 10 years old to 40 years old. I was almost 35 years old 20 years ago. No matter how you look at it, it is completely beyond this range?"

"Don't panic," Allen took a deep breath, and then took another deep breath, "Also... just over 15 years old?"

"Is this all! Is this all! I, I was still thinking about sister and brother love," I finally had the opportunity to talk about this with others, "Now it's all right, just... straight to grandson love... ..."

And you said it's okay to have a grandson's love, can't we just keep silent?I still have to walk all under his nose, this is, this is more suffocating than being known by him that I actually have a connection with Noah...

Thinking about it this way, I suddenly feel that I don't really want to see the rabbi, what should I do...

No, it's not that I don't want to, it's just that...it's just that I don't dare to...face it...

In this way, while Link and the others were away, I sighed and howled with ghosts and wolves, and exchanged a lot of subtle and extremely personal information with Allen, but after talking for three or four hours After they came back, Allen and I made up our minds and simply lay down and slept in our respective rooms.

I originally thought that no matter how fast it was, this action would have to be tomorrow, but I didn't want to be dragged out of bed by Allen when I was half asleep in the middle of the night.It is said that Link and the others have successfully opened the barrier, but due to the urgency of time, the religious group has discovered that the barrier has been opened from the inside. While repairing it, they are increasing their search efforts. I am afraid they will find this house soon. Hotel, so you must get out of this town immediately.

"But what about the people from Kanda?" Allen paused and finally asked.

"Kanda," Jonny seemed to be running all the way back, panting for a long time before replying, "Kanda separated from us just now...but he said, he said he would be back soon."

"Open the ark first, Walker." Link seemed to want to get rid of Kanda very, very, very much, but after looking at the people in the room, he could only swallow his words restrainedly, "Wait a second When the exorcist comes back, get out of here immediately."

Then, because Kanda didn't come back no matter how long we waited, we had no choice but to start discussing where to drive the ark this time.

"Of course I drove directly to the destination," I said naturally, "why take an extra step?"

"It's easy to say, Ceci, I haven't been there before, so why don't I just drive there?"

"But didn't you just dream about it before?"

"Dreams can't count! Wait, Ceci, speaking of you...you have been there before? And you...you seem to be able to drive an ark?"

"...But I seem to need a medium related to Neia? Like a pocket watch." I paused, and took out the pile of pocket watches that were almost shattered from my pocket, "But this one is already shattered." It can't be broken any more."

"...for the medium," and then a wooden dagger was abruptly handed to me, "try this."

I paused, then slowly raised my eyes, looking at Link without saying a word.

So, the dagger he used to kill me belonged to Neia?

...But the most important thing is, don't say anything else, you handed it over with the handle like this, how do you want me to take it?Hold the blade directly?Wait, are you thinking of stabbing me while I'm not paying attention?

Link obviously realized this problem very quickly, and this time he handed over the knife with its sheath, but he didn't want me to hold it and want to take it, but found that he didn't let go at all.

I:"?"

Link: "You...you just maintain this holding position, and see...if you can activate it."

"...You let go," I was instantly upset, seeing that he was stubbornly not letting go, I immediately looked sideways at Allen, "Allen, he won't let go."

Link: "..."

So the result was that Allen closed the door of the ark, and I held the wooden knife that was guessed to belong to Neia in one hand, and began to try to open the door by imagination.

"How is it?" After a few seconds, Allen asked, "Do you feel it?"

"...not at all," I glanced down at my feet, there was not even a trace of black concentric circles, "not at all... so do you have any tricks every time you open the door?"

"If you really want to talk about the trick..." Ya Lianwei pondered for a while, "Do you want to have a picture of the destination in your heart?"

I nodded, took a deep breath, and then began to imagine the golden wheat field I had seen many times before, and the mansion hidden in the gray shadow.

"Plus, singing that song a cappella in your head... Cersei knows that song, right?"

I know, so I started to sing that song silently, completely out of key.

However, five seconds passed and nothing happened.

30 seconds passed and still nothing happened.

1 minute passed and still nothing happened.

Me: "... Allen, so every time you open it, it takes such a long time?"

Allen: "..."

Allen: "Well... why don't you hold your hands together to show respect? Or didn't you say before that every time you pass the ark, you only want to see so and so? Then this time... think about it Compare?"

"I thought about it just now! But it's useless!"

"That may not be strong enough." Allen directly took the small notebook from my hand, and then placed it at the level of my eyes, "Come on, follow what I say-from now on, think about the rabbi's face , think about the rabbi's hair again, think about the rabbi's eyes again, think about..."

I:"……"

shut up!That's, it's too embarrassing!

But shame is shame, and after I followed him reflexively, a large black concentric circle immediately appeared under my feet.

"It's really opened," Allen breathed a sigh of relief in surprise, "Then wait for Kanda now—"

"What are you waiting for!" I just felt as if I was hanging precariously on the cliff, "I'm different from you, I can't hold on to this thing at all! No way! I'm going to die! It seems to be falling! Come here quickly—"

Fortunately, at the critical moment, Kanda who rushed over from the outside finally broke in through the door—but you said you would come back when you came back, why did you still have a tail behind you!

However, it was too late to say anything now, Marshal Tiedore followed us directly and fell down like a dumpling.

After the black shadow flashed past, I fell face-down under the bleached and withered tree in front of the mansion, and before I could get up, I found a pair of extremely expensive leather shoes suddenly appeared in front of me.

I:"……?"

I blinked stiffly, a certain intuition suddenly rose in my heart, and then I looked up very slowly.

"...What, do you think I'm some kind of confidant sister?" Then on it...is the familiar windbreaker with black background and gold, and that...familiar face that can't be familiar, "After driving over there, what's next?" Hurry up here—what are you looking at, they are really two careless brats."

Master...?

"I..." I opened my mouth, just like a robot, I got up from the ground in a daze.After getting up, I found that there was no one around, only the endless rolling wheat waves under the golden-red sunset light and the intact master in front of me, "So this is... I fell to the ground with my head down, causing... So dead?"

Master: "?"

"No, what I mean is...Although I have always believed that it is impossible for people like you to just disappear like this, but in this situation...we are really not...in the afterlife..."

Then I got a head hammer.

I covered my head, and slowly, I came back to my senses, and finally realized that I should have been lured into a dream by Rhodes again.

But in this dream, why is there a master?Could it be the same linkage dream as Allen had before?Then this master... is it true or not...?

"Master," I thought for a few seconds and decided to ask a question that only Allen, I, and Master himself knew, "Please answer what is the first thing you do after getting up every morning."

If you don't answer immediately that you are completely|naked to meet the sun, you are a counterfeit.

...well, then I got another headbutt.

"So Master," I rubbed my head this time and stood up, "Where have you been..."

The master paused, but didn't answer. He just touched his pocket reflexively, took out a cigarette and lit it.

"Are you...really dead?"

"I've already been to Martha's place." The master exhaled smoke, and in the white mist slowly circling upwards, he answered irrelevant questions.

I paused slightly, then nodded.

"...How should I put it, as long as I know that you are not dead is enough for me." I wanted to stay with Master for a while, but for some reason, I suddenly had a bad feeling in my heart. I shuddered, and immediately spoke first, wanting to interrupt Master's next words, "That's enough, and I'm still in a hurry to meet up with the rabbi and Shuweng, so if there's nothing else, I'll leave first ?”

Master: "..."

The master glanced at me directly with that expression of "If I continue talking, I will give me another head hammer".

"Tell me what happened after that."

"After that... after returning from Martha's place... there was an alarm, and demons appeared all over the world." I had no choice but to reply honestly, but I didn't want to feel as if I was drawn by something after I opened my mouth. He continued like a bean, "After the battle, when he returned, he found that the rabbi had disappeared, and Allen was also imprisoned in the dungeon... Afterwards, Allen escaped from the sect, and then all alone Gone... Then those people, those people from the exploration team, spoke ill of you and stepped on my things... After the stepping, they tied me up and locked me up, and they didn't give me water or food... ...Anyway...Anyway, you can bully people."

I know that this is not what Master wants to hear, but I don't know why I... brought these up inexplicably.

Master probably doesn't know either, because when I raised my eyes, I found that he was looking at me with a somewhat subtle and surprised look, his lips moved slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but he swallowed it back after all, only lowered his eyes. took a drag on his cigarette, then asked.

"Then...do you remember anything?"

"I can't remember anything on my own...but in Rhodes' dream, I saw a lot of things," I suppressed the extremely subtle, unknown, and small disappointment, paused, and said suddenly, "Because she said... she pities me and wants to help me go to death... Then Link—the inspector who always follows Allen—also said to have mercy on me and Allen, so...so she wants to kill me... ...and Mei Ling's prophecy, which also said that I would be killed by a black hand."

"Master," I heard my voice was a little sloppy, it was different from usual, and my gaze was a little slack when I stared at Master, "So I'm really going to die, right?"

"Besides, it's you... who need me to die?"

"You need me to die, you also need...I died by Allen's hands...right?"

Master didn't speak for a long time this time.

"...I saw the record of Neia not long before his death from Tim." The master didn't look at me, but only stared at a certain point in the air, "Neia said something to you at that time... He said—you and Allen, as long as one of you survives, he wins—do you understand the meaning of this sentence?"

"He's saying—you two, as long as one of you survives, that's fine."

"At the same time, it is also showing," the master paused for a moment, "among the two of you, only one will survive in the end."

"Before Neia died, he divided his emotions and memories into two, one half belonged to you, and the other half belonged to Allen... If Allen died, those memories would automatically return to you, and then Neia would will come back to life in you."

"Then he...is really not picky," I opened my mouth, "You can change from male to female? Doesn't it matter gender?"

Master: "..."

Master obviously didn't expect that this time has come, and I still have the leisure to pay attention to this. I didn't slow down for a long time, and I calmed down for a long time before continuing.

"And if... Neia has been resurrected on Allen's body, you... must die."

I just... have to die?

I suppressed the coldness slightly, and only asked: "Then if Allen and I both died in an accident before Neia woke up, wouldn't he... be unable to be resurrected in this era?"

"No," but the master said, "there is nothing wrong with this plan, and Neia will definitely be resurrected in the end."

"Because of Cecilia—because of you, that's the last insurance."

I moved my lips together, and just as I was about to ask what is the final insurance, I found Master slowly put down the hand holding the cigarette.

"In the history of the Black Order, has the experiment of man-made apostles never been successful? It's not the kind of reincarnation experiment of the second exorcist, but the man-made apostles that really came from nothing." The master looked blankly. Come over, "No, actually there was a successful case 35 years ago."

"So far, the first and only case."

"Seccia Lorez, the holder of the "Heart" of the previous generation, your great-grandmother, once entrusted you with holiness."

"But that holiness...is incomplete."

"Until this time, 'that thing' appeared, and I didn't know that the original remaining part was hidden on Allen's body."

"Neia needs to be resurrected, and the "heart" needs to be complete."

"So no matter whether it is Noah or the church, as long as they know the truth of all this, they will not want you to live."

"Whether it's what you knew in the past or what you have now, whether it's your friends, your teachers, or your so-called important people now."

"Including me, including Neia, including the real Allen, and including the real you."

"I don't want you to live."

Master's voice sounded without any hesitation or emotion.

"It's useless for you to live."

In a trance, it overlapped with the inorganic voice of the little girl in memory.

"Nobody—want you to live."

Just at this time, the wind picked up, and with the red glow of golden light slowly fading away, the western sky was finally gray, and the thick twilight surrounded me from the surrounding fields, which seemed to take away the last trace of warmth from my body.

Although I was stepping on the ground, my whole body seemed to be in the cold and salty deep sea. The black cold water filled my whole body from the top of my hair and down my spine, making me so cold and stiff that I couldn't even move my fingers.

"But……"

I opened my mouth and opened it again.I don't know what I want to do, I just feel a little depressed and sad, and a little empty and dazed, with an unreal feeling that everything around me has become blurred.

I think I should want to say something, but I don't know who to say to, and I don't know who to say to.

"But I want to... be alive..."

The author has something to say:

Yes, sorry, I am too obsessed with the information of the original painting exhibition today, and as soon as our group’s purchasing agent enters the venue, most of the grains are cut, and then the whole person’s heart is exhausted, which leads to the writing of this chapter. Messy qwq (I haven’t eaten until now, if I didn’t set up the flag of asking for leave, I would secretly want to ask for leave today...)

But I will fix it!The next chapter will definitely be a big one!

Then start the topic-

·Master is like a dog!Definitely a big dog!

·So whoever dies between Allen and Sesi, Neia will be resurrected on the other person, but Allen’s side is the main one, the priority; if Neia is resurrected, the other person will die, because Neia will Take back all your memories and emotions. (However, there is another important point about this that has not been explained clearly)

·The foreshadowing of this time is probably the "you are the last insurance", which will be known in about two chapters, and the matter of great-grandmother should be mentioned in the future.

· Rhodes is on the side of Neia and Mana, because Rhodes has been injured by the self-supporting holiness at this moment, so he can't freely control the dreams of Allen and Ceci, and can only control them when they are injured or pass through the ark. Connect briefly.Sending Kulos's consciousness there is actually to arouse Sisi's desire to die. Look at what Master said, no one wants you to live, including me, your Master.

· If there is a bug, please correct it later...

And the rabbi will come out in the next chapter!Did you miss him?

But the Sisi in this chapter is the Sisi who needs to be hugged [trying to give it to the big cuties

Regarding those things in the church, Sisi only acted like a baby to the rabbi and the master. The master heard that she was acting like a baby, but ignored her.

By the way, don't you really remember Ceci's aloof personality (that is, when facing outsiders, the occasional real appearance and the like)

Is my writing too successful? Her sand sculptures have been so deeply rooted in the hearts of the people——

So I put a faceless Sisi on the neck (I like it very much!!!), if you are interested, you can go to Kangkang, the name of the neck is the pseudonym←

Love you guys - don't leave a comment just because Rabbi isn't online uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh