[Exorcist Boy] The whole world thinks I'm a cannon fodder

Is he... not asleep yet?

As soon as I had this thought, I saw the rabbi inside yawn.Maybe he was also extremely sleepy, so he moved his shoulders a little, stretched his waist again, and then turned his pen again, and started to continue the record at hand.

Speaking of it, he seems to have mentioned that the bookman asked him to sort out some materials before tonight, but is the amount so large?Haven't finished it yet?

Then how did he have the time to accompany Allen and me to play cards during the day, and put a note on Link's forehead?

When I was distracted, I forgot to control the strength in my hands, and directly pushed the door of the library with a creak, which seemed extremely abrupt in the quiet and dark night.

"Who?" The rabbi looked over almost reflexively when he heard the noise, and when he saw it was me, he blinked in surprise, "Sisi...?"

He hurriedly put the notebook in his hands aside, got up from the ground, and quickly walked towards me: "What time is it, why are you still up?"

I opened my mouth, and when I wanted to speak, I realized that I hadn't drank any water since I woke up. My throat was so dry that I could only make some breathy noises.I paused, walked in subconsciously, and closed the door of the library with my back.Because I just took a shower and my hair was not completely dry, I didn't dare to go inside. I just put on a towel and chose a place far away from those books to stand, waiting for him to come to me.

I don't know if it's a problem with the light, or my illusion, but when I watched him walking like this, I always felt that every time he got closer to me, the darkness that clung to my body was dispelled.As soon as I approached, the familiar and warm breath enveloped me tightly again, tightly enveloping me, isolating all the cold and fear from the outside.

I stared blankly at him and blinked. It wasn't until this moment that I really realized that I seemed to want to see him more than I imagined....

"Sisi?" the rabbi called me again.

"...Huh?" I was suddenly wrapped in this completely different temperature from before, and I was a little dazed, so I could only make a nasal sound stiffly.

"Are you going to take a shower?" The rabbi couldn't help wiping my hair with the towel on my head. After wiping, he helped me tighten the strap of the cloak again, "Why haven't I wiped my hair yet?" Just come out after doing it?"

"Um……"

"So did you wake up, or did you stay up all this time?" Rabbi paused, and then asked, "Can't sleep?"

"Um……"

"Well, what's the matter," the rabbi looked helpless, subconsciously lowered his voice, and asked me, "Are you sleepy?"

"...Cold." I looked at him, blinked once, blinked again, and answered in a very low voice.

But maybe my voice was too low, the rabbi couldn't hear it clearly, so he quickly lowered his head and approached me: "What?"

I looked at his face close at hand, and the soft red hair soaked in the light and shadow, and my lips moved a little. For some reason, I suddenly remembered the rainy night when I was still in China... just left the area of ​​Yunnan.

"... Rabbi," I heard my voice erratic, a little soft, and a little hoarse, "Do you still remember... that time when we eavesdropped on the whispers between Allen and Li Nali?"

"Remember," the rabbi looked at me inexplicably, "what's the matter? Why did you suddenly remember to say that?"

Of course it's...to lay the groundwork.

"Then do you still remember that at that time Li Nali was having a nightmare, so..." I stuck my shell slightly, and after a few seconds, I answered in a low voice, "I just hugged Allen?"

Rabbi paused and nodded, still not quite understanding what I wanted to express.

"Then if I say, I just had a nightmare too..."

I didn't know what to do at all, I just wanted to take a shortcut and copy Li Nali's expression and movements at that time, but somehow I didn't want to miss the change in the rabbi's expression, so in the end, it became as if I was staring at him blankly, while Look, and asked while stumbling.

"Can you... give me a hug...?"

Obviously, I didn't expect that I would make such an excessive request. The rabbi suddenly opened his eyes wide and froze in place on the spot.

He looked... totally unresponsive.

I... I can't wait for him to react.

I just felt that my mind was dull and hot. I was stimulated by the night and the impulse. I was so courageous that I rushed over to him while the iron was hot. I stretched out my arms around his waist|body unskillfully, and pressed the side of my face His chest|mouth.

The air in the early morning is wrapped in the cold dampness unique to late night, although it is not obvious, it penetrates directly into the bones.It might be because I feel cold too. Rabbi added an orange sweater on top of the V-neck singlet he usually wears. The itching that kept spreading to the heart.

As for the front, because the sweater has no buttons and is worn open, my face is directly stuck to his chest through the thin layer of unlined clothing that is no different.

Heat rushed to my face, and for a moment I couldn't tell whether it was my cheeks that were hotter or his chest|chest.I could feel the unconscious tension of the muscles under his clothes. If it wasn't for the pounding, nearly out-of-order heartbeat from my ears, his whole body would be so stiff that I would think I was holding a wood.

But he didn't push me away.

No matter what, he gave me face and didn't push me away immediately.

I desperately reminded myself that I must let go now, immediately, and immediately, and not interrupt the good development that has been going on because of temporary temptation.

But this hand seemed to be directly separated from my own will, as if it was stuck to his waist, and I was reluctant to let go.

I struggled with myself for more than ten seconds, and then I reluctantly forcibly opened my claws, but I didn't want to take half a step back just now. The rabbi's arm, which had been frozen in mid-air and had no place to rest because of my sudden embrace, Suddenly, without any warning, it crossed my waist and back, and hugged me tightly back into my arms.

I:"!!!"

This time it was me who was stiff, because he leaned over and hugged me. Affected by that force, my entire upper body was in a slightly backward state.He could only stare at the ceiling hidden in the dim light, and blinked several times blankly.

Speaking of it, this seems... It's the first time we really hugged each other.

I thought in a trance, then slowly raised my hand, carefully and tentatively wrapped my arms around his waist again.

Because... because it's mutual.

The rabbi didn’t turn on all the wall lamps in the library before, so now only the one closest to us is flickering with candlelight. The warm yellow light and shadow dyed the walls and bookshelves in an ambiguous color, and the air was also faintly entwined. There was a trace of inexplicable emotion, and as the temperature rose, it was close at hand, and the breath could be heard.

The surrounding became more and more silent, so quiet that I could only hear his breathing and heartbeat. This feeling cannot be said to be bad, but it carried a strange and palpitating torment. After suffering for about 2 minutes, I finally realized I have to say something to myself.

But... what to say?

I opened my mouth, and then opened it again, as if being drawn by something, I choked out a very low voice: "Thank you...?"

"...you're welcome," the rabbi responded after a long wait, paused, and added abruptly, "all... are companions."

I:"……"

Well, the fire that had just risen in my heart was extinguished in an instant.

I just knew it... I just knew it!Sure enough, it was that companion love again!

I can almost guess what he thinks, just as Li Nali emphasized, the church is a "family", and we are each other's "family", so it's either brothers and sisters, or sisters, what's wrong with hugging ?What's wrong?

And there are quite a few people who think this way. I have heard others say this behind my back before.

But, but, but still so disappointed...

"...But, this is the first time I've seen Sisi like this." When I came back to my senses, I felt the arms holding me tightened again, accompanied by the rabbi who seemed to be talking to himself. murmured, with some hot breath sprinkled on the top of her hair, "It's different from every time before."

That's because I was really scared this time.

Um?Wait, don't you catch something and just reflexively analyze the difference?Isn't this a flaw that will be discovered in minutes!

I was so frightened that just as I was about to say something to divert his attention, I felt a hand cover the back of my head.

"It's okay, it's just a dream..."

The words I was about to say just stuck on the tip of my tongue.

After a few seconds, he exhaled softly and soundlessly.

In fact, I have noticed it a long time ago. Although he looks frivolous, flirtatious, and falls in love with many beautiful big sisters at first sight, he is actually quite clumsy when it comes to dealing with girls, even... He doesn’t even know how to comfort others—just like now, even if I can’t see him, I can feel his helplessness. First, he stroked the hair on the back of my head a few times. Maybe he felt it was wrong, so he patted it again. I paused for a moment on my shoulder, and then caressed my back hesitantly.

"And didn't Sisi himself say before that dreams and reality are the opposite? Don't be afraid, don't be afraid—"

"...Hmm." I buried myself in his arms and responded muffledly.

"So... what was the dream? Maybe it will be better if you tell it?"

"I dreamed about...something super scary." I whispered back.If it weren't for the fact that my mind is stiff now and I'm short of words, I must find a more exaggerated word to describe it.

"A super scary thing—what is it?"

Rabbi paused, and before I could answer, he suddenly proposed.

"By the way, let's... shall we sit down and talk?"

sit down?Wait, don't you hug me?

Alarm bells went off in my mind, and I immediately protested by grabbing the sweater around his waist.

"Cersi?"

"...don't sit down."

What are you sitting on!More hugs!Even if it's just companion love, hug more!

"What's the matter?" Rabbi lowered his head in doubt, and I could clearly feel the touch of his chin brushing against the top of my hair and the spray of heat.Perhaps considering my state of having just finished a nightmare, the rabbi paused for a few seconds, lowered his voice on purpose, and asked me as if coaxing a child, "Does Ceci not want to sit down?"

"Just don't sit," I subconsciously blurted out stiffly, "Just...just hug me a little longer."

The rabbi's breathing stopped for a moment.

"Ah, I mean... I mean..." Only then did I realize that I seemed to have exposed something. Thinking of his aversion to the active type in the dream, my heart skipped a beat, and I began to describe it almost reflexively. Bu, "I'm really... really cold right now, so I urgently need someone to come... You know, but it's only you here, so you can help me for a while? But if it doesn't work, it doesn't matter, I'll just Go and wake Allen up..."

"Don't call me Allen," the rabbi cut off my words suddenly, his voice was so fast that it sounded unspeakably urgent, but before I could think about it, he gave me an explanation with reason, "Look, since the black mole in the center came, Allen has been pestered by that guy and can't get a rest. His spirit is not good, so don't bother him at night... I'll just come here .”

Although that's what I said at first, but after hearing his analysis now, I immediately feel that if I use Allen as a shield again, it seems a bit too inhuman.

"That……"

"Sisi, wait for me."

The rabbi suddenly held my shoulder and pushed me away a little. Then, under my suspicious gaze, he neatly arranged the scattered books on the carpet and pushed them aside, leaving a space , and then motioned for me to go over.He sat down first by himself, and then without warning, he pushed me to his side and sat on his lap, with his arms around my shoulders from behind, half-embracing me so that I leaned against his chest|chest.

"...Is this okay?" He asked, paused, and quickly added, "It's okay, you can just take me...just treat me as Allen."

But the problem is that it's impossible for Allen and I to be like this at all, my friend!

Although it's not like I didn't lean against his chest when I was in the ark before-but I didn't sit on my legs that time!

Because this posture came so suddenly, I felt that I couldn't think normally for a while.

It was as if a thousand puffs were stuffed in an instant, and the whole person was so sweet that it was hot from the inside out, and I couldn't help it... I couldn't help but swell.

Seriously, I didn't expect him to be this kind of person, to sacrifice such a big one for the sake of his companions.

"So, what did you dream about?" The rabbi's voice came through the vibration of his chest.

I was stunned for a moment, and then I remembered that there was still business to do, and after a few seconds of delay, I answered stutteringly.

"Dream... drowning."

Not just drowning.

I paused, and while I was recalling, I told the rabbi in order. I also used a series of exaggerated words such as "super cold", "super scary", and "super scary" many times. I listened to it myself. I feel ashamed, but I don't want the rabbi to listen very carefully all the time.

He even asked, "Is that Miss Anita's ship?"

"No," I answered without hesitation, and my tone was so firm that even I was surprised, "Although I didn't see the details, I always feel...it's not Miss Anita's ship...but it really feels like It's so real, just like in reality, it doesn't feel like a dream at all."

I don't know if it's because I recalled the relationship again, but I always feel that the chill seems to have a tendency to come back. I hastily and unconsciously arched into the rabbi's arms, trying to absorb the heat from him.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, no matter how real it feels, it's just a dream."

Sensing my movement, the rabbi subconsciously rested his chin on the top of my hair, hugged me tightly through the thick cloak, and patted my shoulder lightly along the way.All of a sudden, in the large and empty library, only his voice saying "Don't be afraid" was left.

"But, why did you dream about this?" After a long time, the rabbi asked, "Wait, isn't it because you think about it every day and dream about it at night?"

Me: "It turns out that in your eyes, I am such a person who likes to face difficulties and think about everything that is afraid..."

The rabbi was taken aback by the question, and after he realized it, he was suddenly amused by me: "Then you can't sleep anymore?"

I pressed against his chest and nodded slightly.

"Why do you want to take a bath?"

"Want to be... warmer."

"It turned out to be even colder, right?"

"...You are so smart."

"What do you mean by "I'm so smart", are you an idiot, Ceci? Going to take a shower at such an early night, and walking around outside without drying your hair after washing, will you catch a cold? And you don't know how much Put on a sweater."

Although she wasn't wearing a sweater, she was wearing several layers...

But when it comes to the sweater, the rabbi suddenly remembered something, suddenly held my shoulder and pushed me away, quickly took off the sweater on his body, and helped me put it under the cloak.

It doesn't mean that you will gain a lot of fat immediately, but once you add this to the inside, your whole body will suddenly look bulging, like a ball, and a little bloated.

Not only that, he paused, and helped me put on the hood of the cloak; not only did he put it on, but he also did the same thing, tucking in all my hair except the bangs like the time on the boat , Not a single one was left out, only a big face was left outside.

Um?Wait, what's that look on your face, are you regretting not bringing your scarf?

So how obsessed are you with mummifying me?

I figured it out, he just didn't see me as a woman, he—he just liked to make me look ugly.

It may be that the grief, indignation and protest in my heart were too strong, and it all turned into a gurgle from my stomach.

I am a little embarrassed and want to hold it back, but the more I hold it, the more it barks; the more it barks, the louder it gets.

I:"……"

"Are you hungry?" The rabbi quickly picked me up and put me on the carpet, and then brought the milky bread that was supposed to be for himself from the table.

I was so greedy that I wanted to pick it up subconsciously, but when I raised my arm, I realized that the rabbi had already wrapped my hand into the sleeve of his overgrown sweater.

I:"……"

"Ah—it's okay, Sisi just doesn't need to move." The rabbi broke off a small piece from the top and fed it to my mouth.

The aroma of the cream came to my nostrils, I bit down reflexively, but because I bit too fast, my lips accidentally touched the rabbi's fingertips.

The rabbi hesitated.

I also froze, and quickly backed away a little, only to find that I just touched it and didn't bite, so I was relieved.

Because I was afraid that I would bite his fingers again when I ate like usual, I had no choice but to eat in small bites, but I didn't think that the smaller the bite, the smaller the pieces the rabbi would break.

...so you're feeding the hamster?

Have you forgotten what level of appetite I usually have...

And on the way, he went to pick up a cup of hot water, blew on it, and fed a sip of bread and a sip of water alternately. When he finally got rid of the small bag of bread, it was gone within 10 minutes.

Dare I say, this is definitely the slowest meal I've ever eaten in my life.

I sighed and was about to say something when the familiar pink and blue handkerchief that the rabbi used to wipe my mouth attracted my attention.

No, is this handkerchief still there?I had achieved that virtue in the ark before, and the clothes were all rotten, so it wasn't broken?How solid is this...

No, that's not the point. The point is that he uses this handkerchief no matter what he does, and he always feels a little pitiful...

No, when you go back to the room later, you must remember to give him some more.

As I made up my mind, I suddenly became tired and couldn't help yawning.

Although I tried my best to cover it up at the first moment, and even turned my head on purpose, the rabbi still spotted it with sharp eyes.

"Are you sleepy?" he asked.

"Not sleepy," I shook my head like a rattle, "not sleepy at all."

What are you sleepy, stay a little longer.

But while I was shaking, I yawned again.

"It's okay, don't worry about me, you can continue to work quickly." Because I was afraid that the rabbi would drive me back to sleep, I hurriedly said before him, "I'll just watch from the side, I promise not to disturb you, I promise I won't make a sound squeak."

"What do you mean by watching from the side... The temperature here is not as good as that in the room, and it is impossible to stay here all night." The rabbi really said that sentence. Not only did he say it, he also said He stood up and wanted to pull me up too, "And Sisi is so sleepy, let's go back, maybe I can fall asleep after lying on the bed for a while."

"...No," I arched immediately, stretched out the hand wrapped in my sleeve, grabbed his trousers, and looked up at him pitifully.Because it might be because I didn't hold it, the coldness that inexplicably started to surge again came out with a nasal voice, "You see, I am already like this, I have this virtue, you can't leave me alone. "

The rabbi was looking at me at first, but as soon as I said this, his eyes seemed to be burned by something, and he suddenly turned to the side, staggering my sight.

I:"……?"

I immediately began to reflect on whether my expression just now was too distorted.

But the rabbi quickly turned back, squatted down, as if nothing had happened, and gently touched my head through the hood: "...I'm not alone, I will wait until Sisi sleeps Let's go."

"Really?"

"Really, have I lied to Sisi?"

...Looking at your confident look, you must have really forgotten the 64 different reasons you said when you refused my flowers, right?

But I couldn't just say this, so I had to hum for a few seconds and confirm to him again: "Really?"

"really--"

The rabbi promised it several times, and finally moved out the bookman. Only then did I reluctantly believe it. I took his hand and stood up with his strength.

The rabbi asked me to wait for him at the door, and then he went to tidy up all the books that had been placed on the carpet before and put them back in their original places.

I obeyed obediently, but I don't know if it was because I was far away from him, I always felt colder.

It's strange, I've already eaten and drank enough, and I'm wearing an extra sweater, how could it be so cold.

And compared to the waves of chills gushing from the bottom of my heart before, this time it seems to be closer to the cold in the physiological sense.

It's as if... the blood in his whole body has been frozen.

I couldn't help jumping up and down on the spot, seeing the rabbi tidying up and walking towards me with a notebook in his hand from a distance, just about to smile at him, when he opened his mouth, he suddenly let out a white breath.

I:"???"

Wait, what is this?Why did it suddenly turn into ice?

But it's really... so cold...

It was so cold that the stiffness pierced through my brain, and my whole body was in pain like a pinprick. Even my legs began to feel weak, and within a few breaths, I couldn't even stand up.

In the last tilted field of vision, the rabbi suddenly became panicked, and a figure running towards me.

... it's over.

At the end of consciousness, I thought a little dazedly.

No kidding, my blood... seems to be really frozen.

The author has something to say:

Sisi is fine, just to scare the rabbi... No, it's just a level of holiness, her blood is different from ordinary people, no matter how much you toss, it's okay, don't be afraid.

By the way, the medical staff were all tossed up this night.

Allen: "It's true that both of you...you are still involved in being alone, and the rabbi, don't look at me like that, I've never gotten along with Ceci like this before! I wouldn't hold her like this— —Enough is enough, don’t worry! I’ve never recited it before!”

Sisi: "Wait, no, I just fell like this? Just let me fall like this? What about coaxing you to sleep? What about coaxing you to sleep on the same bed?"

Allen: "Didn't you say you're on the same bed..."

Sweet or not!This chapter is really sweet!But I had a warning and I was so stupid, so don’t say I’m TUT

The two of them just really don't think about that... especially there is the precedent of Alian and Li Nali, they have hugged before...

So these two people are using selfless and seemingly reasonable reasons as a cover, and then with their own small thoughts, trying to hug each other...

Asking for comments as always——There is no motivation if there are fewer comments——

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Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Meow Meow Pill;

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