[Exorcist Boy] The whole world thinks I'm a cannon fodder

Me: "...With all due respect, you seem to have exposed something."

"Cough, don't worry about it so much." Allen quickly piled up his own mountain of food on the table, and after comparing it with mine, he suddenly proposed on a whim, "By the way, why don't you compare who will eat first after a long time?" over?"

"Alian," I looked him up and down in a very complicated mood, "you are so childish."

"Is that coming?"

I didn't answer immediately, but pretended to be thinking. Unexpectedly, in the next second, Allen saw through my little trick, buried his head at the same time as me, and started to eat.

In this way, after four years, between our old enemies, the ultimate competition with parasitic dignity as the bet began again.

...well, actually the two of us used to play this a lot when we were kids.

I still remember the first time I played, because I was inexperienced, I ate too fast and too fast, and two people choked to death at the same time.At that time, Master was concentrating on meeting women outside, and Martha also went to the town for business, so scared that Baba held us upside down and shook us for a long time, which made Yalian and I's head congested with blood.

But how could a mere unfavorable start stop us from moving forward. In the next few days, as long as Baba didn't take a look, Allen and I would have a big competition, and the outcome was basically [-]-[-].

And this time—about 10 minutes later, the mountain of food piled up on the dining table was swept away, and I narrowly beat Allen by five seconds, winning the first big victory in the comeback battle.

Afterwards, Allen and I hiccupped contentedly and left the cafeteria.

After walking for a while, I saw a long line going down the stairs from a distance. Everyone was breathing heavily, and they were still holding various materials and equipment.

"Ah, everyone in the science class."

"What are they moving?"

"It should be preparing for the study of the devil's egg." Allen paused, "In any case, we have already done what we can, and the rest can only be handed over to Mr. Comui They're gone."

I had no interest in these, and my heart was indifferent, so I didn't talk to them.

"Speaking of which, Ceci," but Allen suddenly withdrew his gaze and turned to me abruptly, "Are you really alright?"

My heart skipped a beat, thinking that he had seen something, and was about to speak, but was suddenly knocked over by someone sprinting past me.When I stood still, I looked again, only to see the back of a golden head with a long hat fringe on the top of the hat, and a strong fragrance of roses bloomed in the air from nowhere.

"Get out of the way, get out of the way! I definitely want to see Miss Li Nali this time——!!!!"

"...it's Mr. Mo," Allen leaned over and told me, "it seems that since we returned to the headquarters, he has been secretly trying to visit Li Nali, but he has never succeeded, and every time he has been rejected by Komuy. The head of the room blocked it with traps... I heard from Mr. Jerry that once he even dispatched Comlin 24 and chased it all the way to the cafeteria."

"No, you call this sneaking?" I caught one of the key words, and my eyes widened in disbelief.

If this is called sneaking, is there still justice in the world?

"It should have been broken...?" Allen's expression was also very subtle.

Sure enough, within a minute, there was a rumbling sound from the corner in front of us, and then, a robot that had left countless people with a very serious psychological shadow ran out chasing Zhang Mo, Not only did he inhumanely beat this wishful thinking branch chief, but he also ruthlessly confiscated his tool for committing the crime—the bouquet of roses that smelled so fragrant just looking at them.

"Well, Sisi," Allen looked at the large-scale tragedy scene in front of him, the corners of his mouth twitched a few times, "To be on the safe side, let's, let's go another way."

However, after changing direction, we hadn’t gone far before we met Kanda who was diligently mopping the floor, watering flowers and spraying air freshener in the corridor.

That's right, it's Kanda.

...I haven't come out for two or three days, right?Why does it feel like the world is different?

"Ah, it's the artof Kanda made by Marshal Tiedore!" Allen introduced it to me enthusiastically, "How is it? It looks exactly the same as the deity in appearance, right? And it can move! Personality and so on This deity is much better, no matter how you bully—I mean, no matter how you get along with him, you won’t lose your face, you see, like this..."

stop!What are you doing!Wait, no, just thinking about it now is not good!

Before Allen did anything strange to that artof Kanda, I hurriedly dragged him away.

This time, I didn't encounter any weird things again.

"Speaking of which," I looked at Tim who had been flying in front of us, "I wanted to ask before, is Tim a little bigger than before?"

"Sisi also found out?" Allen paused, "It seems that during this period of time, I have more or less...really become stronger."

"But it's still incomparable to when I was a child." Thinking of the golden fat ball that was several laps bigger than a leather ball and was heavy to hug, I immediately sighed emotionally.

"Back then Tim's master was still Master!" Allen was dissatisfied.

"Speaking of Master," I asked, "have you seen him these two days?"

"Huh? No."

"I didn't either... Wait, he didn't run away again, did he?"

"Don't worry about this," Allen said, "Mr. Komuyi is not a vegetarian, it is said that he has protected people for 24 hours."

"Put away that gloating little expression of yours."

"...With all due respect, Ceci, the person who has the least right to say anything about me is you."

"By the way," I asked after a while, "How are Miss Anita and the others?"

"I heard that I have been safely escorted back to Guangdong by the people from the Asian branch." Until this moment, Allen showed some expressions that a person who has suffered so much should have, but almost immediately, he was used by him again with that gentle expression. His smile covered it up, "No matter what, it's really great to be able to go back safe and sound."

Yes, because there was supposed to be no going back.

——"I really want to accompany Master Kuros...to watch the rain again."

"Then before she left... did it rain?"

"What?" Allen didn't seem to hear clearly.

"It's nothing." I shook my head nonchalantly, walked for a while, and suddenly asked another person casually, "What about George? He went back too?"

"George?" Allen obviously didn't expect me to mention such an almost irrelevant person, paused, and then replied, "No, he has already been accepted as a disciple by Marshal Tiedore."

In other words, after all, is it necessary to become a "companion" who works together?

My eyelashes droop slightly.

"What's the matter, Sisi? Why are you asking this all of a sudden?"

"...Where are you going now?" I looked at the fork in front of me and asked without answering.

"I'm going to visit the ark, where's Sisi?"

"Then I'll go back to my room."

After parting at the fork in the road, I had just walked two steps forward when I was stopped by Allen again.

"Wait a minute, Ceci, I still don't feel right—along the way, you asked the master, you asked Miss Anita, you even asked George, and you didn't say a word about the rabbi. "

I paused, and slowly turned my head to look at him.

Yeah, why?

If it was me in the past, I would have sneaked over to see him as soon as I was able to get out of bed, looking for reasons, or even creating reasons if I had no reason.Taking a ten thousand step back, even if you are not ashamed to take a step in action, you will definitely ask Allen when you catch him just now.

But I don't.

But... why not?

— because of fear.

The hand hanging by my side moved reflexively.

It was because I knew better than anyone that something was different that I didn't dare to face him.

The eyes of the scholar family are so good, I am afraid that he will see it.

I can see the rampant, dark hostility in my heart that I can't suppress most of the time.

I don't know why, but... I don't want to be seen by him.

Me: "...You may not believe me, but I originally planned to save the question until the finale, but I forgot about it as soon as we started chatting."

"It's like something you would do." Allen laughed, "But the relationship between you two has been really good these days, and now I finally believe that you really like Rabbi."

"There seems to be something wrong? Didn't you believe it before?"

"Because at that time, Sisi really didn't see anything in his eyes, unlike now, as long as the rabbi is mentioned, the eyes will glow."

"...Suddenly become very artistic, Allen."

"Huh? Why did you touch my forehead... what are you doing! You don't have a fever!"

"Wait, there is still something wrong—since you never believed that I really liked the rabbi before, why do you keep helping me with advice? Don't be afraid that this will make the rabbi turn out of control Do you like me?"

"...That's not it." Allen's eyes shifted guiltily, "Doesn't it mean that no matter how hard you try, the rabbi can't possibly fall in love with you?"

I:"?"

I:"???"

Although, don't bring, don't bring such contemptuous people!

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After parting from Allen, I thought about it, and instead of going back to my room, I went directly to Master.

After calming down, I realized that not only did I not have time to tell Master about the inexplicable singing and the old house in Rhodes' dream, but I even forgot about the photo Miss Anita mentioned.

It's just that I didn't expect that Master was not in the room arranged for him by the religious group, so I missed it the first time I went.

However, this is just the beginning. In the next few days, no matter when I raid, the answer I get is guaranteed to be——

"The marshal went to drink again."

"The marshal was back before, but now he's out again."

"The marshal is still not here."

"I wish you had come five minutes earlier."

"The Marshal just left."

So that every time I go, I can only look at each other in embarrassment with the young guards sent by Komyi to protect Master—so this so-called 24-hour protection is actually to see the gate?

In the end, there was nothing I could do, so I had to ask the guard to tell Master that he must find someone to call me when he comes back.

But it's been several days, and I still haven't received a single summons.

——I seriously suspect that Master just doesn't want to see me on purpose.

It was okay before, it didn't matter, but now it's different, I'm still in a hurry to talk to him about something serious.

But the problem is, it's not that I haven't squatted at the door of Master's room before, but as long as I squat, Master can really insist on not coming back all night, and I can't help it.In the end, I really had nothing to do. After I went to Herbraska to re-measure the synchronization rate, I simply hid in the room and studied my own holiness.

It is similar to what has been guessed all the time. Once the synchronization rate is increased, the range of control can be extended to the whole body-now not only the arms, but also the blood flowing from other parts can be controlled freely after short-term intensive training.

Ah - it's really not easy.

After so many years, I, after all but myself, have finally followed the glorious threshold of the second stage of holiness.

This is certainly something to celebrate.

But I didn't feel happy or anything, instead I was hit head-on with a huge emptiness and bewilderment.

I feel a little like a rabbi.

I want to... go to him.

According to Allen, both Rabbi and Kanda are still locked in the ward, because they are currently the key surveillance objects of the head nurse because of the previous attempted escape.

That is, as long as I go to visit a doctor, I can see him.

But I have never been there.

Growing up, there were times when I felt like I didn't fit in with the people around me.

For example, every time the church holds a funeral, for example, when seeing Siman being swallowed by butterflies, and for example, the farewell to the crew at sea.

I can't understand their strong, heavy, and even painful emotions.

It's like being trapped in the deep sea all the time. No matter how scorching the sun above, no matter how violent the wind and rain are, they will always reach me through the dark and thick sea water.

But after experiencing Rhodes' illusion, it seemed that a big hand appeared out of thin air, and suddenly pulled me out of the impenetrable water.The dripping water rolled down, and the cold air poured into my heart and lungs unexpectedly. Before I had any preparations, I faced the ugliest jealousy, the most irrepressible hatred, and the strangest timidity.

It turns out that jealousy, hatred, and boredom are such feelings.

It turns out that admiration, longing and fear...is this kind of feeling.

For the first time in my life, I wanted to quit.

I was afraid that the rampant hostility would make me unable to control myself and do something in front of others—in front of the rabbi.

And I'm afraid that once I really do something, it will be hard to recover in the real sense.

I took a deep breath, buried my face in the pillow, and rolled around on the bed several times with the pillow in my arms, until my whole body was in a mess, and I managed to suppress the chill that was lingering in my chest all the time. a little.

Then, through the hair that was stuck in front of her eyes, she raised her eyes as if being drawn, and saw the black and green hair tie that she put on the head of the bed.

It's... the headband that the rabbi lent me.

Since I haven't seen it since I got back to the headquarters, I haven't returned it to him.

I didn't know what was wrong with me, so I got up suddenly, took the hair tie, got out of bed barefoot, walked to the mirror, imitated the rabbi's usual appearance, and put it on my head.

- Knock knock.

The knock on the door sounded at this moment.

Usually people would come to the room to look for me, except for Allen and Li Nali, there were only staff members who came to convey Komyi's orders.

Without any fluctuation in my heart, I pulled on the slippers, walked slowly over, grabbed the doorknob, and clicked it open.

But he didn't want to see the face he had been thinking about day and night suddenly behind the door.

The author has something to say:

Today's main course is talking.

Here are 10 days of rabbis that Sisi didn't know about——

The first day: When I woke up from the hospital bed, my mind suddenly became sober as never before. Cecilia Marian keeps her distance, can't... come closer.

The next day: I don’t know how Sisi’s injury is. Well, if she gets better, she should sneak over to see us right away, so we must always be prepared (alienated from her).

Day [-]: Sisi didn't come yesterday, but it feels like he should come today.Really, don’t stare at me anymore, you panda, I’m really ready, and I’ll keep a good distance when the time comes, just like at the beginning, try not to pick her up, and try not to look at her all the time She, it's the safest to keep the previous relationship... No, forget it, the previous one won't work, it's too distant, it's okay to get closer, a little closer.

Day [-]: I heard that Ceci was able to leave the ward, so she must have not come because, like me and Yu, she was being watched by the head nurse and couldn't escape... If you say that, she will definitely come today.

Day [-]: Ceci still didn't come yesterday, maybe he just left the ward and needs to recuperate, but one day's recuperation should be enough, he will definitely come today, wait a little longer.

Day [-]: Li Nali and Miranda came to visit us. They inquired about it intentionally or unintentionally. They said that Sisi was normal these days, so why didn't she come?

Day [-]: Ahhh what the hell is Sisi doing?She just doesn't worry about me... us at all?

Day [-]: Why isn't Sisi here yet?

Day Nine: Sisi, Sisi Sisi Sisi Sisi——

Day [-]: At the beginning, I couldn't help but ask Allen and the others what Sisi was doing these days, so it really was something I did wrong that made her unhappy...?Why doesn't she come to see me?

Today: The head nurse said that I can leave the ward, that’s great—I think about it, should I go to the cafeteria first, or should I go to see the devil’s egg that Liba and the others got, I’m very interested in that and Ark Yes, by the way, and by the way, find a chance to be alone with the old panda man and ask him about the Ark... By the way, Sisi is not in the cafeteria, nor is he in the research room. In my room?Wait, why did you come to the dormitory all of a sudden?Forget it...it's nothing if you think about it carefully, anyway, I can control myself, as long as I maintain the current relationship and don't get closer, so, so...

—I can't hold it anymore, I want to see Sisi, I want to...see her right away.

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I'm back, are you still there QAQ

There are too many words in today's post, so I will come here first and ask for comments, boboha——