[Exorcist Boy] The whole world thinks I'm a cannon fodder

But I soon discovered that not being ranked has the advantage of not being ranked——

All of them, not to mention cheating corpses, came out of the coffin with crooked mouths and eyes, bursting veins, as if suffering from some kind of convulsion, and surrounded the rabbi with a hideous expression. What on earth were they trying to do?

Compared to a child who can't see his face clearly, this is a serious ghost story...

"Rabbi, you...you really..." Crowley walked in the front, his eyes full of panic, "have you abandoned us?"

The rabbi was taken aback by the question, and at the same time, Kanda who was closest to him suddenly drew his sword.

In a hurry, the rabbi could only jump back reflexively, but because he couldn't dodge in time, the black turban on his head was cut off by the sharp knife, fell off, and floated on the deep black water.

But in the next second, the water level that had already passed his waist suddenly began to drop sharply, and instead, hundreds of coffins piled up from under his feet to the air wall in front of me.

All of a sudden, the coffins piled up like a mountain trembled, and one after another, familiar or unfamiliar figures crawled out of them, swarming towards their target—the rabbi.

"Never open your heart to anyone, and never stay anywhere, just as a bystander, observing all this..."

"That's why in this world, there is no place to "go back", and there is no one to talk to."

Rhodes paused, the sweet and cruel voice and the voice of the "fake rabbi" sitting on the boat overlapped strangely.

"This is the best punishment for this child who chose to become a scholar."

I heard the words and looked at her.

"By the way, Ceci," Rhodes and I looked at each other, and the corners of the lips suddenly curled up with a hint of mischief, "You don't know yet, do you? This kid's past."

...Who would talk about his past when he sees people when he has nothing to do, let alone the rabbi, I don't know the past of Li Nali, Crowley, and Kanda.

"I really don't know," Rhodes looked more cheerful, "It's so pitiful, as a "companion", I am not trusted at all."

Although I didn't even want to be his "companion" at all, it really hurts to hear this.

"Then... do Li Nali and Kanda know about it?" I took a deep breath and decided to ask.

"I don't know." Rhodes seemed to be admiring my sad expression, "In the entire church, there is no one who knows."

"Oh," I immediately balanced, "That's quite a bowl of water."

Rhodes: "?"

I ignored this immediately obvious provocation, and turned my attention back to the rabbi.

There is already a fight over there.

The rabbi who was besieged stood in the center of the crowd, with his eyes closed tightly, only relying on the dagger that appeared in his hand to defend himself, while eagerly looking for the exit.

He dared not look.

However, even if you can't see it, the hundreds of voices calling "Rabbi", the muffled sound of sharp knives cutting through the flesh, and the wailing and mourning full of pain, are like sea waves. Hitting him from all directions made his movements slower and stiffer, and even the hand holding the dagger trembled uncontrollably.

Although it is a spiritual world, the scenes and characters are so realistic that even from my perspective as a bystander, I feel...he is really killing his companions.

"Rabbi," Li Nali's eyes continued to shed tears of blood, "why did you abandon us? Are we...not companions?"

"Yeah, why?" Crowley complained tremblingly, "Why, Rabbi?"

The rabbi's body finally became sluggish, and at this moment, a pale face suddenly appeared in the shadow behind him, a cold light flashed, and the long knife shaped like Liu Huan suddenly slashed down.

"Rabbi! Behind!"

As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I suddenly remembered that I was still isolated, even if I shouted here, he couldn't hear anything.

But for some reason, the rabbi seemed to have really heard the warning, rolled to the side in time, and swung his knife with his backhand to draw an arc in the air, temporarily forcing the attacking people away from him.

Then he turned his head slightly, closed his eyes and turned in my direction, moved his lips several times, and finally called out with a trace of uncertainty, "Cersi...?"

……Um?

Wait, what's going on?Could it be--could it be that my emotions at that moment were too intense, which led to a miracle and successfully sent the voice over?

... No matter how you think about it, it's impossible!

I immediately raised my hand and touched it tentatively, and sure enough, I found that the air wall separating me from the rabbi had disappeared at some point.

I didn't miss the treacherous smile on the corner of Rhode's mouth, but ran over without hesitation.

At first, I was still worried about how to break through this heavy wall of people. After I found that these people were all set to be rabbis, and none of them answered me, I decisively pushed them away while stepping on the coffin and squeezed through.

"Rabbi!"

Unexpectedly, before I got close, the cold light passed by, cutting off a few strands of my hair, and at the same time forced me to retreat a few steps.

"Don't come here!" The rabbi closed his eyes tightly, and there was even a hint of tremor in his voice.

Looking at him like this, he probably doesn't want to stab me very much, but I seriously doubt that if I forcefully step forward now, he is very likely to kill his friends righteously.

This is probably treating me as a dummy made by Rhodes, but in the current situation, even if I say that I am not——will he believe it?

"Don't be in a daze, Rabbi! Have you forgotten what I taught you before?" The "fake bookman" who got off the boat at some point and was hiding among the crowd shouted loudly, "They are all just human beings. "Ink on paper" is just a part of the shape of history, are you going to just let these "ink" be slaughtered?"

"Hurry up and kill them all!"

The rabbi gritted his teeth sharply.

Seeing that the situation was wrong, I quickly took a few steps back and found a relatively safe position behind the people.

But going on like this is not an option, I hesitated, grabbed the knife from Jonny next to me, and went straight to the "fake rabbi" who was still sitting firmly on the boat.

He didn't even have the slightest intention of avoiding it, and just let me approach indifferently.

Even before I became familiar with him, I had never seen such an expression on the rabbi's face—gloomy, indifferent, and with some unmistakable sarcasm. No hope, no trust in the world at all.

— the blade goes empty.

After realizing that this person was just like Rhodes' phantom, invisible and invisible, I didn't stop, immediately shifted my target, and killed several people in a row like chopping melons and vegetables.

I don't have as many scruples as the rabbi, and I don't feel the pain at all, just——

I was the one who stabbed you, can you stop calling the rabbi's name so heartbreakingly?

I went back to the rabbi's neighborhood with a lot of killing and scratching. Just as I was about to secretly help him reduce his workload, I heard that "fake book man" instilled a lot of messy things into him.

I:"……"

I simply wiped the old man's neck with a knife.

But what I never expected was that although this person could be met, he was unkillable.With a head that was about to fall off, he was still chattering like a mountain, trying to break down the rabbi's spirit with his mouth.

I had no choice but to fight back with my mouth cannon.

"Wake up, Rabbi, why do you believe everything? If Li Nali knew that you regarded these ugly living dead as them, she would definitely cry!"

"Your real companions are still outside waiting for you to go out. These are all fake, fake and shoddy products! They are counterfeit products!"

"Think about it with your clever little head, would Crowley say something like "hate you"? Would Kanda draw a sword at one of his own people-this seems to be true, no, I mean Yes, even if he really knows how to draw a sword, will he choose to sneak attack from behind? Although I don't know for sure, let's just assume he can't!"

"Anyway, you just listen to me, you're right, don't waste time on these fakes, there are so many feelings, let's save them for use outside!"

I babbled as I beat him to death by stabbing those who jumped at him.After babbling, when I turned my head, I found that the rabbi was eagerly looking around with his eyes closed, as if trying to determine where I was.

...Then you should open your eyes.

"Sisi," he murmured, holding the dagger in his hand tightly, as if he was afraid of waking up, "won't you... attack me?"

"Why am I attacking you, so you just haven't realized it until now..."

Um?and many more.

Think about it carefully, no matter who is in my current position in our team, I will definitely help him?Then how...how does it look special?

"—So you just haven't realized that I was formed based on...your own inner memory?" I changed my words in a second.

"Deep in your heart, in your subconscious mind, you think I'm different from other people, from them," I said shamelessly amidst those moans as I chopped melons and vegetables, " I don't know how to explain it to you, anyway, you are very sure that I will not hurt you, so I will definitely not hurt you."

"Is...is that so? It's because I believe so firmly that Ceci..."

Is it really okay for you to believe this rhetoric so easily?

Although I know it's not, but no matter how you look at it, it looks more like that kind of trend-to gain your trust first, and then when you are convinced, make a 360° face change and stab you backhand--right?

But am I stupid to teach him not to trust me at such a critical juncture?

I immediately nodded seriously: "That's right, you guessed right."

So leave Nari Lee alone, too!Never mind!Kanda!up!It may feel like cheating, but quickly realize that I am the one who will stick with you no matter what!

The rabbi seemed really touched by it.

However, the moment he was about to open his eyes to look at me, my eyes suddenly blurred. When I realized it, I had already flew more than ten meters away in an instant, and fell into the river water barely reaching my calf.

"Really, I underestimated you." Rhode's voice rang in his ears abruptly, "He pulled that child out with just a few words."

A bad premonition suddenly rose in my heart, and when I got up wet all over, I found that the wall of air was erected in front of me again.

Without hesitation, I raised the knife and stabbed it. As a result, there was a crisp "clang", and the tip of the knife was directly shattered.

Rhodes: "Give up, I won't let you participate again."

I ignored her, and after I saw the rabbi who was looking around in panic in the crowd but couldn't find me, and the "fake rabbi" and "fake bookman" who appeared behind him, I finally realized that I might really want to over.

I became a "spectator" again.

I just watched them helplessly, and pushed the person I dragged out with great difficulty back to the deep black muddy swamp little by little.

"Speaking of which, Ceci, you still don't know anything about this kid's past," a devilish voice sounded in his ears, "Want to see it?"

No, I don't want to.

At the same time, an elderly voice suddenly sounded in my mind.

——"I agree with you as my heir."

what……?

I'm stuck.

Then came a completely unfamiliar picture - in the endless golden wheat field, the little child happily followed behind the little old man, walking and walking, suddenly a breeze blew, and the child turned his head as if being pulled by something , I saw dandelions flying all over the sky.

"who is it……"

I looked over subconsciously, and saw the rabbi hugging his head in pain.

"Who is reading my memory..."

……it's me.

I felt a chill for no reason, but I couldn't stop those memories from pouring into my mind one after another.

When I saw him experiencing war for the first time, he was confused and panicked.

I saw him who was hit by a stray bullet for the first time, with a persistent high fever and on the verge of death, but still clutching Shuweng's hair tightly.

I saw him going to the recording location for the first time.

I saw him as he came to the Black Order for the first time.

I finally know that the successor of the original scholar does not need feelings.

I finally know that he has been through 48 wars, and he has... 48 names.

——"Wherever we go, there is war, war, war. Human beings are really stupid. Now I finally understand."

I saw him embarking on the journey with joy and anticipation, but after being disappointed again and again, he completely closed his heart. The more he smiled, the more indifferent his eyes became.

——"Great, the current rabbi can finally look into my eyes and speak properly."

I saw him destroying his friend who had turned into a demon with his own hands, and saving the teenager and ten-year-old girl, but he fell to his knees on the ground as if he was overwhelmed.Even though he covered his eyes with his hands, even though he didn't make any sound, the tears still cut his cheeks uncontrollably and fell to the ground.

I finally knew that the rabbi was not just the rabbi I knew.

"Stop snooping!"

But I don't want to see it, don't show it to me.

But Rhodes did not stop.

The "fake rabbi" on the opposite side didn't stop either.

"Scholars don't need companions, have you forgotten? Don't have close friendships with others. This is the most basic requirement for a scholar, right?"

"do not talk."

"Although you say such things on your lips, in the past two years in the church, you have gradually begun to regard those people as companions."

"……do not talk."

"Did you find out, when you were with them, you couldn't tell whether your smile was real or not, didn't you?"

"I told you to stop talking!"

The rabbi raised his head abruptly, his eyes eagerly flicked over one person after another around him.

"...Are you looking for Cecilia Marian?" "Fake Rabbi" smiled sarcastically, "Do you really think that "Ceci" is special? Do you really think that she is different from others? Can you guarantee that after she knows the truth and what kind of person you really are, she will continue to get along with you like before?"

"What about you? What about you? If she also turns into the appearance of these people, do you dare to say that you really won't attack her?"

Finally, the last trace of blood on the rabbi's face faded away: "No, I..."

Following his hasty retreat, an ace of spades suddenly slipped off his body without warning and floated on the water.

"It's something I dropped," came a familiar voice, and the white-haired boy appeared in front of him out of nowhere, leaning down to pick up the blood-stained poker card with the same gentleness as before, "You've been hiding it all this time." The book writer is carrying it with him."

"Allen..."

In the next second, flames rose from the ground, and for a moment, the only sound left in the narrow and empty river was Alian's heart-piercing screams.

"Allen!!!!!!"

"What, your sad expression."

The "fake rabbi" twitched the corner of his mouth indifferently.

"If this is unbearable, what should we do next?"

As soon as he finished speaking, I saw "myself" suddenly appearing behind the crowd. Under the gaze of all the living dead, I walked over in a panic: "Allen? Rabbi? Why..."

The black hammer in the hand of the "fake rabbi" turned.

"Sentence! Fire!"

"No, no, no, no! Don't!!!" The rabbi rushed towards him subconsciously, and there was even a trace of fear that almost rose to the extreme in his trembling voice, "Please! Only her, don't—"

"The embers of the fire!"

What answered him was another charred corpse.

"Give up. No one will ever be willing or able to be by your side. You will always be alone... This is your destiny as a scholar."

I saw that the rabbi's face was pale and his pupils shrank sharply.Even though I had just peeked into all his past, I had never seen such a look on his face, as if he had lost his soul, and was frozen in place without moving.

I saw those familiar faces approaching again, and a sharp knife pierced his body mercilessly.

I saw him finally break down, finally fall.

His chest seemed to be ripped hard by something.

Immediately afterwards, there was an unprecedented, fine-grained depression and discomfort, which almost overwhelmed me.

"As a scholar, I'm completely incompetent." I heard Rhodes comment lightly, "But how about the color? Pretty? It's blood-like red."

Yes, the red that is pierced with a knife, can't it be beautiful?

"Hey - you didn't even show a painful expression, Sisi, aren't you sad? Yes! Let me tell you one more thing, the rabbi's heart is dead, and now the people outside are real scholars, And he's fighting Allen."

Speaking of fighting, with Allen's character, is it possible to fight back?A one-sided beating is more or less the same.

"Ah, he actually wanted to burn Allen to death with fire, what a cruel boy."

Otherwise what?With lightning?It is impossible to judge with wood, it is used to change the weather.

"—Are you finally angry, Sisi?"

"Yeah," I imitated her previous tone, "I'm a little angry."

"So," I turned to her, "can you, please, disappear from my presence?"

Rhodes smiled and suddenly changed color.

The moment Rhode's phantom collapsed, the air wall blocking me also shattered.

Immediately afterwards, I saw the complexion of the "fake rabbi" in front of me change suddenly. The rabbi who he watched fell down with his own eyes and should have been out of breath got up tremblingly, and plunged the dagger in his hand into it without hesitation. into Allen's charred body.

The coffins piled up like mountains and hundreds of thousands of living dead disappeared without a trace at this moment, and in the empty river channel, only the black cool river water barely reaching the calf remained.

I paused, and walked slowly through the water.

"Sisi..." Hearing the sound, the rabbi turned his head with difficulty, and saw that it was me, although he was panting heavily from the pain, he still held the corner of his mouth reluctantly.The hand that wasn't covering the bloody abdomen stretched out towards me reflexively, as if wanting to touch me irresistibly, but in the middle of it, slowly closed it, put it down, and only asked, " Great, are you... all right..."

I've been... fine.

I moved my lips, seeing his body swaying, just subconsciously wanted to support him, the next second, Li Nali's mournful cry suddenly poured into my ears.

I opened my eyes and looked at the dilapidated hall, which was now cramped and suffocated by the raging flames, and finally realized that I had returned to reality.

But back to reality...then what?

— to go to him.

— hurry up and get to him.

Who is this "he"?

Rabbi?

I don't know, but at this time, there is no one else.

Compared with Shang's still a little stiff brain, my body reacted one step earlier - I stood up slowly with the help of the stone pillar, and stretched out my hand towards the burning flame in front of me without any hesitation.

— not hot.

Because the ones who want to burn... aren't we.

I stepped forward, step by step, slowly but firmly towards the center of the flame.

Gradually, the air became thinner and hotter, and breathing became more and more difficult.

But I finally met him.

In the deepest part of the crimson flames, I saw the boy I liked, holding his black hammer, half-kneeling on the ground without a trace of resistance, with his eyes closed, waiting firmly and alone for the coming of death.

——"Give up, no one will ever be willing or able to be by your side, you will always... be alone."

Is it really.

I walked over, and it took a lot of effort to move the big hammer that was in the way aside, then leaned over and hugged him.

But why?

What the hell am I doing here?

I really like this person, to this extent?

I do not know.

I didn't know it myself, so I simply stopped thinking about it, and just closed my eyes and hugged him tightly.

All of a sudden, the soft sound of the cloth rubbing against each other, the slight itchiness caused by the scraping of the hair on the cheek, and the heat generated by the close fitting of the body, were all magnified countless times in the sky filled with firelight, and became extraordinarily clear , and also extraordinarily...real.

--it's OK.

——It doesn't matter, this time, I will definitely accompany you.

... Strange, how to put it like this is the same as last time.

I was a little dazed and a little dazed.

I don't know how long it took, but I seemed to hear the sound of my own blood flowing, and then, a sharp tearing pain came from the shoulder blade without warning, as if something broke through the skin, and a large and violent surge came out. out.

Spread out, stretch out, then vibrate—

"You won't be alone."

For a moment, I was a little unsure who I was speaking to.

"Because, I will always... be by your side."

—Even death cannot separate us.

The author has something to say:

The boy and the ten-year-old girl mentioned in the article come from the rabbi's official novel "No.40 Nine Names"

The first friend the rabbi made after he joined the order, because of the death of a little girl called the earl of the millennium, he turned into a demon, and was finally destroyed by the rabbi himself.

#Rod's dream is about to start to play its true role#

By the way, I think this chapter is super sweet!Super sweet!There is a plot that I really, really, really like!Can anyone guess?Excited boo boo --

And cute guys, why don’t you leave a comment separately (roll

[As usual, can I use your little jiojio to step on the author's favorite duck in the column (～￣▽￣～)】

By the way, grandma will collect in advance:

It’s time to thank the benefactor for feeding——

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 2 clam clam;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution:

I always like Guda 343 bottles;

24 bottles of nail paper;

10 bottles of Qing, Hera, whatever;

257650065 bottles;

2 bottles of seven sugars;

1 bottle of Tanaka Hanasaki;

Holding it up is a [-]-meter sprint!Chirp!