[Exorcist Boy] The whole world thinks I'm a cannon fodder

Of course we didn't go back and continued eating.

How can there be such a time, the dog-nosed Noah has already appeared, for Meiling's personal safety, and not to hurt the residents of this town, we can only get on the road as soon as possible, and take the initiative to meet the explorers sent by the Asian branch to meet Meiling.

So we set out with great hope and extreme caution.

It's just that we don't know yet at this time, the end of hope is often extremely cruel.

——It can only be said that the enemy's plan is too thorough.

Link after link, first use dozens of demons in ambush to exhaust Meiling's physical strength, then use the plan of the tiger to leave the mountain to separate us from Alian and Li Nali, and finally join the battle in person by surprise, in front of The faces of all of us destroyed Meiling's holiness.

Although as early as the time when Marshal Iika was attacked, the church had already learned that both the Earl of the Millennium and Noah had the ability to destroy the sanctity, but this is the first time we have faced this scene directly.

After the incident, everyone blamed themselves.

Meiling has been curled up on the bed with her back facing us since she came back, her shoulders trembling, and she was sobbing softly.

Li Nali pushed us out of the room with a heavy heart, and comforted her for a long time, but still had little effect.

But there is no way, after all, the destruction of holiness is an indisputable fact.

Even if she could no longer accept it emotionally, when the explorers from the Asian branch arrived, Li Nali could only entrust Meiling to him and leave with us.

"That," I deliberately waited until I walked a certain distance, and then pretended to suddenly think of something to break the silence, "I seem to have left something in that small courtyard just now."

Everyone was stunned.

"What?" the rabbi asked first, "Is it important?"

"Well," I nodded, "it's... something my master entrusted to me for safekeeping."

Allen Fu went to his heart and blurted out: "Ah, is that one?"

which?I haven't figured out which one myself, or can I use "something" instead?

I didn't change my expression: "Yes, that's the one."

Allen: "Then I'll go back with you..."

"Well, let me go back with Ceci to get it," the rabbi pulled out the small hammer, "Everyone just keep going, we will catch up soon."

If this were normal, I would definitely wish to have an intimate time with him alone, but this time I really can't.

"—It's overkill to activate holiness." Seeing that the rabbi was about to make the hammer bigger, I quickly held down his hand, "Besides, isn't the current plan to act as low-key as possible? What's the matter with flying in the sky with a hammer? It’s too conspicuous—I’ll just run back by myself.”

"Ah... That's right," Rabbi paused, and put the hammer back intact, "Then let's..."

"No, no, no, there's no need to bother one more person when you're running, I'll come back as soon as I go, you guys keep going, I'll catch up right away!"

I backed away while talking to them, and after I finished speaking, I didn't give the rabbi any time to react, turned around and ran away.

Fortunately, although they were puzzled, they did not delve into it.

After confirming again and again that no one was following me, I ran all the way back to the courtyard where I borrowed just now.

As I expected, people are still there.This young man from the Asian Exploration Force probably wanted to give Mei Ling more time, and wait for the child's emotions to calm down before sending her home.He was guarding the courtyard at the moment, and when he saw me coming back, he was surprised: "Master Exorcist? Why are you back?"

"I left something behind, but I don't remember exactly where it was. Maybe... I need to look for it for a while."

As I answered, I walked over, and when I got close, I raised my head and stared into his eyes calmly.

"So, I need you to stand at the door, and if anyone with me comes back, ask the same question again."

The explorer's eyes froze invisibly, then nodded as usual, turned around and walked to the courtyard gate.

I just opened the door and entered the house.

"Li Nali, is that you..."

Perhaps hearing the sound from outside, the small figure reflected on the screen moved, as if sitting up from the bed.

"It's not Li Nali," I walked around the screen, "little sister Meiling."

...No, am I that scary?

The moment you saw that it was me, the blood on your face faded away, and even your pupils couldn't help but start to shrink. It made me think that I was the kind of old witch who specially persecuted little princesses in fairy tales. ah?

I took a deep breath, dragged a chair and sat down in front of the bed. In order to show my friendliness, I specially changed my address to something more affectionate: "Baby Meiling?"

Meiling: "..."

All right, she shrank directly to the corner this time.

How should I put it, with Master's teaching... No, I mean, under the subtle influence of Allen, I have always believed that I am a gentle, considerate, kind and enthusiastic person.

But now, it's obviously not a good time to coax children.

There is not much time left for me. If I go back too late, everyone will definitely become suspicious.

So I dragged my chair and moved forward, fixed Meiling's eyes, and asked straight to the point: "Why are you so afraid of me?"

I deliberately avoided everyone and came all the way back to ask this, of course not just out of curiosity.

This is the first time in my life that I have such a feeling of unreliability, and I always feel that... I must know the reason.

"Have we met somewhere before? Or—did you see some picture of the future?"

Like I killed someone or something...?

As expected, Meiling's expression changed visibly with the naked eye, her red, swollen, wet eyes slowly opened wide, and she looked at me laxly, her bloodless lips moved, because she had cried for too long, and there was a tinge in her voice. Her hair is seriously out of line with her hoarseness at this age.

"I saw...you were...you were killed..."

I was stunned immediately.

No, wait a minute, so I am the victim?

Then your reaction is too misleading!As far as you are afraid of me, I should be the one who killed me, right?

"It's reasonable, I was brutally killed by people—no, I mean, when we see someone die, we don't say we have to empathize, at least we should have deep sympathy or pity for the dead, right? You Why are you still afraid of this?"

I am not satisfied!

However, at this moment, Meiling no longer has the ability to answer such complicated questions.

I had to settle for the next best thing and change the question.

"Then have you seen... the person who killed me?"

Fear flashed reflexively in Meiling's eyes that had lost her self-awareness.

"The black hand..." She made a voice as thin as a gnat, "I saw...the black hand...passed through your chest..."

black hands?

With all due respect, I have only seen red hands in my 18 years of life.

After Mei Ling finished speaking, she fell silent.Just when I thought she had told everything she knew and was about to stop the hypnosis, she suddenly raised her head without warning, her expression changed from a blank expression to blank, and her voice became more mechanical.

"This world...for you...has...no color..."

"You're alive...it's...useless..."

"No one," she said more and more smoothly, as if there was something invisible and intangible that was conveying a message to me through her mouth, "I hope you are alive."

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This world has no color for me?

Is it useless for me to live?

No one wants me alive?

This is not bullshit!Woolen cloth!!

I'm not color-blind -- besides, even if I'm color-blind, I can't tell the difference between red, green, blue, and yellow. You beat everyone to death and said that my whole world has no color. Isn't that ridiculous?

It's not that I'm blowing it up, but in my current line of sight, red is red, green is green, even monotonous white is particularly pure in my eyes, isn't it?That's right, it's you, Allen, don't look back at me, I'm busy thinking about things.

Who else said that my life is useless?I am of great use.

If it weren't for me, Master's life with the baby would have been so chaotic-I mean, is it interesting?cannot!There are also those exorcists who know or don't know in the religious group, one counts as one. If there is no comparison with my extremely low synchronization rate, where can they find such a great sense of superiority?Can't find it!Is the minimum baseline really just a joke?

Finally, let’s talk about the fact that no one wants me to live—this is even more unreasonable. I don’t talk about the master, Martha, Baba, and Allen who either watched me grow up or grew up with me since I was a child, and I don’t talk about it. The fellow exorcists who live and eat together in the regiment, let’s just talk about the higher-ups of the religious order. Although it’s not very good for me alone, it’s better than nothing. They must also hope that I can live long Hundred years old.

...Ah, not good.

Because he was too shocked, he completely forgot to help Yalian and ask Meiling why he was afraid of him.

However, based on the logic that the child is afraid of me, it is not difficult to speculate—I am afraid that Allen has also been murdered by something.

This has to be discussed in the long term.

Of course, I didn't tell anyone about these things.

Including Allen.

He is not good, although he looks like a gentleman and stable on the surface, in fact, he is very sensitive inside. If I tell him that I will be killed by someone with a black hand someday in the future, he will definitely start worrying now Get angry.

Getting angry is the most useless thing.

...Sure enough, wait for Master.

Just wait until you see the master, and you can throw everything to him.

Then I have nothing to do, let him bother.

—What about the rabbi?

I was taken aback by the question that suddenly popped up in my mind.

Yeah, what about the rabbi?

What am I... doing now?

I'm chasing—no, I'm trying to use the experience of teasing girls taught by my master to win the rabbi.

So here comes the problem, knowing that I might die soon—well, it’s not that I’m dying soon, or I’m not sure when I’ll hiccup and go to another world, and I don’t know how many lives I have left— - Under the premise of this, do you still want to continue to harm the person you like?

This is really a matter of the soul.

I thought and thought, and finally came up with the answer——

Must. Disaster. Harm. Ah.

No matter what, you must get what you want before you die, right?Otherwise, wouldn't my life be too pitiful?

If you really want to die, at least let him remember me.

While it might be selfish to think so, he'd better remember it for the rest of his life.

Anyway, I lived once, there must be someone who can remember me forever, right?

That's right, that's it...

Allen: "You look like you're thinking about something bad, Ceci."

...how do you talk, kid!

In short, because I was thinking too much, I rarely slept until dawn that night, and woke up in the middle of the night.

I heard the sound of raindrops beating on the window, I lay on my back, facing the ceiling hidden in the darkness for a long time, until my exposed arms felt cold, I retracted, wrapped the quilt tightly, and turned over. body, intending to continue to sleep.

But I closed my eyes for less than three seconds before opening them again, looking at the empty bed opposite in horror.

I just said that there seems to be something wrong - where is Li Nali?

A good living person, how could he fall asleep and then disappear?

I was startled, got up quickly, put on my windbreaker, and went outside to look for it.

It's not hard to find.

Thick clouds outside the window covered the stars and the moon, and the dark night blurred every corner of the building. In the cool darkness, only a faint light leaked from the top floor.

With that point of guidance, I groped up the stairs quietly.

But it turns out that Li Nali is not the only one there.

The moment I saw Allen, I breathed a sigh of relief.

If I find this out, the rabbi stays up in the middle of the night and comes to have a whisper with Li Nali on the top floor where the atmosphere is super-good. Believe it or not, I will corrode the whole building for you. .

Fortunately, the two above did not find me.

The kerosene lamp was placed on the table at the foot of the stairs, flickering on and off to cast a faint light.I didn't hear what they said in the previous article, but I saw Li Nali holding Allen's arm tightly, with an eager and panicked expression on her face.

"If you don't want me to see it, I won't watch it," her voice was small, but with obvious tremors, "but please, Allen, don't go to the dark side alone again."

Allen covered his left eye with his free hand, and was slightly taken aback when he heard the words, and then he showed a gentle smile to comfort her: "What's wrong, Li Nali? Did you have some nightmare?"

It was this sentence that became the last straw that broke the camel's back. Li Nali opened her mouth, and suddenly seemed to be unable to bear the fear anymore, and plunged into Allen's arms.

I, who was climbing the stairs and peeping intently, gasped suddenly!

……Um?Wait, why did I hear a soft "Wow" while I was gasping for air?

I took a step back subconsciously, just about to turn my head, but I didn't want to suddenly touch a warm chest, and then, without warning, a hand came from behind and tightly covered my mouth.

I:"!!!"

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