Boyfriend who is full of good feelings suddenly wants to break up

Mr. Dazai's instruction is actually more about how to dodge.

Although it is really outstanding in terms of effect, the scene is really horrible. During the training process, because of the high concentration, I didn’t have so many feelings, but once you watched the review curiously...

You swear you'll never be curious again! !

But things seem to be a little different tonight.

You hold the gun in your hand, with a blank expression on your face, "Mr. Dazai?"

Osamu Dazai smiled, "Sa has been hiding, isn't it hard?"

The young man smiled very gently, but this kind of smile, or the current occasion, makes you tense up reflexively.

I always feel that nothing is good.

You replied cautiously, "It's okay."

Mr. Dazai didn't care about your attitude, he continued in a gentle tone: "How about the role exchange today? I taught you how to shoot."

It was indeed taught about how to pull the safety catch and how to pull the trigger.

Compared with that ghost's evasion guidance, it was quite perfunctory.

You hesitated, "What do you mean by role swap?"

He patiently gave an explanation: "Yes, Sha also attacked me."

It turned out to be the case!

It stands to reason that after being forced to run around for so long, you should feel excited about finally having a chance to take revenge, but you hesitated to look at the black gun in your hand, and even more hesitantly looked at the young man opposite.

You couldn't help but say, "Mr. Dazai won't do that kind of behavior of deliberately bumping into the gun, right?"

The young man finally showed a look of surprise.

Just when you thought he was going to deny it, you heard him say, "You really understand me, Shaya."

you:? ?

How else to attack? !Accidentally, the training scene turned into a murder scene.

Just when you couldn't help but complain, you saw the young man's expression turn cold.

Although you always think that Mr. Dazai's behavior of shooting with a gentle smile is very ghostly, but when he is really expressionless, the chill is almost frostbitten.

At this time, his temperament is even more like a mafia than the Mr. Zhongyuan you know.

He didn't use a harsh tone, but said flatly, "Sha also always encounters this kind of enemy, who is stupid and cowardly. So stupid that he lost all retreat, and so timid that he didn't have the courage to let go. So he could only stand Waiting to die in place."

"What are you going to do at this time, Saeya?"

You subconsciously followed what Mr. Dazai said.

You are pointing a gun at a person whose face cannot be seen clearly. Although the face of the other party cannot be seen clearly, the emotion of panic and fear is actually conveyed. He may cry and beg you to let him go...

Your hand holding the gun couldn't help tightening, and you heard Mr. Dazai smiled lightly, and said with some kind of interest, "It's not bad if you don't shoot. That kind of frightened and distorted expression under the threat of death , is still worth admiring."

You frowned unconsciously, the feeling of rejection from the bottom of your heart made you withdraw from the imaginary situation all of a sudden.

Then I quickly realized, why do you want to imagine this situation? ! !

You learn firearms just to protect yourself!

Although halfway through due to the super high efficiency, you once had fantasies about yourself becoming a battle boss, but this time the idea finally made you understand: the so-called ordinary player and the battle boss have a wall, it is not true. It only refers to the technical level, and more importantly, the mentality.

Shooting at people in this ultra-high-fidelity immersive environment is really stressful, right?

Although the system will quickly turn on the shielding mode, it is not impossible to overcome it.

but--

You are playing a game!Just to be happy, just to relax!

Why do things that make you unhappy? ! !

After you figured this out, you immediately looked at Mr. Dazai accusingly.

It was definitely on purpose!This person has such a bad personality! !

Under your gaze, Mr. Dazai blinked slowly twice, the chill on his body subsided, but he didn't smile.

He stared at you quietly for a few seconds, and looked away before that stare made you feel uncomfortable.

The young man let out a very contrived sigh towards the side, as if lamenting why there are such ignorant students.

you:"……"

With such a ghost teacher, you are the one who has worked harder, right? !

……

In the end, the weapon in your hand was changed from a gun to a dagger, and today's class temporarily turned into physical training.

Mr. Dazai sneaked you into a dog with the physical skills he said I was not good at.

You: If you believe this liar again, you are a fool! !

The wrist of your right hand was dislocated in the previous close contact (you really thought it was the opponent's loophole at that time). In fact, as early as that time, today's training can be declared a failure, but you Reluctantly continuing an attack with your left hand, the opponent pinched your left wrist easily without any surprises. The posture in which your left arm was pulled up made you only use the tiptoe posture to maintain your figure with difficulty. The hand on the wrist squeezed a little bit, making the hand holding the dagger tremble.

The gentle expression on Mr. Dazai's face has disappeared at some point.

He stared at you indifferently, his tone seemed a little indifferent, "It's stupid to rush forward when you know you have no chance of winning."

As the hand grasped by the young man was further exerted, the dagger in your hand finally could no longer be grasped, and it fell from your hand.

However, the falling trajectory that was obviously contrary to common sense made the originally calm young man look surprised for a moment.

Taking advantage of this opportunity, you quickly followed the instructions of the auxiliary system, lowered your head and bit the falling dagger, and rushed forward...

The sudden disappearance of the auxiliary reminder makes you realize that the other party has come to his senses, and you are about to end in failure again by surprise, but the young man did not resist at all, and fell backwards along this force, letting your dagger touch the ground. neck.

you:?

Mr. Dazai, this is... to build confidence for the students?

As it turns out, you're totally overthinking it.

You simply dodged the neck that was pressing against the blade in a hurry, even ignoring the wound on your wrist, you moved back several meters with hands and feet, spit the dagger still in your mouth onto the ground, and then let go of the dagger. tone.

Even if it's not the muzzle of a gun, it doesn't affect Mr. Dazai's collision!

……

The dagger thrown aside was picked up by Dazai Osamu who stood up again. He groped under the dagger and provoked something against the moonlight.

He turned to look at you and said softly, "Silk thread?"

When you heard this question, you finally recovered from the fear just now, and you nodded your head.

Although not all the players in the forum are bigwigs, they have always been good at operations. The operation you just learned from your friends in the forum is to pull the dagger with a silk thread.

But being able to fool Mr. Dazai is mainly due to the special material. [Invisible Silk Thread] was collected in the library and biochemistry classroom of your middle school (you: why are you in such a place?).

However, you are not very proficient in this kind of operation for the first time, and the dagger is not the kind of special one-sided slot. When you use it, you scratch the corner of your mouth. got hurt.

You tasted the rust in your mouth, and your face suddenly became bitter.

On the other hand, after confirming his guess, Osamu Dazai quickly lost interest in silk thread.

He walked over slowly, looking down at you.

You know, it's probably at the evaluation stage.

You reviewed your battle process today, lowered your head in frustration, and prepared to accept criticism.

But before he heard the sound, a hand suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, pressing his fingertips on the wound at the corner of his lips, and twisting it lightly, the wound that hadn't scabbed yet immediately gushed out blood again.

you:? ?

You were still puzzled by the meaning of this behavior, but saw Mr. Dazai observing the blood stain on his index finger, then suddenly lowered his head, leaned closer and licked it.

you:! !

Your brain froze for a full three seconds, and your face turned red after you realized it.

"Mr. Dazai!" You almost gritted your teeth, "Don't make such misleading actions!!"

Whenever you think that your mood is calm enough, the other party can always use some unexpected means to break your defense.

Osamu Dazai tilted his head, and he looked at you, "Would that girl also misunderstand?"

You: "..." This is not true.

After all, you have died so many times in the opponent's hands, if it weren't for the clear display of favorability on the system panel, you would almost suspect that you have a grudge against him.

The young man seemed to have smiled, but he didn't seem to.

This is the end of today's training, you are finally counted as passing.

Mr. Dazai showed the wound on his finger, which was scratched during the last inspection of the silk thread.

you:"……"

This transition is not at all pleasant.

You looked down at the road ahead in a slightly depressed mood, not noticing that the person beside you was silently watching you.

Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes slightly, and his eyes fell on the gun that was pinned to the back of his waist.

Before leaving, when he finally handed over the gun, he put it away without thinking twice.

The young man's eyes shifted slightly, and he noticed the bruises on the slender left wrist, and the dislocation of the right wrist. Although it was connected back, it was also swollen at this time, and the wound around the mouth was also...

So why?

Obviously, as long as he commits suicide once, all traces of this will disappear.

Why not?

……

"why?"

An inquiry came from the side, the tone was so light that it almost drifted away with the wind, if it weren't for the night when there were no people, you would have almost ignored it.

You look up suspiciously, huh?He didn't know what Mr. Dazai's sudden and endless inquiry meant.

"Sha has also died many times, right?"

Osamu Dazai didn't use any euphemistic reference to death, just used the most straightforward and purest terms.

You froze for a moment, then agreed a little slowly.

Can't help but think: Mr. Dazai, is this mocking your food?

"What does it feel like to die?"

"Cold, painful, suffocating? Or warm, serene, peaceful?"

you:"……"

This is really an unanswerable question.

If you have to say it, it just doesn't feel like it.

This is a game!If players were allowed to truly experience the feeling of death, the game developer would have been sued for bankruptcy long ago, and there would be problems for players, right?Psychological aspects.

The young man withdrew his gaze from you, and looked into the distance, "But for Saye, it can't be tranquility, right? Doing it again and again, even the possibility of ending is deprived."

...very sad.

So why?Why would you reject him?

Obviously as long as he does it, he can be completely freed from this sad cycle of reincarnation.

He almost murmured, "Why... do you want to stay in this world?"

"Because it's fun."

Dazai was stunned.

He stiffly withdrew his gaze from a distance, lowered his head little by little, and met those eyes that were so clear that he could see the bottom at a glance.

He could easily tell that the other party was serious when he said this.

……

Seriously? !

How ridiculous!

But the corner of the mouth pulled up a bit, but it didn't work.

Osamu Dazai quickly gave up this meaningless act, he heard his own voice, "What's so interesting?"

It was low, depressing, but so sharp that it was almost a questioning voice.

What's so interesting about this cold, suffocating world full of meaningless things? !

you:?

Of course fun!A game that allows players to play it all the time, isn't it because it's fun?

Whether it's the reward mechanism, the task system, or the personal character growth in it...all are very interesting.

It's just that it's hard to give a systematic answer when asked suddenly at this time!

……

The emotion shown was only for a moment, and Osamu Dazai quickly put away the redundant expression.

The corners of his lips were pulled upwards, showing that fake gentle smile again, but just as he was about to say something, he heard a voice from beside him, "Mr. Dazai, look up."

Osamu Dazai was slightly taken aback, but still looked up as he said.

--Nothing at all.

The slight confusion flashed for a moment, and then I heard a smiling voice next to me, "Isn't it pretty?"

The dark sky is like a natural curtain, dotted with bright and dense stars, and even the bright band of light can be vaguely seen: it is as beautiful as the scenery in the painting.