After slacking the four big guys, they came to the door

"Xiao Zhou, are you afraid of me?" Pei Sinian could accurately capture Ling Zhou's emotions.He could feel Ling Zhou's fear and rejection of him.

He didn't like this feeling very much.

He wanted Ling Zhou to rely on him like before, trust him, and even lose his temper with him.

Instead of being full of defensiveness and grudges like now.

Pei Sinian spread his palms and stretched out his hand towards Ling Zhou, "Xiao Zhou, don't be afraid of me, okay?"

Ling Zhou looked at Pei Sinian's slender fingers, thought for a while, and stretched out his hand, gently placing it on the man's palm.

He has a preconceived fondness for Pei Sinian, but also has the fear of discovering the truth.

But for some reason, seeing Pei Sinian tidying up the kitchen in embarrassment, and the way he stretched out his hand to him in fear of being rejected, made Ling Zhou feel complicated.

Perhaps, Ling Zhou also had an invisible dependence on Pei Sinian during the day and night getting along with each other on the plane.

Two incompatible emotions, dependence and resistance, unexpectedly coexist in Ling Zhou's mind.

Ling Zhou always had mixed feelings about Pei Sinian.

When Ling Zhou was in a trance, Pei Sinian took Ling Zhou's hand and hugged him into his arms.

"Xiaozhou, let me hug you." Pei Sinian hadn't hugged Lingzhou in such a quiet way for a long time.

Pei Sinian: "Don't be angry with me again, okay?"

After a while, Ling Zhou said slowly: "Those plans of yours..."

"If you don't like it, I can stop it immediately." Pei Siqing smiled and said, "I do all this to make you happy. If you don't want to, I won't force you."

The research results of more than ten years, the pursuit of a scientific researcher who spends his whole life, the technology that the human world has been unable to break through for tens of millions of years - Pei Sinian can't care about these.

He can trample the world under his feet because of Ling Zhou's words, and he can also give up all the research results because of Ling Zhou's words.

"If you want to abide by the original rules of this world, I will accompany you to let nature take its course." Pei Sinian hugged Ling Zhou as if he was the most caring and obedient lover in the world.

But Ling Zhou was skeptical of the man's words.Can Pei Sinian really be safe and obedient?

"Really?" Ling Zhou said hesitantly, "You can stop studying the matter of that plane?"

"Yes." Pei Sinian did not hesitate.

He said slowly but firmly: "I listen to you." Whether it is against the sky or obeying the will of the sky, it is only a matter of Ling Zhou's words.

Looking at Pei Sinian's deep gaze, Ling Zhou tentatively said, "Then...you stop those strange researches from now on?"

"it is good."

Did Pei Sinian compromise so easily?

Are dangerous people so easy to talk to?

Ling Zhou was thinking wildly, but the man's hand slowly slid across his back, cruising all the way...

Um?Ling Zhou suddenly felt a chill in his chest.

Pei Sinian slowly unbuttoned him and took off his pajamas from his shoulders.

Ling Zhou opened his eyes wide, "What are you doing..."

"You're still injured, I'm not so ignorant." Pei Si pointed out something, connoted Yan Shuangjin, and turned Ling Zhou around gently, facing himself.

Pei Sinian carefully looked at Ling Zhou's wound, and was relieved when he saw that his wound didn't burst open because of messing around with Yan Shuangjin.

Fortunately, Yan Shuangjin still knows how to measure.otherwise...

However, soon Pei Sinian's eyes couldn't help lingering on Ling Zhou's exposed skin.

Sensing the man's gaze, Ling Zhou shrank back, but was hugged by Pei Sinian.

Pei Sinian looked at the red marks on Ling Zhou's neck left by others, his eyes sank.

He raised his finger, and slowly brushed the marks on Ling Zhou's body.

"Do you like them to hug you and kiss you?"

What?Ling Zhou was taken aback by Pei Sinian's sudden blunt question.

Pei Siqing smiled and said, "There's something you like about each of them, right?"

That's why Ling Zhou was able to lie flat with such peace of mind.

Although he didn't like dangerous people, he no longer resisted their approach—provided they behaved harmlessly.

Pei Sinian: "Gu Chengyao is mature and steady, Yan Shuangjin is young and handsome, and Shi Yu is what you like...Although he is paranoid, he protects his weaknesses, and he is also very good to his own people."

Ling Zhou remained silent. Sure enough, Pei Sinian knew him best.Even when he himself was confused, the man could clearly see his heart.

"Will you be reluctant when they are all gone, huh?"

From Pei Sinian's gentle tone, Ling Zhou could hear the danger and... imperceptible jealousy.

"I will." Ling Zhou said truthfully.He admitted that several men are excellent, and anyone who has come into contact with them will not be completely unmoved.

Before Pei Sinian's face turned pale, Ling Zhou said again: "But so what, nothing will change."

Whether it's reluctance or not used to it... Ling Zhou is able to face his emotions directly.

Maybe you will not get used to it at first, but it feels like you have just watched a movie or finished a game.

Nostalgia does not mean watching movies or playing games again.

Ling Zhou said: "Even if you have a puppy, you will be reluctant to lose it all at once."

Puppy... Pei Sinian lowered his eyes and suddenly laughed.

From the beginning to the end, no matter how turbulent a few people caused and how bloody it was, in Ling Zhou's heart, it was just a small ripple.

"Puppy..." The man sighed, he hugged Ling Zhou, as if regretful and helpless.

His Xiaozhou really loves himself the most, and only loves himself.

"Huh? Pei Sinian..." Ling Zhou felt the man's lips lingering on his shoulder.He wasn't sure if it was Pei Sinian who was kissing him, or touching him unintentionally.

Soon, Pei Sinian gave the answer.

He tilted his head and kissed Ling Zhou's lips forcefully.

"Xiao Zhou, don't push me away." Pei Sinian held Ling Zhou's hand that was between them.

While Ling Zhou was hesitating, he was gently pushed down by the man, and lay down on the soft pillow.

Pei Sinian easily left one mark after another on Ling Zhou's body.But he became more and more dissatisfied.

"Ling Zhou, it's really hard to leave a trace in your heart."

Ling Zhou heard the man's slight sigh.

"Pei Sinian, you can't..." Ling Zhou raised his head with difficulty, and he pushed Pei Sinian, "You guys agreed, fair competition, you are fouling..."

Suddenly, Pei Sinian smiled.He scratched the bridge of Ling Zhou's nose, and said softly, "Then let's do it secretly, shall we?"

Hearing the man's familiar, coaxing tone, Ling Zhou subconsciously relaxed, but still shook his head.

"It will be discovered." And...Ling Zhou thought of the 'guarantee' he said himself, and felt guilty for secretly doing bad things.

Pei Sinian could see the concern in the other party's eyes at a glance, and...a faint temptation to do bad things.

His Xiaozhou is really a playful and bad guy.

Little fox... Pei Siqing smiled, raised his hand, and gently pressed Ling Zhou's hand.

"Aren't we on the sofa?" Pei Sinian kissed Ling Zhou's cheek, and secretly whispered in Ling Zhou's ear as if doing something bad, "It's not on the bed."

Ling Zhou was forced to raise his head and accepted Pei Sinian's deep kiss.

"Really?" Ling Zhou asked him.

Pei Sinian rubbed the tip of his nose and smiled dotingly.

"Xiaozhou, I miss you so much."

-

The next day, Ling Zhou was awakened by the long-lost familiar smell of food.

The pastry filled with quicksand custard is extremely sweet, and the white steam is steaming and rolling, awakening the appetite that has been sleeping all night.

Ling Zhou was still resting with his eyes closed, when he heard the man's slow footsteps back and forth between the kitchen and the living room.

Pei Sinian has never been messy in his work. He methodically put the steamed noodles on the table one by one, and put the millet porridge in the water to cool it down to prevent Ling Zhou from getting scalded when he ate it.

"Xiaozhou." After finishing everything, Pei Sinian sat down by the sofa, gently stroked Ling Zhou's hair, and whispered for people to get up for dinner.

But Ling Zhou closed his eyes, not wanting to face everything in front of him.

Last night...why did he...

With a warm touch, the man's fingers brushed Ling Zhou's cheek lightly, making Ling Zhou involuntarily think of the absurd scene of last night.

Ling Zhou closed his eyes even tighter.

"Xiaozhou, are you shy?" Pei Sinian smiled lightly, his voice full of contented laziness.

He picked up a small lock of Ling Zhou's hair and wrapped it gently, "That's right...we haven't been close for too long, it's normal if you're not used to it, in the future—"

"Stop talking." Ling Zhou opened his eyes and brushed the man's hand away.

When he was in the plane before, he could do anything with impunity.

This is Ling Zhou's first time...not really, it should be said that this is the first time after treating the other party as a real person, like this...

Speaking of it, this is also the first time Lingzhou has had sex with someone out of his mind.

Looking into the man's warm eyes, Ling Zhou thought of the completely different ferocity and strength of the man last night, Ling Zhou felt his face getting hotter and hotter.

Avatar, avatar... Ling Zhou pressed his forehead, stood up, and said, "You can go."

Realizing that his tone was a bit cold, like a scumbag who wouldn't recognize anyone when he put on his pants, Ling Zhou cleared his throat again and said, "I have something to do later, you don't have to take care of me here."

"Are you hiding from me?"

"Huh?" Ling Zhou blinked, "Why do you say that?"

Pei Sinian looked into Ling Zhou's eyes and said, "Because what happened last night made you feel the real me."

Ling Zhou who was told what was on his mind slowly lowered his head.He stared at his fingers with some disappointment, and sighed softly.

It seems that people still can't covet temporary enjoyment.

If you are greedy for momentary enjoyment, you will be easily coerced by greed and unable to meditate.

Ling Zhou lowered his eyes, and after being silent for a while, he still said truthfully: "Pei Sinian, don't do... like me in the future."

"But you like it very much."

"No one would dislike a man like you." Ling Zhou said slowly, "But, I don't want to like you."

Ling Zhou sighed, "You said I was afraid of you, you were right." He raised his eyes and looked at the man's extremely handsome eyebrows, "Because I don't want to like you—this is a terrible thing."

Ling Zhou: "You will leave." He whispered.The voice sounded a little pathetic.

"Xiaozhou..." Pei Sinian raised his hand to hug him, but was rejected by the other party.

Ling Zhou: "Have you ever wondered, if I really like you...how will my life continue after you leave?"

Even though he knew that what Ling Zhou said would not happen, Pei Sinian still felt as if he had been stabbed in the heart.

Quietly watched Ling Zhou finish his meal, and stared at him packing his schoolbag and tidying up the things he needed as before.

During the whole process, Pei Sinian was very quiet. He watched Ling Zhou walk up and down, but couldn't help but imagine Ling Zhou's life alone.

Eating alone, staring at the scenery outside the window in a daze, living alone in this small house.

What Ling Zhou owns is actually very little.That's why he is so fearless, because he has nothing to lose at all.

Therefore, he cherishes the only remaining self.

Before going out, Ling Zhou was suddenly embraced by a man from behind.

Pei Sinian leaned on Ling Zhou's shoulder and kissed him.

"As you said, sooner or later we have to leave. So until then, you can enjoy the happiness we bring you to the fullest."

Pei Sinian comforted, rubbing Ling Zhou's cheek with the tip of his nose.

It also invisibly relieved Ling Zhou's sense of guilt.

He knew Ling Zhou very well, so he could accurately soothe the little anxiety and embarrassment in Ling Zhou's heart.

He smiled and said, "Xiaozhou, you can try not to think too much about anything, and don't need to consider anyone's feelings—all you have to do is to enjoy the moment and enjoy the happiness that everyone brings to you."

The man's words were bewitching, pampering Ling Zhou's playful nature.

"You came for us back then, now we're here for you." Pei Sinian said, hugging Ling Zhou tightly, "You don't have to give your sincerity, not at all. Xiao Zhou, you just need to feel happy, just like... ..same as last night."

As soon as Pei Sinian finished speaking, the doorbell rang.

As if to confirm Pei Sinian's words, Shi Yu's voice came from outside the door.

"Xiaozhou, brother is here."

Ling Zhou turned to look at Pei Sinian, who smiled and pressed the button to open the door.

"It's good that one more person loves you." Pei Sinian raised his hand, straightened Ling Zhou's collar, and gently covered up the marks left by him.

Pei Sinian put his arms around Ling Zhou's shoulders, and they walked outside the door together.

Facing Shi Yu, Pei Sinian restrained his hostility very well, and even said with a smile: "It seems that there are quite a few people who came to take care of you today."

Not only Time Yu, but also Gu Chengyao came here.

Shi Yu brought the tonic soup stewed by Zhang Ma, and the dessert he made overnight.

Gu Chengyao, on the other hand, was carrying an insulated lunch box, which looked like a meal made by himself.

Shi Yu approached first, his gaze stayed on Ling Zhou's neck keenly for a while, and then slowly looked at Ling Zhou.

Shi Yu: "The bone soup made by Zhang Ma is good for your wound recovery. Also, the strawberry millefeuille I made by myself, would you like to try it?"

"Going to school?" Gu Chengyao glanced at Lingzhou's schoolbag and said, "I'll see you off."

Unexpectedly, the few men did not confront each other, but each restrained their spikes and showed off their 'feathers'.

This made Ling Zhou's situation much easier, and the embarrassment in his heart dissipated because of Pei Sinian's comfort.

He took Shi Yu's bone soup and dessert, and said to Gu Chengyao, "No need, I'll just take the subway."

Gu Chengyao didn't say much, just nodded.

You're so obedient... Ling Zhou couldn't help but sigh with emotion.

But soon, he regretted it a little.

Followed by three men with strong aura, Ling Zhou felt oppressed by the morning peak's sight on the platform where people come and go.

Almost everyone's eyes were on Ling Zhou and the three men behind him.

The phone rang, Ling Zhou clicked on it.

Frost Jhin is never absent.

He looked at the picture of the bicycle sent by Yan Shuangjin, and was slightly taken aback.

Yan Shuangjin: "I'll drive you to school."

Just like in high school, Yan Shuangjin in a white shirt stood by the bicycle, waiting for her boyfriend to go to and from school.

Ling Zhou looked at the picture sent by Yan Shuangjin, thought about it, and decided not to take the subway.

These men were too ostentatious, and he didn't want to be stared at all the way.

But after walking out of the subway station, Ling Zhou saw Shi Yu walking over pushing a bicycle.

Shi Yu supported the car with a pair of long legs, smiled softly at Ling Zhou, and said, "Brother can also take you to school, get in the car."

Others moved quickly too.

The next moment, four neatly parked bicycles stood in front of Ling Zhou.

The men, like peacocks spreading their tails, invited Ling Zhou to sit in their back seats.

"Xiaozhou, you don't have to be in trouble." Pei Sinian said with a smile, "I'll accept whoever you choose." ——It's ridiculously generous.

Accept it...Ling Zhou smiled, you'd better be.