What is more painful than losing is having something and then losing it.Despair is probably happiness that is close at hand, but fleeting.
When Yan Shuangjin finally found Ling Zhou in the dark alley, the pain and despair he felt could no longer be described.
The boy he fell in love with at the age of 17, the boy who said he would be with him forever, the person who put the ring on him... fell in a pool of blood.
Yan Shuangjin couldn't hear the screams of the people next to him, or the panicked footsteps.He seemed to lose his hearing in an instant, and only the dying picture of Ling Zhou was in front of him.
When he was in the ambulance, a man who was near unconsciousness grabbed the corner of his clothes.
"Boyfriend, don't cry."
did he cry?Yan Shuangjin clenched Ling Zhou's hand in a daze, his expression was as hollow as if his soul had been emptied.
"Xiao Yan, there's something I haven't told you." Ling Zhou looked up at him, trying to pull out a smile, "I am, really..."
Ling Zhou paused, and then continued: "I want to be a new man... I want to be with you for the rest of my life. But, I'm sorry, I might have to break my promise this time—"
"Sorry." Ling Zhou's vision turned into darkness, and Yan Shuangjin's broken growl was heard next to his ears.
...
"The patient's vital signs are weak, so rescue him immediately!"
The ticking sound of the machine was a bit noisy, Ling Zhou could not feel the pain, but heard the painful voices of many people.
"Ling Zhou, I don't allow you to leave, do you hear me?"
"Resuscitate him for me, no matter what method is used."
The voices of Gu Chengyao and Yan Shuangjin echoed repeatedly in their minds. They were like beasts in a desperate situation, desperate and helpless, wishing to tear some invisible shackles.
"Lingzhou..."
Their roars were mixed together, as if a pair of invisible hands reached out from the abyss, desperately trying to keep them.
What Ling Zhou can do is to offer them one last sweet dream when they leave.At least, they all got Ling Zhou's most sincere "confession" when he left.
After confessing, it is farewell.
[Yan Shuangjin's love value is 100%! 】
[Second Plane Character Raiders Success! 】
【The second plane is leaving...50%..90%...】
[Congratulations to the master, you have successfully completed the mission of the second plane and left this world! 】
Ah, it worked.Sure enough, the best way to deal with Yan Shuangjin is bitter tricks.
Ling Zhou let out a long breath and slowly relaxed.I have to say that the environment of Shi's family is really good. The house is surrounded by mountains and rivers with beautiful scenery, and you can see the slowly flowing river outside the floor-to-ceiling windows as soon as you look up.
He walked slowly to the window. This is the third world, and it is also the most dangerous world so far.
"How's Shi Yu's data?" Ling Zhou has been busy dealing with Yan Shuangjin these days, and put all his energy and time on the second plane.Ling Zhou was really not sure about Shi Yu's uncertain nature.
[Shi Yu's love value is 44.44%, blackening value is 90%]
Good guy, he didn't move at all.Love is worth talking about, after all, Ling Zhou never thought of hooking up with him.But the blackening value doesn't move at all?
He clearly remembered that he had given Shi Qingnian the handle.Could it be that the handle was not given thoroughly enough?
Ling Zhou was thinking about it, Zhang Ma saw him standing by the window blowing the wind from a distance, so she couldn't help but start rambling again, "Oh, young master, hurry back to your room, what if you get sick again?"
"Okay." Ling Zhou looked at Zhang Ma, he always thought that Zhang Ma was the kindest person in these planes.Even if the protagonists love him deeply, Ling Zhou treats them more as a strategy, and he can't treat them as real people.
Maybe, a passer-by NPC like Zhang Ma has no direct interest connection with him, so Ling Zhou can put down his guard even more.
"You, you still have a childish personality at this age, and you scared me to death by jumping out of the window a few days ago." Mama Zhang helped Ling Zhou to the room, "Everyone in the family is back for the holidays today, so don't lose your temper Did you know?"
Everyone in a century-old wealthy family like the Shi family is smart, and there is no fuel-efficient lamp. Zhang Ma is really afraid that Ling Zhou will suffer - but Zhang Ma does not know that Ling Zhou is the most fuel-efficient lamp.
"Huh? Is it a holiday today?" Ling Zhou was a little curious, "Didn't you just finish the New Year?"
"Did you forget? Today everyone is coming back to worship their ancestors. The uncles and aunts in the family, as well as several of your cousins are coming back for dinner."
"That's it," Ling Zhou raised his eyebrows calmly, "Then today is a lively day." Shi Qingnian has been blamed for so long, and today is also the time to take the blame seriously.
Ling Zhou showed a pure and harmless smile, "Mother Zhang, go get busy. I'm going to pick up my second brother home!"
After finishing speaking, the "ignorant" young master of the Shi family happily ran away.Seeing this, Shi Yu, who was standing not far away, narrowed his eyes slightly.
"Eldest young master, young young master is just immature. When he grows up, he will be able to tell who loves him the most." Seeing Shi Yu's complexion, Zhang Ma comforted him a few words.
"It's a good thing that many people love our Xiaozhou." Shi Yu calmly looked at the people running towards the door, and said to himself, "Let him get closer to Shi Qingnian."
But it's all chess pieces in his hand... Shi Yu looked at it coldly for a while, then turned and entered the room.
"Second Brother." Ling Zhou stood obediently at the gate, and when he saw Shi Qingnian got off the car, he smiled brightly, "Long time no see."
When Shi Qingnian saw Ling Zhou standing at the door with a deep smile to greet him, he was a little confused for a moment.
When did Ling Zhou treat him so well?Shi Qingnian looked at Ling Zhou suspiciously, but faced his overly good-looking smiling face, he still stepped forward to say hello.
"Are you feeling better?"
Ling Zhou took his hand, as if the two were close friends, "It's much better, thank you for your concern."
It has to be said that as long as Ling Zhou wants to catch someone, there is nothing he can't catch.Being pulled gently by Ling Zhou, Shi Qingnian's heart jumped uncontrollably, as if being rubbed against the tip of his heart by some kind of fluffy animal.
"I brought you some presents, and I'll have someone deliver them to your room later. See if you like them." In fact, Shi Qingnian has always liked Ling Zhou, a younger brother who has no blood relationship. Who doesn't like a pleasing and well-behaved brother?
However, ever since Ling Zhou came to Shi's house, it seemed that he had been labeled "exclusively for Shi Yu".No one can compete with Shi Yu.
Shi Qingnian glanced at those porcelain-white slender hands resting on his arms, and some thoughts were about to move.
All these years, everyone has surrounded Shi Yu, looking at Shi Yu's face to get by.Shi Qingnian, who is also the heir of the Shi family, is restrained by Shi Yu everywhere, how can he be reconciled?
In order to bring down Shi Yu, Shi Qingnian prepared for many years and worked hard.Now, it's time for a head-on confrontation.
He looked at Ling Zhou's carefree side face, and slightly curled his lips. If he knew that the winning prize would be Ling Zhou, he would definitely put in a hundred times more effort than he did now.
"Xiaozhou, if the eldest brother doesn't want you, are you willing to go with the second brother?" Shi Qingnian is somewhat similar to Shi Yu, but his facial features don't have the composure and aura that Shi Yu has accumulated through life and death.
Ling Zhou was amused by this inexplicable question. What did Shi Qingnian think of during the short 5-minute journey?
"Second brother, what are you talking about." Ling Zhou let go of his hand and lowered his head, "Brother won't let me go."
Shi Qingnian tried to coax a child like a child, "I mean, if, if the eldest brother and the second brother want you at the same time, who will you go with?"
Ling Zhou: "..." He chose 1 yuan.
But if there is no Shi Yu, Shi Qingnian is indeed a well-deserved leader of the Shi family.But Shi Yu is too dazzling, Shi Qingnian is destined to be only a small role.
"Xiaozhou." Shi Yu didn't know when he stood behind the two of them, he suddenly made a sound, Shi Qingnian quickly adjusted his expression and stared at the visitor warily.
When Ling Zhou saw Shi Yu, his eyes were also flustered.It's like secretly dating a young couple who was caught.
"Come here." Shi Yu was unexpectedly forceful.Seeing this, Ling Zhou could only obediently walk towards Shi Yu.Just walking, while looking at Shi Qingnian standing there with "reluctance".
Shi Yu frowned slightly, and reached out to hold Ling Zhou's hand.
At this time, Shi Qingnian didn't know what he had imagined, and at the same time stretched out his hand to hold Ling Zhou's left hand.
Ling Zhou: "..." On the left and right are men.
"I haven't seen Xiaozhou for a long time, he just wanted to play with me." Shi Qingnian held Ling Zhou and refused to let go.
Shi Yu: "This way..." He seemed to be talking to Shi Qingnian, but his eyes only stayed on Ling Zhou from the beginning to the end, "Xiaozhou, your illness is just a little bit better, be obedient and don't run around, huh?"
"Oh..." Ling Zhou agreed, and gently pushed away Shi Qingnian's hand, but his eyes were aggrieved, "I'll listen to elder brother."
In Shi Qingnian's eyes, Ling Zhou was threatened by Shi Yu, so he could only submit pitifully under Shi Yu's majesty.
The rebellious heart was aroused in an instant, Shi Qingnian gritted his teeth and looked at the "little poor" who followed behind Shi Yu, and the thought of killing Shi Yu was stronger than ever.
Ling Zhou was brought back to the room by Shi Yu, he sat on the sofa in a daze, as if he didn't know what he did wrong to make Shi Yu angry, but he felt a little wronged.
"Big brother..."
"Sit over here." Shi Yu patted the seat beside him, and said with a smile, "Didn't you like to be close to big brother the most before? Now that you've grown up, don't you like big brother?"
Ling Zhou moved to Shi Yu's side, and instantly felt the aura of the man that cannot be ignored.That is the deterrent force that belongs only to the strong. Although it cannot be felt or seen, it can be felt all the time.
Terrible... Ling Zhou closed his eyes, hoping that Shi Yu wouldn't be so crazy.He gritted his teeth, restrained his desire to escape, and hugged Shi Yu's arm "innocently".
"Brother, does your hand still hurt?" Ling Zhou said, looking at Shi Yu's injured hand.
Shi Yu spread his hands in front of his eyes, and the scars on his hands were clearly displayed in front of Ling Zhou's eyes.
"This scar..." Ling Zhou didn't show fear or sympathy like the others, he was just curious, "Will it still hurt?"
Before Shi Yu could speak, Ling Zhou took Shi Yu's hand carefully, put it to his lips and blew gently.
Shi Yu stared at him deeply, as if looking at some interesting and difficult puzzle.
"Aren't you curious about how this is done?" Others are always full of curiosity about Shi Yu's past, and they can't wait to dig deep to find out his weakness and pain, and use it as a sharp weapon to attack him.
Ling Zhou looked at Shi Yu, then at Shi Yu's hand, and shook his head.
"Huh?" Shi Yu smiled, "Afraid?"
"No." Ling Zhou let go of Shi Yu, and said slowly, "I also have things that I don't want people to know. If people keep asking, I will get angry."
Shi Yu looked at him and was silent for a while.
After many days, Ling Zhou finally heard the long-lost voice—【Shi Yu Love Value +1+1+1】
Suddenly, Ling Zhou was wrapped around his waist by a pair of strong hands, and then he fell into Shi Yu's arms.
"Ling Zhou," Shi Yu tilted his head, sticking to Ling Zhou's hot profile, "Brother, can I tell you a secret?"
Shi Yu: "Today, elder brother is going to kill someone." He kissed Ling Zhou on the cheek, "Xiao Zhou, from now on you will only have my elder brother, you know?"
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The author has something to say:
I typed a lot of words and deleted them.All in all, I hope you all have a good time watching it, I love you 3
When Yan Shuangjin finally found Ling Zhou in the dark alley, the pain and despair he felt could no longer be described.
The boy he fell in love with at the age of 17, the boy who said he would be with him forever, the person who put the ring on him... fell in a pool of blood.
Yan Shuangjin couldn't hear the screams of the people next to him, or the panicked footsteps.He seemed to lose his hearing in an instant, and only the dying picture of Ling Zhou was in front of him.
When he was in the ambulance, a man who was near unconsciousness grabbed the corner of his clothes.
"Boyfriend, don't cry."
did he cry?Yan Shuangjin clenched Ling Zhou's hand in a daze, his expression was as hollow as if his soul had been emptied.
"Xiao Yan, there's something I haven't told you." Ling Zhou looked up at him, trying to pull out a smile, "I am, really..."
Ling Zhou paused, and then continued: "I want to be a new man... I want to be with you for the rest of my life. But, I'm sorry, I might have to break my promise this time—"
"Sorry." Ling Zhou's vision turned into darkness, and Yan Shuangjin's broken growl was heard next to his ears.
...
"The patient's vital signs are weak, so rescue him immediately!"
The ticking sound of the machine was a bit noisy, Ling Zhou could not feel the pain, but heard the painful voices of many people.
"Ling Zhou, I don't allow you to leave, do you hear me?"
"Resuscitate him for me, no matter what method is used."
The voices of Gu Chengyao and Yan Shuangjin echoed repeatedly in their minds. They were like beasts in a desperate situation, desperate and helpless, wishing to tear some invisible shackles.
"Lingzhou..."
Their roars were mixed together, as if a pair of invisible hands reached out from the abyss, desperately trying to keep them.
What Ling Zhou can do is to offer them one last sweet dream when they leave.At least, they all got Ling Zhou's most sincere "confession" when he left.
After confessing, it is farewell.
[Yan Shuangjin's love value is 100%! 】
[Second Plane Character Raiders Success! 】
【The second plane is leaving...50%..90%...】
[Congratulations to the master, you have successfully completed the mission of the second plane and left this world! 】
Ah, it worked.Sure enough, the best way to deal with Yan Shuangjin is bitter tricks.
Ling Zhou let out a long breath and slowly relaxed.I have to say that the environment of Shi's family is really good. The house is surrounded by mountains and rivers with beautiful scenery, and you can see the slowly flowing river outside the floor-to-ceiling windows as soon as you look up.
He walked slowly to the window. This is the third world, and it is also the most dangerous world so far.
"How's Shi Yu's data?" Ling Zhou has been busy dealing with Yan Shuangjin these days, and put all his energy and time on the second plane.Ling Zhou was really not sure about Shi Yu's uncertain nature.
[Shi Yu's love value is 44.44%, blackening value is 90%]
Good guy, he didn't move at all.Love is worth talking about, after all, Ling Zhou never thought of hooking up with him.But the blackening value doesn't move at all?
He clearly remembered that he had given Shi Qingnian the handle.Could it be that the handle was not given thoroughly enough?
Ling Zhou was thinking about it, Zhang Ma saw him standing by the window blowing the wind from a distance, so she couldn't help but start rambling again, "Oh, young master, hurry back to your room, what if you get sick again?"
"Okay." Ling Zhou looked at Zhang Ma, he always thought that Zhang Ma was the kindest person in these planes.Even if the protagonists love him deeply, Ling Zhou treats them more as a strategy, and he can't treat them as real people.
Maybe, a passer-by NPC like Zhang Ma has no direct interest connection with him, so Ling Zhou can put down his guard even more.
"You, you still have a childish personality at this age, and you scared me to death by jumping out of the window a few days ago." Mama Zhang helped Ling Zhou to the room, "Everyone in the family is back for the holidays today, so don't lose your temper Did you know?"
Everyone in a century-old wealthy family like the Shi family is smart, and there is no fuel-efficient lamp. Zhang Ma is really afraid that Ling Zhou will suffer - but Zhang Ma does not know that Ling Zhou is the most fuel-efficient lamp.
"Huh? Is it a holiday today?" Ling Zhou was a little curious, "Didn't you just finish the New Year?"
"Did you forget? Today everyone is coming back to worship their ancestors. The uncles and aunts in the family, as well as several of your cousins are coming back for dinner."
"That's it," Ling Zhou raised his eyebrows calmly, "Then today is a lively day." Shi Qingnian has been blamed for so long, and today is also the time to take the blame seriously.
Ling Zhou showed a pure and harmless smile, "Mother Zhang, go get busy. I'm going to pick up my second brother home!"
After finishing speaking, the "ignorant" young master of the Shi family happily ran away.Seeing this, Shi Yu, who was standing not far away, narrowed his eyes slightly.
"Eldest young master, young young master is just immature. When he grows up, he will be able to tell who loves him the most." Seeing Shi Yu's complexion, Zhang Ma comforted him a few words.
"It's a good thing that many people love our Xiaozhou." Shi Yu calmly looked at the people running towards the door, and said to himself, "Let him get closer to Shi Qingnian."
But it's all chess pieces in his hand... Shi Yu looked at it coldly for a while, then turned and entered the room.
"Second Brother." Ling Zhou stood obediently at the gate, and when he saw Shi Qingnian got off the car, he smiled brightly, "Long time no see."
When Shi Qingnian saw Ling Zhou standing at the door with a deep smile to greet him, he was a little confused for a moment.
When did Ling Zhou treat him so well?Shi Qingnian looked at Ling Zhou suspiciously, but faced his overly good-looking smiling face, he still stepped forward to say hello.
"Are you feeling better?"
Ling Zhou took his hand, as if the two were close friends, "It's much better, thank you for your concern."
It has to be said that as long as Ling Zhou wants to catch someone, there is nothing he can't catch.Being pulled gently by Ling Zhou, Shi Qingnian's heart jumped uncontrollably, as if being rubbed against the tip of his heart by some kind of fluffy animal.
"I brought you some presents, and I'll have someone deliver them to your room later. See if you like them." In fact, Shi Qingnian has always liked Ling Zhou, a younger brother who has no blood relationship. Who doesn't like a pleasing and well-behaved brother?
However, ever since Ling Zhou came to Shi's house, it seemed that he had been labeled "exclusively for Shi Yu".No one can compete with Shi Yu.
Shi Qingnian glanced at those porcelain-white slender hands resting on his arms, and some thoughts were about to move.
All these years, everyone has surrounded Shi Yu, looking at Shi Yu's face to get by.Shi Qingnian, who is also the heir of the Shi family, is restrained by Shi Yu everywhere, how can he be reconciled?
In order to bring down Shi Yu, Shi Qingnian prepared for many years and worked hard.Now, it's time for a head-on confrontation.
He looked at Ling Zhou's carefree side face, and slightly curled his lips. If he knew that the winning prize would be Ling Zhou, he would definitely put in a hundred times more effort than he did now.
"Xiaozhou, if the eldest brother doesn't want you, are you willing to go with the second brother?" Shi Qingnian is somewhat similar to Shi Yu, but his facial features don't have the composure and aura that Shi Yu has accumulated through life and death.
Ling Zhou was amused by this inexplicable question. What did Shi Qingnian think of during the short 5-minute journey?
"Second brother, what are you talking about." Ling Zhou let go of his hand and lowered his head, "Brother won't let me go."
Shi Qingnian tried to coax a child like a child, "I mean, if, if the eldest brother and the second brother want you at the same time, who will you go with?"
Ling Zhou: "..." He chose 1 yuan.
But if there is no Shi Yu, Shi Qingnian is indeed a well-deserved leader of the Shi family.But Shi Yu is too dazzling, Shi Qingnian is destined to be only a small role.
"Xiaozhou." Shi Yu didn't know when he stood behind the two of them, he suddenly made a sound, Shi Qingnian quickly adjusted his expression and stared at the visitor warily.
When Ling Zhou saw Shi Yu, his eyes were also flustered.It's like secretly dating a young couple who was caught.
"Come here." Shi Yu was unexpectedly forceful.Seeing this, Ling Zhou could only obediently walk towards Shi Yu.Just walking, while looking at Shi Qingnian standing there with "reluctance".
Shi Yu frowned slightly, and reached out to hold Ling Zhou's hand.
At this time, Shi Qingnian didn't know what he had imagined, and at the same time stretched out his hand to hold Ling Zhou's left hand.
Ling Zhou: "..." On the left and right are men.
"I haven't seen Xiaozhou for a long time, he just wanted to play with me." Shi Qingnian held Ling Zhou and refused to let go.
Shi Yu: "This way..." He seemed to be talking to Shi Qingnian, but his eyes only stayed on Ling Zhou from the beginning to the end, "Xiaozhou, your illness is just a little bit better, be obedient and don't run around, huh?"
"Oh..." Ling Zhou agreed, and gently pushed away Shi Qingnian's hand, but his eyes were aggrieved, "I'll listen to elder brother."
In Shi Qingnian's eyes, Ling Zhou was threatened by Shi Yu, so he could only submit pitifully under Shi Yu's majesty.
The rebellious heart was aroused in an instant, Shi Qingnian gritted his teeth and looked at the "little poor" who followed behind Shi Yu, and the thought of killing Shi Yu was stronger than ever.
Ling Zhou was brought back to the room by Shi Yu, he sat on the sofa in a daze, as if he didn't know what he did wrong to make Shi Yu angry, but he felt a little wronged.
"Big brother..."
"Sit over here." Shi Yu patted the seat beside him, and said with a smile, "Didn't you like to be close to big brother the most before? Now that you've grown up, don't you like big brother?"
Ling Zhou moved to Shi Yu's side, and instantly felt the aura of the man that cannot be ignored.That is the deterrent force that belongs only to the strong. Although it cannot be felt or seen, it can be felt all the time.
Terrible... Ling Zhou closed his eyes, hoping that Shi Yu wouldn't be so crazy.He gritted his teeth, restrained his desire to escape, and hugged Shi Yu's arm "innocently".
"Brother, does your hand still hurt?" Ling Zhou said, looking at Shi Yu's injured hand.
Shi Yu spread his hands in front of his eyes, and the scars on his hands were clearly displayed in front of Ling Zhou's eyes.
"This scar..." Ling Zhou didn't show fear or sympathy like the others, he was just curious, "Will it still hurt?"
Before Shi Yu could speak, Ling Zhou took Shi Yu's hand carefully, put it to his lips and blew gently.
Shi Yu stared at him deeply, as if looking at some interesting and difficult puzzle.
"Aren't you curious about how this is done?" Others are always full of curiosity about Shi Yu's past, and they can't wait to dig deep to find out his weakness and pain, and use it as a sharp weapon to attack him.
Ling Zhou looked at Shi Yu, then at Shi Yu's hand, and shook his head.
"Huh?" Shi Yu smiled, "Afraid?"
"No." Ling Zhou let go of Shi Yu, and said slowly, "I also have things that I don't want people to know. If people keep asking, I will get angry."
Shi Yu looked at him and was silent for a while.
After many days, Ling Zhou finally heard the long-lost voice—【Shi Yu Love Value +1+1+1】
Suddenly, Ling Zhou was wrapped around his waist by a pair of strong hands, and then he fell into Shi Yu's arms.
"Ling Zhou," Shi Yu tilted his head, sticking to Ling Zhou's hot profile, "Brother, can I tell you a secret?"
Shi Yu: "Today, elder brother is going to kill someone." He kissed Ling Zhou on the cheek, "Xiao Zhou, from now on you will only have my elder brother, you know?"
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The author has something to say:
I typed a lot of words and deleted them.All in all, I hope you all have a good time watching it, I love you 3
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