Forced to be A [Crossover]

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He hadn't been intimate for many days, and He Di was very anxious. He was afraid that Shang Rui would be uncomfortable, and he was afraid that Shang Rui would not be happy. Now that he got such an answer, he no longer hesitated, and rushed to his most beloved Gardenia, sharing the joy with him. Happy, and Shang Rui put down all his body, and hugged him as if opening his heart.

After their obsessive mingling, they lie in their sultry pheromones, hugging and whispering.

"Xiao Rui."

"Ok?"

"I'll tell you everything about me, okay?"

"Ah."

He Di kissed Shang Rui's sweaty cheek, and said in a low voice: "In my world, I am called He Di, an ordinary single white-collar worker, and my job is to review drawings - that is, to review the handed-in works of decoration designers. artwork, yet calculate the quotation.”

Shang Rui squinted his eyes and rubbed against his neck like a cat: "Our company has this position, but they all have a bad temper and scold the designer assistant every day."

"Maybe I think differently. It's useless to scold those who don't listen. If you can listen, you don't need to scold. I always use a pencil to circle them, and let them take notes next to them." Seems like seeking comfort In general, He Di leaned into his face and said, "But it's like going to a cram school every day, it's really tiring, and there's no one to complain about... This is no different from He Di."

Shang Rui opened his eyes, savoring the meaning of these words carefully, and then said cautiously: "Your parents..."

"They divorced when I was very young. My father was a tailor and he was very good at crafting, but he was a lazy person. With his work efficiency, he couldn't support the family at all, so my mother went there before confinement. Worked, but my dad thought it was an embarrassment for him.

"The two of them kept arguing, and I went to primary school amidst their quarrels. Later, my mother couldn't bear it anymore and divorced him. Before leaving, they asked me who to choose, and I chose my dad. My dad was very proud. In fact, I know that my mother is a much more reliable person, I just don't want to drag her down. With me, she will be suppressed by unscrupulous bosses in the workplace, and it will not be easy for her to pursue her own happiness."

His voice was getting lower and lower, as if echoing in another space.

"Later, she really met a good person, and her job was promoted smoothly, and my dad, he let me do most of the work in the tailor shop, and ran out to drink alone. At that time, I didn't quarrel with him, I think It doesn't matter what it is, as long as you can't see him."

He Di closed his eyes, and ran his fingers through Shang Rui's sweaty short hair: "After graduating from high school, I was really admitted to a university in another city. I thought I could avoid my dad, but it turns out that I don't have to hide anymore." , not long after I left, he was diagnosed with advanced liver cancer, and when I was still debating whether to go home during the Chinese New Year, a relative called and told me that he was dead..."

Shang Rui rubbed his back silently. Fate sometimes is not playing tricks on people, it is completely unreasonable. Some people seem to exist just to torment everyone, and then drift away after completing their mission, leaving a place of chicken feathers and disappointment. How ironic for the living.

He heard He Ti suddenly smiled bitterly: "Probably because I felt that I had enough life for a moment, so I was hit by a car when I got off work that day? Now I think back to the time when I was hit by a car and flew away." , the first reaction was not to survive, but to think—oh, so this is the end of my life.”

What kind of despair is this?I don't care about life and death.

Shang Rui doesn't understand, but he knows that a person who doesn't understand is best not to comfort others casually, because he is not qualified.

"So, when I knew that I became Hedi, I didn't suffer at all. I even felt that I was here to enjoy the blessing, because I didn't have to go to work anymore, and I didn't have to face my past... until I met you."

He Ti put his face in front of Shang Rui, staring into his pupils.

"I've figured it out now. My death is not a punishment and an end, nor a reward or compensation, but a chance to start over." He Ti put his lips close to him, before kissing him, and breathed on Shang Rui's lips Joo, "I want to love you boldly."

"Then love unconditionally."

Shang Rui couldn't stand his pious and seductive movements the most, he pressed Hedi's fiery lips to release more pheromones.

Another round of fierce battle ended, the two heard the alarm, Shang Rui picked up his phone and swiped: "Well, it reminds me to get up and watch Zhao Zhao."

Hedi took his hand, put it on his lips and bit it lightly: "Today they will look after Zhaozhao, and I will take care of Zhaozhao in the future, so delete this alarm, you won't use it anymore."

Shang Rui put down his phone, turned to look at him, and pressed his white teeth with his fingertips: "Then should I give you a reward?"

He Ti blushed: "I didn't do it for the reward..."

"Shut up." Shang Rui pretended to be displeased, got up and sat on his lap, "How old are you, are you thirty?"

Hetty shook his head.

Shang Rui's finger stroked his Adam's apple: "Have you never been in love before?"

He Ti gave a "hmm" and didn't dare to look at the corners of his red eyes: "I never thought about that kind of thing."

"Then you are not Alpha or Omega?"

"Our world doesn't have pheromones, and there is no such strong reaction as the susceptible period..." He Di didn't know how to explain it to him. If everyone is the same as Beta, it seems that it will hit Shang Rui's sore spot again.

While he was hesitating, Shang Rui had already opened his mouth: "No wonder it's so rigid."

Shang Rui held his face and met his eyes, but his words stopped abruptly.

He Ti was so stared at by him that his heart was pounding. He knew that Shang Rui was a duplicity person, but when he was immersed in love, he would occasionally get nervous, especially after the two had a dispute.

After a long time, Shang Rui suddenly smiled: "However, I just like you who are rigid and cute, unlike those slippery guys."

He Ti hugged him immediately, put his chin on his shoulder and let out a long sigh of relief: "I was scared to death."

"What are you afraid of?" Shang Rui hugged his generous back, feeling very safe and satisfied, and couldn't help laughing, "Afraid that I will despise you?"

He Ti sighed silently: "I'm really boring..."

Shang Rui immediately reached out and ruffled the hair on the back of his head: "I forbid you to say that about yourself. It seems that I have a bad eye for men."

He Ti finally smiled: "Okay, I will not disappoint your expectations, I will definitely be the best man around you."

"It's almost there."

Shang Rui smoothed his hair back bit by bit, and gradually felt a little bit in his heart - He Di was frightened by his previous distrust, for fear of offending him.For himself, he even revealed so many heavy thoughts. When he explained, his eyes were slightly moist with sadness, but whenever he looked at himself, there was only sincerity and smile left in them.

"I believe you."

After another time, he whispered in Hetie's ear.

"I do not care who you are."

[The author has something to say: Love is a gamble, and Shang Rui is finally willing to sit at the gambling table. 】