Grape Beauty Incubation Period [Entertainment]

◎Gu Zang’s collection is not the collection of treasures◎

Gu Tsang's collection is not the collection of treasures, but the collection of hidden treasures.

She has always felt that her name is ugly and difficult to write.Because like she said, she was born with the desire not to be born.

The truth is, she, like the name, was just a child in hiding until her sixth birthday.

Being hidden literally means that even if she didn't remember much at that time, she knew that her memories of her childhood were not very good, and she also knew that it was very abnormal for her to be locked in the house all day and not allowed to go out.

I can't remember the appearance of that woman clearly at all. After she grew up, she never went to the cemetery to see her.

How could she be willing to meet a mother who hated her so much?

How could there be a mother who hated her so much?She didn't know it either, but it actually happened.

To a certain extent, Gu Zang felt that he and Jin Xiaqiu were children in the same situation, except that he hated her and hated her.It's her mother.

She didn't know why she was treated like this. She only knew that since she could remember, she had been staying in a small, dark room all day long. She was sent in for food and clothing. Those who gave her these things came to visit occasionally. The person she was talking to was also a grandma.But not all old people in the world are as good as Grandma Jiang Zaiyu, she is probably not careful, or she stole some things from her and went to other places.She didn't know how to send a thicker quilt in winter, and didn't install an air conditioner for her in summer, and she didn't know that such a young child needs nutrition most when she was a child, so sometimes she would only send some instant noodles and instant food.

Fortunately, there is a TV set in the house, and there are many books.

She can learn something, knowing how to make instant noodles, and knowing that other children are loved by their parents.

But she almost never met her real mother.

In the extremely limited living space, she faces the TV and books all day long, or just sits by the window to look at the scenery outside.

But there were almost no people outside the house, and there were trees everywhere, lush and lush, and the four seasons of spring, summer, autumn and winter could be clearly distinguished from the growth of the trees outside the window.

The world she saw before the age of seven all came from that small window.

She used to think that she would stay in this house forever, this was her whole world, and she might never be able to understand the life outside.

Until one day, the key outside the door rang when it shouldn't, and the door was opened, and she saw another strange woman with long hair, deep outline, and very white skin, the kind of pale white, the whole body He was very thin, so thin that his face was full of sharpness, and his waist wrapped in a long skirt was slender.

The woman called her, with a trace of disgust in her calm eyes, "Gu Zang, today is your birthday."

Gu Zang stood there in a daze, only then did he realize that that day was his birthday.

She poked at the door frame with her fingers, and after thinking for a long time, she asked, "You, are you... my mother?"

It was the first time she called "Mom" at that time, and she was a bit unexpectedly dry and unaccustomed to saying it, which made her pause for a moment. At that time, she felt that the person who could know her birthday should be her mother.

The woman's face paled even more, her eyes became stern, "I'm not, I'm not, I'm not."

Repeated three times.

Every time it was hysterical, the sound was particularly abrupt in that originally quiet house.

Gu Zang didn't dare to say anything, and hid behind the sofa, watching the woman go crazy, watching the woman break all the items in the house, watching the woman gradually calm down.

Later, the woman took her out.

This was the first time she saw the outside world, the first time she saw so many people.

It was very strange, there were many people of the same age as her on the road, and there were also many children younger than her, who were held in the hands of adults, holding pink and tender candies in their hands, like clouds.

She later learned it was cotton candy.

She stared at the children who were being held in her hands and in her arms for a long time, then looked at the woman who had walked away without looking back, ran up a few steps in a hurry, glanced furtively, and wanted to learn Like those children, he secretly put his hand into the woman's hanging palm.

But just like that, just for a second.

was thrown away.

The woman's eyes were still disgusted, but she finally calmed down and took her to the rooftop, a very high place.

And bought her a hamburger.

But she doesn't like hamburgers, she wants to eat those pink and tender cotton candy.

She refused to eat it no matter what, but the woman still forced her to eat it. After watching her eat the hamburger bite by bite, she nodded in satisfaction and reached out to touch her head.

The palm is not warm, it is quite cold.

But Gu Zang felt quite comfortable at that time, so he stood there motionless, letting the woman rub his head.

Unfortunately, the woman let go of her hand after rubbing it a few times, and walked to the edge of the roof, facing her, the guilt in her eyes flashed, and she regained her calm, "Gu Zang, you shouldn't have been born. "

This sentence is really ugly.Especially after she found out later that this woman was the biological mother who gave birth to her in October of pregnancy, she felt even worse.

I didn’t even add an if conditional sentence, even if I used the sentence "it would be fine if you weren't born", it was better than directly using the word "shouldn't" to judge the fact that Gu Zang shouldn't exist. much.

Gu Zang was still young at the time, before he could understand what was going on here, and before he had time to react, the woman leaned back and jumped off.

She ran over at a gallop, not even grabbing a piece of clothing.

Seeing all this with her own eyes, it was so ugly that she vomited out all the hamburger she just ate, and she couldn't vomit anything and was still retching on the spot.

until he lost consciousness.

When she opened her eyes again later, what she saw was another girl who looked very similar to that woman. Yes, Gu Muqing at that time should be called a girl, and she was only in her early twenties, studying abroad, He rushed back after hearing what happened to her.

Later, she was adopted by her aunt Gu Muqing and her aunt's childhood sweetheart Mu Qiao.

When she was young, she still called her aunt Mommy, and her aunt's girlfriend called mother.

Her mom and mommy are only older than her.

But as she got older, she couldn't scream anymore, especially after Gu Yi was born, because Gu Yi was Gu Muqing's biological daughter, and she was born after watching Gu Muqing become pregnant in October.

The later stories were actually perfect, Gu Muqing and Mu Qiao treated her the same as Gu Yi, even a little better than Gu Yi.

She's lucky, she's always felt that way.She has been lucky enough.

So she dare not let herself feel unhappy, she has such a good family, such a lovely sister, and a good friend who treats her wonderfully.

Already luckier than many others.

But as I said before, when people are the happiest and happiest, they will always receive a blow to the head.

After going to college, she received a letter asking her to collect the body of her biological father who died of alcoholism.Gu Muqing and Mu Qiao didn't know about it until later, and they also knew that she had really gone.

She went and saw her biological mother's hatred for her biological father.

This is very sad, she found a letter, every word in the letter is telling, the woman hates the man, hates the child between them that shouldn't exist.

She knew that her mother really hated her so much.

She loved him very much at the beginning, but later love turned into hatred, and she even hated Gu Zang along with it.Because of Gu Zang's existence, she could not cut off the connection with that man, and could no longer do what she wanted to do.

How to describe Gu Zang's feeling when he learned all this?

In fact, she was very indifferent, and she just read the letter lightly, and returned to school happily after dealing with everything, as if nothing had happened.Maybe it was because she had already guessed that the shock of this letter was far less terrible than that unfinished hamburger.

Although Gu Muqing and Mu Qiao never told her, she also guessed that there was medicine in the burger.

"Yesterday was Gu Zang's birthday, and also the day of her death."

"She is six years older than me. She is the proud daughter of heaven and the pride of our family. But because of that man, she has become a look that I don't know anymore. Later, I brought Gu Zang over to know her. Already have such a big daughter with that man."

"She has been hiding Gu Zang, preventing our family from finding out about it, and not letting others know about it. It wasn't until she fell ill, was always very irritable when dealing with company affairs, and was hysterical towards people, that she was discovered. So she Later, he was kept at home for medical treatment, and then he escaped, jumped off the roof, and gave Gu Zang medicine."

"I didn't know these things. No one in the family told me at the time. I didn't know until she died. I hurried back from abroad. At that time, the family discussed sending Gu Zang to the orphanage. At that time, our sisters My parents are gone, and there are only some uncles in the family. I was really reluctant to adopt Gu Zang, and because of this incident, I broke up with the family, but fortunately, I have Mu Qiao, who has always supported me. Later, something happened to the Gu family. Thanks to her help, I also returned to the Gu family and had the right to speak for the Gu Group."

After Gu Muqing finished speaking, he glanced at the tombstone again.

There is a photo on the tombstone. The woman in the photo is very young, which is a pity.

The woman is very similar to Gu Zang, they are almost carved out of the same mold, except for those eyes, Gu Zang has a pair of peach blossom eyes, the end of the eyes is parallel and slightly raised, and when he smiles, he bends down slightly, warm and clear, with a faint haze Feeling, very beautiful.

On the other hand, the eyes of women will be sharper, with the ends of the eyes slightly raised.

"This photo was taken a long time ago..." Gu Muqing placed the bouquet in front of the tombstone, "Gu Zang was not born at that time, and she hadn't become like that, so she looked more normal."

After finishing speaking, Gu Muqing looked at Jiang Zaiyu next to him. After listening to what she just said, Jiang Zaiyu was completely stunned, as if he hadn't reacted at all, but tears fell down again, and he took off the mask Soggy.

Mu Qiao sighed softly, and loosened the scarf around Jiang Zaiyu's neck so that she could breathe more freely, "Gu Zang always thought she was a lucky child, but we all know that she is just a Children who need to be loved."

"So it's her wish, and ours, that we tell you these things."

"We hope you can love her well. Of course, we won't kidnap you to make you love her, but..." Mu Qiao paused again before opening his mouth, with regret in his tone, "We just hope... …but you don’t need to stress about it.”

"She just doesn't want to hide it from you."

Jiang Zaiyu rolled his eyes in a daze, his breathing seemed to be dulled, and he couldn't breathe, staring at the picture of the woman on the tombstone, she didn't understand, why there is such a mother in the world?

Even if her parents didn't want her, they just threw her to grandma.

But Gu Zang's mother completely hid her from anyone, and even didn't want Gu Zang to exist in this world.

Gu Muqing was about to cry too, but she managed to hold back a little bit. After all these years, she also knew when to act like an adult in front of her children, "There is one more thing, Zai Yu, we hope you will protect it well. Don't let yourself get into trouble."

She paused, and when Jiang Zaiyu's red eyes looked over like a rabbit, she couldn't help but pat Jiang Zaiyu's head, took a deep breath, and then told another story,

"I guess you've also thought about why Gu Zang didn't want to come back before. It's clear that she has a good relationship with us."

"It's actually because of Gu Yi. When Gu Zang was in his first year of research, we came back to celebrate her birthday. We went to pick her up. There was a car accident on the road... There was an accident on Gu Yi's hand. In fact, it was a small injury, just a broken bone, but Gu Yi did not I didn’t draw for a long time, and I didn’t draw any more afterwards.”

"Gu Zang never told us about this matter. He always said that he was too lazy to come back and always made excuses."

"We didn't think it was because of this at the beginning. Later, we made more and more excuses. Naturally, we remembered that Gu Zang hadn't been back for a long time after this incident happened. We asked Yuzhao and found out. Gu Zang has been sleeping poorly for these years, and even after Gu Yi had an accident, he still needs to rely on medicine to maintain sleep."

After Gu Muqing said these few words, she couldn't help it, her eyes turned red, and she shed a few tears. She quickly wiped it away, paused, and wanted to say something more, but the voice that came out of her throat was all crying .

She couldn't help it.Mu Qiao hugged her, rubbed her shoulders, distressed emotions appeared in his eyes, "After so many years, we probably understand a little bit what Gu Zang thinks in his heart, she knows many things, So she blames herself."

"Gu Xi... is Gu Zang's biological mother. If you blame Gu Zang, Gu Zang will blame yourself. Gu Zang may be very afraid that the people around him will have troubles because of him. So, Zai Yu, you must definitely protect yourself."

Jiang Zaiyu listened in a daze, with tears in his eyes and trembling shoulders.

Gu Zang's birthday wish is to wish everyone she loves to live well.

This has always been Gu Zang's simplest and most sincere wish, because Gu Zang is very afraid that he will bring disaster and misfortune to others, because Gu Zang has always grown up bearing the blame of his own biological parents.

Even though they are all gone, Gu Zang still bears the blame for what they left behind.

So she will habitually blame herself.

Gu Yi had an accident, even if it happened by accident, she would blame herself, be afraid, and dare not face the person who continued to love her.

Jiang Zaiyu was bullied, even if all the faults were on Jin Xiaqiu, Gu Zang would feel that it was because of her and because she liked her that Jiang Zaiyu was bullied, so Gu Zang never dared to be bullied by Jiang Zaiyu at that time. Showed his liking in front of Yu.

Jiang Zaiyu understood why Gu Zang was so nervous when he had an accident before.

There are more things about Gu Zang than she imagined, and Gu Zang is far harder than she imagined.

"Gu Zang won't come over... She said she'll wait for you there." Mu Qiao patted Gu Muqing's back, then fell silent for a while after speaking, "We'll take you there, it's snowing today, accidents are easy to happen on the road."

Jiang Zaiyu broke down in tears, and wiped the tears off his face, "Okay."

Jiang Zaiyu knew where the "over there" Gu Zang mentioned was the rooftop where they met for the first time.

By the time Jiang Zaiyu got there, the sky was already dark, and the snow was falling heavily. The ground turned into a vast expanse of whiteness. Snowflakes as big as goose feathers floated in the air, being blown by the wind around and around. lock up.

Jiang Zaiyu went up to the rooftop and saw Gu Zang.

Gu Zang was wearing a black coat and boots, his long hair was tied up, and a loose ponytail was draped over his shoulders, with a few strands of hair hanging down his forehead, covering up the loneliness in his eyes.

She was holding an umbrella and standing quietly under the street lamp, against which the snowflakes fluttered and danced in the air.

Probably heard her coming up.

Gu Zang turned his head, and the moment he saw her, the loneliness in his eyes disappeared, and gradually became brighter, and the eyes that floated over were tender and soft.

Gu Zang took steps, one step at a time, as if in slow motion, his exhaled breath was white, his hair was gently blown by the wind, his eyes looked black and affectionate under the street lamp, and his delicate facial features were soft.

She walked up to Jiang Zaiyu, tilted her umbrella towards Jiang Zaiyu, patted the snow on Jiang Zaiyu's shoulder, and then bent her lips, "I thought you couldn't think of this place in the first place ?”

Jiang Zaiyu couldn't help it, his eyes became hot again.

She didn't think too much, she threw herself into Gu Zang's arms, feeling Gu Zang's beating heart, pressed her chin tightly against Gu Zang's shoulder, rubbed against Gu Zang's neck, and hugged the strength of his shoulder Slowly tighten.

It's just that she really wants to hug Gu Zang right now.

The author says:

So the timeline is:

Gu Zang was adopted——I met Xiao Yu when I had the idea of ​​suicide—I liked Xiao Yu and never knew it—I was followed by Jin Xiaqiu——Jin Xiaqiu jumped off the building and transferred to another school—I wanted to send a love letter after graduation, but I didn’t— —I went to college to collect my biological father’s body and learned the truth —I met Jiang Zaiyu’s grandmother at the darkest time —Attend grandma’s funeral and saw Zaiyu who was sad —The whole family had a car accident, Gu Yi’s hand was injured, and he didn’t draw any more Painting, Gu Zang seldom went back from that time—suffering from insomnia—and reunited with Zai Yu when he got better.

In fact, after reading this chapter, you will find that there are reasons for many of Gu Zang's previous thoughts and many details.

Why didn't she regard herself as the eldest lady of the Gu family? Why did she choose to blame herself and escape when Jin Xiaqiu bullied Xiao Yu? Why did she always dare not expose her true self? The time has come...

Also, after reuniting with Xiaoyu, why did Zangzang not dare to get close; after the incident about Xiaoyu’s grandmother was exposed, what Zangzang said was actually to himself; Zangzang and Xiaoyu said it three times The matter of Hai'an is all to tell Xiao Yu about it...

There are really a lot of details, but if you look at the front after knowing this, you will feel even more distressed about Zangzang.

Zangzang is really good~~ I love her woooo, my two female geese woooo

They have always been redeeming each other.