◎Existence, excess surplus◎

Gu Zang will never be able to refuse Jiang Zaiyu.

Even if she stayed, she would face a sea of ​​swords and flames.

But in fact, when she cleaned herself up and got into Jiang Zaiyu's bed, what she faced was that Jiang Zaiyu's shoulder was softly pressed against her shoulder, Jiang Zaiyu's warm breath, Jiang Zaiyu's soft and clean eyes floated over.

The thoughts hidden in her heart turned upside down, but they blew out like a burst balloon.

She didn't know what to think.

"Ahem..." Jiang Zaiyu coughed softly, and then said seriously, "Last time I said to try, if I slept together, I would sleep better. Today is just a chance, right?"

Gu Zang moved his throat, "Yes, that's right."

She moved her arm, it felt a little numb after lying down for a long time, but it felt numb only on the side that leaned against Jiang Zaiyu.

Jiang Zaiyu followed suit.

The elbows touched together, and then separated immediately, keeping a safe distance.

"Gu Zang~" Jiang Zaiyu made a sound, turned over, looked at her with bright eyes and blinked, "What are you thinking?"

I'm thinking about how to get closer to you, how to get through this difficult night safely.

Gu Zang didn't turn sideways, "I was thinking, how to stay away from you."

"Huh?" Jiang Zaiyu's eyes widened.

Gu Zang sighed softly, looked sideways, and met Jiang Zaiyu's gaze, "Your leg is still injured, I'm afraid I accidentally touched it in the middle of the night when I was sleeping, then I will be guilty of a serious crime."

"No!" Jiang Zaiyu said swearingly, "I sleep honestly and don't move around. You are also very honest."

"How do you know... I sleep well?" Gu Zang looked over, his eyes moving slightly.

Jiang Zaiyu was stunned for a few seconds, then turned his head away when he realized it, he retracted into the quilt and stared at the ceiling with his eyes, "I have seen how many times you sleep, on the balcony, on the sofa, I put that on You sent it to bed."

Gu Zang raised his lips, "Well, it turns out that's the case."

"However, be careful."

"Okay, I hurt my right leg, you lie on my left side, it's far away, you won't touch it."

"okay."

After this paragraph, they had nothing to say.

It's really strange, usually they talk a lot and can talk about everything.But lying on the bed together, everything felt a little wrong.

Probably because their relationship is wrong, their state is wrong.

Gu Zang thought of his formal confession that hadn't started yet, but obviously now is not a good time, not to mention the weird thing about lying on the same bed with the confession object, and Jiang Zaiyu is not in a very good state today suitable.

Jiang Zaiyu didn't cry anymore, but today's Jiang Zaiyu was too lively.

The person who was still crying heartbreakingly in the afternoon is now alive and kicking, watching zombie movies, making faces to scare her, and smiling.What's even more wrong is that Jiang Zaiyu made an exception today and kept her here.

Today is not a good time for them to lie on the same bed, but Jiang Zaiyu still said it.

If Jiang Zaiyu had been diverting his attention all night to prevent her from seeing it, then now...

Gu Zang came to a conclusion, she closed her eyelids, and looked at Jiang Zaiyu with gentle and affectionate eyes, "Zaiyu, do you have something to say to me?"

Jiang Zaiyu's body froze visibly for a moment, he was stunned for a while before he pursed his lips and said, "I have something to say."

Every time Jiang Zaiyu answered very well, he answered whatever he asked.

Gu Zang looked over quietly, waiting for Jiang Zaiyu to speak.

"Let me tell you a story..." Jiang Zaiyu turned over, his eyelashes fluttered and he looked up at her again, his eyes were already moist.

Gu Zang also turned over, turned sideways to Jiang Zaiyu, and lowered his voice, "Then this story will make you unhappy, will it make you cry?"

"Maybe." Jiang Zaiyu bent the corners of his mouth pretending to be relaxed, "But I still want to say, if I can't help crying...you must be responsible for coaxing me."

"Okay~" Gu Zang smiled softly, pulled a little closer, and put his hand on Jiang Zaiyu's shoulder, "Then I will hold you from now on, maybe I can make you cry less .”

Jiang Zaiyu pursed his lips and smiled, then blinked slightly, "Okay~"

"Once upon a time there was a little girl, her name was Jiang Zaiyu. What existed was what was left." Jiang Zaiyu used the word "before" a lot, but the first sentence established the tone of the story.

Gu Zang was silent for a while, then moved closer, and gently patted Jiang Zaiyu's shoulder so that Jiang Zaiyu could lie on her chest and tell this story.

Following Gu Zang's movements, Jiang Zaiyu found a suitable place to nest in her arms, and the voice that came out was muffled, but he hadn't cried yet.

"Her mother gave birth to her out of wedlock. Her father disappeared after she was born. Her mother gave her this name and abandoned her when she was two years old. Later, she died outside in a car accident."

"She grew up with her grandma. Grandma relied on being a live-in nanny for a rich family to support her life and study, and changed her name. But maybe she was...too young at that time, and grandma didn't tell her anything. , took good care of her, so when she was a child...she lived a fairly happy life, but because of her grandmother's unstable job, she often changed schools."

Jiang Zaiyu paused for a while when he spoke up to this point, his voice was choked with sobs, but he still held back and restrained himself to continue talking.

"When it was time to go to school, she realized that she was different from others. She didn't have a schoolbag with cartoon characters embroidered on it, but a bag sewn from old clothes, and she didn't have a multi-layer pencil case with full functions that could sharpen pencils." , there are no sneakers that light up when you step on the soles of your feet, no parents who come to pick her up after school, no pocket money to buy snacks. But she also has many things that others don’t have, such as... Grandma prepared for her. Although the meat is not Lots of delicious but solid bento, the beautiful braids that grandma tied for her, and the unique new clothes that grandma made for her..."

"She is still happy, because at that time, she could live a good life alone without friends. But in junior high school, everyone no longer played together in the same classroom, and the students all had their own Small circle. This time, it's not that she discovered the gap between herself and others, but that others discovered her difference."

"Others say that she is independent, that she doesn't go to the cafeteria to eat with others at noon, that she doesn't give gifts on birthdays at the same table, and that she has never been to any birthday parties in the class. .”

When Jiang Zaiyu said this, although he was sobbing, he still insisted on talking without stopping.

Gu Zang's fingertips trembled, and he hugged the huddled person tightly in his arms, and his voice was dry, "It's not you, it's them."

"I...I haven't finished yet..." Jiang Zaiyu sniffled.

Her chest was wet, and the pooled tears seemed to rush in from her chest, soaking her heart. Her heart was soaked in the salty water, making it wrinkled and astringent.

She took a deep breath and continued to listen quietly.

Jiang Zaiyu paused for a while, then continued, "Actually, it's nothing. She doesn't have any friends. So she can still entertain herself. She doesn't tell others her birthday, and she doesn't accept others approaching." On her birthday, she will find a place to stay alone, on the roof, in a corner, so that her grandma, who is busy with work, won't worry about it."

"In the third year of junior high school, on her birthday, she went to the rooftop of a shopping mall as usual, and met a girl..." Jiang Zaiyu was in a better mood when he said this, and looked over with moist eyes, like A circle of light dimmed, "Every time she finds a suitable place, there is no one else. But this time, this girl has been here and stood with her for a whole day. It seems that this is the first time she has been accompanied by someone. One day's birthday. Although they didn't speak..."

It was Jiang Zaiyu's birthday that day.Gu Zang only found out about it later, she remembered what date it was, because she had the habit of keeping a diary before she was in college, but it took a long time before she knew about Jiang Zaiyu's birthday.

Gu Zang swallowed subconsciously, "So it was that day, I remember it."

"This is also a very important day for me." She closed her eyelids, "I won't talk about my affairs today, and wait for you to finish slowly."

Jiang Zaiyu nodded, his tone was soft and nasal, "Okay~"

"... Later, she lived like this. In high school, her grandmother went to work in a new place, so she transferred to a new school. She had the first friend she thought she had at the time, and that friend was... ...Jin Xiaqiu."

Gu Zang was stunned for a moment, and after a while a complicated expression appeared on his face, "So it turns out that you have known each other for a long time, but...she doesn't regard you as a friend, does she?"

Jiang Zaiyu sighed and sniffed, "My grandma was working as a nanny at Jin Xiaqiu's house at that time. My grandma and I both lived in their house, so I also met her at that time."

"When I first met her, I thought she was very nice. She took the initiative to say hello to me. Before I completely transferred to another school, she would sometimes force me to hang out with me, although she took me out Just put me aside and play by myself, but she will bring me a copy of everything she buys. She is always very tough, she will give it anyway if you want it, and I can’t help it if I don’t, so I can only I used my own way to return gifts to her. At that time, I was already able to work part-time in a milk tea shop, so I often brought her some cheap snacks. She didn’t seem to dislike it. Sometimes she ate and sometimes threw it away, but I knew that she It’s not disgusting, it’s just that I want it when I’m in a good mood and throw it away when I’m in a bad mood. She’s always weird. On the first day of school, I went with her in the car.”

"Hearing this, if I were a stranger, I would probably think that although she has a bad temper, she is still a person you can get along with." Gu Zang sighed softly, "But she is not."

"Yes, she's not." Jiang Zaiyu closed his eyes lightly, and tears rolled down from the end of his eyes, "She probably...just treats me as a dispensable pet or toy."

"So, when she meets something she really likes, she can abandon me without hesitation."

"She changed later, and you know it. When I just transferred to another school, you gave me notes for each subject. I took them home to read, but she bumped into me, and she took the notes away. She thought I liked it. You, started targeting me, started doing those things."

"What I thought was my first friend in life brought me some of the most embarrassing memories."

After Jiang Zaiyu finished his last sentence, he smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled, "The story is over."

She is relaxed now, but her nose and eyes are red and swollen from crying, which shows that it is difficult for her to finish telling this story.

Gu Zang let go of Jiang Zaiyu, reached out and rubbed her face, wiped away the remaining tears on her face, and said softly, "I think the chronological order of your story is not right. Logically speaking, it is I met you first, so what, the first friend should also be me."

"What's the matter, Jin Xiaqiu took the lead?"

Jiang Zaiyu was stunned for a few seconds when he heard this, his tensed shoulders relaxed a bit, and he bent his eyes and smiled, "Yes, maybe, maybe, maybe, I didn't think of it at the time."

Because people who fall in love at first sight will not be included in the friend list.

Although this was the first time she fell in love at first sight, after that day, she also distinguished the difference between a heartbeat and a friend.

That day was also a good day, especially when standing on the rooftop. You can see the clear blue sky, very close to the sky, but far away from the pedestrians on the road.

The wind is warm and blows slowly.

The clouds are very beautiful, gathered in groups, hanging in the sky, like soft and lovely cotton balls.

The people around me were very quiet, barely speaking.

They were separated by a few steps, but she still couldn't help looking at Gu Zang next to her from the corner of her eye, with her low ponytail tied to her shoulders, and the hair on her forehead hanging down naturally, blown up by the wind from time to time, which was also gentle and gentle. magnitude.

They looked at the sky and people together, but they didn't talk about anything tacitly.

Jiang Zaiyu felt that this was the first time she stayed next to a stranger, and she felt so comfortable and relaxed.

So they stood side by side until the sun went down.

She still remembered that when the setting sun was slanting down, the brilliance traced on Gu Zang's side face, dizzy with the rays of light, fell into the dusk.

It was the most beautiful view she had ever seen.she thought so.

"Then I apply to be your only and most special friend, okay?"

Gu Zang's voice sounded next to her ear, clearly visible, warm and pleasant, blowing around her, warm, circling her in a 720-degree circle.

Jiang Zaiyu came back to his senses, with an unprecedented sense of satisfaction rising in his heart, he relaxed against Gu Zang's soft and reliable shoulder, and bent his lips, "Okay~"

Gu Zang didn't sleep much all night, with his eyes open and eyelids closed, thinking about it.

Because she wanted to take care of Jiang Zaiyu who was sleeping in her arms.

She couldn't make the distance, Jiang Zaiyu, who was leaning softly in her arms, breathing lightly, fluttering eyelashes, and slightly pouting red lips, all rushed into her vision, and her whole world .

So she couldn't let go of Jiang Zaiyu.But you can't ignore Jiang Zaiyu's legs.

So she didn't sleep much all night.But fortunately, she came back early and didn't need to go to the laboratory. She had plenty of time today.

Jiang Zaiyu should have slept peacefully, until the morning, he was quietly nestled in her arms, did not turn over, very honest.

In the morning, before the alarm clock rang, Jiang Zaiyu woke up, his eyelashes were trembling, his eyes slowly opened, he blinked for a while, probably just realized that the person in front of him was Gu Zang, his eyes were bent , "Morning~"

Gu Zang smiled, "Morning, I woke up a little earlier than you."

"Hmm..." Jiang Zaiyu just woke up, his mind was still a little confused, so he just replied in a daze, "Did I sleep badly last night?"

"Very honest." Gu Zang said truthfully, "I haven't moved."

"That's good..." Jiang Zaiyu stuck out his tongue and blinked his foggy eyes, "Then don't worry tonight..."

Realizing what she said, she shut her mouth tightly, her face quickly warmed up, and pulled away a little, fearing that her breath would burn Gu Zang.

Gu Zang smiled, and with his slightly cool palm, he pressed Sticking Ginger on Yu Hong's flushed cheek, and answered her unfinished sentence, "Tonight, I can rest assured to sleep next to you."

By default, she will sleep here during this period of time.

Jiang Zaiyu closed his eyes tightly, and a coy "um" popped out from his throat.

Gu Zang almost didn't laugh out loud, he got out of the quilt and got up, "I'll wash up and make breakfast first, you lie down for a while, I'll help you later."

"No need..." After Jiang Zaiyu said these two words, Gu Zang walked away again.

She swallowed the rest of the words, her mind moved, she dragged her legs, and nimbly got into the place where Gu Zang had just been lying on, and curled the corners of her mouth.

This one is warmer, and it will be convenient for Gu Zang to help her out of bed later.

It seems that it is indeed more fragrant than her place.

Gu Zang waited for Jiang Zaiyu to have breakfast, entrusted him to Xiao Zheng completely, and then went back upstairs to sleep for a while.

When she woke up, her head was a little groggy, and her chest was still a little heavy, but she didn't pay much attention.

She has other things to do today.

Gu hid and tidied up, drank a cup of hot water to slow down the dry throat that seemed to be on fire, took the key and went out.

The weather is not good, it is still raining, and it is floating on the ground, the ground is a bit dirty and wet, and the trousers are stained with water after walking a few steps.

She thought of the person she was going to see later, and her mood became bad.

She took a taxi to a coffee shop.

As soon as I walked in, I saw a familiar figure sitting by the window.

It cannot be denied that even though Gu Zang hated Jin Xiaqiu extremely, he still recognized her at the first sight.

Gu Zang walked over slowly and sat down, and put the umbrella on the side shelf.

Jin Xiaqiu's eyes moved from the window to Gu Zang's face, stared for a few times, and smiled, "I thought you wouldn't come?"

Gu Zang stared at the glass of water on the table, and raised his eyes to Jin Xiaqiu when he heard these words, "Why didn't you come?"

"If you don't look for me, I will look for you." She glanced at the scenery outside absently, then turned her gaze back, "After all, I want to settle accounts with you."

"You have a cold?" Jin Xiaqiu froze for a moment, didn't answer her words, tilted his head to look at her, rubbing the water glass with his fingertips, "Have you taken any medicine?"

"I think this is not what I want to talk to you about." Gu Zang closed his eyelids, his face expressionless, "You know, the more self-righteous you say these things, the more disgusting I am. People you don’t know well, talk about yourself.”

"Yeah..." Jin Xiaqiu lowered his head and said this, then raised his head after a while, his eyes sparkling, "According to our relationship, you should splash all the water on the table on my face."

Gu Zang said lightly, "You are quite self-aware."

Without waiting for Jin Xiaqiu to answer, she took her hand out of her pocket, raised the glass of water on the table, and poured it mercilessly on Jin Xiaqiu's face, "I have nothing to dare to splash, and I won't Relentless."

Jin Xiaqiu didn't hide, took out a tissue and wiped the water off her face, but the water on her hair couldn't be wiped off anyway, and it stuck to her face wetly, highlighting her embarrassment at the moment.

She simply stopped wiping, sighed lightly, her shoulders shook, and met Gu Zang's gaze calmly, "I think, you are regretting one thing now."

"Yes, I regret it very much."

Gu Zang confessed straightforwardly, without changing his face and heartbeat, "I regret that I said that, should I call the police for you."

"I also regret that when you were about to jump off the building, I held you back."

"A person like you will probably never know how to write the words Zhientubao."

The author says:

金夏秋马上要下线啦~感谢在2022032600:00:00~2022032700:00:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmines: 1 Gui Xingzhou;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Uglazy; 1 bottle of Dongzheng;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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