Grape Beauty Incubation Period [Entertainment]

◎The unattainable has become within reach◎

The person leaning on her shoulders burst into tears, so that the skirt of her clothes stuck to her skin.

Gu Zang's heart seemed to be tightened, and it hurt and he couldn't even breathe.

"Gu Zang..." Jiang Zaiyu, who buried his head in tears, finally opened his mouth before the tears were about to run dry, but he still couldn't utter a complete sentence, intermittently, accompanied by sobbing and trembling, "I really, really It's not...not on purpose."

Gu Zang paused for a moment with his raised hand, and patted Jiang Zaiyu's back. He moved slowly, moved his lips, and said hoarsely, "I know."

These words seemed to turn on Jiang Zaiyu's emotional switch, and hot tears fell down onto Gu Zang's shoulders, causing her shoulders to tremble.

"I... I was recording a program in another province. The program... signed a contract. It was supposed to be recorded for three days..."

"I heard the news and rushed back that night, but... still didn't have time, it was too late, Gu Zang, I... I'm really sorry grandma, I was wrong, grandma must want to watch it again Look at me, grandma must have needed me very much at that time, but...but why did I have to wait until night to go back..."

"Obviously I can, rush back when I hear the news, obviously I can... I can catch up. If, if I hadn't insisted on finishing the recording during the day, maybe I could... I could have changed this result."

"Grandma... how sad grandma must be, why...why didn't I go back earlier?"

"it's all my fault……"

Every word Jiang Zaiyu said, every sentence, contained the regret and sorrow that he couldn't escape, couldn't accept himself, and couldn't forgive himself. Sobbing came out restrainedly from every word, and after he finished telling the ins and outs of the matter, , Already choked up with tears.

Jiang Zaiyu's whole body was trembling and hot, and she was buried in Gu Zang's neck and weeping bitterly. The hands that encircled her were a little too strong, which made her whole upper body hurt a little, and her chest also ached. .

"It's not your fault, Zai Yu, it's not your fault."

Gu Zang didn't know how he could change Jiang Zaiyu's thoughts, so he could only repeat this sentence sentence by sentence, his hands kept patting Jiang Zaiyu's back slowly, his eyes became hot, and his chest hurt so badly. He was tense, and when Jiang Zaiyu's crying in his arms calmed down a little, he let go of his hands, and slowly let go of his embrace.

She pulled out a few pieces of paper and gently wiped away the tears on Jiang Zaiyu's face, but the tears still came out from the red and swollen eye sockets and dripped down the jade-white chin to the clothes.

"Zayu..." Gu Zang shouted, and when Jiang Zaiyu looked up at her and met those eyes filled with grief, he pursed his lips tightly, suppressed the bitterness in his heart, and spoke softly , "Many times, people are like this, powerless, and there are many things that cannot be changed."

"I know that what I say now may be just a few light words, which will not have any practical effect on you. However, I still want to say that the strength of the living is the best comfort to the dead. Maybe not only The dead are still a comfort to those around you."

She paused, glanced at Jiang Zaiyu's splinted leg, and clenched her fingers, "Sometimes you blame yourself and don't forgive yourself for the choice you made at that moment, but it's actually just because you have nothing else to blame People or things. Because you also know in your heart that even if you make another choice at that regretful moment, the result will not change in any way. Birth, old age, sickness and death are the things we are most helpless."

Jiang Zaiyu's crying subsided for a while, the drooping eyelashes were stained with tears, his palms were clasped tightly on his knees, his lips were pursed into a tight line, and he didn't speak.

Gu Zang rubbed Jiang Zaiyu's hair with gentle strength, "I know that your show at that time must have been very important, and it was also a very precious opportunity for you, but you still gave up, didn't you?" , you just waited until the recording was over before going back. You didn’t give up the chance to meet your grandma because of the recording, but you just wanted to make an appropriate choice.”

"But most people, when making a decision, don't expect what will happen later." After she finished speaking, she paused for a while, retracted her hand, and then continued, "Although this is indeed It's a very regrettable thing, but you shouldn't take all the responsibility."

"If grandma knows, she will feel sorry for you, and she will feel sorry for you for always blaming yourself."

"I know." Jiang Zaiyu said bluntly, and after saying this, he lowered his head again, buried it on his knees, and sobbed softly, "But what's the use of that, what you said is just for us to comfort ourselves It's just an excuse of guilt. Grandma may not blame me, but I... still can't accept this fact. "

"She was so kind to me and gave me almost everything she could give, but I was still so unfilial. After studying in college, in order to make money, I often didn't go back. I missed many, many opportunities to be filial to her. She hasn't had time to enjoy the blessings , just leave."

"Do you know?" The tears in Jiang Zaiyu's eyes flickered, and his voice became sad again, "After I went to college, I went back four or five times in four years, and I always felt that my grandma was waiting for me here. I always feel that there will be opportunities in the future, but where will the opportunities come from?"

"I have no chance..." Jiang Zaiyu turned his head to look over, shook his head, his lips turned white from being bitten, "I have no chance."

Gu Zang met Jiang Zaiyu's gaze, exhaled lightly, and moved his lips, "But what I saw was that you are very filial to grandma, and you tore off the labels on your expensive clothes for fear that grandma would not be willing to spend money. I sent it back, bought a smartphone for my grandma, and waited until I taught my grandma how to use it before leaving. I video-videoed with her every day outside, and took my grandma for a medical examination every year. I talked about my grandma nagging, but I was still quiet when she was talking about it. Listen quietly, and every time you come back, you will give gifts to Grandma Li next door to let her spend more time with your grandma."

What she saw was more than what Jiang Zaiyu himself saw.

The more she talked, the more surprised Jiang Zaiyu looked in his eyes, and Du froze and looked at her without saying a word.

Gu Zang straightened Jiang Zaiyu's messy hair, gently wiped the remaining tears in the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, and sighed softly, "I know, there are many things like this. Although you can't always accompany By grandma's side, but you have done well enough, at least much better than me... "

"How... how do you know these things?" Jiang Zaiyu asked softly, unable to hide his doubts on his face.

"I forgot to tell you." Gu Zang leaned on the edge of the lazy sofa, looked up at Jiang Zaiyu slightly, "Your grandma and I can probably be regarded as... good friends."

Hearing these words, Jiang Zaiyu became more and more puzzled, tears were hanging from the corners of his eyes and he forgot to flow down, and looked at her with red eyes.

Gu Zang closed his eyelids lightly, and said in a warm voice, "When I was in college, I went back from winter vacation, and I met a grandma on the road, she was carrying a bag full of vegetables, and she seemed to be struggling, so I helped her carry it. back."

"result……"

"After you got home, you found that her house was full of my photos, as well as the awards I got when I was a child." Before Gu Zang could finish speaking, Jiang Zaiyu answered this sentence, and looked at it nervously after finishing speaking. Gu Zang, "What happened next?"

"Later..." Gu Zang patted Jiang Zaiyu lightly on the top of his head, pursed his lips, "I knew that the granddaughter she was talking about was you, and she left me for dinner, I don't know what happened, If you can’t refuse, you will really eat it.”

Jiang Zaiyu nodded, his eyes became moist again, "Grandma is like this, she likes well-behaved girls, and when she meets them, she always wants to make them eat more, and she feels distressed when she looks too thin .”

"Yes." Gu Zang also nodded, "At that time, she also packed a lot of dishes for me like you did when you first came to my house, saying that her granddaughter also liked these dishes, and then told me a lot about you. "

"I told her that you and I are in the same class. She was very happy and said that I was the first classmate of yours she saw. Before leaving, she packed me a lot of pickles and small fish Fuck, I brought those here and ate them for a long time.”

"Later, every time I went back, I would go to see her. She didn't know my full name, and called me Xiao Gu every time, and told me those things. Once I happened to come to see her. You called me I got a video call, and I was so scared that I threw away my chopsticks and left without eating."

"I don't know if she mentioned me to you..."

Jiang Zaiyu shook his head, tears filled his eyes, "She only mentioned it once, but never mentioned your name, and she never told me about these things..."

"I think... I know why she didn't say it." Gu Zang moved his lips, and bitterness overflowed in his throat, "She's afraid that you will feel guilty, and she's afraid that once she says that I come here often, it will make you feel like an outsider came to see her They watch more frequently than you. But that’s not the case. I’m just a stranger who comes to see her occasionally. You are the granddaughter who tells her all the details. She never blames you, even occasionally She complains and complains, but she also thinks that you are her most proud granddaughter in the whole world, and the number of times she praises you to me is ten thousand times more than the number of times that you don't come back often."

"She doesn't blame you, and she is proud of you."

"So, don't blame yourself. This is the last thing grandma wants to see."

After Gu Zang finished speaking, he also choked up a little.

But Jiang Zaiyu was obviously more uncomfortable, his face was buried in his knees, and his suppressed crying became more and more prominent in the quiet room, and his tears slid down to the floor.

Gu Zang couldn't help but reached out and hugged Jiang Zaiyu, patted her on the back lightly, without saying another word.

She knew that she had to wait for Jiang Zaiyu to vent his anger slowly and think it through slowly.

Jiang Zaiyu cried fiercely, at first she buried herself on Gu Zang's shoulder and wept the shoulder of her shirt, and then buried her on her chest and wept, the front of her shirt was also wet.

When Jiang Zaiyu was tired from crying and let go of her, Gu Zang's clean white shirt was already in a mess as if he had just returned from a disaster, and the collar was crooked when Jiang Zaiyu just started crying out of control.

Jiang Zaiyu was a little embarrassed, and held his fingertips, "I'll buy you a new one, do you want to change now?"

"Huh?" Gu Zang followed Jiang Zaiyu's eyes, looked around at the white shirt on his body, smiled and shook his head, "It's okay, I dirty it myself."

Jiang Zaiyu shook his head lightly, "No, I will pay you back then."

Gu Zang was stunned for a moment, then nodded with a smile, "Okay, then you will pay me a new one."

"Yeah." Jiang Zaiyu nodded, paused for a while and said hesitantly, "Did you just come back after finishing the report?"

Gu Zang took off the glasses on the bridge of her nose and put them on the small table on the balcony. She is not highly myopic, and the glasses are a little uncomfortable after wearing them for so long, and her temples are a little tight. He sensually avoided Jiang Zaiyu's gaze, "No. There is no delay, don't worry."

Jiang Zaiyu stopped talking, stared at Gu Zang without saying a word, his eyelashes trembled.

"It really didn't delay the matter." Gu Zang patted Jiang Zaiyu's hair and stood up, but suddenly his eyes turned black, his body wobbled and almost lost his balance.

But Jiang Zaiyu saw it, and was anxious to get up from the ground on one leg to help her.

Gu Zang managed to stabilize himself, but saw Jiang Zaiyu's movements again, seeing that Jiang Zaiyu was about to fall to the ground, she quickly placed Jiang Zaiyu's back.

With a muffled sound, her back hit the ground, and Jiang Zaiyu lay on top of her.

After meeting his eyes, Jiang Zaiyu was stunned for a while, but he blinked his eyes and didn't react. After hearing Gu Zang's muffled groan, he hurriedly limped up from Gu Zang's body, sat on the beanbag sofa and kept quiet. Balance, trying to help Gu Zang up.

"It's okay, don't move, don't fall again later."

After Gu Zang finished speaking, he stood up, his back was still burning with pain, "It's okay, those with carpets don't hurt."

Jiang Zaiyu was on the verge of crying again, with tears in his eyes, his mouth pursed, "It's all my fault..."

Gu Zang stepped forward and pinched Jiang Zaiyu's mouth. The soft and delicate touch of her fingertips made her stunned for a moment. After a while, she came back to her senses, let go of her hand with a light cough, and put her fingertips away as if nothing had happened. Get up, "It's really all right. Don't cry and don't blame yourself."

"You sit here, I'm going to change clothes, have you not eaten today?"

She frowned as she spoke, "I'll do it for you."

Jiang Zaiyu looked at Gu Zang in a daze, and pursed his lips, "Don't lie to me. It's a three-hour flight, and the airport is still an hour away. You spoke at ten o'clock, and it's not yet five o'clock. I just After crying for so long, you must have rushed back just after you finished speaking, and you haven't eaten yet."

Gu Zang didn't expect Jiang Zaiyu to think so fast after crying for so long, he smiled and patted Jiang Zaiyu's head, "It's not good to be so smart. Alright, I'll cook."

After Gu Zang said this, he turned around and walked into the room, his back was straight, but when he looked carefully, his steps were still a little shaky.

Jiang Zaiyu stayed where he was, watching quietly, his eyelashes flickering a few times, sitting on the sofa, but his fingertips involuntarily clasped the edge of the sofa.

It was not yet five o'clock, and the sunlight outside was a bit dazzling. It spilled into the balcony through the window and flooded the living room. The light on the ground slanted, and the soft and fluffy carpet in the living room was dyed a layer of golden yellow, warm and cozy.

Jiang Zaiyu turned his eyes around, and finally landed on the glasses that Gu Zang had just taken off.

Glasses with silver-rimmed square frames were quietly placed on the table, and the lenses were reflected and dimmed by the sunlight pouring in from the window.

She stood up, took it from the table with a limping leg, and rubbed it lightly with her fingertips. After seeing the condition of the glasses clearly, the eyelids drooped, and the eye sockets became moist again.

She remembered that Gu Zang was a little short-sighted, so the glasses were not for decoration, but prescriptions.

But of the two lenses in the spectacle frame, only one is left.Besides, who would decorate a spectacle frame with only one lens?

How anxious is Gu Zang?

He didn't bring any luggage, and came back empty-handed, and his whole body was shaking when he hugged her.

He also made the glasses that he had been wearing on the bridge of his nose lose a lens, so that the white shirt that was still clean and meticulously wrinkled during the live broadcast in the morning was crumpled when he came back.

The man she thought was unattainable wearing a white shirt on the flag-raising platform walked down from the stage, hugged her, comforted her, and cooked for her.

She has become someone who is everywhere and within reach when she needs it.

The author says:

Today starts to become a new chapter at [-]:[-] p.m.~

ps：关于顾藏和小虞外婆认识的伏笔，也是在24章里提到过哦～感谢在2022032300:00:37~2022032400:00:37期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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