This time it didn't work out.
Lu Wusong suppressed his hand that was about to move, and said to Jiang Huai, "Hey, go back to the bedroom first."
Just when Jiang Huai shook his head.
The door in front of the two suddenly opened from the inside, revealing Tang Pingjian's haggard face.
Jiang Huai and Lu Wusong were taken aback at the same time, Lu Wusong's face sank, and he said to Jiang Huai, "You go back first."
Jiang Huai grabbed Lu Wusong's sleeve and made it clear that he didn't want to go back. Looking at him, he seemed to be afraid that Lu Wusong would fight Tang Pingjian.
Before, he didn't know that things between Tang Pingjian and Lu Wuchong were fine.
Now that he knew it, he suddenly felt that Lu Wusong could tolerate Tang Pingjian staying at home for such a long time before—it was simply too good-natured.
Tang Pingjian was also taken aback when he saw Lu Wuchong.
Lu Wusong remained expressionless: "I remember I said, let you get out of my house."
Jiang Huai hesitated to speak, wanting Lu Wuchong to stop talking like this.
Looking at it this way, when Lu Wusong talked to him back then, he was still merciful - at least he didn't swear.
When Tang Pingjian came here, he felt that he drank a lot of wine.
Even if he is sober now, if he gets a little closer, he can still smell the strong smell of alcohol. He rubbed his stomach in pain, as if he didn't hear Lu Wusong's sarcastic words, "I... I heard You are leaving, I lost something with you, have you seen it?"
"Yeah, he said he was looking for something," Jiang Huai explained, "That's why I let him in, am I right?"
Tang Pingjian gave Jiang Huai a thumbs up, "Yes, it's so right."
Lu Wuchong: "..."
He didn't want to argue with Tang Pingjian here, so he said coldly, "There's nothing you're looking for here, and I'm not a shelter here."
"No?" Tang Pingjian murmured.
Lu Wusong said coldly, "No."
Hearing what he said, Tang Pingjian started to go crazy.
He wiped his face and said to himself: "No? Impossible? I obviously fell here, I obviously fell here, if there is no here, where can I find it? I want to Where can I find it?"
Jiang Huai was startled by his sudden collapse.
He was protected by Lu Wuchong, and when Lu Wuchong saw Tang Pingjian like this, the expression on his face did not change at all, and his indifference reached a terrifying level.
Jiang Huai remembered something, and tentatively asked, "Are you looking for a photo?"
When Tang Pingjian heard this, he immediately raised his head and said to Jiang Huai, "Yes, it's a photo. Have you seen it? Have you seen it?"
Jiang Huai tugged at the hem of Lu Wusong's clothes.
He whispered, "Where's the pocket watch I gave you earlier? It belongs to Uncle Tang."
The expression on Lu Wusong's face was still very cold.
He stared at Tang Pingjian's hopeful face for a moment, then turned around and walked towards the master bedroom after a while.
Tang Pingjian stared at Lu Wusong's back, grabbed Jiang Huai's hand, and kept saying, "Thank you, Xiao Jiang, thank you so much."
Jiang Huai always felt that Tang Pingjian was weird after returning from this trip.
When he stayed at Lu's house before, although he also drank, he had never drank like this.
Not long after, Lu Wuchong came out of the master bedroom. After he came out, Tang Pingjian straightened up and stared straight at Lu Wuchong... the things in his hands.
Lu Wuchong threw the things to him.
Tang Pingjian opened the old pocket watch, and immediately picked it up like a treasure.
The madness just now was swept away on his face, he seemed to have regained a bit of a human appearance, much more normal than before, he kept muttering: "Thank you, thank you."
Before he knew that he had thrown Lu Wusong, Jiang Huai still liked him.
Seeing him like this now, Jiang Huai couldn't help but feel uncomfortable again, and he hugged Lu Wusong's arm.
The expression in Lu Wuchong's eyes finally became complicated.
In fact, Jiang Huai knew that Lu Wuchong was definitely not as cold and hard as he appeared on the surface. It can be seen from the fact that he doesn't like children but has been funding orphanages.
He also knew that no matter how pitiful Tang Pingjian's performance was, he was the one who made the mistake first.
So no one can blame others, let alone Lu Wuchong for being ruthless.
Lu Wusong took Jiang Huai's hand, his voice was soft, but still a bit stiff: "Go, go to sleep."
After returning to the bedroom, Jiang Huai remembered that Lu Wuchong didn't seem to have eaten yet.
When he turned around, Lu Wusong just came over, the two collided, Jiang Huai was embraced by Lu Wusong, he raised his head, just in time to see Lu Wusong's tired side face.
They were going abroad soon, and Lu Wuchong had too much work to deal with, several times he worked until the early hours of the morning.
Jiang Huai whispered: "I'm sorry, shouldn't I have brought him home?"
Lu Wuchong paused.
He let go of Jiang Huai, his expression softened a lot, he pinched Jiang Huai's face, "Didn't you think you did the right thing just now?"
Jianghuai: "..."
Just talk and talk, what are you doing?
"Did you still wonder why I did this to him before?" Lu Wuchong asked.
Hearing what he said, Jiang Huai didn't know whether to nod or shake his head.
There must be curiosity.
However, he had already heard the reason from Dean Mei, and he didn't want Lu Wuchong to expose his scars—he couldn't help but think about it, as an unfavored child of the Jiang family, he had been confused for a while. How would it feel if Lu Wusong was thrown away by his own father?
"It wasn't lost that time," Lu Wusong said, "I ran away by myself."
Jiang Huai's eyes widened.
"I haven't seen my mother since I was born, because when she gave birth to me, she got a disease and couldn't be rescued. The adults at that time were vague and refused to tell me what the disease was." Lu Wusong paused, "Later I checked, amniotic fluid embolism."
Jiang Huai doesn't know much about diseases, but he will soon have a baby.
So he felt the pain almost instantly.
"According to other people in the Lu family, Tang Pingjian was considered a normal person before my mother passed away," Lu Wusong said, "He went crazy at the door of the operating room that day, rushed in to beat the doctor, and said that this hospital killed people. .”
At the same time, on the other side, Tang Pingjian stroked the photo of Lu Chengqiu with a dazed expression.
He called out: "Qiuqiu!"
More than that.
After Tang Pingjian was stopped, he was still devastated and wanted to smash the hospital.
How innocent the doctor is.
Later, Tang Pingjian was sedated and tied with a restraint belt before he was placed on the hospital bed.When he woke up, he lay on the bed again without eating, drinking or talking.
Someone carried a newborn baby to his bedside, but it didn't stir up any waves in him.
People are like dead.
He also really thought about suicide.
But the old lady was very strict, and ordered several strong men to watch him in the hospital, and did not allow him to be untied in the hospital, and he was forced to give him three meals a day.
Only then did he stop his desire to seek death.
He lay in the hospital for a full month. Lu Wusong also stayed in the incubator for a while because of his premature birth. During this period, the distance between the two did not exceed 100 meters, and Tang Pingjian never even glanced at him.
Later, if the old lady did not come forward.
The rest of the Lu family had no doubt that Tang Pingjian could lie down until the hospital closed down.
Not knowing what the old lady had said to him, Tang Pingjian pulled himself together and took over Lu Wuchong brought by the old lady.
Lu Rumei said: "Originally, the child's surname is Lu. Since Cheng Qiu has passed away, this child can take your surname."
Tang Pingjian said hoarsely, "No need."
Lu Rumei was a little surprised.
"This child will still be named after Chengqiu." Tang Pingjian glanced at the infant baby, and handed it to Lu Rumei casually, "You can choose a name."
Looking at his attitude, Lu Rumei suppressed the desire to get angry.
She tightened her eyebrows, and when she looked at the child, her expression softened a lot.
In Tang Pingjian's dull eyes, Lu Rumei said: "Let's call him Wusong. There will be no disasters. I hope he grows up safely."
Tang Pingjian didn't respond.
"You can't expect others to take care of the child for you, can you?" Lu Rumei frowned, "He has no mother, if you don't care about him, this child can only die..."
"Okay, okay, I know that Lu Chengqiu is dead! No need to repeat it!" Tang Pingjian suddenly said loudly, "I will take my child."
Lu Rumei looked at him quietly for a moment.
Tang Pingjian scratched his hair, "I'm not as hard-hearted as you. Lu Chengqiu is dead, and I can't keep calm. I just don't want to see him temporarily, because I can't help but think...I can't help but think... "
Lu Rumei's lips trembled.
She is hard-hearted?
Tang Pingjian said hoarsely: "Why is Qiuqiu gone, but he is still alive?"
Lu Rumei sternly said, "Tang Pingjian!"
"He is your son, not your enemy," Lu Rumei said, "If Cheng Qiu knows that you treat her son like this, Tuo Meng will scold you too!"
Tang Pingjian had already collapsed, his face was full of tears, and he hugged his head.
In the silent confrontation, Lu Rumei slowly put down Lu Wusong.
In fact, she wanted to say something more.
But she also knew that no matter what she said, Tang Pingjian couldn't listen anymore.
The child was sleeping soundly in swaddling clothes. He was taken care of in the hospital for a while, and the Lu family also took care of him for a while. He seemed to be in relatively good condition, at least he wasn't malnourished.
Lu Rumei suppressed the reluctance in her heart.
She turned her head and took a look - in the dim sunlight, Tang Pingjian was half lying on the hospital bed, finally willing to look at the child.
But it was just a glance.
He is like a piece of wood with a human appearance, except for this shell, the soul has long drifted away to nowhere.
After being discharged from the hospital, Tang Pingjian took Lu Wusong away from the Lu family.
Lu Rumei turned one eye and closed the other, without obstructing, just staring secretly.
Looking back at the three years that Tang Pingjian lived with Lu Wusong, he really worked hard. The child was always difficult to raise in the first two years, breastfeeding and crying were almost impossible without a mother.
But Lu Wuchong was taken care of and survived safely.
Occasionally Tang Pingjian would take him back to Lu's house, but he never stayed long.
Whether they are poor or rich, relatives always have the same mouth, even when Lu Wuchong was not very good at speaking, this group of people always liked to talk.
pitiful.
I lost my mother at such a young age, and my father is still clueless. Why do I have to take a child outside to suffer?Why not send him back to Lu's family to raise him--it's just good for nothing, caring about that poor self-esteem, and not thinking about the child?
Tang Pingjian just listened to these words, and never took them to heart.
However, there is another kind of words that Tang Pingjian can't listen to.
That is - why not find a mother for the child again?
Are you still thinking about the property of the Lu family, knowing that after marrying a new wife, you can't brazenly accept the care of the Lu family?
Tang Pingjian wished he could tear the mouths of these people!
Every time Tang Pingjian loses his temper, Lu Wuchong, who is only one or two years old, always grabs Tang Pingjian ignorantly and fearfully.
The harder Tang Pingjian scolded these people, the deeper Lu Wusong's fear became, which was also the root cause of his lack of trust in Tang Pingjian later on.
The emotions of adults are directly reflected on children.
Tang Pingjian's world has collapsed into ruins. He can take care of Lu Wusong materially, but what about spiritually?
How can a person whose spirit has been exhausted give love to others?
Lu Rumei told him many times about this, "I told you, every time you lose your temper, Xiao Sui is very scared. Let me talk about this group of people in the family, but before you can't control your temper, you must first Think about Xiaosong!"
Tang Pingjian listens to it every time.
But it doesn't change every time.
On the day when Lu Wusong and him had a conflict, Tang Pingjian had just finished arguing with someone from Lu's house, turned around and went into the tavern, still holding Lu Wusong by his side.
He looked really scary when he was drunk.
Nothing makes a child feel more insecure than a drunk adult.
Lu Wuchong hugged his arm, wanting him to go home quickly.
Tang Pingjian was unmoved, he stared blankly at Lu Wuchong, and suddenly grabbed his shoulder, as if interrogating him, or talking to himself.
"I've tried my best, why are you forcing me?"
Lu Wuchong couldn't understand what he was saying.
Tang Pingjian repeated it again, this time with a louder voice, "Why are you forcing me? Lu Chengqiu, tell me, why did you abandon me and such a child? Why?"
Lu Wuchong was frightened.
He was a child who seldom cried except when he was a baby, and was obedient and silent most of the time.
After being so frightened, he didn't cry, but was at a loss. He seemed to feel the malice from Tang Pingjian, his biological father.
to him.
After all, the movement here alarmed the guest next to him, and the guest called the boss again, who pushed Tang Pingjian back.
But Lu Wuchong was already frightened.
He backed away again and again, and in the chaos, no one noticed that such a child slipped out of the tavern.
In fact, he could obviously hide first and wait for Tang Pingjian to sober up or calm down before following Tang Pingjian home.
However, freezing three feet does not happen in a day.
The root cause of Lu Wusong's distrust of Tang Pingjian came from the days and nights they spent together.Lu Wusong's IQ is much smarter than that of ordinary children, and most smart children are alert and cautious.
He already felt Tang Pingjian's malice.
Why are you willing to go back?
When meeting Dean Mei, Lu Wuchong walked outside for a long time by himself.
The world is dangerous for him, but it is also full of good intentions.
Dean Mei took him into the yard without hesitation, and gave him water and food.
At that time, Lu Wuchong was still illiterate, so he didn't know where he had entered.
The dangers on the road were all avoided by his instinct, and it must be said that he was lucky to find this place.
He didn't know if Tang Pingjian had looked for him during the three days when he was missing.
I don't know how Lu Rumei found him.
He stayed in the orphanage for almost a week before he was picked up by the Lu family who arrived late. From that day on, Tang Pingjian never appeared in front of his eyes again for five years. Pass.
"Later, I asked my grandma to donate some money to the orphanage," Lu Wusong said, "When Tang Pingjian returned to the Lu family, I was already ten years old."
The strange thing is that obviously he should not remember Tang Pingjian.
Children before the age of three have very few memories.
But maybe the feeling of being let down was too deep, and the road to the orphanage was too long to avoid the drunk Tang Pingjian.
He deeply remembered that memory.
Those who have almost touched Tang Pingjian are not good memories.
Lu Wuchong knew that he was his father, but as Tang Pingjian became more and more out of tune every year - he quit his job that was fairly stable and became a stable alcoholic.
Later, drinking could no longer satisfy him.
He became an intermittent gambler again.
There are many such things, and Lu Wuchong doesn't want to admit that he is his father.
He is not a vain person, everything the Lu family gave him is enough for him not to be vain in front of anyone.
But he was ashamed that Tang Pingjian was his father.
When Tang Pingjian was thinking about why he killed his mother.
Lu Wusong was wondering why Tang Pingjian was his father?
It was late at night, Jiang Huai curled up in Lu Wusong's arms, obviously sleepy, but still couldn't fall asleep.
He suddenly remembered something that happened in his previous life.
Since this incident had nothing to do with him at the time, he didn't take it to heart, so he just listened to it.
But thinking about it now, he immediately felt relieved.
After listening to Lu Wuchong finish those things, his good impression of Tang Pingjian gradually dissipated in his heart, but he couldn't completely ignore it for a while.
Jiang Huai said softly: "Lu Wuchong."
Lu Wuchong didn't sleep, he slowly opened his eyes and said "En".
He gently stroked Jiang Huai's hair.
Jiang Huai thought for a while, and said, "Uncle Tang seems to be dying soon."
Lu Wusong stopped his hand.
In his previous life, if Jiang Huai remembered correctly, he heard the news of "Lu Wuchong's father passed away" about half a year before his death.
The cause is cirrhosis of the liver.
People who drink alcohol for a long time are more likely to suffer from the disease.
Lu Wuchong froze.
When he told Jiang Huai about the events of the year, it was as if a fog was pushed away by a hand in his heart, and the confusion of the year gradually became clear.
This hand is - when he faced the same predicament as Tang Pingjian.
Put yourself in his shoes and think about it, if Jianghuai is about to have an accident, he enters the operating room and never comes out, but survives alone as a child, can he do what Tang Pingjian did?
Jianghuai also thought of this.
His mood changed slightly, he bit his lip, "Lu Wusong, if I..."
"No," Lu Wusong interrupted him, "The doctor has already been found, he is sure about the operation, it is impossible, don't guess."
Jiang Huai looked at him suspiciously.
I always feel that Lu Wusong's state is not quite right now.
Lu Wusong suppressed his hand that was about to move, and said to Jiang Huai, "Hey, go back to the bedroom first."
Just when Jiang Huai shook his head.
The door in front of the two suddenly opened from the inside, revealing Tang Pingjian's haggard face.
Jiang Huai and Lu Wusong were taken aback at the same time, Lu Wusong's face sank, and he said to Jiang Huai, "You go back first."
Jiang Huai grabbed Lu Wusong's sleeve and made it clear that he didn't want to go back. Looking at him, he seemed to be afraid that Lu Wusong would fight Tang Pingjian.
Before, he didn't know that things between Tang Pingjian and Lu Wuchong were fine.
Now that he knew it, he suddenly felt that Lu Wusong could tolerate Tang Pingjian staying at home for such a long time before—it was simply too good-natured.
Tang Pingjian was also taken aback when he saw Lu Wuchong.
Lu Wusong remained expressionless: "I remember I said, let you get out of my house."
Jiang Huai hesitated to speak, wanting Lu Wuchong to stop talking like this.
Looking at it this way, when Lu Wusong talked to him back then, he was still merciful - at least he didn't swear.
When Tang Pingjian came here, he felt that he drank a lot of wine.
Even if he is sober now, if he gets a little closer, he can still smell the strong smell of alcohol. He rubbed his stomach in pain, as if he didn't hear Lu Wusong's sarcastic words, "I... I heard You are leaving, I lost something with you, have you seen it?"
"Yeah, he said he was looking for something," Jiang Huai explained, "That's why I let him in, am I right?"
Tang Pingjian gave Jiang Huai a thumbs up, "Yes, it's so right."
Lu Wuchong: "..."
He didn't want to argue with Tang Pingjian here, so he said coldly, "There's nothing you're looking for here, and I'm not a shelter here."
"No?" Tang Pingjian murmured.
Lu Wusong said coldly, "No."
Hearing what he said, Tang Pingjian started to go crazy.
He wiped his face and said to himself: "No? Impossible? I obviously fell here, I obviously fell here, if there is no here, where can I find it? I want to Where can I find it?"
Jiang Huai was startled by his sudden collapse.
He was protected by Lu Wuchong, and when Lu Wuchong saw Tang Pingjian like this, the expression on his face did not change at all, and his indifference reached a terrifying level.
Jiang Huai remembered something, and tentatively asked, "Are you looking for a photo?"
When Tang Pingjian heard this, he immediately raised his head and said to Jiang Huai, "Yes, it's a photo. Have you seen it? Have you seen it?"
Jiang Huai tugged at the hem of Lu Wusong's clothes.
He whispered, "Where's the pocket watch I gave you earlier? It belongs to Uncle Tang."
The expression on Lu Wusong's face was still very cold.
He stared at Tang Pingjian's hopeful face for a moment, then turned around and walked towards the master bedroom after a while.
Tang Pingjian stared at Lu Wusong's back, grabbed Jiang Huai's hand, and kept saying, "Thank you, Xiao Jiang, thank you so much."
Jiang Huai always felt that Tang Pingjian was weird after returning from this trip.
When he stayed at Lu's house before, although he also drank, he had never drank like this.
Not long after, Lu Wuchong came out of the master bedroom. After he came out, Tang Pingjian straightened up and stared straight at Lu Wuchong... the things in his hands.
Lu Wuchong threw the things to him.
Tang Pingjian opened the old pocket watch, and immediately picked it up like a treasure.
The madness just now was swept away on his face, he seemed to have regained a bit of a human appearance, much more normal than before, he kept muttering: "Thank you, thank you."
Before he knew that he had thrown Lu Wusong, Jiang Huai still liked him.
Seeing him like this now, Jiang Huai couldn't help but feel uncomfortable again, and he hugged Lu Wusong's arm.
The expression in Lu Wuchong's eyes finally became complicated.
In fact, Jiang Huai knew that Lu Wuchong was definitely not as cold and hard as he appeared on the surface. It can be seen from the fact that he doesn't like children but has been funding orphanages.
He also knew that no matter how pitiful Tang Pingjian's performance was, he was the one who made the mistake first.
So no one can blame others, let alone Lu Wuchong for being ruthless.
Lu Wusong took Jiang Huai's hand, his voice was soft, but still a bit stiff: "Go, go to sleep."
After returning to the bedroom, Jiang Huai remembered that Lu Wuchong didn't seem to have eaten yet.
When he turned around, Lu Wusong just came over, the two collided, Jiang Huai was embraced by Lu Wusong, he raised his head, just in time to see Lu Wusong's tired side face.
They were going abroad soon, and Lu Wuchong had too much work to deal with, several times he worked until the early hours of the morning.
Jiang Huai whispered: "I'm sorry, shouldn't I have brought him home?"
Lu Wuchong paused.
He let go of Jiang Huai, his expression softened a lot, he pinched Jiang Huai's face, "Didn't you think you did the right thing just now?"
Jianghuai: "..."
Just talk and talk, what are you doing?
"Did you still wonder why I did this to him before?" Lu Wuchong asked.
Hearing what he said, Jiang Huai didn't know whether to nod or shake his head.
There must be curiosity.
However, he had already heard the reason from Dean Mei, and he didn't want Lu Wuchong to expose his scars—he couldn't help but think about it, as an unfavored child of the Jiang family, he had been confused for a while. How would it feel if Lu Wusong was thrown away by his own father?
"It wasn't lost that time," Lu Wusong said, "I ran away by myself."
Jiang Huai's eyes widened.
"I haven't seen my mother since I was born, because when she gave birth to me, she got a disease and couldn't be rescued. The adults at that time were vague and refused to tell me what the disease was." Lu Wusong paused, "Later I checked, amniotic fluid embolism."
Jiang Huai doesn't know much about diseases, but he will soon have a baby.
So he felt the pain almost instantly.
"According to other people in the Lu family, Tang Pingjian was considered a normal person before my mother passed away," Lu Wusong said, "He went crazy at the door of the operating room that day, rushed in to beat the doctor, and said that this hospital killed people. .”
At the same time, on the other side, Tang Pingjian stroked the photo of Lu Chengqiu with a dazed expression.
He called out: "Qiuqiu!"
More than that.
After Tang Pingjian was stopped, he was still devastated and wanted to smash the hospital.
How innocent the doctor is.
Later, Tang Pingjian was sedated and tied with a restraint belt before he was placed on the hospital bed.When he woke up, he lay on the bed again without eating, drinking or talking.
Someone carried a newborn baby to his bedside, but it didn't stir up any waves in him.
People are like dead.
He also really thought about suicide.
But the old lady was very strict, and ordered several strong men to watch him in the hospital, and did not allow him to be untied in the hospital, and he was forced to give him three meals a day.
Only then did he stop his desire to seek death.
He lay in the hospital for a full month. Lu Wusong also stayed in the incubator for a while because of his premature birth. During this period, the distance between the two did not exceed 100 meters, and Tang Pingjian never even glanced at him.
Later, if the old lady did not come forward.
The rest of the Lu family had no doubt that Tang Pingjian could lie down until the hospital closed down.
Not knowing what the old lady had said to him, Tang Pingjian pulled himself together and took over Lu Wuchong brought by the old lady.
Lu Rumei said: "Originally, the child's surname is Lu. Since Cheng Qiu has passed away, this child can take your surname."
Tang Pingjian said hoarsely, "No need."
Lu Rumei was a little surprised.
"This child will still be named after Chengqiu." Tang Pingjian glanced at the infant baby, and handed it to Lu Rumei casually, "You can choose a name."
Looking at his attitude, Lu Rumei suppressed the desire to get angry.
She tightened her eyebrows, and when she looked at the child, her expression softened a lot.
In Tang Pingjian's dull eyes, Lu Rumei said: "Let's call him Wusong. There will be no disasters. I hope he grows up safely."
Tang Pingjian didn't respond.
"You can't expect others to take care of the child for you, can you?" Lu Rumei frowned, "He has no mother, if you don't care about him, this child can only die..."
"Okay, okay, I know that Lu Chengqiu is dead! No need to repeat it!" Tang Pingjian suddenly said loudly, "I will take my child."
Lu Rumei looked at him quietly for a moment.
Tang Pingjian scratched his hair, "I'm not as hard-hearted as you. Lu Chengqiu is dead, and I can't keep calm. I just don't want to see him temporarily, because I can't help but think...I can't help but think... "
Lu Rumei's lips trembled.
She is hard-hearted?
Tang Pingjian said hoarsely: "Why is Qiuqiu gone, but he is still alive?"
Lu Rumei sternly said, "Tang Pingjian!"
"He is your son, not your enemy," Lu Rumei said, "If Cheng Qiu knows that you treat her son like this, Tuo Meng will scold you too!"
Tang Pingjian had already collapsed, his face was full of tears, and he hugged his head.
In the silent confrontation, Lu Rumei slowly put down Lu Wusong.
In fact, she wanted to say something more.
But she also knew that no matter what she said, Tang Pingjian couldn't listen anymore.
The child was sleeping soundly in swaddling clothes. He was taken care of in the hospital for a while, and the Lu family also took care of him for a while. He seemed to be in relatively good condition, at least he wasn't malnourished.
Lu Rumei suppressed the reluctance in her heart.
She turned her head and took a look - in the dim sunlight, Tang Pingjian was half lying on the hospital bed, finally willing to look at the child.
But it was just a glance.
He is like a piece of wood with a human appearance, except for this shell, the soul has long drifted away to nowhere.
After being discharged from the hospital, Tang Pingjian took Lu Wusong away from the Lu family.
Lu Rumei turned one eye and closed the other, without obstructing, just staring secretly.
Looking back at the three years that Tang Pingjian lived with Lu Wusong, he really worked hard. The child was always difficult to raise in the first two years, breastfeeding and crying were almost impossible without a mother.
But Lu Wuchong was taken care of and survived safely.
Occasionally Tang Pingjian would take him back to Lu's house, but he never stayed long.
Whether they are poor or rich, relatives always have the same mouth, even when Lu Wuchong was not very good at speaking, this group of people always liked to talk.
pitiful.
I lost my mother at such a young age, and my father is still clueless. Why do I have to take a child outside to suffer?Why not send him back to Lu's family to raise him--it's just good for nothing, caring about that poor self-esteem, and not thinking about the child?
Tang Pingjian just listened to these words, and never took them to heart.
However, there is another kind of words that Tang Pingjian can't listen to.
That is - why not find a mother for the child again?
Are you still thinking about the property of the Lu family, knowing that after marrying a new wife, you can't brazenly accept the care of the Lu family?
Tang Pingjian wished he could tear the mouths of these people!
Every time Tang Pingjian loses his temper, Lu Wuchong, who is only one or two years old, always grabs Tang Pingjian ignorantly and fearfully.
The harder Tang Pingjian scolded these people, the deeper Lu Wusong's fear became, which was also the root cause of his lack of trust in Tang Pingjian later on.
The emotions of adults are directly reflected on children.
Tang Pingjian's world has collapsed into ruins. He can take care of Lu Wusong materially, but what about spiritually?
How can a person whose spirit has been exhausted give love to others?
Lu Rumei told him many times about this, "I told you, every time you lose your temper, Xiao Sui is very scared. Let me talk about this group of people in the family, but before you can't control your temper, you must first Think about Xiaosong!"
Tang Pingjian listens to it every time.
But it doesn't change every time.
On the day when Lu Wusong and him had a conflict, Tang Pingjian had just finished arguing with someone from Lu's house, turned around and went into the tavern, still holding Lu Wusong by his side.
He looked really scary when he was drunk.
Nothing makes a child feel more insecure than a drunk adult.
Lu Wuchong hugged his arm, wanting him to go home quickly.
Tang Pingjian was unmoved, he stared blankly at Lu Wuchong, and suddenly grabbed his shoulder, as if interrogating him, or talking to himself.
"I've tried my best, why are you forcing me?"
Lu Wuchong couldn't understand what he was saying.
Tang Pingjian repeated it again, this time with a louder voice, "Why are you forcing me? Lu Chengqiu, tell me, why did you abandon me and such a child? Why?"
Lu Wuchong was frightened.
He was a child who seldom cried except when he was a baby, and was obedient and silent most of the time.
After being so frightened, he didn't cry, but was at a loss. He seemed to feel the malice from Tang Pingjian, his biological father.
to him.
After all, the movement here alarmed the guest next to him, and the guest called the boss again, who pushed Tang Pingjian back.
But Lu Wuchong was already frightened.
He backed away again and again, and in the chaos, no one noticed that such a child slipped out of the tavern.
In fact, he could obviously hide first and wait for Tang Pingjian to sober up or calm down before following Tang Pingjian home.
However, freezing three feet does not happen in a day.
The root cause of Lu Wusong's distrust of Tang Pingjian came from the days and nights they spent together.Lu Wusong's IQ is much smarter than that of ordinary children, and most smart children are alert and cautious.
He already felt Tang Pingjian's malice.
Why are you willing to go back?
When meeting Dean Mei, Lu Wuchong walked outside for a long time by himself.
The world is dangerous for him, but it is also full of good intentions.
Dean Mei took him into the yard without hesitation, and gave him water and food.
At that time, Lu Wuchong was still illiterate, so he didn't know where he had entered.
The dangers on the road were all avoided by his instinct, and it must be said that he was lucky to find this place.
He didn't know if Tang Pingjian had looked for him during the three days when he was missing.
I don't know how Lu Rumei found him.
He stayed in the orphanage for almost a week before he was picked up by the Lu family who arrived late. From that day on, Tang Pingjian never appeared in front of his eyes again for five years. Pass.
"Later, I asked my grandma to donate some money to the orphanage," Lu Wusong said, "When Tang Pingjian returned to the Lu family, I was already ten years old."
The strange thing is that obviously he should not remember Tang Pingjian.
Children before the age of three have very few memories.
But maybe the feeling of being let down was too deep, and the road to the orphanage was too long to avoid the drunk Tang Pingjian.
He deeply remembered that memory.
Those who have almost touched Tang Pingjian are not good memories.
Lu Wuchong knew that he was his father, but as Tang Pingjian became more and more out of tune every year - he quit his job that was fairly stable and became a stable alcoholic.
Later, drinking could no longer satisfy him.
He became an intermittent gambler again.
There are many such things, and Lu Wuchong doesn't want to admit that he is his father.
He is not a vain person, everything the Lu family gave him is enough for him not to be vain in front of anyone.
But he was ashamed that Tang Pingjian was his father.
When Tang Pingjian was thinking about why he killed his mother.
Lu Wusong was wondering why Tang Pingjian was his father?
It was late at night, Jiang Huai curled up in Lu Wusong's arms, obviously sleepy, but still couldn't fall asleep.
He suddenly remembered something that happened in his previous life.
Since this incident had nothing to do with him at the time, he didn't take it to heart, so he just listened to it.
But thinking about it now, he immediately felt relieved.
After listening to Lu Wuchong finish those things, his good impression of Tang Pingjian gradually dissipated in his heart, but he couldn't completely ignore it for a while.
Jiang Huai said softly: "Lu Wuchong."
Lu Wuchong didn't sleep, he slowly opened his eyes and said "En".
He gently stroked Jiang Huai's hair.
Jiang Huai thought for a while, and said, "Uncle Tang seems to be dying soon."
Lu Wusong stopped his hand.
In his previous life, if Jiang Huai remembered correctly, he heard the news of "Lu Wuchong's father passed away" about half a year before his death.
The cause is cirrhosis of the liver.
People who drink alcohol for a long time are more likely to suffer from the disease.
Lu Wuchong froze.
When he told Jiang Huai about the events of the year, it was as if a fog was pushed away by a hand in his heart, and the confusion of the year gradually became clear.
This hand is - when he faced the same predicament as Tang Pingjian.
Put yourself in his shoes and think about it, if Jianghuai is about to have an accident, he enters the operating room and never comes out, but survives alone as a child, can he do what Tang Pingjian did?
Jianghuai also thought of this.
His mood changed slightly, he bit his lip, "Lu Wusong, if I..."
"No," Lu Wusong interrupted him, "The doctor has already been found, he is sure about the operation, it is impossible, don't guess."
Jiang Huai looked at him suspiciously.
I always feel that Lu Wusong's state is not quite right now.
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