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Zhu Ya waited for about 10 minutes at a coffee shop near the CG TV station before seeing Xu Jing appearing at the door. It was clearly daytime, but she was wearing a pair of big sunglasses, and she was carrying a valuable bag in her hand. The flickering light in her hand.

At this time, the four words, jewels and treasures, automatically appeared in Zhu Ya's heart.

Xu Jing searched for a long time at the door and found Zhu Ya who was sitting by the window. At the same time, Zhu Ya smiled and waved to her.

As soon as she was seated, Xu Jing smiled and said, "Obviously I asked you out, but I asked you to wait for me, which makes me so embarrassed."

Even though she said that, Zhu Ya knew that she wasn't embarrassed at all.

"Miss, you need to..."

Before the waiter could finish speaking, Xu Jing said, "A cup of Americano."

The waiter politely retracted the half-handed menu, "Okay, just wait a moment."

Xu Jing took off her coat and put it beside the sofa, tossed her hair, then put her hands on the table and looked at Zhu Ya.

She took a breath, and Zhu Ya could see a bit of caution in her calm expression, but Zhu Ya didn't know if it was her own illusion.

"How about it, are you curious what I want to ask you today?"

Zhu Ya pursed her lips and smiled, nodding her head to cooperate with Xu Jing's question, "To be honest, I'm quite curious."

Xu Jing's face suddenly changed, the original playfulness on her face disappeared in an instant, leaving only a bit of seriousness.

She said: "Actually, there are some things that I should have told you a long time ago, but at that time I didn't understand that some things really couldn't be replaced, and some people would always have only one person, which is why today's situation is caused."

Zhu Ya unconsciously clenched the coffee cup in her hand, her eyes showed a bit of bewilderment, and she had a feeling in her heart, as if the Pandora's Box, which she had been afraid to touch for many years, was finally about to be slowly opened.

"I don't understand what you're talking about, Xu Jing."

The waiter brought Xu Jing the cup of Americano coffee, she smiled and said thank you, her expression changed back to the original one.

She took a sip of coffee and suddenly asked, "You've never been to Yunya's place, have you?"

Zhu Ya's pupils trembled, she hadn't heard this name for many years.

She forced herself to raise the glass calmly, and replied casually: "It must be many years, I can't remember."

Yunya is the name of the community where she and Lan Xi rented together.

But Xu Jing said firmly: "It's not that you can't remember, Zhu Ya, you don't want to remember at all, because you never went back."

Zhu Ya reluctantly twitched the corner of her mouth, "I don't know why you asked this, but is the answer important? After all, it's not someone's house, and it doesn't matter if you don't live there or go back."

Suddenly Xu Jing sighed.

Zhu Ya was very puzzled, but there was a desire in her heart, longing for Xu Jing to continue talking and tell her that the answer was very important.

But what Xu Jing gave her was silence.

Just when Zhu Ya felt that Xu Jing's cup of coffee had become cold, Xu Jing continued to speak, but what she said made Zhu Ya even more confused.

"I'm sorry, Zhu Ya."

Xu Jing said this while avoiding Zhu Ya's gaze.

This time, without waiting for Zhu Ya to ask, Xu Jing took the initiative to ask the waiter at the side for a pen and a post-it note.

Zhu Ya silently watched what Xu Jing wrote on the paper, but her heart was in her throat.

Xu Jing didn't write for too long, she put away the pen cap and turned the note paper to Zhu Ya's direction.But this turn left Zhu Ya stunned on the spot.

She still remembers the most ruthless and simple words to her in this world.

"Zhu Ya, I'm leaving, don't look for me."

It was these nine words that ended everything between her and Lan Xi.

Seeing this sentence again today made Zhu Ya feel again the despair when he saw that post-it note and the coldness of the deep seabed, but what shocked Zhu Ya the most was not seeing this sentence again today, but But now the writing on this sticky note is exactly the same as what she saw in the rental house back then!

Although many years had passed, Zhu Ya still recognized Lan Xi's handwriting, but now she clearly saw Xu Jing write these words on the spot.

"How is this going?!"

Zhu Ya raised her head and stared at Xu Jing firmly.

Xu Jing looked calm, "Do you want to ask why I know this sentence, or why my handwriting is exactly the same as Lan Xi's?"

Zhu Ya clenched her jaw tightly, she held the note in her hand and said coldly, "I need an explanation."

Xu Jing evoked a smile, but this smile wasn't much of a smile, and even contained a bit of bitterness, sadness, and remorse.

"Actually, I didn't understand it all the time. I was the first person to know Lan Xi, but Lan Xi only liked you. No matter what I did, I put you first. Even after I met you, all the principles before It’s just for you.” Xu Jing was a little resentful when she said this, but she was more calm, she looked at Zhu Ya, and said slowly: “When I was young, I was always arrogant and wanted to compete with you. A high and low, but every time is a failure. To be honest, I can't pick out what is outstanding about you, but she sees you as good everywhere, but I see you as indecisive and indecisive. Things are not resolved, and even seem to be preoccupied all day long, not cheerful at all, hiding everything in the bottom of my heart."

Zhu Ya actually felt embarrassed in her heart when she was exposed to the weakness of her character face to face, but now she can't care about that embarrassment anymore, she just quietly looks at Xu Jing and waits for her to continue talking.

She is not a fool. She knew that Xu Jing liked Lan Xi after she met Xu Jing back then, so she never thought of being true friends with Xu Jing, so the two of them have always been nodding acquaintances, and the only point of overlap between them is It was Lan Xi.

"I think you've guessed it. I left the post-it note you saw there, and I also wrote the words on it." Xu Jing crossed her hands on the table and sighed: "I know I will Your character will definitely leave after seeing that post-it note, and you won't even ask Lan Xi for an explanation."

In an instant, Zhu Ya felt all the importance on her body disappear, and leaned back on the sofa weakly, she looked not far away like a piece of wood with no expression.

It's ridiculous yet so true.

It really made Xu Jing right. At that time, after she saw the sticky note and confirmed that it was written by Lan Xi, she never thought about asking Lan Xi for an answer, because she didn't dare!

Xu Jing continued: "At the time I didn't know why I did this, I thought maybe I would have another chance if I put all my eggs in one basket, but it turns out that everything I did was wrong, and the two of you did nothing because of me back then. A mistake caused today's situation. So, I'm sorry Zhu Ya, I don't expect you to forgive me, but since I met you again and know that Lan Xi will meet you again, I hope to make up for my mistakes and let everything All back on track.”

Zhu Ya pinched her temples hard, she didn't even want to see Xu Jing.

In any case, she never thought that there was such a thing back then, and they really separated because of such a thing.It was as if a boulder was pressing down on her heart, making her almost breathless.

Seeing Zhu Ya like this, Xu Jing's expression was finally no longer calm, maybe it could be said that the calmness she had repeatedly pretended could finally no longer be pretended.

Xu Jing lowered her head and inserted her hands into her long hair, apologizing in a low voice.

"Zhu Ya, I'm sorry."

"At that time, I went back to your rental house to get a change of clothes for Lan Xi, so I thought about trying, trying, maybe it would work, to give you a relief, and also to fulfill myself, just as I always like to imitate Lan Xi's The handwriting and the written words are almost indistinguishable, so I just left that post-it note and left your rental house by accident."

Xu Jing raised her head and tried to see any emotion in Zhu Ya's eyes, but there was no, Zhu Ya just looked at a point of nothingness.

She continued: "I spent the next month in fear. I was afraid that Lan Xi would know about it, but you didn't show up for a month. I went to the rental house again, and then I found you The things that belonged to me are no longer there, and I knew at that time that you had left as I thought."

Probably because a person talking to himself looked like a clown, Xu Jing couldn't help calling Zhu Ya's name, and asked her, "Don't you want to ask me something?"

This time Zhu Ya finally reacted, Xu Jing saw that her eyes were hazy and couldn't see clearly, she just heard her sigh: "I don't know whether to blame you or myself."

That post-it note was not made by Lan Xi.

This was something Zhu Ya never expected.

Does she blame Xu Jing for cheating the world?

Of course to blame.

But just like what Xu Jing said, if her character was not as hesitant as Xu Jing said, and she chose to escape, maybe the result would not be what it is today.She has always wondered why Lan Xi suddenly chose to break up after returning home. Although they did quarrel constantly during that time, no one mentioned the word break up.

If she had chosen to ask Lan Xi, would it be a completely different situation today?

Zhu Ya didn't dare to think about it.

Xu Jing said, "This is my mistake."

Zhu Ya shook her head, "You really did something wrong."

"But it's not just you, me, and Lan Xi that caused today's situation. Maybe...it's just that the fate between people is not enough. Xu Jing, why didn't Lan Xi find me at that time?"

This is Zhu Ya's doubts since just now.

Since the post-it note was written by Xu Jing, what was Lan Xi doing at that time?Why haven't I seen Lan Xi since I came back from my hometown?Does this mean that even without Xu Jing's post-it note, their ending would still be the same.

At that time, her parents had already found out about her and Lan Xi's affairs for a while, they interfered a lot and verbally insulted Zhu Ya, which kept Zhu Ya in a state of confusion. Zhu Ya felt very ashamed and ashamed.

And at that time, he was not able to work in CG TV station, and he had no income, and Lan Xi was responsible for the family's expenses, which also made Zhu Ya feel a little embarrassed.In addition, Lan Xi did not shy away from their relationship during that time, and her career was also flourishing through the accumulation of her student days. This kind of Lan Xi made Zhu Ya feel an invisible pressure, and her temper became a little cloudy.

Fortunately, Lan Xi didn't mind at that time, and accompanied her to prepare for the CG TV station's internship, and it was not tiring to proofread over and over again, and even gently relieved her when she was upset.

How could such a Lan Xi make her willing to give up, so she mustered up the courage to go back to her hometown to have a showdown with her parents.But when she came back and saw the empty rental house, she was stunned at that moment.

At that time, she had only one thought - Lan Xi finally couldn't stand her and left.

Lan Xi left, leaving her behind.

She didn't dare to ask, and she didn't dare to pursue, so she just accepted the fact silently.

But now all this may be false.

There was a hint of joy in her heart, but more fear, how many things she didn't know back then.