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Zhu Ya felt very nervous after eating this meal.

In front of the other two, Lan Xi did not shy away from picking and blanching vegetables for her, and knew exactly what she liked.With a gentle and considerate appearance, she seemed to be the only one in those amber eyes, which almost made her lose her mind.

Fortunately, the steam from the hot pot dazzled her eyes and reminded her of what it was like to be separated for seven years, and how she and Lan Xi were separated.

After the meal, Chi Xiu left first.

Lin Mo looked at the two standing at the door of the hot pot restaurant and looked at each other, and heaved a long sigh helplessly.

Some things, only the parties can understand.

"I'll go to the supermarket ahead to buy some water."

Lin Mo looked at Zhu Ya, and signaled that she had something to call him.

The wind in the dark night made people tremble slightly, Zhu Ya's heart was like a mess, what did Lan Xi mean when she said she was single for eight years, and what did she mean by the right person.

She meant something, or just said it casually.

Zhu Ya felt that her heart was completely confused, but her rationality told her that she couldn't be confused, she had to stay awake, otherwise she would be doomed.

"Zhu Ya, let's make up."

Just like the last time when she spoke surprisingly, this time Zhu Ya was petrified on the spot.

reconcile?

Should I forget all the past and start again, or should I bring back the previous relationship between the two with the memories of the past and continue on?

To be honest, Zhu Ya didn't even know the difference between the two.

If Zhu Ya would have turned her head and left before, but this time she didn't, because she remembered that it was the phrase "Zhu Ya, don't open the door" that saved her in a crisis, and she also remembered seeing Lan Xi holding her tightly when she opened the door. Holding the iron rod and not daring to move, I even remember the gentle eyes she cast from time to time, which is very similar to the past.

So instead of leaving, she asked, "Why are you doing this?"

Lan Xi took a deep breath, took out a watch from her pocket, and gently stroked the beating dial. She stared at the watch in her hand, and when she looked carefully, she could see LX&ZY engraved in the center of the dial.

"Do you remember this watch?"

How could Zhu Ya not remember that she forgot to breathe when she took out this watch long ago in Lan Xi. Lan Xi's birthday present.

"The relationship between us shouldn't end. You should understand my...you should understand that in the past seven years, I have never accepted forgetting. For me, you are always the most important person."

Zhu Ya covered her face, "After seven years, why do you say these things?"

Her voice was slightly crying, but no tears fell.

Everything has been different in the past seven years, and the original relationship was buried in the long years after the breakup.There are only a few seven years in their lives. During these seven years, they withdrew from each other's lives and never thought of turning back.

"Zhu Ya, I just regret it now. If I had been smarter back then, I wouldn't have left so easily, and it wouldn't have made us who we are today."

Lan Xi's hands trembled slightly, no amount of words could express her regret and helplessness.

She always had dreams, in which she returned to the day Zhu Ya died, and that feeling was like a piece of her heart had been ripped out.

Thinking that she would lose Zhu Ya, Lan Xi couldn't control the pain.

"Zhu Ya, I can't live without you." Lan Xi hugged Zhu Ya tightly, "Give me a chance, give us a chance, okay?"

At this moment, Zhu Ya felt how much strength Lan Xi used to hug her, as if she was the most important person in her life.

Finally Zhu Ya couldn't help but shed tears.

When she returned from her hometown to the apartment they shared together in City Y, what she saw was solitude, and everything that belonged to Lan Xi had left the rental house.

There was an ordinary post-it note on the refrigerator, and the beautiful note on it read - "I'm leaving, Zhu Ya, don't look for me."

There is no need to look for her, so I have never looked for Lan Xi in the past seven years, and I didn't even ask her why she left.

There have been hidden conflicts between them since their relationship, but the lovers in the period of passionate love are always naive, quarreling and reconciling, quarreling and reconciling, and the cycle goes on and on, until one day the snowball gets bigger and bigger, and finally the two are buried together. underground.

Lan Xi is a passionate person, which can be seen from her works. She always impresses her comic fans with her warm and healing works.

At that time, no one in Y University knew that Lan Xi and Zhu Ya were a couple. This was all due to Lan Xi's yearning for freedom. She never thought of being sneaky when they were in love. The person she loves should be generous. In front of people, they are not shadowy creatures that cannot be seen. They also enjoy the rights that others have.

But Zhu Ya is different. She is introverted, sensitive and delicate, and even a little timid. At first, she was afraid of being discovered by her classmates and friends about her relationship with Lan Xi, but she couldn't stand Lan Xi's high-profile confession and intimate behavior again and again, almost everyone around her. We all know their relationship.

Zhu Ya, who was afraid of everyone's eyes, had been awkward with Lan Xi more than once because of this matter, but in college life, who can criticize whom, especially the art department where Lan Xi is in, which advocates freedom, even the teacher has never said a word. Zhu Ya gradually opened her heart.

However, when they graduate and go to the society, everything becomes different. Some people will cast strange eyes on the two women who have shed their childishness on the street because of their intimate behavior on the street, and question their identities.Gradually, Zhu Ya began to worry about the eyes of others. Her work would often appear in front of the media in the future. She was afraid that if she was not careful, she would lose everything, so she began to avoid meeting Lan Xi in public.

At that time, Lan Xi always teased them as an underground couple, but Zhu Ya knew that Lan Xi was actually angry, she was angry with herself for being cowardly, and for being as timid as a mouse.

The relationship between the two became more and more tense because of minor conflicts, until Zhu Ya's parents discovered their relationship when they came to Y City, and their life was finally broken.

Zhu Ya is envious of Lan Xi. She has a pair of enlightened parents who support her in all her decisions. Even if she knows her daughter's sexual orientation, she will express her understanding.She has met Lan Xi's parents a few times, and she can feel that they are very gentle people from the way they speak and behave, that's why she has raised Lan Xi's temperament.

And what about your parents?They represent the most stubborn and conservative type of people, and they can insult Lan Xi in front of her, which makes her extremely ashamed.

A chance for a vacation, Zhu Ya could no longer bear her parents staying in Y City to point and point them, so she decided to take her parents back home to have a good talk.

Before leaving, she told Lan Xi.

"Wait for me, I'll be back soon."

At that time, Lan Xi didn't answer, but just looked at her quietly.

At that time, she had a bad premonition in her heart, but she thought of the bright woman she met for the first time, those amber eyes staring at her were meaningful, and she decided that such a Lan Xi would never give up on her no matter what.

But when I came back, I only saw the post-it note.

Not even a text message, no phone call, just a post-it note that couldn't be more casual.

At that time, she really felt that Lan Xi was a cruel woman. Their four years of relationship was finally condensed into a simple sentence or two, like a rain that directly wiped out the beauty in her heart .

Recalling the past, Zhu Ya still felt hatred.There are two people in this world who she thinks will not betray her, one is Lin Mo, and the other is Lan Xi.

But in the end she still had nothing.

"Lan Xi, we can't go back, do you understand?"

Zhu Ya gently pushed Lan Xi away, with tears in the corners of her eyes.

"If it's a year, two years, or even four or five years, and you come back to me, I swear that I never have the confidence to refuse you. To me, you have always been a fascinating person."

"But, it's been seven years..." Zhu Ya choked up and said, "It's been seven years, Lan Xi, we can never go back."

Lin Mo walked home with Zhu Ya, not knowing what Zhu Ya and Lan Xi had said before, so Lin Mo had to carefully observe Zhu Ya's expression.

There are tears in the corner of the eyes, probably from crying.She also looked a little depressed. When they left, Lan Xi was still standing at the door of the hot pot restaurant. She remembered that Lan Xi had said before that the car was parked in her neighborhood, and not following along could only mean that the two of them didn't agree.

But it's not Lin Mo's character not to ask anything.

"Little Ya, you and Lan Xi..."

"Contacted again?"

Zhu Ya knew what her friend was thinking, so she said: "No, it's just that she really wanted to reconcile with me, but everything can't go back, I don't understand what made her change her mind seven years ago, even her Why come back at this time."

Lin Mo pursed his lips, "Xiaoya, do you want to be with her again?"

Zhu Ya was stunned, "Why, you want to drive me out?"

Lin Mo replied: "How dare I, I wonder if you want to be with her, after all, you liked her so much before."

"You also said that was in the past. I don't have that idea now. Although I am very grateful to her for saving me today, it cannot be confused with the two of us."

Friends for many years walked side by side in the dark street, their steps were slow and consistent, and the street lamps on the side elongated the figures of the two.Seen from a distance, Lin Mo's figure was one body behind Zhu Ya.

When they turned a street corner, Lin Mo's figure merged with the bushes beside him, leaving only Zhu Ya's shadow on the street.

Zhu Ya whispered, "That's right, I'll be moving back in two days."

"Why are you moving back?"

"No one is staring at me anymore, and I know how to deal with them even if they come again."

During this period of time, she had to get in touch with more media during her work at YS TV station, and it also made her less afraid of the camera than before.

"And what happened today, I can't continue to live with you. If something hurts you, I will have a bad conscience."

Lin Mo thought of that pervert, and said without thinking, "It's just that there is a pervert, so we should live together and take care of each other."

"No, you are busy with work, leaving early and returning late. Most of our time is staggered, so you are easy to be alone. I will pay attention to safety when I go back to live. Even if something happens to me, you are fine, I It's better to have you take care of me than to have accidents with both of them."

That person did scare Zhu Ya a little today, it was the attention she attracted, and she could no longer let Lin Mo appear in the public eye.

Lin Mo looked at Zhu Ya, and Zhu Ya also stopped to look at her, but Lin Mo was standing in the tall, dark shadow of the bushes, unable to see her appearance.

"Little Ya, I..."

"Lin Mo, we are family members for life, so you must be well."

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