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The "goodnight" program was launched in the evening, and Zhu Ya greeted today's audience as usual, and started the normal program broadcast process.In fact, at the beginning, CG TV station conducted a survey on the listening rate of the same period, but the results were not satisfactory.

In fact, according to Zhu Ya's idea, at ten o'clock in the evening, ordinary young people are wandering around nightclubs, who would listen to the radio?And middle-aged people who have started a family may be busy worrying about their children's education, their own work, and who else has time to listen to a radio program.

It wasn't that Zhu Ya thought her program was bad, but she felt that there was a limitation of the times in it.In the past when the Internet was underdeveloped, whoever had a radio would not be able to enjoy music. At that time, many people would carry a radio with them to listen to programs, so radio programs were very popular in that era.

Even when Zhu Ya was born, television was already very popular, and many of the songs she listened to were from radio programs. At that time, when she heard her favorite songs on the radio, she couldn't help humming along.

It is a pity that now, with the development of the Internet, electronic equipment has also changed with the times.It's like black and white silent films in the past, gradually black and white sound films, and later color films, and now there are various special effects emerging one after another.

Every era is progressing, and every era is a product representing that era.

However, in the middle of the show today, Liu Ling secretly wrote a note and sent it in.

"Sister Zhu Ya, today's ratings are not bad. There are many hotlines coming in. The director said you can pick one! Come on!"

At the end, there is also a loving expression attached, and it can be seen that Liu Ling is very happy.

In fact, answering the hotline is a common program in the program, but the ratings of "goodnight" have always been poor. If there is no call from the audience when the program starts, it will ruin its own place. Over time, this link will be abolished.

Today was a surprise.

Zhu Ya breathed out, and said softly into the microphone: "Next, listeners, please enjoy a song. After the end, we will answer a call from an enthusiastic listener."

Cutting to the music, Zhu Ya got up and walked to the door, opened the door and went out, the director was already waiting outside.

"Director, what's the matter?"

The director of "goodnight" is Shu Yun, who is 40 years old, married and has a son with her husband, and her life is considered happy.

There was a light in Shu Yun's eyes, and she stared at Zhu Ya, "It's rare that the ratings are good, and I seized an opportunity that might be "goodnight"."

No one would be willing to keep doing a tepid show, and face the risk of being cut off one day. If they can get out of the predicament, who would not want to ask the sky.

Facing Shu Yun and Liu Ling's expectations, Zhu Ya's words stuck in her throat. She has never been a person who has hope, and she will not be disappointed if she has no expectations. She does not want the two of them to show disappointment in the end.

The duration of a song is not long, and Zhu Ya made a decision quickly. It should be said that she made a decision that should be made under the expectations of others.

"I see, cut the phone in later."

After all, Shu Yun has experienced it. She comforted Zhu Ya, "Just cut the call of the audience, don't be nervous."

Zhu Ya nodded, "I know."

Back in the live broadcast room where there was only one person, Zhu Ya took a breath with her back to the glass, she comforted herself, yes, it was just an enthusiastic call, she didn't need to be nervous, it's not like she hasn't experienced this kind of situation before.

Putting on the headset, the time for a song just ended, Zhu Ya said softly into the microphone: "Next, we will answer a call from an enthusiastic listener."

Accompanied by the beep, Zhu Ya turned on the voice first, "Hello, this is "goodnight", thank you for calling."

Then a gentle and young female voice came into the microphone, shallow and soft, like clouds floating in the sky.

"Hello."

"Hi lady, what's your name?"

Zhu Ya changed her tone, trying to make her voice as friendly and harmless as possible.

"Just call me Little Fish."

Immediately, Zhu Ya realized that this was just a pseudonym, which was perfectly normal.

"Miss Xiaoyu, hello, may I help you?"

"I have a question, maybe you can help me."

The woman's voice sounded suspicious and confused.

"Miss Xiaoyu, please tell me."

"What would you do if your parents tried their best to stop you from being with your lover?"

It turned out to be emotional counseling. In fact, Zhu Ya felt this way the moment he heard the woman's voice.

Zhu Ya took the notebook that she usually put aside to take notes, and asked the woman on the other end of the phone, "Why do your parents not allow you to be with your lover?"

The voice on the other end of the phone paused for a long time before ringing again, "Because the person I like is a woman."

Zhu Ya's hands paused, and she looked at Shu Yun who was also listening with earphones outside the live broadcast room.

This hotline came specifically for Zhu Ya, perhaps because the audience knew Zhu Ya's orientation and urgently needed a companion when she was at a loss, so they called this number.

Shu Yun nodded to Zhu Ya outside the live broadcast room, since he accepted it, he had to continue talking, otherwise he would be smashing his own brand.

Zhu Ya pursed her lips, and asked softly, "Then do you think you should give up?"

"I like her more than anyone else. But since my parents knew about it, they kept introducing me to blind dates and took me to see a doctor. They thought that I only liked women because of something wrong with my brain, but I knew that I no problem."

As she spoke, the woman's voice gradually became weeping.

"Today my parents took me to a mental hospital, it was horrible, I looked at the gray walls, remembered the scenes I had seen in movies before, and felt that my life was going to end, so I sneaked away while they weren't paying attention Yeah, now I'm hiding in the street with nowhere to go...Everyone says I'm wrong and I shouldn't be like this, do you think so?"

The woman's cries were heard over the radio to everyone who was listening.

Zhu Ya's heart grew cold when she heard it. She didn't ask the woman she loved, why she was left alone and homeless, and she didn't ask the woman on the phone why the man she loved didn't stand side by side with her fight.

She just told her.

"you're not wrong."

"Little fish, remember that you are not wrong."

The woman's crying stopped abruptly, and Zhu Ya's voice faded from its original weakness, with an unprecedented tenacity, like the lightning that pierced the sky during a storm, directly piercing into the heart of the woman who was looking for help on the other end of the phone.

"No one is born wrong, and there is nothing wrong with liking someone. It's not that our heart is sick, or our body is sick. It's just following an instinct to chase the person or thing that attracts us. If you love If there is gender, there will not be thousands of people fighting for each other's happiness in this world; if love has gender, then there will be no touching stories in this world."

"If today you murder someone because you love someone, then you are wrong, but not because you love the wrong person, but because you love the wrong person in the wrong way. Just like your parents love you, but they love you way is wrong.”

"Life is very long. We may meet people who are not nice, but it is definitely not the wrong gender of the other party, but the wrong person."

"I say that, Xiaoyu, can you understand? Thank you very much for making this call today. Although we have never met, I believe today's call is a kind of fate."

A low sobbing sound came from the receiver again, "Thank you, sister Zhu Ya, I understand, you are right, it's not wrong for me to like women."

Although the name Zhu Ya's sister sounded weird, Zhu Ya still breathed a sigh of relief, "Miss Xiaoyu, if you want to tell my colleague your address later, I am willing to provide you with temporary help, at least Let you live in a warm place tonight."

"Thank you for your kindness, I appreciate it, but I won't cause you any trouble."

"but……"

A young woman just ran away from home, and the elders in the family were too extreme, Zhu Ya was really worried.

"You can rest assured that I will be fine, I can take care of myself. On the contrary, I will strengthen my inner thoughts after today, because I know that you are the same as me, and there are thousands of corners of the world like you and me. I won't be afraid of the same people."

The words on the notebook were messed up. In fact, even Zhu Ya didn't know what she was recording, but she didn't know why in this cold winter, she hoped that Xiaoyu, a woman she had never met before, could live a happy and stable life and get her want life.

"Xiaoyu, I feel very lucky that you can think like this. I wish you happiness."

"Well, you want to be happy too, sister Zhu Ya."

After hanging up the phone for a while, Zhu Ya switched to the music again, looked up, Shu Yun outside the live broadcast room gave Zhu Ya a thumbs up, Zhu Ya pretended to be calm and nodded towards the person outside the window.

Everything seems to be changing today, Zhu Ya suddenly had an idea in her mind, but she didn't think about it because the live broadcast will continue.

At the end of the show, Zhu Ya said softly through the microphone: "Thank you Miss Xiaoyu for your enthusiastic call today. I know that everyone in this world has their own choices. I think what we can do is to respect each other's choices. Whether the other party is your lover or relative, our support will always be a great strength to them."

"I think what Miss Xiaoyu said touched me very much, because in this unknown corner of the world, there are thousands of people like us who insist on their own persistence, and this makes people not alone Well, even this winter has become much warmer."

"So there will always be a rainbow after the storm, and I hope everyone will wait for that day."

"Thank you for listening to another episode of "goodnight". It's late at night. Here, Zhu Ya would like to say good night to all listeners. Goodbye, and welcome to your next listening session."

The lights in the live broadcast room went out, Zhu Ya took off his earphones, and walked out of the live broadcast room a little nervously.

CG TV station has never had a clear attitude on the matter of sexual orientation. Zhu Ya's remarks today clearly at least set the nature of the program "goodnight", and at least support the same sex. After all, Zhu Ya himself is considered a Already out.

Shu Yun sighed greatly, "Zhu Ya, you did a great job today, it's rare to see you who just joined the TV station again."

Liu Ling looked at Zhu Ya in surprise, obviously the same surprise as Shu Yun.In Liu Ling's opinion, Sister Zhu Ya is a person who doesn't talk much. Even in the program, she tries to be concise and clear. She has never seen her say such a thing from the heart like today, although she listened That Miss Xiaoyu is indeed very pitiful.

"That's good, I'm afraid I screwed up."

Shu Yun smiled and said, "I'm still at ease with you."

Zhu Ya smiled slightly. Sometimes a program does not belong to the host, but the hard work of a group of people.

Shu Yun patted Zhu Ya's shoulder affirmatively, and then said to everyone: "Let's go, let's have supper, I'll treat you."

Liu Ling cheered, "Good job!"

In a single-family apartment in the center of Y City, the yellowish lights cast long shadows. Lan Xi stood in front of the window and looked at the withered flowers and trees in the courtyard. Her heart was like a dead tree in winter, waiting for her. The arrival of spring.

There was an old radio on the coffee table in the room. The antenna of the radio was glowing with a faint silver light. Looking carefully at the tip, it was found that the wire receiver was painted with a layer of light blue paint.

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