How to treat facial paralysis

Gu Shengxing thought that if he could survive the bone-chilling bereavement, he would definitely be able to sever the relationship without delay.It's just a friend who has known each other for a long time. There will be a long way to go in the future, and there will definitely be friends who want to. There are so many people who like him. He hypnotizes himself.His strong willpower allowed him to try his best to ignore the strange feeling of emptiness around him, and to complete various tasks independently as before, which was so perfect that he won the professor's praise.

But...he had to admit that he still overestimated his ability to bear it.After all, someone cared unreservedly and disappeared suddenly, I really didn't get used to it.Sometimes when he thinks of something, after speaking in a low voice, he will not smile and answer, but when he turns around, he finds that there is no one there, but pedestrians look at him nervously talking to himself with weird eyes.A gaffe feels awful!Gu Shengxing was taught to be introverted since he was a child, and to quietly observe other people's embarrassment, but now he has changed roles and is being played like a monkey... The apathy is full, and they are scared to detour and stay away.

Gu Shengxing hated this state of not being able to fully control his body.When he got home, he couldn't suppress his distraught, and he slammed his fist hard on the wall.Pain woke him up.Not satisfied, he punched the wall a few more times, using the wall as an imaginary enemy, until the side of his hand was scratched with a few bloodstains, and it was burning hot when he touched it.He stared grimly at the wall, as if he would not stop staring a hole in it. ...His act of venting did expand the hidden crack, and it didn't take long for the wallpaper to peel off a small piece and roll to the ground.A piece of the white wallpaper was bald, revealing the ugly dark yellow inside, as if mocking Gu Shengxing for not daring to look at his heart, but hurting the innocent.

Gu Shengxing was in an extremely bad mood, so he didn't call a craftsman to paint it, and turned directly to the topic, spending a lot of time communicating with detectives and analyzing intelligence.This is what he values ​​most, and he does it without distraction.But after all, nothing could be found out in just a few days, and the limited information has been turned upside down. The detective impatiently agreed with him that unless there were special circumstances, he would only have a private chat once in at least three days.

Gu Shengxing was idle again, and while wandering around the Internet, he slipped into the dubbing club group.Because he is not good at communication, it is useless to chat with multiple parties. Gu Shengxing asked Colgate to screen out the relevant news and send it to him in private chat, but he himself would not participate in the discussion because he had an empty quota for ten thousand years.He is habitually invisible, seeing a large group of people preparing for next month's concert, discussing the venue and other details in a hurry, so enthusiastic that he can't get in his mouth.

He watched quietly for a while and swiped the screen, feeling particularly strongly violated, and suddenly came up with the idea of ​​signing up to participate.When he first entered the circle, Colgate tried his best to persuade him to join the channel, saying that it was a shortcut to increase his popularity, but he firmly refused.For one thing, he hasn't opened his voice to practice singing for a long time, even if he has some talent, it has been smoothed out by time.Secondly, it is not his style to let the audience judge with a wide open, he is too lazy to care what others think, and letting the arrangement of the script is already a concession.Except Zhu Jiang.He is willing to observe the changes in his demeanor, to dig out the emotions hidden deep in his indifference, to discover new things all the time, and he never tires of it.

He opened Baidu like a ghost, typed words such as "Zhu Jiang, N University, facial paralysis", and looked at the search results that popped up on the homepage.Most of them are the winning records of various competitions in this city or even the province itself, almost every year in terms of year.Gu Shengxing already knew that Zhu Jiang was a top student, but he felt a strange sense of pride in his heart.

What really caught his interest was the accompanying picture: Little Zhu Jiangtuo was holding a heavy trophy and smiling brightly.Only about six or seven years old, Zhu Jiang already has the embryonic form of a handsome guy, with a decent and handsome appearance.He smiled foolishly, his mouth was grinning to reveal his gums, and his cheeks, which had not yet taken off the baby fat, were bulging. He looked like a cute squirrel who had stolen a chestnut, making people want to pinch his face.

Further down is Zhu Jiang with a paralyzed face, holding up different styles of trophies.Others think that the expressionless face is the reservedness of a bully, but he can clearly see the excitement and joy in the eyes that circulate.Zhu Jiang is showing off in a small way, and his heart must be full of pride.Gu Shengxing, who is also a top student, was deeply touched, and continued to investigate with great interest.

In turn, there are family portraits, father and son group photos, mother and son group photos, and sibling group photos.Zhu's mother has a unique charm, Zhu Xi has inherited the beauty gene, and even Zhu Jiang is also a beauty embryo, but mixed with Zhu's father's handsomeness.His family turned out to be like this.that income?housing?Work?Gu Shengxing was eager to learn more about Zhu Jiang's life background, and what kind of environment he cultivated...

Wait, are you in trouble again?Zhu Jiang's figure lingered in his mind.Gu Shengxing couldn't tell what it felt like, he frowned and clicked the mouse heavily to close the webpage, and the penguin went offline at the same time.It's not worth singing for the reason of being part of a group, he thinks too much!

Despite the inner struggle, Gu Shengxing glanced around intentionally or unintentionally, paying attention to see if Zhu Jiang was there.But Zhu Jiang seemed to avoid him deliberately. Not only did he not come to the playground for a run, he did not go into the apartment to grab a meal, and he also sat in the front row seat that his classmates had occupied in English class, far away from him.The two have always been secretly competing who is more focused on listening to the class, taking notes together, and occasionally making innocuous jokes, but now Gu Shengxing is sitting alone in the end, looking lonely.

Gu Shengxing was listening to the class, and his thoughts rarely flew ten meters away.Zhu Jiang held his chin to think, his mouth meditated on knowledge points, his cheeks agitated, and Gu Shengxing thought of squirrels again, so cute that it was foul.Zhu Jiang was called and stood up to answer questions. His fluent sentences, standard pronunciation, and calm performance showed his serious and confident charm.Without Gu Shengxing realizing it, his heart was beating wildly, his breathing became short of breath, his eyes followed Zhu Jiang, and he tried desperately to move away, but he couldn't control it, and soon stuck to Zhu Jiang again.

Zhu Jiang is also having a hard time.He was originally reluctant to be separated from Gu Shengxing, who had similar interests, but when he heard sensitive words, he recalled the good times when the two got along, and he was a little out of his mind.He silently recited the "Pure Heart Mantra" taught by his sister, and finally concentrated on the blackboard.Now feeling that he was stared at by an almost substantive scorching gaze from behind, he couldn't help but stiffen all over.He guessed that it was Gu Shengxing, but he was too embarrassed to go back and verify his guess: If he was wrong, wouldn't it be self-indulgent?

He twirled the ballpoint pen unconsciously, taking notes absently.After struggling for half a class, he suddenly realized: Just watch it if you want, what happened to your class?It's a man's style to be upright, so let's talk about it!He suddenly turned his head and looked towards the back row, only to see that Gu Shengxing was immersed in taking notes, without even looking this way.

An inexplicable sense of loss and shame came over me.In case Gu Shengxing found out that he had lost a game, he quickly turned his head and continued to listen to the class pretending to be nonchalant.

Gu Shengxing recorded the professor repeatedly emphasizing the important content and then raised his head. He happened to witness Zhu Jiang's turning around at that moment, knowing that Zhu Jiang also missed himself, and he felt happy, as sweet as the candy that was rewarded by his parents when he was a child.His mind went blank, and he indulged himself to stare at Zhu Jiang's back.Thin, broad shoulders and narrow waist... He twisted his waist, as if he was about to turn around?

After a short period of disappointment, dissatisfaction followed. Zhu Jiang has always been proud of his intuition, and this time he also believes that he can't be wrong!The fiery looking eyes came again.This time, he was not in a hurry, creating the illusion of indifference, turned around abruptly, and unexpectedly met Gu Shengxing's eyes who had no time to respond.

Seeing that the voyeuristic object turned around quickly, Gu Shengxing's eyes flickered a little shyly after they met, and soon his dark eyes firmly locked on his figure, and he seemed to be able to clearly see him after several rows, and he was the only one in the other person's pupils.His heart suddenly shook, as if being washed by the flood again, the difference was that the defense value dropped to zero, and something collapsed and shattered.The only... what a beautiful word.In the past, it was out of reach, but now it is by my side.He covered his face with his hands, hiding his expression of wry smile and annoyance.Thinking of the warm kiss before, he really wanted to feel it again.No, many times!Even a lifetime!He confirmed that he had a 100% crush on Zhu Jiang and wanted to associate with him from the bottom of his heart.

People try to alienate when they are together, and often miss them after they are separated. This urgency makes him regret it.In the face of sudden strange feelings, he should not question and retreat repeatedly, causing the lovers to fail to get married.But, leaving aside the issue of differences in perceptions, do homosexuals end well?

The author has something to say: isn't the emotional development abrupt?I got stuck (＞﹏＜) and revised it several times...