His voice is sweeter than honey

The monthly rent of the student apartment includes water and electricity. The air conditioner in Jing Haochen's home can maintain a constant temperature of 24 degrees, which is a very comfortable temperature.

Jing Haochen took Yan Feng off his body and carried him to the table to settle down.

"Beast." Yan Feng frowned and stared at Jing Haochen.

"Who is a beast, you or me?" Jing Haochen asked back.

"You you you you you!" Yan Feng twisted his body coquettishly.

Jing Haochen sat next to Yan Feng, "I called you here to supervise your studies, don't do anything else."

"It's a beast!" Yan Feng stared at Jing Haochen, waiting for an opportunity to launch a sneak attack.

Jing Haochen had seen through Yan Feng's tricks a long time ago, picked up a heavy book and continued to read, just as Yan Feng was about to come over, he was pushed back by Jing Haochen's ready hand.

Yan Feng: "..."

Helpless, open the notes and start to endorse.

The notes are almost memorized, Yan Feng took out the computer, boarded the blackboard for teaching, found this week's weekly test, and planned to use the test as a substitute for practice.After completing the seventh question, Yan Feng struggled for a long time between the two options of B or C. When he finally chose C, Jing Haochen beside him made a doubtful voice: "Choose B?"

Yan Feng looked at the questions carefully, and felt that he really chose B.After revising his answer, he was very surprised. "How do you know?"

Jing Haochen: "Looking at how many questions you have done, I feel a little clear."

Yan Feng looked at Jing Haochen in disbelief: "Has anyone ever said that you are actually a genius?"

"Often." Jing Haochen Versailles replied.

"Then how do you feel?" Elementary school scum Yan Feng really wanted to empathize with the boss.

"It doesn't matter what others say, I'll be happy if you say it." Jing Haochen said dotingly.

Yan Feng looked at Jing Haochen eagerly, if he wasn't taking the exam, he wished he could pounce on this man and gnaw him clean right now.

15 questions are finished, 90 points are flying at low altitude, fortunately the answer to question 7 has been revised, otherwise this quiz will get a B again.

After studying all afternoon, Yan Feng's little head was dizzy. He pushed the computer textbook aside, put his arms around Jing Haochen's neck, and said, "I'm hungry."

Jing Haochen put down the book and said, "Why are you hungry all the time?"

"I'm hungry." Yan Feng repeated, "Study is too mental, I need nutrition."

"What to eat?" Jing Haochen asked.

"You." Yan Feng smiled and moved forward, pecking Jing Haochen's mouth.

Jing Haochen stroked Yan Feng's back through his thick sweater, and while responding to his kiss, he continued naturally: "Except for me?"

"Ah..." Yan Feng was taken aback by the sudden and strange response. He really thought about what he wanted to eat, "Maybe, milk tea?"

"There is no milk tea for you in this corner, I want to drink it back home." Jing Haochen pinched Yan Feng's belly, and Yan Feng let out an itchy giggle.

Yan Feng tidied up the clothes that had been messed up by Jing Haochen, and suddenly remembered something more important. "Chen, Christmas, are you going home to spend with your family?"

Jing Haochen replied: "I may not go back."

"Why?" Yan Feng was taken aback.

"I don't seem to have a good relationship with them." Jing Haochen lowered his eyes as he spoke, playing with the rope of Yan Feng's sweater cap intentionally or unintentionally.

Yan Feng blinked and looked at Jing Haochen.

Jing Haochen was very calm, as if he was telling a story about his cat who likes to play with balls. "When I was in senior year, I had to come out to my family due to various reasons. My parents are very traditional people, they are university professors. Although they have lived and worked abroad for more than 20 years, they are still very conservative. In fact, foreign conservatives also Many, they are one of them."

"..." Yan Feng blinked his big eyes and listened carefully to his story.

In memory, this seems to be the first time that Jing Haochen took the initiative to talk about him.

"They couldn't figure out why such an excellent son of theirs would like men. They thought it was because I had made dubious friends who brought me down. I said I was born like this, and they wouldn't listen, and even wanted to force me Hurry up and get a girlfriend, they thought I would be normal if I had a female partner. I ran away from home in a fit of rage. That's why I had a gap year out of college. I was miserable during that time, whatever I found a job and just got on with it, and when I got home from work, I played games to pass the time.”

"..." Yan Feng hugged Jing Haochen silently, he knew that it was during that time that they met.

Jing Haochen stroked his head, and continued: "... I remember, around Christmas of the year I graduated from college, that is, last year, right now, I was working alone in New York as a worker, and my father suddenly found out. The message asked me if I was cold and if I needed to go home to get my clothes. I knew it was him showing weakness to me. Did not go home."

"Then what happened afterwards?" Yan Feng asked, "Have you always been like this?"

"This spring, I got the last batch of offers from the school. It's been almost a year, and I went home to pack my luggage for the first time. My parents looked very normal, talking and laughing with me, just like every time I went home during the holidays in the past. None of us mentioned it anymore, and they stopped pushing me to find a girlfriend at all, as if nothing happened in the last year. Whitewashing, everything is normal, but I know it is not normal. Every time I want to put If the topic is brought to the 'same-sex' side, they will try their best to divert the topic. Although we can't stay away from each other forever, we can't go back to the harmony we used to."

Yan Feng patted Jing Haochen's back lightly: "It will get better."

"It won't be over." Jing Haochen smiled wryly, "We are all waiting for the other party to back down. We are all hoping that the other party understands. After the best time for communication, there is no way to get better. Sometimes I also think, If I hadn't been so stubborn and walked away last year, if we had sat down and had a serious heart-to-heart talk last year, would everything have been different?"

"Will it be?" Yan Feng asked.

Jing Haochen shook his head: "I don't know. Maybe no matter what you do, the ending will be the same, but people will still think: 'Oh, it would have been nice if I had done this at the time'." Speaking of this, he smiled wryly, "It always happens like this , no matter what you do, you will not be satisfied, and no matter what you do, you will feel that another way is the best."

"..."

"Maybe not interfering with each other now is the best result." After Jing Haochen finished speaking, he straightened his body, "You haven't said what you want to eat yet."

Yan Feng has long forgotten about eating, and now he is feeling sorry for his boyfriend.I didn't expect such an outstanding male god and such a high-profile university bully to have such experiences.

At school, he took the issue of his sexual orientation very lightly, admitted without hesitation that he liked men, and the public was talking about him, so he let them talk about it.Yan Feng originally thought that Jing Haochen was like this because he lived a chic life.Only now did he realize that it was probably because he had nothing to lose.

He must hug Jing Haochen lovingly: "You come home with me for Christmas."

Jing Haochen rubbed his hair: "Aren't you afraid that your parents will find out something?"

"I figured it out." Yan Feng said earnestly, "What should be said must be said. If I can't keep it a secret for the rest of my life, I should confess to them as soon as possible."

"Aren't you afraid that they won't understand you?" Jing Haochen asked, "Like my parents?"

"Scared." Yan Feng said, "But I have to say it too. I should say it."

"Okay." Jing Haochen let go of Yan Feng's little head, got up to get his passport, "I'll check to see if my Chinese visa has expired, hurry up and think about what to eat next."

Yan Feng took out his mobile phone and sent a WeChat message to his parents: "Let me tell them first, and quietly get a vaccination."

Jing Haochen took the passport and confirmed that the visa was still valid. "What are you going to say?"

"Well..." Yan Feng replied while typing, "My grandfather's birthday is in late December, and Dalin and I will go back to celebrate his birthday every time. We are family friends. But this year he has a game on Christmas and can't come back, so I will It is said that Da Lin's senior is just coming to City A to play, and I will go back together with the senior, Da Lin asked his senior to celebrate grandpa's birthday instead of him, how about it?"

Jing Haochen smacked his lips: "It's not very good. It seems that Zhou Jilin and I have a problem."

"Ah..." Yan Feng cried out in disappointment, "Then... let me say that I will bring someone with me when I come back this time?"

"It's not so good," Jing Haochen said, "It's generally said that the ones brought back are the targets. Your vaccination is equivalent to showing the card directly."

"Ah..." Yan Feng scored twice in disappointment.

Jing Haochen imitated Yan Feng and said "ah": "You, if you don't know how to say it, don't say anything, and don't get vaccinated. When the time comes, a brief introduction will be fine."

Yan Feng pouted: "Okay." He put the phone in his pocket, snatched the passport from Jing Haochen's hand, shouted "Bring it to you!", and opened it happily.

"Wow, you are so handsome even in your ID photo!" Yan Feng flipped through his passport and admired, "Tell me honestly, which one am I?"

Jing Haochen smiled and said, "The first term."

"Impossible!" Yan Feng didn't believe it, "Unless everyone around you is blind, there must be a bunch of people chasing you!"

"Maybe, they dare not." Jing Haochen said from Versailles.

Yan Feng patted his passport on the table: "I want to eat fried chicken, it's the one opposite your apartment."

Jing Haochen got up and put on his coat: "Let's go."

Yan Feng wrapped himself in a small padded coat and ran out happily. As soon as he opened the door, he was scared back by the cold air in the corridor.

Yan Feng tightened his clothes and said doubtfully, "I think I've worn enough, why is it still so cold?"

Jing Haochen looked at him and said, "Do you want to know why?"

Yan Feng nodded.

Jing Haochen casually took off the scarf behind the door and wrapped it around Yan Feng, and then helped him zip up the cotton coat. "The neck is cold outside, and the sweater is not close-fitting, and it will be windy. It is invalid to wear clothes."

Yan Feng buried his small face in the scarf, smelling the ambergris that belonged to his master, and nodded obediently: "I have learned."