I am Zeng Yuxi, and I am also Bo Yan.

As a humble person, I have an unbearable past.

As soon as I was born, my biological father, Bao Fengji, recognized me as the product of my mother's intercourse with someone else.

My mother suffered from depression due to the humiliation, and because she gave birth to me and failed to take good care of her body, she finally died when I was three years old.

As soon as she passed away, Bao Fengji became more and more violent towards me, punching, kicking and insulting became commonplace.

When I was four years old, I accidentally showed my talent for playing the piano. Bo Feng seemed to have acquired a treasure. He forced me to practice the piano every day. , and sometimes it makes me hungry.

Later, he even locked me in a secret room in the basement, whipped me, and tortured me to the utmost, but after each torture, he invited the best family doctor to heal me.

It makes me want to live but not die.

Just when I was desperate, one day when I was ten years old, a man in black told me that in the future, a boy named He Yan would be very good to me, he would be my moon, and my hope in the dark life , is the only one in this world who is sincerely good to me and who truly loves me.

So I can't die, I have to live well, otherwise I will never see him again.

Although I don't believe it, I hold a glimmer of hope.

Sure enough, on the third day, someone else’s font suddenly appeared in the diary my mother bought for me. The person said his name was He Yan.

I was ecstatic and felt that my life finally had something to look forward to.

Since then, I have repeated the boring life before with this expectation, but with a touch of expectation added.

So much so that I would open the diary and talk to He Yan every day before going to bed or immediately after waking up.

He Yan seemed to know my expectations, almost always replying in seconds, which made me feel at ease.

I remember, when I was 15 years old, I was practicing piano in the garden as usual, and suddenly a ball hit my head hard. Actually, I didn’t really care who hit me, but Xu Ruman cared very much, she was aggressive He went outside to arrest people, but he didn't want to bring back a little boy.

That boy is very cute, but a bit naughty, but I don't know why I always feel that he has a familiar smell.

What surprised me was that he could understand my piano sound, which made me a little curious. I asked his name, but what I didn't expect was that he said his name was He Yan.

I was very happy and introduced myself to him. He acted very familiar. From his eyes, I could see that he knew me too, so I did not mistake him. He was He Yan who wrote my diary and chatted with me every day.

It's just that after he suddenly disappeared in front of me, I was so scared that I thought I was hallucinating because I wanted to see him so much.

But later I realized that whenever He Yan fell asleep, he would appear and then transform into various people or animals to accompany me.

Sometimes it may be a maid, or a housekeeper, or a pet cat who leads the house.

In this way, we have been together for three years. During these three years, he brought me a lot of happiness and touch.

Happiness is that he cares about me very much, he will cook for me with his own hands, play the piano with me, watch the stars, and sometimes secretly take me out to climb mountains to watch the sunrise, but he does not take me to the amusement park that I am thinking of.

What moved me was that he would stand in my way when Bo Fengji hit me, and when Bo Fengji wanted me to betray my appearance to please Fang Gushan, the owner of the Fang family, he would stand up and take me to run and fight together.

But suddenly one day, he was taken away by Fang Gushan. I was so anxious that I drove with Bao Fengji on my back to rescue him, but I didn't want to get into a car accident and was dying.

Before I died, I saw the man in black again. I don’t know what he did to me. I only know that when I woke up again, I was Zeng Yuxi. After 20 years, I also saw the man in black. Man, he asked me to find He Yan and protect him.

Although I don't understand why he cares more about He Yan than I do, but without his telling, I will do the same.

I don’t need to talk about the rest, everyone knows it. I met He Yan again, and he was still so bright and cheerful that I couldn’t take my eyes off him.

It's just that the world is unpredictable, the man in black not only likes He Yan, but also another me.

He is the 35-year-old me. After Ah Yan’s death, I have the ability to travel through time and space. I want to go back to the past to save Ah Yan, but I have failed repeatedly.

It's just that the last time he went back to save Ah Yan, he never came back.

After waking up, Ah Yan was very sad and looked for him everywhere. I knew that he liked the 35-year-old Bo Yan more than me.

I'm also jealous, but I'm not qualified. I'm just a thin statement in one of the many parallel worlds created by 35's thin words that crossed the timeline many times.

The 35-year-old Bo Yan loves Ayan more than I do, and he is deeply in love with him. I can't compare with Bo Yan who would rather endure great pain and try to save Ayan.

The only thing I can do is to take good care of Ah Yan, and accompany him to see all the glitz in the world.

But I still want to say that I love him, and my love is no less than that of the 35-year-old Bo Yan.

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