I used to be his patron

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It wasn't until Yu Liuhuai lay down next to him, stretched out his hand to grab the sheet from his body and covered him, that he heard Jiang Ban say a reasonable and shocking sentence.

"Brother Xiao Yu," Jiang Ban looked at the night sky outside the window, where the stars were dotted with stars, "I want to go back to Jiang's house to see." It wasn't that kind of questioning tone, but a direct affirmative sentence.

He insisted on going back.

There is one more thing Jiang Ban wants to do, "Can you buy me some wreaths? And lilies, my mother likes this very much." He doesn't know what his father likes, but he knows that his father loves his mother very much, so he received flowers When it is time, everyone should like it.

Yu Liuhuai didn't agree, nor refused, but just stared at the rabbit's face with an unpredictable expression.

What is left of the Jiang family's land?

A dilapidated ruin, a piece of scorched soil, and it is said that there is always an endless wind that night, the sound of the wind never stops, hovering in the sky every night, like a lingering ghost.

When I go back at this time, what can I see...

Only a big seal can be seen.

"If you don't want to..." Jiang Ban was stunned, his eyes sparkled, he looked at Yu Liuhuai, and seemed to be looking past this person, this body, to see that old friend who didn't exist.

"If you don't want...can you give me a drip?" After the drip, he will have some strength, and then he can go to the bus and walk for a while.

He can always go back to his own home.

Even if there is no one in that family.

After saying these words, Jiang Ban closed his eyes, looking very quiet.

Someone pinched his face, and the familiar breath and voice surrounded him, "Did I say I won't go with you?" Seemingly aware that the words were blunt, the other party continued to add: "You just gave birth to a child Sickness, half and half, not that bad."

Yep, it's all saying it's not that bad...

But the rabbit is not stupid, he just moved, and he can see that a large piece of white hair has fallen out of his ear.

Jiang Ban will be very sleepy now, he didn't even open his eyes, he just felt his fingers being grabbed, and heard the person next to him sigh.

"I'll take you home."

"Thank you."

this night.

Jiang Ban slept soundly.

Just like many years ago, someone who claimed to be his elder brother hugged him onto the crib, patted him on the back slowly, and coaxed him gently.

Jiang Ban shed a few tears in his blank dream.

"It's okay, baby."

In the darkness, someone quietly wiped it away for him.

"Tomorrow we will go back, go home."

I don't know if it's because the heart of going back is very broken. The rabbit who usually sleeps late suddenly wakes up very early. After waking up, he doesn't say a word, just stays like this until someone pushes his door open.

"woke up?"

It's the smell of food.

"Let's eat something."

Yu Liuhuai coaxed the rabbit to eat some porridge, and then hurriedly put on warm clothes for him.It's obviously not a cold weather, but it has to be wrapped up like winter is coming.

Jiang Ban was so bored that he felt a little uncomfortable, as if he didn't want to cooperate, but was stopped by the other party, "It's windy there, you can't catch a cold."

Jiang Ban pursed his lips, and finally didn't move anymore.

They finally got into the car.

Jiang Ban's heart was beating so fast that he felt that such a small cavity might not be able to fit such a small thing that can plop like him.

In the past, Brother Xiao Yu also took care of him very carefully.Sometimes when the food he eats is difficult to digest, Brother Xiaoyu will rub his stomach for him to help him digest.

And these memories, when he realized that he was about to return to the home of his childhood and youth, all of them rushed out in an instant.

He even remembered that on his birthday, he was surrounded by countless small heart-shaped candles, the sweet smell of cake lingered in his nose, and laughter filled his ears.

——"Banban, tomorrow is your birthday, I will definitely come back."

——"Wait for me."

That kind of feeling is extremely nostalgic. At that time, he was really a person surrounded by love.

Jiang Ban looked at the familiar scene and street outside, and out of nowhere, he actually said, "Brother Xiao Yu, can you still remember the birthday present you gave me that year?"

He always remembers his own magic spell.

The car was very quiet, so quiet that he could hear another beating heart.

After a while, Jiang Ban came back to his senses, and when he realized what he said was stupid, he quickly apologized, "I'm sorry...I..."

"I'll remember." Yu Liuhuai was driving the car, his face was expressionless, and the same bitterness in his eyes that the rabbit couldn't see, "Give me some time, half and half."

The way to go is far away, and the car is driving very slowly.

When Jiang Ban woke up again, he was being hugged by someone. They seemed to be in a stairway. He was wrapped in a thin and large blanket like a silkworm chrysalis.

He struggled a bit, wondering why he didn't go to the Jiang family's old house.

He tried his best to open his eyes, adjusted to the dim environment, and then looked around, but there was no light in the stairwell, and he could only see a few house numbers.

"woke up?"

And Jiang Ban just asked, "Where is this?"

Surrounded by the sound of Yu Liuhuai's breathing, the man stopped briefly, and his tone sounded sad for some reason, "This is the place I used to live in."

Yu Liuhuai walked to the sixth floor, put the person down, and took out the key to open the door.The entrance is a very old and small rental house.

The walls were peeling off, and the various equipment looked very crude. There were a pair of bowls and chopsticks inside, bowls with missing corners, and rusty chopsticks.

"Where is this?" Jiang Ban seemed to have guessed something, but he couldn't help asking again.

"The place where I stayed when I woke up."

Jiang Ban was still looking around the room, and when he heard the words, he actually felt some heartache, densely packed, spreading to his heart.

"At that time, I just opened my eyes and couldn't think of anything. I put a few packets of instant noodles here, presumably because I was afraid that I would starve to death. I have been here for at least a month."

Jiang Ban froze for a moment, his fingertips trembling uncontrollably.What he didn't understand was why Yu Liuhuai was not directly taken back to Yu's house, but here.

"Half half," the man sighed, squatted down, and gently wrapped his arms around the little rabbit's waist, "stay here with me for a few days before returning to Jiang's house, okay?"

The two of them stood under the yellowed incandescent lamp, their eyes filled with intense pain, "We'll go back to Jiang's house together in a few days later."

After a long time, the rabbit said, "OK."

Although the rooms here are simple, they have been cleaned.Jiang Ban's body has been in good health since he was discharged from the hospital. Apart from poor spirits, he never had a high fever.

The two of them took a bath together, Yu Liuhuai kept kissing him, the warm water flowed onto their bodies, tick-tock-tock-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tocked-to-him.

After washing, Yu Liuhuai actually went to cook by himself. He started cooking soup in that place where he couldn't stretch his arms and legs. No matter what, he couldn't be so hungry that the sick rabbit was still hungry.

The two of them didn't say anything, they drank the soup and ate the food bought from outside in silence.

In this very simple room, he looked at the wisps of evening light that could still shine in from outside, and then greeted his first night here.

Perhaps, Jiang Ban knew that it was his words that made this man uneasy, so he brought him here.

Jiang Ban watched the other party go to the corridor to answer the phone, he didn't listen to it on purpose, but vaguely knew what was wrong.

That's right, he hasn't been online for a while to see how the live broadcast team is doing.But with a person like him who ran halfway, it is estimated that the program team will have to say a few words of apology to the audience for him.

But right now, he really doesn't have the extra thought to deal with those people.

In this house where you can see everything from looking up, he sensed what Yu Liuhuai wanted him to know.He thought, maybe the other party really wanted to recall the past bit by bit.That person's memory, from the very beginning, started in this airtight and damp rental house.

Jiang Ban felt that he was even cruel before.

Cruelly persecute each other.

Why can't you remember the past?

Why are you different from Brother Xiaoyu from before?

Can you give him back to me?

something like that...

It was hard for Jiang Ban to imagine that a person like Yu Liuhuai, or Brother Xiao Yu, would be in such a place, eating instant noodles, maybe not even taking a bath, living a life like no one wanted. Live like a stray dog ​​on the road.

"I'm sorry..." Jiang Ban closed his eyes and controlled himself not to cry anymore.

The man just came back after answering the phone, walked over and bent down, kissed the rabbit habitually, and asked, "I've contacted the person over there, I can go in and take a look the day after tomorrow."

"But it's sealed off, we can only go in secretly." Yu Liuhuai paused, and then said, "Don't be sad."