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Hot, the kind of hot fire.

For example, there was a Chinese New Year's Eve firecracker that was not ordered well, and the skin was accidentally burnt. You didn't feel anything for the first few seconds. Just when you took it lightly and thought it was nothing more than that, the heart-wrenching pain of wanting to scratch the wall hits you instantly. Caught you off guard.

But now it may be ten times, a hundred times... Lin Jiuxin can't calculate it, he just hurts, the pain makes his whole body twitch, the pain makes him breathless, the pain makes his arm no longer his own, the pain makes him unable to hold anything...

Pieces of blackness in front of his eyes, he touched, grabbed a water pipe at hand, put his forehead against the mirror, and tried to fit his facial skin to it as much as possible, the cold mirror surface contributed a tiny bit of coolness, so that he could Take a moment to breathe...

Open your eyes, in the mirror, you can see a dilapidated toilet, dark, damp, with sparse walls and almost holes in bricks, tiles and mud. A little bit of light comes in, but it's enough, it doesn't need to be too bright, it's best if you can't see.

Lin Jiuxin felt that he just twitched the corners of his mouth, but the boy on the other side of the mirror twisted his facial features, excruciatingly painful, his eyes were bloodshot, wet and full of tears, his eyes were black and blue, his lips were chapped, and his upper and lower teeth chattered nervously... …

He wanted to laugh, and he really laughed so hard that his whole body trembled. He had never seen himself so ugly, so fucking ugly that he felt happy.

What is falling, ticking, the washbasin is already dirty enough, the dirty and black edges, the yellow water stains that cannot be wiped off for a long time, even some abrupt red comes in, dripping down from the edge... …there was so much blood, it gathered and rolled into the sewer, no matter how much the faucet was flushed, it would just dye more clear water into blood, which would not disappear at all.

Panting and trembling, Lin Jiuxin raised his eyelids, and moved his gaze to the right side of the mirror, where there was a mass of blood and flesh, with pieces of flesh hanging on it... It was his, right ear.

Covered by hair for a long time, it is so ordinary that you don't bother to look away at it. An organ without any sense of existence, but when you can finally take a good look at it, you have a disgusting feeling that you want to vomit out last night's dinner. For a moment, Lin Jiuxin wanted to smash the mirror and the whole toilet.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck. Fuck..." He hissed and kept talking, like raving and chanting, like crying and laughing. After scolding an unknown number of fucks, Lin Jiuxin raised his hands The knife fell, and with his low growl, the piece of flesh that was about to come off was cut off.

……

That piece was gone, it wasn't on him anymore.

It wasn't his, even if it was inherited from that man, it's gone now.

No more.

It's laughter, in the ear, in the air, filling every corner, wrapped in joy, he can hear it.

With a bang, the fruit knife was thrown to the ground.

Standing up straight, Lin Jiuxin trembled a little, and looked in the mirror again, with a strange smile on his face.

As if fished out of blood, half of his face and hair were wet. Lin Jiuxin wiped it with his arm, and accidentally touched his ear. Cool, it seems that without this piece of meat, he has been reborn and reborn. He laughed in the empty toilet and shouted echoing at the top of his voice, beautiful and awesome! !

After finishing all this, he washed the blood off his hands, and when he left, he noticed that the piece of flesh that had just been cut from him on the ground was so lifeless.

Now, in the future, it will just lie in this dark, dilapidated toilet, rotting away together with all the filth.

What a pleasure, Lin Jiuxin smiled.

When he got out of the toilet, a bunch of headlights suddenly flashed in front of his eyes. Lin Jiuxin covered it with his hands. From between his fingers, he saw a Mercedes-Benz GLE roaring past him with strong lights.

In such an old building that looks like ruins, the kind of dubious aura that exudes makes people go blind immediately at a glance. It is probably another group of people dressed in tinkling clothes and painted with gothic brains. Older and middle-aged idiot X youth...

A girl's heart-piercing scream pierced the night sky instantly, and wandered in this empty abandoned building area with echoes. Lin Jiuxin stood still in shock and turned her head abruptly.

bell bell -

Lin Jiuxin gasped, waking up from the dream. He was dazed for a while, "there is no him in this world", and suddenly sat up in a jerk, grabbed the phone and looked at it, and then "Damn!" resounded throughout the room.

**

In the first year of Nanxiao's trial run for the third-year senior high school placement test, it received a positive "response" from the vast majority of students and parents.

On the day of the exam, the students were worried and worried, and their steps towards the school gate were a bit slower than usual. The parents looked solemn, either looking at the school solemnly, or gathering in groups of two or three, staying outside the school and refusing to leave.

The more this happens, the more unnecessary tension and pressure are created, and no one feels that they can take a good breath.

With this strategy, Nan Xiao was also forced to go to Liangshan.

In recent years, Nan Xiao's ranking in the city's key high schools has been stagnant, and even last year, there was a tendency of being unable to do what he wanted and only retreating. Therefore, the school's leadership team couldn't bear the pressure and began to change their tricks, and it was bound to cause some splashes. Even if the ranking doesn't go up, it's gratifying to see some movement in the average score...

In short, the days of "Hello, I, Hello, everyone" are gone forever, and a cruel competition based on the credit competition mechanism has begun.

Walking on the campus, you can see those alumni who are closer to their mothers than their mothers when they read books. Everywhere they can sit is occupied by people, except for the exam seats, there is not even a place to rest——

Xie Lin leaned against the school wall facing the stadium, and yawned boredly. He really couldn't do his best before the exam like others. It wasn't his style, not to mention there was a "return to him for the placement test." Mom can be late' roommate, just can't find a bit of status.

When I went back to the bedroom last night, Lin Jiuxin was sitting on the lower bunk, and immediately got up when he saw him come in: "It's pretty fast, it's raining outside, I think I can bring you an umbrella later."

Xie Lin changed into the T-shirt he was sleeping on, and he smelled tobacco all over his body: "Where did you find me?"

Lin Jiuxin pointed upwards, the roof.

Xie Lin looked at him strangely.

The other party half-raised his hand: "It has nothing to do with me. It was my mother who picked up your cigarette butt. She came to ask me. My father doesn't smoke, and I don't smoke at home. It can only be you."

"Your mother still cares about this?" I really can't relax my vigilance. The top floor belongs to the residents on the top floor, and the downstairs usually don't come up. He is too conspicuous.

As if seeing Xie Lin's concerns, Lin Jiuxin threw him the pajama pants on his bedside: "It's okay, if you whip you, she won't care about you."

"Then it's up to you?" It sounds so strange, how can you be so anxious if you don't come home at night and don't see your adults, why can you still hang up and smoke a cigarette?

"I don't care, she is... sensitive," Xie Lin didn't understand this adjective, but Lin Jiuxin quickly changed the subject: "You won't read books tonight for the placement test tomorrow?"

"I never look at it before the exam, what kind of love is it?" Xie Lin stepped on the bottom bed, stretched his arms to reach the upper bed: "What about you? Do you want to see it?"

Can you see it?

Xie Lin felt that she was so poor.

"look."

The word light and fluttering made Xie Lin's arms go limp, and he almost fell off. Thanks to his superb motor nerves, he forced his upper body to rush forward, and with a puff, he slapped his whole face on the bed.

When he got up in a panic, the second younger brother Lin, who was not surprising in his words, had already sat down at his desk and turned on the exclusive desk lamp.

Like at school during the day, the table is covered with books and papers, but this time for real, Lin Jiuxin is really lying on the table to write the papers, and the pen is not inferior to him at all, Liude flies up, like an elf between his fingers Jumping around in the same pattern, bringing up overlapping brush shadows...

In order not to affect his sleep, Lin Jiuxin thoughtfully turned off the headlight, leaving only an inch of light in front of the table.

The sky is falling is not as shocking as this.

Xie Lin stared at Lin Jiuxin without blinking.

At some point, the people at the table turned their heads and met their gazes: "Brother Lin, how about we return to the same class?"

After being stunned for a moment, Xie Lin asked, "Continue to do something wrong through the back door?"

Lin Jiuxin smiled: "That's not it."

"Okay." Xie Lin nodded.

……

Promised too hastily.

Hearing the rather mournful preparatory bell hovering over the campus, and seeing the alumni rushing towards the entrance of the teaching building at a faster pace, Xie Lin felt very uncomfortable that someone had slapped him.

In less than 2 minutes, Lin Jiuxin will be on his blacklist.

A generation of ace pigeons.

Sitting in front of the desk with his student number on it, Xie Lin stared at the empty seat next to the first window of the classroom two rows away from him, thinking so.

He turned off the phone and threw it into the table bucket. He didn't know what he was thinking about secretly bringing the phone into the exam room. Anyway, he just wanted to go home after the exam and cook a pot of pigeon meat!

The bell rang instantly——

The reason why a miracle is called a miracle lies in its extremely low probability.

Almost a second later, Lin Jiuxin stepped into the examination room, stood still with his mouth moving, his cheeks bulging, and when the teacher cast his gaze on him, he swallowed something hard.

...Why didn't he choke to death.

Xie Lin rested his chin, twirling the pen between his fingers to face the person who hurried in. He lowered his head, and buried the corners of his mouth and the faint smile in his palm.

The teacher's eyes were flying, and Lin Jiuxin was trained several times before he was allowed to take the position.

Putting down his schoolbag, Lin Jiuxin took a special look at Xie Lin who was behind him.

After receiving a towering middle finger from Xie Lin, he smiled and turned his head back.

**

The exam questions were not difficult enough, normal level, and there were only a few sub-questions. Xie Lin finished it very early. After checking it, he glanced at the clock on the wall, and there were still [-] minutes left.

There seemed to be movement in the row by the window from Yu Guangzhong, Lin Jiuxin was the first to hand in the paper to the podium with the paper in hand.

Seeing this person leave the classroom, Xie Lin turned over the paper and started counting the score from the beginning. With the proportion of "Lin Jiuxin's outline" on the paper, this course will not be too stretchy. Compared with the highest score in the final exam of last semester, Xie Lin thinks that as long as If the next few subjects are not too "super-class", it is not a big problem for this bitch to join the first class.

Xie Lin also stood up and handed in the paper.

It was only when I got out of the classroom that Lin Jiuxin was not the first, not to mention him. Little Chicken and Dabai were already quietly playing a mentally handicapped game in the corridor, 'rock-paper-scissors' only opened their mouths without making a sound.

Lin Jiuxin stood beside them, leaning against the railing on the side of the corridor, raising his head, blowing a big pink bubble in his mouth.

The bubble is really big, with a thin layer of skin, showing a kind of transparent pink under the sunlight coming in from the floor-to-ceiling windows. Mouth and nose tip...

wipe.

Xie Lin snorted, showing off his impressive skills even if his mother eats chewing gum.

It's too much for the stinky farts.

He took out the key chain from his trouser pocket, and there was a multifunctional portable knife on it. He took out the sharp cone and hid it behind his back. Xie Lin casually walked towards Lin Jiuxin, and when he got close, he made a surprise attack.