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Chapter 43
On the day Lin Zhi woke up, he was not very energetic due to physical reasons, and fell asleep again without saying a word to Xu Rui.
When he woke up again, all the memories came back, and he remembered what happened before he lost consciousness.
During this time, Xu Rui always looked at him cautiously, as if worried about his illness, but Lin Zhi didn't calm down, but he didn't explode either, as if he was maintaining his unilateral coldness towards Xu Rui, hoping that Xu Rui Explain and admit your mistakes as soon as possible.
But Xu Rui didn't seem to notice that Lin Zhi was angry. Xu Rui, who had no way to speak at all, met Lin Zhi, who had been silent and cold-faced recently, and thought it was because he was not feeling well. Think about who suffered such a serious injury. When the injury has not recovered, it will not be full of energy and chatter.
This unilateral cold war continued until Lin Zhi was discharged from the hospital.Lin Zhi didn't like the environment of the hospital. After his condition stabilized, he recovered quickly because of his youth, so he was discharged early.
At this time, Xu Rui, who was dull, was still ignorant of the fact that Lin Zhi was still angry. He even breathed a sigh of relief because Lin Zhi finally recovered, and his tense nerves relaxed, so he went out to solve his recent problems. pile up things.
The cold violence for more than half a month didn't seem to be punishing Xu Rui, but torturing Lin Zhi himself.
At ten o'clock in the evening, Xu Rui, who had been inseparable because of his injury, hadn't come back yet.
Xu Rui arrived at home at 10:30. When he entered the bedroom, he found that there was only one lamp on in the room. The gauze on Lin Zhi's head had not been removed, so he sat on the head of the bed in a daze. Xu Rui was taken aback.
Xu Rui thought he was asleep, so he turned off the headlight in the bedroom.
Such an atmosphere finally made Xu Rui feel something was wrong, and he walked slowly to Lin Zhi's side.
Lin Zhi raised his eyelids and gave him a cool look: "Where have you been?"
Lin Zhi, who was injured and sick, has always had a temperamental mood lately. He either ignored people for a long time, or stabbed Xu Rui with a cold face from time to time.
In fact, Xu Rui sent a message to Lin Zhi about his late return tonight. It was mid-afternoon when he left. Lin Zhi was resting on the bed, and Xu Rui didn't bother him.
Xu Rui raised his hand to touch Lin Zhi's phone with the screen blacked out, and found that the phone was turned off. Lin Zhi was probably a little upset because he didn't see the message he sent.
It's not a big deal.Xu Rui picked up Lin Zhi's cell phone and charged it for him.
Unexpectedly, Xu Rui was dragged onto the bed by Lin Zhi as soon as he plugged in the charging plug. Lin Zhi met Xu Rui's still-unsatisfactory gaze.
The tone was almost like gnashing of teeth: "Do you really don't understand, or do you think you can just pretend it didn't happen and you can fool it?"
Xu Rui looked a little frightened, and Lin Zhi grabbed his collar.
Lin Zhi looked at Xu Rui, as if the resentment in his heart had reached its peak, he looked at Xu Rui's pupils who seemed to have no emotions other than panic, he couldn't help asking softly: "Tao Yiying was looking for you at the beginning, did you Why didn't you tell me first? Why did you drug me, and you stood by her? "
Xu Rui originally thought that this matter was over, and Tao Yiying seemed to have made a compromise. He did not do anything unnecessary during Lin Zhi's recuperation. He thought this matter was over, but Lin Zhiying did not expect Still brooding to this day.
It's not that Xu Rui didn't understand Lin Zhi's narrow-mindedness. The time Lin Zhi gave him made him deceive himself into thinking that the matter was over.
Facing Lin Zhi's questioning, Xu Rui shook his head in denial without thinking.
He had no idea that there was something in that glass of fruit juice, and anyway, between Tao Yiying and Lin Zhi, it was impossible for him to side with Tao Yiying.
But about Tao Yiying's coming to find Xu Rui, Xu Rui did not tell Lin Zhi the first time, but chose to hide it, and even counted down the countdown to the breakup between him and Lin Zhi in his heart.
Lin Zhi's gaze gradually became aggressive, leaving no room for Xu Rui to evade.
"Is it because you are really moved by the school Tao Yiying chose for you, the so-called free life?"
Xu Rui's breath paused, his head seemed to be fixed by something, and Lin Zhi's gaze fell on him as if it were real, and it was as heavy as the weight of his chest.
There's none?Is it true that Xu Rui is not moved by Tao Yiying's Academy of Fine Arts that he chose for himself? Is he not at all? How is it possible? He doesn't like studying business in the first place. These things are too complicated for him. He likes to draw , when he was alone in a quiet environment, painting accompanied him to spend a lot of time, and painting was a more relaxing thing than letting him study business, which he was not good at.
It is very unwise to lie in front of Lin Zhi, Xu Rui no longer denied it and shook his head.
The air seemed to freeze for a long time, and Lin Zhi felt more depressed and sad in such a suffocating silence.
He slowly let go of Xu Rui's collar, and then fell on the bed as if he had been exhausted.
He raised his hand and took off the black wrench on his hand, and said as if he was talking to himself: "I said, how did I return the ring to me..."
This kind of forest pheasant made Xu Rui flustered, he couldn't help approaching Lin pheasant and wanted to grab his hand, but he was mercilessly thrown away by Lin pheasant.
Lin Zhi smelled the smell of paint on Xu Rui's body. He went out to paint, who did he go to?With Zheng Yan, or did Tao Yiying find him a new teacher?
"Okay, you go, you pursue your dreams, I won't stop you, but from now on I don't want to see you again." Lin Zhi suddenly said expressionlessly.
Xu Rui was stunned for a moment after hearing this sentence, and then quickly realized that he rushed over, gesticulating with sign language in a panic, but Lin Zhi didn't want to give him another chance, so he turned his face away Go, don't look at him anymore.
Xu Rui didn't stop hugging his waist and kissing his face flatteringly.
It didn't take a few seconds for Lin Zhi's refusal to go from tough to gentle. He opened his red eyes, looked at Xu Rui's eager and flustered look, and couldn't help but questioned: "Xu Rui, what are you doing?" How could you do this to me!? You don’t want to throw away a crayon stick until you can’t hold it anymore. You don’t let me throw away the blanket you wrapped in when you were a child for more than ten years. You have to take it with you, you are such a nostalgic person, why do you lose it when you come to me, and give up when you say you want to give up!? Didn’t I also accompany you for more than ten years! "
The grief, indignation and despair, including every time Xu Rui's firm choice of getting nothing, made Lin Zhi completely unable to control his emotions. He turned over and pressed Xu Rui's shoulders with both hands, his voice trembling: "You No...no...is it you who gently clean up the soil on the shells of your snails every time, like you carefully tape up the balls left by your father, do you cherish me too?"
He couldn't stop tightening his fingers on Xu Rui's shoulder: "Even if I treat you badly for a year, doesn't it count if I treat you well for more than ten years later, you're going to hate me and punish me like this? Is this fair to me! Xu Rui, are you fair to me like this!?"
Xu Rui had no way to answer the repeated questioning, he was powerless against Lin Zhi's turbulent emotions.
He suddenly felt aggrieved by such a forest pheasant. He didn't really hate Lin's pheasant anymore, he just didn't know what to do so as not to make him sad.
Lin Zhi's tears fell drop by drop on Xu Rui's face, and his voice choked up: "You can't do this, you can't let me, as long as you look at me, I can tell whether you are thirsty or hungry. I knew I wanted to accompany you to the bathroom with my legs, but...you turned a blind eye to my feelings in the end. "
"If you can't fall in love in one year, you can't fall in love in five years, so you can't fall in love in ten years, 20 years, 30 years, one day you will fall in love with me!"
Tears flowed down Lin Pheasant's cheeks. He said: "I have never felt the feeling of being alive when I was a child. When I touch flowers, grass, small animals, or a stone, the feeling is the same. But I touched you, Xu Rui."
He repeated again: "I touched you, every time you cried in my arms, when your warm tears fell on my palm, when you hugged me and kissed me!"
"I feel you, I feel you are soft."
When he said this, his tone was not strong. He said it in a soothing and calm tone, but it seemed to explode in Xu Rui's ears.
At such a moment, Xu Rui suddenly touched Lin Zhi very clearly, a surge of love mixed with pain and thirst.
He looked into Shanglin Zhi's moist light-colored eyes, and suddenly felt a tremor in his heart, and Xu Rui was overwhelmed by such suffocating sadness.
Lin Zhi stretched out his hand and grabbed Xu Rui's hand, covering his face, he murmured softly: "If you don't love me, I'm afraid I won't be able to live. Everyone says you are kind, so you should show kindness and help me." , please...you...
This kind of Lin Zhi was so heartbreaking, Xu Rui burst into tears, if he could stop Lin Zhi's pain and make Lin Zhi no longer fall into such hopeless longing, he thought he would give Lin Zhi anything he wanted.
Xu Rui turned over and kissed Lin Zhi. He knelt on Lin Zhi's body, his fingers intertwined with Lin Zhi's. He felt the black wrench in his hand, and Xu Rui's ring finger penetrated into it.
At the end of such a painful and extremely warm deep kiss, when Xu Rui blushed and got up with short panting breaths, he saw the screen of Lin Zhi's charged phone light up with tears in his eyes.
The message "Don't wait for me to eat tonight" from "Baby Ruirui" popped up on the screen.
At that moment, Xu Rui's heart was hit by a very soft arrow, and his mind was in a trance in such pain and surging love.
He suddenly wanted to ask himself, would someone know that he is a baby after being someone else's baby for many years.
When he woke up again, all the memories came back, and he remembered what happened before he lost consciousness.
During this time, Xu Rui always looked at him cautiously, as if worried about his illness, but Lin Zhi didn't calm down, but he didn't explode either, as if he was maintaining his unilateral coldness towards Xu Rui, hoping that Xu Rui Explain and admit your mistakes as soon as possible.
But Xu Rui didn't seem to notice that Lin Zhi was angry. Xu Rui, who had no way to speak at all, met Lin Zhi, who had been silent and cold-faced recently, and thought it was because he was not feeling well. Think about who suffered such a serious injury. When the injury has not recovered, it will not be full of energy and chatter.
This unilateral cold war continued until Lin Zhi was discharged from the hospital.Lin Zhi didn't like the environment of the hospital. After his condition stabilized, he recovered quickly because of his youth, so he was discharged early.
At this time, Xu Rui, who was dull, was still ignorant of the fact that Lin Zhi was still angry. He even breathed a sigh of relief because Lin Zhi finally recovered, and his tense nerves relaxed, so he went out to solve his recent problems. pile up things.
The cold violence for more than half a month didn't seem to be punishing Xu Rui, but torturing Lin Zhi himself.
At ten o'clock in the evening, Xu Rui, who had been inseparable because of his injury, hadn't come back yet.
Xu Rui arrived at home at 10:30. When he entered the bedroom, he found that there was only one lamp on in the room. The gauze on Lin Zhi's head had not been removed, so he sat on the head of the bed in a daze. Xu Rui was taken aback.
Xu Rui thought he was asleep, so he turned off the headlight in the bedroom.
Such an atmosphere finally made Xu Rui feel something was wrong, and he walked slowly to Lin Zhi's side.
Lin Zhi raised his eyelids and gave him a cool look: "Where have you been?"
Lin Zhi, who was injured and sick, has always had a temperamental mood lately. He either ignored people for a long time, or stabbed Xu Rui with a cold face from time to time.
In fact, Xu Rui sent a message to Lin Zhi about his late return tonight. It was mid-afternoon when he left. Lin Zhi was resting on the bed, and Xu Rui didn't bother him.
Xu Rui raised his hand to touch Lin Zhi's phone with the screen blacked out, and found that the phone was turned off. Lin Zhi was probably a little upset because he didn't see the message he sent.
It's not a big deal.Xu Rui picked up Lin Zhi's cell phone and charged it for him.
Unexpectedly, Xu Rui was dragged onto the bed by Lin Zhi as soon as he plugged in the charging plug. Lin Zhi met Xu Rui's still-unsatisfactory gaze.
The tone was almost like gnashing of teeth: "Do you really don't understand, or do you think you can just pretend it didn't happen and you can fool it?"
Xu Rui looked a little frightened, and Lin Zhi grabbed his collar.
Lin Zhi looked at Xu Rui, as if the resentment in his heart had reached its peak, he looked at Xu Rui's pupils who seemed to have no emotions other than panic, he couldn't help asking softly: "Tao Yiying was looking for you at the beginning, did you Why didn't you tell me first? Why did you drug me, and you stood by her? "
Xu Rui originally thought that this matter was over, and Tao Yiying seemed to have made a compromise. He did not do anything unnecessary during Lin Zhi's recuperation. He thought this matter was over, but Lin Zhiying did not expect Still brooding to this day.
It's not that Xu Rui didn't understand Lin Zhi's narrow-mindedness. The time Lin Zhi gave him made him deceive himself into thinking that the matter was over.
Facing Lin Zhi's questioning, Xu Rui shook his head in denial without thinking.
He had no idea that there was something in that glass of fruit juice, and anyway, between Tao Yiying and Lin Zhi, it was impossible for him to side with Tao Yiying.
But about Tao Yiying's coming to find Xu Rui, Xu Rui did not tell Lin Zhi the first time, but chose to hide it, and even counted down the countdown to the breakup between him and Lin Zhi in his heart.
Lin Zhi's gaze gradually became aggressive, leaving no room for Xu Rui to evade.
"Is it because you are really moved by the school Tao Yiying chose for you, the so-called free life?"
Xu Rui's breath paused, his head seemed to be fixed by something, and Lin Zhi's gaze fell on him as if it were real, and it was as heavy as the weight of his chest.
There's none?Is it true that Xu Rui is not moved by Tao Yiying's Academy of Fine Arts that he chose for himself? Is he not at all? How is it possible? He doesn't like studying business in the first place. These things are too complicated for him. He likes to draw , when he was alone in a quiet environment, painting accompanied him to spend a lot of time, and painting was a more relaxing thing than letting him study business, which he was not good at.
It is very unwise to lie in front of Lin Zhi, Xu Rui no longer denied it and shook his head.
The air seemed to freeze for a long time, and Lin Zhi felt more depressed and sad in such a suffocating silence.
He slowly let go of Xu Rui's collar, and then fell on the bed as if he had been exhausted.
He raised his hand and took off the black wrench on his hand, and said as if he was talking to himself: "I said, how did I return the ring to me..."
This kind of forest pheasant made Xu Rui flustered, he couldn't help approaching Lin pheasant and wanted to grab his hand, but he was mercilessly thrown away by Lin pheasant.
Lin Zhi smelled the smell of paint on Xu Rui's body. He went out to paint, who did he go to?With Zheng Yan, or did Tao Yiying find him a new teacher?
"Okay, you go, you pursue your dreams, I won't stop you, but from now on I don't want to see you again." Lin Zhi suddenly said expressionlessly.
Xu Rui was stunned for a moment after hearing this sentence, and then quickly realized that he rushed over, gesticulating with sign language in a panic, but Lin Zhi didn't want to give him another chance, so he turned his face away Go, don't look at him anymore.
Xu Rui didn't stop hugging his waist and kissing his face flatteringly.
It didn't take a few seconds for Lin Zhi's refusal to go from tough to gentle. He opened his red eyes, looked at Xu Rui's eager and flustered look, and couldn't help but questioned: "Xu Rui, what are you doing?" How could you do this to me!? You don’t want to throw away a crayon stick until you can’t hold it anymore. You don’t let me throw away the blanket you wrapped in when you were a child for more than ten years. You have to take it with you, you are such a nostalgic person, why do you lose it when you come to me, and give up when you say you want to give up!? Didn’t I also accompany you for more than ten years! "
The grief, indignation and despair, including every time Xu Rui's firm choice of getting nothing, made Lin Zhi completely unable to control his emotions. He turned over and pressed Xu Rui's shoulders with both hands, his voice trembling: "You No...no...is it you who gently clean up the soil on the shells of your snails every time, like you carefully tape up the balls left by your father, do you cherish me too?"
He couldn't stop tightening his fingers on Xu Rui's shoulder: "Even if I treat you badly for a year, doesn't it count if I treat you well for more than ten years later, you're going to hate me and punish me like this? Is this fair to me! Xu Rui, are you fair to me like this!?"
Xu Rui had no way to answer the repeated questioning, he was powerless against Lin Zhi's turbulent emotions.
He suddenly felt aggrieved by such a forest pheasant. He didn't really hate Lin's pheasant anymore, he just didn't know what to do so as not to make him sad.
Lin Zhi's tears fell drop by drop on Xu Rui's face, and his voice choked up: "You can't do this, you can't let me, as long as you look at me, I can tell whether you are thirsty or hungry. I knew I wanted to accompany you to the bathroom with my legs, but...you turned a blind eye to my feelings in the end. "
"If you can't fall in love in one year, you can't fall in love in five years, so you can't fall in love in ten years, 20 years, 30 years, one day you will fall in love with me!"
Tears flowed down Lin Pheasant's cheeks. He said: "I have never felt the feeling of being alive when I was a child. When I touch flowers, grass, small animals, or a stone, the feeling is the same. But I touched you, Xu Rui."
He repeated again: "I touched you, every time you cried in my arms, when your warm tears fell on my palm, when you hugged me and kissed me!"
"I feel you, I feel you are soft."
When he said this, his tone was not strong. He said it in a soothing and calm tone, but it seemed to explode in Xu Rui's ears.
At such a moment, Xu Rui suddenly touched Lin Zhi very clearly, a surge of love mixed with pain and thirst.
He looked into Shanglin Zhi's moist light-colored eyes, and suddenly felt a tremor in his heart, and Xu Rui was overwhelmed by such suffocating sadness.
Lin Zhi stretched out his hand and grabbed Xu Rui's hand, covering his face, he murmured softly: "If you don't love me, I'm afraid I won't be able to live. Everyone says you are kind, so you should show kindness and help me." , please...you...
This kind of Lin Zhi was so heartbreaking, Xu Rui burst into tears, if he could stop Lin Zhi's pain and make Lin Zhi no longer fall into such hopeless longing, he thought he would give Lin Zhi anything he wanted.
Xu Rui turned over and kissed Lin Zhi. He knelt on Lin Zhi's body, his fingers intertwined with Lin Zhi's. He felt the black wrench in his hand, and Xu Rui's ring finger penetrated into it.
At the end of such a painful and extremely warm deep kiss, when Xu Rui blushed and got up with short panting breaths, he saw the screen of Lin Zhi's charged phone light up with tears in his eyes.
The message "Don't wait for me to eat tonight" from "Baby Ruirui" popped up on the screen.
At that moment, Xu Rui's heart was hit by a very soft arrow, and his mind was in a trance in such pain and surging love.
He suddenly wanted to ask himself, would someone know that he is a baby after being someone else's baby for many years.
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