Light spot

From a love letter with Lu Xinyuan to the subsequent admission to the same university, going to the amusement park together, including eating together many times, and going to the library to review, all seemed like a short dream. It starts from leaving and ends when Lin Pheasant comes back.

Xu Rui is undeniably sad and somewhat unspeakably disappointed. Such a sloppy first love is even somewhat delusional, hoping that even if he and Lu Xinyuan can't be lovers, they can still be friends.

They don't hold hands, kiss and hug, and they can also go to dinner, read a book or watch a movie together.

But now it seems that all this is a luxury.

This feeling is like Xu Rui, a slow and clumsy snail, spent a year finally slowly climbing from a certain leaf to the highest leaf on the canopy of the tree. The forest pheasant who was passing by picked off the leaf he was perched on and put it in his pocket.

It was a bit of a waste of effort, but fortunately, Lin Zhi's pocket was not unfamiliar to him, and it was also a little warm, which made Xu Rui feel a little better.

Lin Zhi and Xu Rui went back to the place where Xu Rui lived. Xu Rui was already on vacation at this time, and Lin Zhi asked him if he wanted to go back to Lin's house.

Xu Rui didn't have anything to do, and he didn't look very interested.

This kind of attitude made Lin Zhi understand that he was reluctant to go back, and immediately showed a clear smile on his face: "That's right, I won't go back, so how can it be considered home for you?"

Xu Rui and Lin Zhi lived in the house prepared by Tao Yiying for Xu Rui in those few days. They lived very close to Xu Rui's school. Turn over old accounts.

So there were also some mobile stalls in nearby restaurants, large and small, and they went again to any place that Lin Zhi felt that Xu Rui and Lu Xinyuan had probably visited.

After a week passed, the two of them walked back from the pedestrian street after dinner that day, and there were snowflakes on the road.

It was the first snow of this year, Xu Rui raised his hand and was a little happy to pick up a few slices, but Lin Zhi saw that it was snowing, and hurriedly pulled Xu Rui to speed up the pace of going home, as if he was a little afraid that Xu Rui would freeze and get sick from the snow.

The curtains in the bedroom were not drawn tightly, and through the gaps, the street lamps downstairs could be seen shining fluttering snowflakes.

The temperature in the room was more than 20 degrees. Xu Rui's lips were red and he got up from under the thin quilt. His breathing was a little uneven. He lay down as if giving up on himself. No matter how much Lin Zhi coaxed him, he would still cover his sore cheeks. I don't want to go back again.

Xu Rui didn't know that Lin Zhi had always been very repulsive and resistant to kisses, including sex, so after Xu Rui kissed Lin Zhi for the first time to arouse Lin Zhi's unusual reaction, Lin Zhi was so surprised and excited. excited.

And because of years of sexual rejection, Lin Zhi was very cautious and careful when he explored these things with Xu Rui. He didn't want to leave Xu Rui with an unpleasant psychological shadow, so he gave Xu Rui a lot of digestion. time.

But the longer he stayed, the more Lin Zhi couldn't bear it. Seeing Xu Rui, who had finally coaxed him to make today's learning video content, behaved like a poor student who gave up on himself, Lin Zhi became more and more angry. Jump higher.

This kind of thing can't always be over when Lin Zhi's waist is halfway up. He watched Xu Rui lying there with half-closed eyes, and there was still some moist light on his lips. Lin Zhi's Adam's apple rolled, and the sweat on his forehead Sliding down, his pale face was covered with a layer of crimson. He stared at Xu Rui for a moment, then got up from the bed and sat on Xu Rui's body, as if criticizing Xu Rui: " Then I'll give you a demonstration now, I can't teach you anything like this!"

After the words fell, Lin Zhi lifted the thin quilt without waiting for Xu Rui's reaction and leaned over to get under it.

How could Xu Rui have survived this battle? His half-closed eyes suddenly opened in the next second. He stretched out his legs to push Lin Zhi away, but he didn't know what Lin Zhi did. As if the spine was pulled out, there was a short panting sound from the mouth, and then the lips were slightly opened, as if no air could get in no matter how hard you breathed.

After more than ten minutes, Lin Zhi came out of the quilt with a somewhat dirty face.

Xu Rui suddenly turned red, and he wiped Lin Zhi's face with trembling hands, his eyes flickered, as if he didn't dare to look directly at him, and was extremely embarrassed.

At this time, Lin Zhi took him to face him and pulled him closer to him, and whispered into Xu Rui's ear, "Since you can't learn this, why don't you use something else?"

Xu Rui has watched too many learning videos on this these days. Lin Zhi is really stupid to say that he doesn't understand any more. Moreover, the two of them have touched a lot these days. Lin Zhi's restraint is not without bottom line of.

Xu Rui's acceptance of such things became higher and higher each time, and Lin Zhi made gentle but firm temptations.

Xu Rui seemed to have tasted the sweetness or was out of curiosity seduced by Lin Zhi. Finally, when he met the sight of Lin Zhi who was looking at him with a dirty face, he looked at him very shyly and did something to him. Come out with a slightly open leg movement.

The fire in Lin Zhi's heart instantly rushed to the sky, and the corners of his eyes began to turn red.

I have to say that for Xu Rui who insisted on dating girls, Lin Zhi's exploration of same-sex intimacy in the first half was very gradual and did relax part of Xu Rui's vigilance.

However, Lin Zhi completely overestimated his own self-control ability when he and Xu Rui met for the first time.

After all, he was a complete sexual repulsor before that.

Xu Rui couldn't bear it almost halfway through his arrival, he cried so much that the pillow was wet, and he tried to get rid of the forest pheasant sticking to his body several times, but was dragged back by the forest pheasant several times.

At that time, Lin Zhi heard Xu Rui's miserable cry, but he felt that it would be difficult for Xu Rui to let go next time, so he might as well just have fun this time.

Xu Rui's memories of those few days are blurry, he only remembers that Lin Zhi called for meals and then hugged him to take a bath, and then closed his eyes and woke up again to see the shaking shadow ceiling.

He has been crying so much that he can't make any sound from his throat, only the sound of breathing hard.

I don't know if it was three days or four days, but when Xu Rui opened his eyes again, he finally woke up shaking.

At that time, Xu Rui's day and night were already confused, and the clear memory of the last moment still remained in the first snow outside the window that day.

Lin Zhi seemed to be in a very happy mood at this time, he changed into clean pajamas, and lay on his side beside Xu Rui, humming a little tune.

Seeing Xu Rui wake up, he opened his eyes wide in front of Xu Rui and said with joy, "Rui Rui, you're finally awake."

Although Xu Rui's mind is not clear, these days it seems to be going back and forth between heaven and hell, and his body and brain seem to be stuffed into a drum washing machine and rolled back and forth a hundred times. He subconsciously resists waking up. I can't wait to pass out completely and never face the forest pheasant like a beast again.

Seeing his dull eyes, Lin Zhi quickly took a water glass and stuffed a straw into Xu Rui's mouth, as if his three souls had not returned to their original positions.

Xu Rui moved his tongue mechanically and took two mouthfuls.

Lin Zhi looked at the phone in his hand, took the cup away after a while, and asked Xu Rui, "Who scolded you?"

Xu Rui's head, which was not able to think at the moment, turned slowly, and then shook his head.

Lin Zhi understood that he no longer remembered.

"What a fool."

Xu Rui, who had become an idiot, didn't become a little smarter until he slept again that afternoon.

The smart Xu Rui began to coldly and violently hurt Lin's pheasant because of the fact that Lin's pheasant was not restrained and his physical strength was not as human.

Even because of this, he didn't want to sleep on the same bed with Lin Pheasant.

However, Lin Zhi can indeed stay in the country for a limited time. He has been back for more than half a month, and the time is less than two or three days before he has to go back.

He thinks that Xu Rui shouldn't get angry with him because of this matter, after all his time is so precious now, he should do more sweet things with Xu Rui instead of wasting time getting angry with cold war.

The fact that Lin Zhi was about to leave had a much greater impact on Lin Zhi than Xu Rui.

He began to hold Xu Rui in his arms at night and complain to him, saying that he didn't want to go abroad, that the people from the Tao family bullied him, and that a lunatic drove him over there just after he got off the plane last year.

As if he really wanted to get Xu Rui's love, he lifted up his trouser legs to show the scars at that time, but Lin Zhi's legs didn't have any traces of the car accident, and he stared at Xu Rui. After a while, he put it down again, and said as if nothing happened: "It may be because I don't get scars too easily."

Xu Rui's eyes glanced at the bite mark on Lin Zhi's hand when he was a child, ignoring Lin Zhi's deliberately pretending to be a pitiful lie.

In addition, he seemed to be very worried that Xu Rui would go to Lu Xinyuan again after he left.

From time to time, he had to speak ill of Xu Rui about her.

"I gave her 1000 million at that time, and she decided to leave you without even thinking about it." Lin Zhi rested his chin on Xu Rui's shoulder: "If someone offered me 1000 million to leave you, I would never accept it." of."

It was as if Lin Zhi had true love for Xu Rui, and he had the determination to stick with Xu Rui.

But Xu Rui was thinking erratically, of course you would not accept 1000 million, after all your assets have always been in units of [-] million.