Light spot

In high school, Lin Zhi received many love letters, and there were pieces of Zhang Junxiu's handwriting folded inside the envelopes of various colors.Lin Zhi would never reject any girl who sent him a love letter face to face, and accepted it very politely, but never opened it. In less than a semester, Lin Zhi's drawer had already piled up. Full of love letters.

Xu Rui couldn't help being curious about these envelopes, but Lin Zhi didn't act like before when Xu Rui was interested in any of his toys. Regretfully accepted Lin Zhi's reluctance to share.

Xu Rui hasn't made friends for so many years, and he is even more ignorant about such things about the relationship between men and women.But he had seen from a distance those blushing female classmates sending love letters to Lin Zhi, and he could vaguely feel that it meant that Lin Zhi was very popular.

Xu Rui couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, but when he thought about it carefully, Lin's pheasant was all outstanding in height and appearance, with outstanding abilities, and a prominent family background. It seemed that the combination of these factors made Lin's pheasant unpopular.

At the beginning of the second year of high school, Lin Zhi was still speaking at the opening ceremony as an outstanding student representative. At that time, the lights on the stage shone on his fair cheeks, and the eyes of thousands of teachers and students in the audience fell on him.

Including Xu Rui who was sitting under the stage.

Xu Rui also heard some beautiful lies from him, about his methods of studying hard, his reciting skills, and his experience in solving problems, including making full use of the study time and making reasonable arrangements.

But only Xu Rui, who was sitting in the audience and couldn't speak, understood that Lin Zhi didn't have any reciting skills at all. Among the similar questions, his so-called reasonable use is more to mention words to Xu Rui while writing the questions.

In the winter of the second year of high school, I had an afternoon off on New Year's Eve.

In the small class they were in, there were quite a few rich kids. Zhao Chongheng was one of the class members who was particularly able to make things happen. He also served as the propaganda committee member of the class. He was also very popular. , There are even a bunch of people from other classes. I often see him saying hello to this and that brother when walking on campus.

This kind of ability to make friends made Xu Rui secretly envy and admire him for a while. He even thought that if someone like Zhao Chongheng had his birthday, and invited his friends to it, he might not be able to fit in one room.

Zhao Chongheng, who is very popular, announced the opening of their movie theater in the commercial street the day before everyone ushered in the new year, and invited the whole class to watch the movie.

As soon as such an announcement came out, there were screams in the class and the sound of several booing boys slapping the table.

This kind of activity itself is voluntary to participate in. It was hard for everyone to have a holiday, and some students couldn’t go there because of their own activity arrangements, and they continued to do exercises quietly with earphones as if they hadn’t heard it from the beginning to the end. .

Of course, Lin Zhi didn't plan to participate in such a boring activity for him, but after he stood up, he took two steps outside, only to realize that Xu Rui didn't follow.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Xu Rui and Lin Zhi sat in the cinema opened by Zhao Chongheng's home. They arrived a bit late, and they sat down in the last row.

It was Xu Rui's first time watching a movie, and he was extremely looking forward to it. When the surrounding lights dimmed, the big screen lighted up. Lin Zhi turned his head slightly and saw Xu Rui's eyes shining brightly with concentration. The look of concentration seems to be afraid of missing a tiny bit on the screen.

The movie is a replay of a classic love movie. Under the dim light and shadow, the hero and heroine went from acquaintance to love. The two young and beautiful bodies were very close, and then they exchanged a lingering kiss.

The voices in the movie theater suddenly became not so quiet. They were all seventeen or eighteen-year-old boys and girls who were in the midst of puberty, and there were even a few recognized couples in the class.

There were all sorts of noises around for a while, there were whispers of booing, and there were a few narrow laughter.

Xu Rui was staring blankly at the two protagonists who were kissing inseparably on the screen, when suddenly his eyes went dark, and his eyes were covered by slightly cool and wet palms.

It is the hand of Lin Pheasant.

At this time, Lin Zhi, who was sitting next to him, said loudly, "Don't look, it's dirty."

The lips and teeth intertwined, and the ambiguous sound of a very sticky kiss came from the loudspeaker with outstanding sound effects, accompanied by the heroine who was deeply intoxicated in it and kept making unbearable low hums.

Lin Zhi's cold sweat overflowed from his forehead, and his stomach churned uncontrollably. He forcibly suppressed his nauseating urge, and covered Xu Rui's eyes with one hand.

Such an unstoppable physical instinct forced his eyes to be a little blurry, and the big screen in front of him was distorted into a blurry scene.

The woman's high-pitched moans sounded in his ears again. How old was it? It seemed that he was five or six years old. A woman in a colorful dress.

In the middle of the afternoon, Lin's pheasant's marbles rolled down the corridor. He searched along the trajectory of the marbles. When he came to a guest room at the end of the corridor on the second floor, he saw it through the closed door. Two entangled bodies, he heard a woman's shrill and high-pitched cry, and his naked father with a red face.

It was an indescribable nausea and disgust. He didn't eat dinner that night, and even vomited once in the middle of the afternoon.

He recalled the scene of his father biting the red lips of that strange woman like a greedy and irrational beast. The woman's lipstick rubbed all over Lin Qinsheng's lips, but through such a narrow gap, the young Lin Qin The pheasant smelled an indescribable fishy smell, alcohol, and a woman's sweet perfume, all of which were mixed together.

This incident made Lin Zhi not have a good appetite for a whole week.

Lin Qinsheng seemed to be unaware of this, and even brought back different women over and over again. Later, when Lin Zhi was seven years old, he threw the lit scroll through the window onto the bed where Lin Qinsheng was entangled with the woman. The men and women lying on the bed panicked and wrapped themselves in sheets, the woman screamed more sharply, the smoke alarm was triggered, and the sprinkler above their heads sprayed water all over their bodies...

At that time, Lin Zhi was standing in front of their window, laughing as if he had succeeded in a prank. He covered his stomach in laughter, and looked at the two people in a state of distress. Seeing Lin Qinsheng's expressions from fright to anger appear on his face one after another.

Lin Zhi's cold palm was suddenly held, and then his shoulders were shaken twice, and Xu Rui's anxious pupils gradually appeared in front of Lin Zhi's blurred and absent eyes.

"I'm fine." After Lin Zhi finished speaking, his Adam's apple suddenly rolled. He stood up from the seat, covered his mouth, and walked out quickly with his long legs.

Seeing him like this, Xu Rui immediately stopped watching the movie, and ran out after Lin Zhi as if in a panic.

When Xu Rui rushed to the door of the bathroom, he heard the sound of the toilet flushing from the cubicle. Lin Zhi came out of the toilet cubicle, his face pale and bloodless. He saw Xu Rui who ran in in a panic, and then Repeatedly: "I'm fine, Rui Rui." He even made a pretended relaxed smile.

There was the sound of the faucet being turned on, and the sound of running water was loud, and Lin Zhi's washing water splashed out, wetting his hair a lot.

Xu Rui stood aside and looked at Lin Zhi who was cleaning himself with a worried look.

After Lin Zhi tidied himself up and walked in front of Xu Rui, Xu Rui drooped his shoulders, and then told Lin Zhi in sign language that he didn't watch the movie anymore and they were going home now.

Lin Zhi was not feeling well and forced himself to watch a movie with him, which made him feel very sorry, which made him ask Lin Zhi from time to time when he got into the car that picked them up, if he still wanted to vomit, Is it better.

But after coming out of the movie theater, Lin Zhi seemed to have nothing to do, and even comforted Xu Rui a few words because of Xu Rui's excessive self-blame.

This seems to be just a very simple episode, maybe Lin Zhi ate something bad at noon, or his stomach got cold, but Lin Zhi didn't seem to have the slightest loss of appetite during dinner.

However, Xu Rui still suffered from insomnia on the night of watching a love movie for the first time. He was a little inexplicably unable to fall asleep, and the state of curiosity and excitement lasted for a long time. He closed his eyes and opened them again quickly, repeating this Several times, but I couldn't find any sleepiness at all.

In the end, he still couldn't hold back the habit he had developed before, and he lifted the quilt of the forest pheasant again, and crawled along.

I didn't expect that Lin Zhi didn't fall asleep either, but completely different from Xu Rui, Lin Zhi was evoked by the scene of a man and woman kissing today, which made him sick and caused him serious physical discomfort, and he pretended to be sleepless at night. Shi Qiang ate a lot of food, and now he felt particularly indigestion, lying on the bed but did not close his eyes for a long time.

Feeling that Xu Rui crawled over from the end of the bed to look for him again, he lowered his head and asked, "What's wrong?"

At this time, under the faint moonlight coming through the window, Xu Rui saw Lin Zhi's long and dense eyelashes made his eyes half-downcast, and a small spot of darkness darkened on the lower eyelid.

Xu Rui looked carefully at Lin Zhi's already familiar face, and finally came to the conclusion that Lin Zhi was more beautiful than the heroine in the love movie he watched today.

As if he couldn't hold back his curiosity anymore, he got close to Lin Zhi once again, then raised his face, and touched Lin Zhi's lips lightly with his lips.

Lin Zhi felt the softness on his lips that could be parted when touched, and he was stunned for a moment, and the next moment his eyelashes trembled, looking at Xu Rui's eyes that were still clear and bright in such a dark environment.

"You actually saw it today, right?"

Xu Rui nodded a little shyly upon hearing this.

Xu Rui didn't feel that there was anything wrong with his actions. Kissing Lin Zhi's lips was no different from the intimacy that he held hands with Lin Zhi to go to the toilet when he was a child, or hugged Lin Zhi countless times, and threw himself into his arms.

It is also a way of expressing intimacy, and it is something Xu Rui learned today.

Although a man and a woman made such a move, Xu Rui and Lin Zhi also had the same process, similar to holding hands and hugging. Although Xu Rui and Lin Zhi are both boys, no one told Xu Rui that this is not possible. .

Lin Zhi suddenly felt that his heart became very soft in an instant, and the lingering cold, sticky, fishy and disgusting feeling instantly dissipated without a trace, replaced by a feeling that seemed to want to shake his whole body. Everyone is cleansed and the clear hot spring flows through the chest.

Immediately afterwards it became hotter and hotter, hotter and hotter, Lin Zhi stared at Xu Rui's lips that had just kissed him as if obsessed, an uncontrollable heat suddenly appeared on his face, because in the dark, Xu Rui What he didn't see was that Lin Zhi's originally pale cheeks were covered with a strange crimson at an astonishing speed.

The corner of Lin Zhi's mouth slowly opened into an excited smile, and another exclamation sounded like an exclamation: "Ruirui! You are so amazing!"

If Xu Rui's memory is good enough, or if he didn't have a high fever and lost consciousness at the time, he would have noticed that Lin Zhi's tone at this moment was the same as when he touched Xu Rui's body that had become hot with a high fever and said "It's so amazing." , can be so hot" almost the same tone.

Lin Zhi's acceptance of Xu Rui's kiss, including the fact that he would be aroused by such a superficial kiss from Xu Rui's, was accepted very quickly.He even acted as happy and excited as if Xu Rui had solved his problem for many years, and he asked Xu Rui again: "Rui Rui, why did you kiss me..."

His heart was beating fast, and before Xu Rui could give him an answer, he replied, "You like me, right?"

He thought that Xu Rui would fall in love with him, it was as natural as eating and drinking, after all, he was the only one who had been by his side for so many years, but Lin Zhi himself was also the same.

Before Xu Rui took the initiative to kiss him, it was difficult for Lin Zhi to tell exactly what position Xu Rui had by his side.

Is it a fresh toy or a favorite pet?But after this kiss, all those things don't count, Xu Rui will be Lin Zhi's close lover from now on.

Although it seems that I have always had it, it seems that today I have experienced a new kind of acquisition. The eyes of Lin Zhi who received this precious gift are full of joy, but it seems that he does not want Xu Rui to see that he is very complacent. He could restrain the smile Xu Rui might not be able to see clearly in the dark, and then leaned over and said softly: "I didn't behave well just now, I want to try again, okay?"

Such a question that sounded very polite was not really meaningful to follow Xu Rui's answer. Lin Zhi wanted to kiss Xu Rui after finishing his sentence.

Xu Rui's excitement at the beginning has subsided at this time, he has lightly touched Lin Zhi's lips, and he feels that it is no different from holding hands, and it is not even as warm as a hug, and after Lin Zhi comes over, he does not leave with a light touch Xu Rui felt drowsy and couldn't help but push Lin Zhi away from his face.

Lin's pheasant was covered by Xu Rui's warm palms on his face, and he could even smell the dry shower gel between Xu Rui's fingers, just when Xu Rui thought he had pushed Lin's pheasant away, He slowly withdrew his hand, but Lin Zhi's face moved along Xu Rui's palm. He pressed against Xu Rui's hand and sniffed Xu Rui's wrist all the way. Pass the pulse point on the inside of Xu Rui's wrist.

I don't know if it's the itchiness brought by this action or the behavior of a forest pheasant puppy sniffing food, which made Xu Rui think that such a forest pheasant is very interesting. He suddenly put his hands under the bed, then shrunk his shoulders, and let out a burst of "clack" laughter.