After agreeing to marry the marshal female insect [Zerg]

Ye Yu touched his hair and asked softly, "Do you love him?"

The Marshal has no answer to this question.

"Father, I don't know."

"Then think about it, it's not too late to decide on the next step after you think it through." The female father didn't force him, "I know that you will become such an indifferent character, I made a mistake, and I am ashamed of you.

"I knew Fang Jin was that kind of male, but I still wanted to dote on you, thinking that he would turn a blind eye and turn a blind eye, which resulted in such a disaster.

"I'm sorry that I didn't give you a relatively happy childhood."

"Father female, it has nothing to do with you." The marshal stroked the hand of the female father, "It's the male father's fault, don't blame yourself.

"What's more, without what happened when I was a child, I wouldn't have all these achievements now."

"Qing Ye," the female father said earnestly, "Compared with these achievements, I hope you can live a happy life. If the shadow of the past still hangs over you, I still can't let go of my heart."

"I'm fine, I'm fine."

"Really?" The female father stared at him, and the marshal instinctively avoided the female father's sight.

He knows that he still needs an opportunity to come out, his family has improved, his life has improved, everything is changing, but his behavior is still stagnant.

He didn't seem to grow up, and was trapped in childhood forever.

"Qingye, if you are never willing to take a step, you will always be avoiding the original pain, blocking yourself, and not willing to believe that you can accept a new relationship," the female father said very slowly, and the words flowed slowly. Yihong Qingquan, "You will only stay at the origin."

The marshal had to admit that the female father was still the female father.

He could tell at a glance that he was actually escaping, he was unwilling to accept all new affairs, kept a distance from everyone, and was afraid that everything in his childhood would happen again.

Because in his eyes, an intimate relationship cannot bring warmth, only hurt.

When the other party wants to further establish a deeper relationship, he will always retreat and avoid the pain.

But because of his fear, he missed so many beautiful things.

He lost Xiao He.

"Qingye, your male father was like this in the past, but it doesn't mean that all males in the world are like this." The female father looked at the marshal silently, "It doesn't mean that your future marriage will also be like this, you have to be brave , to believe that you will never experience that life again.”

Marshal he knows.

He knew that Xiao He was very good, very very good, and he was a completely different male from his male father.

But in the past, he always felt that even if there was only a [-] in [-] chance of hurting himself, he would choose to escape.

Refusing to start for fear of pain.

But is this really good?

Therefore, he imposed the pain and suffering on Xiao He, neither rejecting nor affirming, but silently accepting all Xiao He's favor, longing for the other party to treat him better.

He is so selfish.

Xiao He is such a good male, but he avoided him because of this almost impossible probability.

"Whether you love Xiao He or not, and which male worm you will fall in love with in the future, I hope you can open your heart and stop avoiding those emotions." The female father hugged the marshal into his arms, "I hope you Can enter a good marriage relationship, I also believe in your vision.

"Promise me, my life is getting better, and you have to learn to laugh and accept yourself, okay?"

The marshal suddenly felt that the scene had returned to when he was four or five years old.

He was embraced by the female father's big hands, and he could feel the fragrance and temperature of the female father's body.

This was so reassuring to him at the time.

Over the past few decades, the effect of this hug has not only not diminished, but has increased.

He relaxed his tense body, stretched out his arms and hugged the female father.

"Father," the marshal's voice trembled uncontrollably, "Can I come back to see you more in the future?"

"Of course." The female father stroked his back, "You are taller than me now, and you have grown up a lot."

The marshal felt that his bond to the female father had changed. The bond that had seemed fragile was quickly repaired and strengthened.

Everything in the world is changing, as long as he thinks, as long as he is willing, he can go to a brighter direction.

He seemed to understand that he shouldn't resist.

He loves Xiao He, and has fallen in love with him since he doesn't know when.

Xiao He would be jealous if he stayed with other females and females.

Xiao He smiled at him, and when he hugged him, he would be happy.

Xiao He is not by his side, after divorcing him, he will be lonely.

He should have realized all this earlier.

If he didn't escape, maybe he would live a happy life instead of being lost and unable to find the destination of his heart like he is now.

"Father," Marshal put his head on Ye Yu's shoulder, "If I say, I seem to really love him, what should I do? It's irreparable, Xiao He told me not to go to him, he might Never want to see me again."

"Hey, you young people." The female father was very helpless, "When Xiao He came, he told me that you would never want to see him again. When you came, you told me that Xiao He would never want to see you again .

"Obviously like each other, be brave enough to express your heart. If you express your heart, no matter what, whether the other party will accept it is the other party's business."

"So——" Marshal doesn't understand, he has no experience in love, and Xiao He is also the first male he has been in close contact with, "You mean, I want to chase him regardless of his request?"

"I only said that I want to convey my heart. As for how to convey it, you should decide for yourself."

……

The marshal chatted with the female father for a while, then left some savings and left.

In fact, he really wanted to stay at home for one night and catch up with his father, but he received a mission and had to meet Chen Ye in the afternoon, so he had to leave in a hurry.

In the afternoon, after discussing business matters with Chen Ye, just as Chen Ye was about to leave, he was stopped by the marshal.

"Marshal?" Chen Ye was a little confused, "Is there any task that I haven't explained?"

"No, ahem——" the marshal coughed symbolically twice, then lowered his voice and asked, "I want to ask, if the person you cherish very much leaves you and doesn't let you go to him, what will happen to you?" What will you do then?"

Chen Ye was a little confused. He has been busy with official duties recently, and Hu Po and the others did not convey the news to him that the Marshal had divorced. He couldn't understand why the Marshal would suddenly ask this.

However, he replaced that cherished person as the "marshal", thinking that if the marshal left him, he would follow him to the ends of the earth with all his heart.

No matter what happens, he won't leave the marshal.

It was the Marshal who gave him a second life.

"I will be a stalker. If the other party insists on not wanting me no matter what, then I will commit suicide." Chen Ye said this calmly, "After all, the other party is the only value of my existence. If I lose it, then I will not the meaning of living."

The Marshal was taken aback.

Chen Ye usually didn't look like he had such a cherished person, so what he said was so terrible.

What is in Chen Ye's heart?

"It's all right, go get busy." The marshal quickly stopped the topic, he felt that Chen Ye might say something more explosive if the conversation continued.

However, Chen Ye's words gave him some direction.

He doesn't know how to save it, so let's try to chase it first, shall we?

He silently opened the search page and entered a paragraph, "Xiong wants to leave me, how can I go after him?"

The first content that appears in the search is a knowledge sharing community, and the highest praise reads——

"Lord, there is usually no solution in this situation. The male has many options. You are just a passer-by in his life. There are still a lot of beautiful females and subfemale waiting for them."

Below the highest praise, there are cases of pursuit failures. After many females and subfemale were divorced, not only could they not get back to the original male master, but they also had no other males to ask for.

Without exception, they are urging everyone to be more generous to the hero in marriage, and it is best not to cause a big mistake that will lead to divorce, otherwise there is basically no room for recovery.

The more Marshal swiped his phone, the colder he felt, he didn't even realize that a certain mischievous female had already walked behind him.

"Marshal, you are looking at this!" Amber's voice sounded abruptly.

The marshal quickly put the phone back, "Why did you come in without knocking?"

"I knocked on the door, but you were too focused and didn't answer me." Amber rested her elbows on the table, resting half of her face in her hand, and looked at the Marshal with interest, "Marshal, this is, Are you going to chase Xiao He back?"

"No." The Marshal put the phone in the drawer and took out a document, "What do you want me to do?"

"Well, I prescribed some sleeping pills for you, and I was a little afraid that you wouldn't be able to sleep after Xiao He left." Amber looked at him, "But now that I think about it, it shouldn't be necessary, the Marshal looks very energetic.

"Hey, come to think of it," Hu Po lowered her voice and approached the marshal's ear, "Are you really planning to chase Xiao He? Do you need my help? I saw Xiao He walking very far with a certain female two days ago. It’s near, it’s going to be troublesome to come back this time.”

"No need." Marshal unceremoniously pushed Hu Po close to his ear, "I have Chen Ye. Work hard, don't think so much about me."

The marshal felt that sooner or later Hu Po's character would be bad, and it was better to be an assistant like Chen Ye who had orders to carry out.

"Well, I think Xiao He definitely wants to see me more than you or Chen Ye. If the marshal doesn't want my help, then I can only go." Hu Po walked to the door, "I wish the marshal got Xiao He takes it home~!"

The marshal was helpless.

Amber was right, Xiao He didn't want to see him.

But Hu Po got very close to Xiao He when he was on the island, and the two often chatted after that. If it was Hu Po, maybe he could get close to Xiao He on his behalf.

"I see." The Marshal called out to Amber, "You come to help."

"Well, that's it? That's not okay. I don't feel that you want my help, nor do I feel your determination to chase Xiao He."

"What do you want me to do?"

"Well, you have to say, 'Mr. Amber, please help'." Amber added, "Remember to be more sincere in your tone."

He is the superior, and Amber is the subordinate, so how to use the tone of "request" when arranging an order?

The marshal regretted not opening Amber after the island was over.