After agreeing to marry the marshal female insect [Zerg]
Chapter 46 Regret and determination
The marshal stood in the living room, thinking for a full minute before realizing what happened.
But he couldn't believe it, and he didn't want to believe it.
He didn't want to bother with the letter on the table and the divorce certificate at all, he didn't think Xiao He would do these things and leave him.
He always felt that Xiao He should still be in a corner of this villa, and he just played a huge joke with him.
He ran to the kitchen, guest room, bedroom, utility room, study room, and shower room, shouting the word "Xiao He" loudly, but there was no response at all, only his own echo echoed.
The kitchen was empty, the vegetables, eggs and beef left in the refrigerator before he left were all cleaned up, leaving only some unexpired drinks and wine.
The guest room on the second floor where Xiao He originally lived was also empty, all the live broadcast equipment was removed, and the decorations and pendants on the wall were also gone.
Pushing open the door of the bedroom on the third floor, Xiao He's exclusive pillows and the clothes in the closet were all gone, and the toiletries were also taken away. It seemed that there was no trace of his life at all.
Everything is like a dream.
The marshal suddenly felt that something was taken away from his heart, and he went through these rooms again in disbelief, shouting Xiao He's name frantically, thinking that Xiao He would suddenly appear with a smile, and then gave A warm hug from him.
But nothing happened.
There is no trace of Xiao He here.
After trying to shout in the villa for more than an hour until his voice became hoarse, the marshal finally realized the fact——
Xiao He left, maybe he won't come back again.
The marshal slumped on the sofa in the living room, resting his head on the back of the sofa, looking at the chandelier on the ceiling.
He misses Xiao He so much.
I missed it when I left, I missed it when I was on the battleship, I missed it when I was fighting, and I missed it when I came back.
When he was on a mission, he wanted to turn on his phone several times, watch Xiao He’s live broadcast, and send a message to Xiao He, but he thought that he was a marshal, and he couldn’t be so concerned about his children’s love, and he used the Internet illegally during the war, so he held back. up.
He has always thought that he has done a good job in restraining thoughts and spreading negative emotions.
Now those suppressed thoughts are pouring out uncontrollably.
Little by little, he ate away his remaining sanity.
He stayed on the sofa for an indeterminate amount of time, and finally mustered up the courage to reach out for the divorce certificate and the letter on the coffee table.
The ash on it means that these things have been here for at least a month or two. The marshal patted the dust, but he choked himself to cough.
He didn't dare to open the divorce certificate, but put the divorce certificate on his lap, and then carefully opened the envelope.
There are two thick sheets of paper inside, stacked together, the handwriting on them is elegant and elegant, just like Xiao He himself, showing vigorous vitality all the time——
"Qingye, when you read this letter, I am no longer by your side, and the nearly two years of married life has also come to an end.
"Please don't get me wrong, I am not dissatisfied with my marriage. You are a very responsible and attractive female. You can always bring me wonderful surprises when I don't expect them. For example, when I am sick, you take care of me in every possible way. Take care of me, cheer me up when I'm in a bad mood, and help me make decisions when I'm hesitating.
"I am very, very grateful for these and will cherish them in my heart."
"Any amorous male would be very happy to have a female like you. As long as he maintains the superiority of being taken care of, as long as it is a game, it will be profitable for any male." of."
Seeing such a beginning, the marshal already had bad thoughts in his heart.
"But, I'm not that male.
"I am not worthy to continue to be your hero, because I am deeply in love with you."
"Ha, I guess by now you're starting to think again, this is supposed to be the 'love' of the family.
"But I tell you very clearly, no.
"After saving you from the battlefield, I'm sure that I like you. It's the kind of liking of a lover. I hope to possess your body and mind, and I hope to have something to do with you."
The marshal was in a state of confusion.
After Amber said that day that Xiao He had feelings for him beyond his family, he had been trying to figure out whether that statement was true or not.
In fact, he has been avoiding, unwilling to believe that this is true.
But where else could he escape?
Will he continue to deny what is written in black and white on the letter paper?
"Under this kind of liking for you, you are responsible for everything, and everything that is good to me has become a kind of torment. I know that it is impossible for us to develop into lovers, but I still take your goodness as a hint in my heart, Looking forward to your response to me.
"Just a few days ago, I finally figured out that the best way to end all this suffering is for me to leave you."
The marshal felt a huge stone smash into the lake of his heart, splashing a huge splash.
But this was not the end, and then, more stones fell into the calm lake together, disturbing him.
"However, Marshal, don't worry that the divorce will have a bad influence on you. I know that you want to get married by agreement because you want to get rid of your male and female father's urging marriage, and you want to be a free Birds soaring in the sky.
"For this reason, I used a little means to ensure that in the decades after the divorce, no male would dare to propose a marriage contract, and your male father and female father will also let you go."
"Marshal, are you happy?
"You can live the dream you wanted to live in the first place without the distraction of having a family and taking care of me. You're free.
"In the future, take my gift and live a more relaxed life.
"I'm looking forward to seeing your heroic appearance in magazines and newspapers."
The marshal felt that his rational defense had been completely destroyed.
What did he do?
He could obviously feel Xiao He's love, but he kept numb his nerves, hypnotized himself, and told himself that it was not the love of a lover?And then give him back with responsibility and guilt?
Every time Xiao He wanted to take a step forward, he would take a step back.
He thought it was good to keep such a distance, but he should have thought that this would hurt Xiao He's heart.
What kind of bastard is he!
Why can you ignore Xiao He's love for him, why push him away personally!
Xiao He even gave him gifts at the end of his departure, not scolding him.
Such a gentle Xiao He, why did he lose him?Why can he be so confident that Xiao He will not leave him?
The Marshal held his forehead and continued to read the letter.
"And then, I'm already moving towards a new future.
"If the marshal misses me, please don't come to me, and don't use your methods. I know you have a lot of secret information. It's easy to find out where I am. If you really do that , I think I'm going to hate you, understand?
"However, after I resume the broadcast, occasionally come to my live broadcast room to watch, open a trumpet, and don't spend money and gifts on me. I also allow it."
"Ah, how did I write this.
"I'm pretending to be sentimental, I don't think the marshal would want to come to me, so just pretend I didn't say anything.
"In the end, I would like to thank you again for the unforgettable marriage you gave me. I wish you a smooth journey in your future life."
"PS: There is a bank card in the envelope, which contains the liquidated damages of the agreement, and the 1 million star coins you gave me at the time. After the divorce, I basically left the house, and almost everything except my savings I didn't take it away, I will return your life to you exactly, it is the last love for you, please be sure to keep it (laughs)."
The marshal didn't know what to say.
Xiao He guessed completely wrong.
Just now, he had thought of going to Xiao He, wanted to ask him what was going on, why he wanted a divorce, and then...
He couldn't think of anything after that.
He was very upset.
He can't understand why things have developed to this point at all, and all the strange things in his head are——
Xiao He left him, where did Xiao He go, and where was Xiao He's previous date?
Does Xiao He no longer love him?
Xiao He can marry a maid, why should he divorce him?Isn't he worthy to be that female monarch?
The marshal himself thought it was funny.
He couldn't restrain such resentful emotions at all. When he was a little rational, he always felt like a lonely family abandoned by the hero, and a pitiful and sad emotion quietly grew.
What the hell is wrong with him?
It's just that Xiao He left, why did he look like he wanted to die or live?
He is the marshal, the marshal of the empire, the female of SS, he should go to the future as Xiao He said!
But this time reason could not prevail. The Marshal repeatedly tried to calm himself down, but failed.
He was really annoyed, crumpled up the letter in his hand, and threw it into the trash can vigorously.
He didn't want to see these anymore, what was it, why did Xiao He break into his heart so forcefully, why did Xiao He make him what he is now? !
He does not need it.
He doesn't need these!
He doesn't want this love and concern.
He can't be bothered by emotions, he can't be in love with a male!
The rationality and sensibility in the brain are divided into two forces, fighting crazily and getting entangled together, which made him feel an unprecedented headache.
He felt that his pressure must have increased by more than a little.
Later, they were tired from fighting, and the annoyance disappeared, and the marshal finally got a moment of respite.
He silently walked to the trash can, picked up the crumpled letter paper, spread it out flat, folded it, and put it back in the envelope.
This is the last handwriting that Xiao He gave him. He should keep the marriage well due to love and reason.
He looked at the pink wedding ring in his hand and sighed deeply.
The screen of the mobile phone on the side lit up several times, and Amber called.
The marshal felt that his condition was not suitable for answering, but the other party was very persistent.
In the end, he still picked it up, with a frighteningly low voice, angrily, "Amber."
"Marshal!" The opposite party began to output, "I just found out that Xiao He has been off the air for three months? Are you okay? What's the situation with you now? Xiao He's state was not right before! I can't get through to his mobile phone number, I can't reach him by text message, I'm really worried about him!"
Marshal caressed the ring in his hand, closed his eyes slightly, and said resignedly, "I lost Xiao He."
Even he himself didn't realize that this sentence was slightly crying, and his voice was hoarse, which made Amber stunned for a long time.
The marshal is a proud lion, nothing seems to make him bow his head, not even make him sad, make him cry.Even if it was a huge setback, the marshal would try to keep his tone as calm as possible, which seemed to be the innate ability of the marshal to be a leader.
Amber had never encountered such a marshal before, and he even wondered if he had made a wrong call.
After all, when talking about Xiao He before, the marshal still looked indifferent.
"Marshal, you have to understand." Hu Po said on the phone, "It wasn't you who lost Xiao He, it was you who didn't want Xiao He."
The author has something to say:
The posture of the marshal throwing letter group is really handsome, but it is really awkward when picking it up (doge)
……
But he couldn't believe it, and he didn't want to believe it.
He didn't want to bother with the letter on the table and the divorce certificate at all, he didn't think Xiao He would do these things and leave him.
He always felt that Xiao He should still be in a corner of this villa, and he just played a huge joke with him.
He ran to the kitchen, guest room, bedroom, utility room, study room, and shower room, shouting the word "Xiao He" loudly, but there was no response at all, only his own echo echoed.
The kitchen was empty, the vegetables, eggs and beef left in the refrigerator before he left were all cleaned up, leaving only some unexpired drinks and wine.
The guest room on the second floor where Xiao He originally lived was also empty, all the live broadcast equipment was removed, and the decorations and pendants on the wall were also gone.
Pushing open the door of the bedroom on the third floor, Xiao He's exclusive pillows and the clothes in the closet were all gone, and the toiletries were also taken away. It seemed that there was no trace of his life at all.
Everything is like a dream.
The marshal suddenly felt that something was taken away from his heart, and he went through these rooms again in disbelief, shouting Xiao He's name frantically, thinking that Xiao He would suddenly appear with a smile, and then gave A warm hug from him.
But nothing happened.
There is no trace of Xiao He here.
After trying to shout in the villa for more than an hour until his voice became hoarse, the marshal finally realized the fact——
Xiao He left, maybe he won't come back again.
The marshal slumped on the sofa in the living room, resting his head on the back of the sofa, looking at the chandelier on the ceiling.
He misses Xiao He so much.
I missed it when I left, I missed it when I was on the battleship, I missed it when I was fighting, and I missed it when I came back.
When he was on a mission, he wanted to turn on his phone several times, watch Xiao He’s live broadcast, and send a message to Xiao He, but he thought that he was a marshal, and he couldn’t be so concerned about his children’s love, and he used the Internet illegally during the war, so he held back. up.
He has always thought that he has done a good job in restraining thoughts and spreading negative emotions.
Now those suppressed thoughts are pouring out uncontrollably.
Little by little, he ate away his remaining sanity.
He stayed on the sofa for an indeterminate amount of time, and finally mustered up the courage to reach out for the divorce certificate and the letter on the coffee table.
The ash on it means that these things have been here for at least a month or two. The marshal patted the dust, but he choked himself to cough.
He didn't dare to open the divorce certificate, but put the divorce certificate on his lap, and then carefully opened the envelope.
There are two thick sheets of paper inside, stacked together, the handwriting on them is elegant and elegant, just like Xiao He himself, showing vigorous vitality all the time——
"Qingye, when you read this letter, I am no longer by your side, and the nearly two years of married life has also come to an end.
"Please don't get me wrong, I am not dissatisfied with my marriage. You are a very responsible and attractive female. You can always bring me wonderful surprises when I don't expect them. For example, when I am sick, you take care of me in every possible way. Take care of me, cheer me up when I'm in a bad mood, and help me make decisions when I'm hesitating.
"I am very, very grateful for these and will cherish them in my heart."
"Any amorous male would be very happy to have a female like you. As long as he maintains the superiority of being taken care of, as long as it is a game, it will be profitable for any male." of."
Seeing such a beginning, the marshal already had bad thoughts in his heart.
"But, I'm not that male.
"I am not worthy to continue to be your hero, because I am deeply in love with you."
"Ha, I guess by now you're starting to think again, this is supposed to be the 'love' of the family.
"But I tell you very clearly, no.
"After saving you from the battlefield, I'm sure that I like you. It's the kind of liking of a lover. I hope to possess your body and mind, and I hope to have something to do with you."
The marshal was in a state of confusion.
After Amber said that day that Xiao He had feelings for him beyond his family, he had been trying to figure out whether that statement was true or not.
In fact, he has been avoiding, unwilling to believe that this is true.
But where else could he escape?
Will he continue to deny what is written in black and white on the letter paper?
"Under this kind of liking for you, you are responsible for everything, and everything that is good to me has become a kind of torment. I know that it is impossible for us to develop into lovers, but I still take your goodness as a hint in my heart, Looking forward to your response to me.
"Just a few days ago, I finally figured out that the best way to end all this suffering is for me to leave you."
The marshal felt a huge stone smash into the lake of his heart, splashing a huge splash.
But this was not the end, and then, more stones fell into the calm lake together, disturbing him.
"However, Marshal, don't worry that the divorce will have a bad influence on you. I know that you want to get married by agreement because you want to get rid of your male and female father's urging marriage, and you want to be a free Birds soaring in the sky.
"For this reason, I used a little means to ensure that in the decades after the divorce, no male would dare to propose a marriage contract, and your male father and female father will also let you go."
"Marshal, are you happy?
"You can live the dream you wanted to live in the first place without the distraction of having a family and taking care of me. You're free.
"In the future, take my gift and live a more relaxed life.
"I'm looking forward to seeing your heroic appearance in magazines and newspapers."
The marshal felt that his rational defense had been completely destroyed.
What did he do?
He could obviously feel Xiao He's love, but he kept numb his nerves, hypnotized himself, and told himself that it was not the love of a lover?And then give him back with responsibility and guilt?
Every time Xiao He wanted to take a step forward, he would take a step back.
He thought it was good to keep such a distance, but he should have thought that this would hurt Xiao He's heart.
What kind of bastard is he!
Why can you ignore Xiao He's love for him, why push him away personally!
Xiao He even gave him gifts at the end of his departure, not scolding him.
Such a gentle Xiao He, why did he lose him?Why can he be so confident that Xiao He will not leave him?
The Marshal held his forehead and continued to read the letter.
"And then, I'm already moving towards a new future.
"If the marshal misses me, please don't come to me, and don't use your methods. I know you have a lot of secret information. It's easy to find out where I am. If you really do that , I think I'm going to hate you, understand?
"However, after I resume the broadcast, occasionally come to my live broadcast room to watch, open a trumpet, and don't spend money and gifts on me. I also allow it."
"Ah, how did I write this.
"I'm pretending to be sentimental, I don't think the marshal would want to come to me, so just pretend I didn't say anything.
"In the end, I would like to thank you again for the unforgettable marriage you gave me. I wish you a smooth journey in your future life."
"PS: There is a bank card in the envelope, which contains the liquidated damages of the agreement, and the 1 million star coins you gave me at the time. After the divorce, I basically left the house, and almost everything except my savings I didn't take it away, I will return your life to you exactly, it is the last love for you, please be sure to keep it (laughs)."
The marshal didn't know what to say.
Xiao He guessed completely wrong.
Just now, he had thought of going to Xiao He, wanted to ask him what was going on, why he wanted a divorce, and then...
He couldn't think of anything after that.
He was very upset.
He can't understand why things have developed to this point at all, and all the strange things in his head are——
Xiao He left him, where did Xiao He go, and where was Xiao He's previous date?
Does Xiao He no longer love him?
Xiao He can marry a maid, why should he divorce him?Isn't he worthy to be that female monarch?
The marshal himself thought it was funny.
He couldn't restrain such resentful emotions at all. When he was a little rational, he always felt like a lonely family abandoned by the hero, and a pitiful and sad emotion quietly grew.
What the hell is wrong with him?
It's just that Xiao He left, why did he look like he wanted to die or live?
He is the marshal, the marshal of the empire, the female of SS, he should go to the future as Xiao He said!
But this time reason could not prevail. The Marshal repeatedly tried to calm himself down, but failed.
He was really annoyed, crumpled up the letter in his hand, and threw it into the trash can vigorously.
He didn't want to see these anymore, what was it, why did Xiao He break into his heart so forcefully, why did Xiao He make him what he is now? !
He does not need it.
He doesn't need these!
He doesn't want this love and concern.
He can't be bothered by emotions, he can't be in love with a male!
The rationality and sensibility in the brain are divided into two forces, fighting crazily and getting entangled together, which made him feel an unprecedented headache.
He felt that his pressure must have increased by more than a little.
Later, they were tired from fighting, and the annoyance disappeared, and the marshal finally got a moment of respite.
He silently walked to the trash can, picked up the crumpled letter paper, spread it out flat, folded it, and put it back in the envelope.
This is the last handwriting that Xiao He gave him. He should keep the marriage well due to love and reason.
He looked at the pink wedding ring in his hand and sighed deeply.
The screen of the mobile phone on the side lit up several times, and Amber called.
The marshal felt that his condition was not suitable for answering, but the other party was very persistent.
In the end, he still picked it up, with a frighteningly low voice, angrily, "Amber."
"Marshal!" The opposite party began to output, "I just found out that Xiao He has been off the air for three months? Are you okay? What's the situation with you now? Xiao He's state was not right before! I can't get through to his mobile phone number, I can't reach him by text message, I'm really worried about him!"
Marshal caressed the ring in his hand, closed his eyes slightly, and said resignedly, "I lost Xiao He."
Even he himself didn't realize that this sentence was slightly crying, and his voice was hoarse, which made Amber stunned for a long time.
The marshal is a proud lion, nothing seems to make him bow his head, not even make him sad, make him cry.Even if it was a huge setback, the marshal would try to keep his tone as calm as possible, which seemed to be the innate ability of the marshal to be a leader.
Amber had never encountered such a marshal before, and he even wondered if he had made a wrong call.
After all, when talking about Xiao He before, the marshal still looked indifferent.
"Marshal, you have to understand." Hu Po said on the phone, "It wasn't you who lost Xiao He, it was you who didn't want Xiao He."
The author has something to say:
The posture of the marshal throwing letter group is really handsome, but it is really awkward when picking it up (doge)
……
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