old lily no spring

After waking up all night, what Songhan didn't expect was that Ge Hua secretly left a note and went out to buy vegetables.

Isn't she tired?

Song Han couldn't help but secretly startled when he thought of the little girl's perpetual motion ability comparable to a fanfactory.

The new home has a layout of one bedroom and one living room, facing north and south. Originally, Lu Mengfei said that at least two bedrooms and one living room should be rented, but the price difference between the two types of apartments is nearly 2000 yuan. What is wrong with 2000 yuan?It was more than enough to add meals to Ge Hua.

The decoration style of this house was simple, because Songhan was the first tenant, and she configured all the small appliances herself.The dining table and sofa in the living room are all spacious and open, filling up the already exquisite small living room.

On the balcony is the amaryllis Songhan specially bought, which is the brightest color of Xiaojia.

Song Han bought an extra set of wardrobes for the bedroom, and filled one wall with an adjustable desk.

That bed still had the intertwined breath of last night.Song Han hurriedly made the bed, threw the changed sheets into the washing machine and went to wash up, staring at the bright red marks on his body in the bedroom mirror for a while.

When the machine is running, Xiaojia has more vitality.Song Han poured a cup of tea and sat on the balcony waiting for Ge Hua to come back, his heart was surrounded by a kind of deep joy: the joy of newly-married.

A few years ago, she was still hesitant to tell her mother about her relationship with Zhilan, living a repressed and careful life.

Since the first time she left home to live alone, her life has been embellished with countless "firsts":

Please yourself with fanfactory for the first time;

The first showdown with my mother because of my father's problem;

It is the first time to independently operate a semi-professional event;

Discussing someone she likes with her mother for the first time may not be generous enough, but it has involved sex;

It is the first time to confess to someone you like;

Take the initiative in bed for the first time and tell your loved one honestly that she needs her;

……

The door was opened, and Ge Hua, who was carrying several bags full of ingredients, supported the door that was about to close again with his long legs. Ge Hua was wearing a white sportswear with smiles on his brows and eyes, with red lips and white teeth, like Xiaojia's second touch bright colors.

Song Han stepped forward to take the bag and put it on the table, grabbed the little girl who was about to go to work in the kitchen, put her whole body into her arms and looked at Ge Hua on tiptoe, "You don't even miss me, and you don't even kiss me when you come back. "

It turned out that Songhan could act like a baby.

After being hugged by the little girl again, Song Han licked her neck, reluctantly bit her diamond-shaped thin lips, "Do you love me?"

Common words and sentences were asked in a vulgar way, Ge Hua's eyes reflected Song Han seriously, "Love."

If he wasn't hungry, Song Han would have dragged Ge Hua back to the bedroom. Ge Hua bought hot soy milk and steamed dumplings, and sat her down at the dining table, "Let's have breakfast together."

Taking out a bank card while eating, Ge Hua said, "The password is your birthday date, and it contains the [-] yuan I saved from part-time work this year, um... there are a lot of money to spend on moving, renting, and buying things. It might not be enough.”

Classmate Zhang Siyi and her boyfriend rented an apartment off-campus to live together last month. The rent is said to be close to 4000 yuan.Ge Hua knew that Song Han's decision to move was for her, but she couldn't take it for granted that Song Han created everything.Although she has grants and loans, there are more places to spend money in college than at home, and no matter how delicate it is, there is only the rest.

"Huh? Just got out of bed and smashed me to death with money?" How many walls were painted, how many training sessions were taken, and how many photos were taken that dissatisfied the photographer in exchange for 2 yuan?The shoes on her own feet were bought by Songhan last year, and she almost didn't buy a coat for herself after she got rid of the clothes issued by the team after entering the university.

Song Han peeled the eggs for Ge Hua, his voice softened, "I've given you the bank card, how much private room do you keep for yourself?"

"Five... 500 yuan." Now it's mid-December, it's enough to last until January, and there will still be a student grant that will be transferred to the card.I also made an appointment with Uncle Liu to work part-time during the winter vacation, and I can still work for ten days before and after, so it will not be a problem to save up for next year's travel expenses and Ziwei's pocket money.

"You keep the money and spend it for yourself." Song Han said, "My mother funded it, and I have a job."

Ge Hua's hands were clenched into fists, and he lowered his head in disapproval.

This is Song Han who was in front of Zhilan.

After drinking the soy milk, she wiped her mouth with the little girl's face, "You don't need money to buy a massage device for my mother? It costs money to visit the elders during the holidays, so save some money for yourself, little red man."

Puzzled on Ge Hua's face, "For yourself?" He didn't think he had anything to spend money on.

Song Han moved to Ge Hua's lap and sat down, hugged the little girl and coaxed her again, "Also, you must buy me a lipstick, you give me the money, how can I have the nerve to spend it?"

yes oh.Ge Hua asked the makeup artist how to choose lipstick when taking a model card.The other party pushed a Tom Ford suit, and the price was Ge Hua's living expenses for two months.She is still saving money and is going to give it to Song Han as a Spring Festival gift.

Moreover, she actually doesn't know how to "be kind to the one she loves".He only saw what Song Han had done for her all the time, but he had paid almost nothing.Not even a single lipstick.

Ge Hua hugged Song Han tightly, feeling ashamed and powerless, she was speechless.

Song Han felt emotional from her strength, and touched her slender neck, "Ge Hua, I have experienced this kind of helplessness. College students can be said to be one of the most difficult groups. They just left the family life environment and seem to be Having gained unprecedented freedom, one has to face loneliness, poverty, powerlessness, and desire under all kinds of shocks."

When she was studying, her monthly living expenses were 2000 yuan.The living expenses of the opponent who ran for the student union were 1 yuan.She chooses a milk tea shop for socializing with others, and her opponent treats guests to help herself at Wang Ding. They are all the favored children of E University, but their family background and vision also separate people from each other.Although Song Han is excellent, it is difficult to reach the top of the tower.

"Before... when Zhilan and I were together, where should we go on weekends? She bought a round-trip ticket and arranged for us to go to Tokyo Disneyland." Songhan insisted on paying the expenses himself, but he felt uncomfortable after the expenses were over.

"People like us have too much self-esteem, and sometimes it's difficult to be generous with those close to us." Song Han figured it out after breaking up.

When it comes to professional study and basketball training, she believes that Ge Hua has the code to go all out.When it comes to loving and protecting others, she has long seen Ge Hua's responsibility and gentleness.

"Since you have decided to afford the cost of college by yourself, you are already more tired than ordinary students relying on parental support. I don't want you to restrain your desires like an ascetic. Ge Hua, where do you want to go? Experience What kind of scenery? What skills do you want to learn? What kind of good food should you eat? What kind of clothes should you wear? Use your strength to experience it.” What Ke Hua lacks is to love himself more calmly.She should spend the money on herself first, not "feelings".

"More importantly, it was my decision to come here to rent an apartment, and I didn't ask you. Therefore, I should bear it." Zhilan also said this before, but Songhan's stubbornness was unstoppable, and the cost was often shared in the end.

Song Han's hand got into Ge Hua's collar, "It's just lipstick, I buy one for my girlfriend once in a while, she will be very happy."

"Ge Hua, when you have the ability, let's worry about firewood, rice, oil and salt, okay?" He kissed Ge Hua's forehead, "You may think, what can I give my girlfriend? You came to me from Gecun, boiled I know the questions you have passed, the books you have read, how many training sessions and competitions you have sweated, how many times you have worked under the scorching sun, and you never gave up your desire to come to City H.

"Ge Hua, your hard work is the best gift you have given me. I thank you in the past for the present Ge Hua, my Ge Hua." Seeing the tears in Ge Hua's eyes, Song Han recalled how many times The girl who cried and said "Teacher, don't go" outside the train station years ago hugged her quietly, "I'm glad I'm seven years older than you. If I were your age, I definitely wouldn't know how to treat you."

Now Song Han sometimes doesn't know how to deal with Ge Hua and himself.The little girl who wiped away her tears supported her hips with her precise and powerful hands for shooting and controlling the ball.The unbearable feeling last night didn't go far, it just made a quick U-turn after a short break:

"I...wet." Song Han bowed his head a little embarrassedly.Even when she was in love with Zhilan, she was never so sensitive.

Ge Hua already understood.When I picked up Song Han, I suddenly thought that I am not so useless.

Newlywed intimacy and waking up in the setting sun.The hungry Songhan finally saw Ge Hua's tired side.She lay on the pillow and breathed lightly, holding the tablet with only 10% of the battery under her hands, and the earphones were still plugged into her ears.

Song Han took off the earphones to listen, it turned out that it was all kinds of advanced algebra courses that gave her a headache.

It seems that when Song Han fell asleep again, Ge Hua was still mentally studying by himself.

Gently stroking the muscles along Ge Hua's smooth back to her arms, Song Han gently took off the earphones for her.A sense of steadfastness that I had never felt before emerged from my heart.

In life, you don’t need to escape from the control of your parents, and you don’t need to worry about leaving yourself behind due to a huge gap. You can put those ridiculous self-esteem, there is such a person by your side, listen to her steady breathing, grow up with her, and observe your own maturity , This is Song Han's unexpected state.This love filtered out Song Han's impetuosity, she held Ge Hua in her arms, lowered her head and kissed her forehead and eyebrows, "I love you."