old lily no spring

After the confession, I rushed to throw thunder, scared the little girl, and was forced to show a prototype that was not good at love one night, and then told my mother to clarify, there is no more efficient day than this: start the project, inform the risk and Leave a way out, communicate efficiently, and welcome the angel wheel. After everything is done, Lu Songhan tried his best to explain to Lu Mengfei, "You see, I am quite responsible, let Ge Hua think about it."

After returning from a visit to the detention center, I was sad for ten days. Lu Mengfei only mobilized his energy when it came to Song Han's affairs, "You are deceiving. Don't bully others who are young and have not yet formed a solid three-view system. Take advantage of the vacancy So what if she promises? In a few years you will be 30 years old, she is still in her early twenties, you are old, she has a bright future, and you cry when you break up. Besides, it’s okay to be nice to others whoever says it? Keep it in your heart Is it enough to think about it?"

"I just saw how pitiful she was sitting there waiting for me. I couldn't bear it anymore, and my brain was overheated." Song Han meant that her brain was overheated when it should be overheated. The matter has reached this point, and she told Lu Mengfei Report only, no judgment accepted.

"That's what you planned for a long time, don't make excuses to be crazy." Lu Mengfei didn't expect that Song Han would really take this step, let alone that Ge Hua would agree, "What will your grandparents do if they find out?" Now she is smarter , put Kong Weitong aside.

"I'll communicate with them slowly, and when the time is right, I'll bring them back to show them." Song Han seemed indifferent, but his heart kept beating, "Mom..." She grabbed the corner of Lu Mengfei's pajamas, "A person like me, I may end up being single in this life. I am mentally prepared. If Ge Hua is willing, I will. If she is not willing, I will... quit. Even in the future. I don't want to miss it, because it is not easy for me to like someone. "

"What about her family? How can she bear the rumors in the society? Will it affect her future career? Have you considered it?" Lu Mengfei finally persuaded Song Han thoroughly and rationally, "I will slowly accept your longing. When I grow up, I also try to accept that you are different from others. But Song Han, others will not treat you as tolerantly as my mother."

Living is not easy, as if you have to measure the distance from your surroundings before anything you want to do, the sweetness of love has not been tasted, and the warning has already arrived.After Songhan wanted to understand "fxxkyouoff", he realized that this attitude was not as simple as telling the truth in practice.It was also because Song Han thought of Lu Mengfei's questioning that he asked Ge Hua to "think about it" with a guilty conscience.

The little girl said she had thought it through.At twelve o'clock at night, they sent another message and put it into text, "I'm your girlfriend, right? Don't ignore me tomorrow, good night, Songhan."

Song Han replied, "Well, good night."After putting down the phone, all her eyes are full of Ge Hua, her immature eyes that are familiar with the world, her wrinkled single eyelids, and the protruding wrist bones at the end of her long arms, she clasped her fingers and squeezed slightly... ...and words of grievance, "I'm your girlfriend, right?"

Since Songhan, who has poor concentration, opened his mouth, the next day he tried to make his girlfriend think better, and sent a message early in the morning, "Remember to put on sunscreen today, I will ask you to settle accounts with my girlfriend if I get tanned." Thinking in his heart How to use the three-day holiday for the [-]th anniversary of the victory of the Anti-Fascist War.

The holiday started on Wednesday, and Songhan, who had to go to work on Tuesday, began to fidget.When she was with Ge Huatian in the past, she occasionally sent some photos over, why did she become a pimple after becoming a girlfriend?Songhan didn't receive Ge Hua's photo until noon.It was only after lunch that I received a message, "The mobile phone was temporarily confiscated early in the morning. I didn't get tanned. Don't worry, girlfriend." The last three words made Song Han's heart beat wildly.

What about photos?Song Han waited for a while, and replied "Oh".In the afternoon, when Xiaojiu and Xiaojiu went to check the spot, they would check their mobile phones from time to time, but the girlfriend's side was quiet.

After finishing the game at 05:30 in the afternoon, Xiao Jiu and Song Han were chatting about the operation of the college student league in the second half of the year on the way back to the company. A chance for the photographer to meet." She seemed to see through Song Han, "I personally suggest not to miss it, why don't you persuade me?"

Song Han's body shrank back to the depth of the seat, hesitating for a while, "Okay... let's go."

"I think...that child's heart has sprouted." Xiao Jiu smiled at Ge Hua who was puzzled yesterday morning, "Ask me how to talk about love? It's just a matter of drawing coordinates and writing a business plan or filling out a form. What do you say? Stupid or not? Hahaha."

Song Han couldn't laugh because she was so stupid.When two people are stupidly synchronized, love is a little awkward.However, Ge Hua reminded himself of the phrase "do whatever you want" last night.It's a pity that due to various considerations, Song Han can't do what he wants to do now.She was busy with work, and the little girl kicked her long legs and stood in a military posture under the sun.She can't rush to the crowd of people on the playground of the Polytechnic University, and after finding Ge's painting, she can hold his head on her feet and kiss his thin lips soaked in chili oil the day before yesterday.

When a person whose spirit has been suppressed for a long time begins to walk independently, he will be like a child learning to walk, stumbling and unable to grasp the strength and rhythm.Song Han tapped his knees, listening to Xiao Jiu's words in his ears, and thinking about various Ge paintings in his head.

Will the little girl be happy tomorrow if she eats the beer duck stewed by herself?Where do you go for a walk after eating?Can boarding students ask for leave at night?Why don't you come out yourself?Don't meet Lu Mengfei for now, anyway, Niu Jie has already returned to Beijing, Xiaowo doesn't have another pair of eyes to stare at them now.

What does the little girl smell like?Would it hurt to lean on her shoulder...

The more Song Han thinks about it, the more shameless he becomes. There is no doubt that a well-known daughter is like a mother.

After her face turned red and white, the fine sweat on her forehead caught Xiao Jiu's attention, "Why are you sweating? The air conditioner is too high?"

"No...it's not. It's okay." Song Han quietly opened his collar to breathe.Then I checked my phone anxiously, it was six o'clock, the little girl probably left the team.In another minute, an emoji appeared on the phone, a well-behaved Tencent series smiling emoji.Song Han immediately replied the same.

She wiped her sweat, maybe the nympho expression on her face revealed something, Xiao Jiu frowned, "Who are you dating?" Song Han's silence made the answer obvious, Xiao Jiu sneered, "No Songhan?"

"Yes." Song Han gritted his teeth and said.

"Didn't you tell Ge Hua not to know? She confessed?" Xiao Jiu patted her head, "I've been too busy these days, and my observation skills have declined sharply. Let me just say, Ge Hua's appearance like that is probably the beginning , how can it be so simple to be tempted."

"I... I actually know that I shouldn't say it out loud, but I found an excuse to let myself speak up." Song Han covered his feverish ears, "It's inexplicable."

"It's right to be inexplicable." Xiao Jiu smiled, "If you can tell clearly, it is not in love." The charm of many relationships is that they start vaguely, proceed clearly, and end cleanly.

"I was at that moment... I can't tell. I just felt like I was being poked. I have to explain it to her. If I can't talk about it." The thought in Song Han's heart was suppressed for a month. Felt crushed for a year.

Ge Hua in the mobile phone sent a steaming face, with a sentence written in clean eyes under the long black eyebrows, "Girlfriend finished military training today and is on vacation tomorrow, can I meet you today?"

Song Han's head started to heat up again, "I...I want to stop near the subway station, is that okay?" Xiao Jiu lazily said, "Okay... If it's not on the way, I will definitely send you to my little girlfriend. "

The red-faced Song Han tilted his head to look out the window, and heard Xiao Jiu chanting about the little fresh meat with big E again, "At that time, she and I just ate in different canteens and went shopping in different streets. After eating, we went home and got down to business. "

"..."

"Why don't you just let her find you, their school is inconvenient." Xiao Jiu thought about Song Han, "Poor kid is going to have to work hard, he must have been tired from military training all day today."

"Stop...stop." Song Han really didn't think about anything else, all he wanted was to see Ge Hua.It doesn't matter what you eat, what you shop, or what you do.Fresh meat can't beat the heart, and reason can't beat the fascination.When she was in love with Zhilan, Songhan got used to being arranged and enjoying herself.After she opened the door on her own initiative, there was only one straight line left in her head: seeing Ge Hua.

"Then meet at the gate of your school?" Song Han suddenly complained to the University of Science and Technology, what are you doing in such a remote place?After coming and going for more than two hours, it disappeared.

"I'm on the subway, where are you? I'm here to find you." Ge Hua didn't even have time to change out of his military training uniform.

"..." Where are you going?Back to mother?Not to mention where Ge Hua went at the time of the opening, Song Han was still dignified and dignified, and the identity card of "student" was easy to use.Now that I have talked with my mother, what role does Ge Hua want to play?Do you want to go back to the nest?But two people, orphans and widows, it's not good to let Xiao Jiu know.

Songhan's leaping thinking often starts from idealism and settles on realistic shame issues.It is only when other people fall in love that they really proceed step by step, from understanding deep contact to finally rectifying their names, every step is reasonable.Song Han buckled his hat first, and then reversed the process, and felt ashamed when he thought about it.

Her presuppositions often jump from ice crystals and jade to human nature. She just thought it was good to see Ge Hua, but when she heard that she was on the way here, her mind was full of color.

"I really don't know what's wrong with me." Song Han looked at the roof of the car, "I seem to be very principled, but I like to break the principles when doing things."

"You are seriously out of sync with your body and mind. There are too many concepts in your head, your moral sense is too strong, and your instincts are too strong and sensitive." Xiao Jiu bit her lower lip, "I used to be like this, since I knew I couldn't be After being a good wife and mother, he suddenly opened his eyes."

It was the first time Xiaojiu saw such a cocoon in love, "Everyone has to break out of the cocoon. Breaking out of the cocoon in the early years is called the rebellious period, and opening up when you are older is called the second spring. You It just missed the rebellion in the early years, and it's not yet the second spring. It's not a good age. In the midsummer, why do you have so many foot wraps tied around your head?

"You old lily who is full of love and longing but basically has zero practical skills, you have to fight it out in time, and burn it hot."