old lily no spring

A quilt and a suitcase were stuffed into the trunk of the car, Xiao Jiu opened the window and waved to Song Han outside, "Goodbye." Then he told Xiao Xianrou next to him, "Xiao Huahua, say goodbye to your teacher. "

Song Han outside the window smiled far-fetchedly, and Ge Hua in the car was unhappy.From Xiaojiu and Teacher Lu to pick her up to pack her luggage, they only saw each other for less than an hour.He Songhan waved his hands, "Mr. Lu, goodbye."

"What do you mean by 'goodbye'? It's like saying goodbye to life and death. Isn't tomorrow the weekend?" Xiao Jiu quickly reversed the car and shouted to the outside, "Is that really the case?"

Song Han waved heavily, that's all, let Ge Hua stay with Xiao Jiu, who once had a girlfriend who was similar to Xiao Xianrou.It's not that Song Han didn't hesitate, but in the end Ge Hua is an adult, she has to make up her own mind.In addition, Songhan wouldn't be suspicious just because of Xiao Jiu's past, and worry that Xiao Jiu is plotting against Ge Hua, or worried that Ge Hua will be bewitched by Xiao Jiu?There is no shadow of this.

After all, Xiao Jiu said that Ge Hua still has time to go to a model company to receive basic training and shoot model cards during this period, so it is much more convenient to live with her.And specifically reminded Xiao Jiu, "I don't want that child to know that I like her."

Song Han gave his mother Lu Mengfei a meal of pigeons on Thursday, and she will go home to finish drinking today.She packed half of Ge Huadai's special products into a canvas bag, carried it on her shoulder, and returned home.Lu Mengfei didn't ask her about her hastily leaving yesterday.When Song Han came in, she didn't respond, just stared at the computer in a daze.

"Mom?" Song Han arrived at the door of his mother's room, and found that the screen on her screen looked like a stock chart.

Lu Mengfei was shocked by her yelling, and when he turned around, his face looked ten years older, "Songhan, something happened to your father."

Song Han approached the computer and found that it was a news page. Kong Weitong's name was in the second paragraph, and he was investigated for suspected improper transactions and mouse warehouse behavior in the past two years.The numbers involved were shocking, and Lu Mengfei was in shock, "He came to me to borrow money a while ago, could it be that he predicted that something would happen to him?"

After confirming the source of the news, Song Han also had ominous signs in his mind, "I'll call Aunt Zhao and ask."

She hurriedly dialed Zhao Jing's phone, but as expected, the phone was turned off.As a last resort, Song Han dialed the landline at his father's house. After listening to the sound for a long time, someone asked tremblingly, "Hello?" It was her grandma's voice.

"Grandma, it's me, Song Han. How is my dad?" After Song Han asked, the other end was silent for two seconds and then suddenly became furious, "What right do you have to ask your dad? Do you think he is your real dad? You stop me from borrowing money from your mother and ask you to help my younger brother with tutoring. You give face, are you worthy to be his daughter? Now it’s all right, our family is about to break up, and the house is about to be lost. Are you and Lu Mengfei happy? Get out, we don't have a snake-hearted person like you in our family..."

Song Han hung up the phone with an indifferent face, "Grandma doesn't say anything, just let me go."

"I'll call your Uncle Qi, he is in the same industry as your father, so he should know." Lu Mengfei began to flip through the phone number page, "Or ask his unit directly." Song Han saw her flustered look, " Mom..." She pressed Lu Mengfei's hand, she hesitated to speak, but Lu Mengfei already understood the meaning: what identity do you use to ask?

What can be inferred is that Kong Weitong was so anxious to borrow money some time ago, not for his son's study, but to fill in the loopholes in the funds first in response to the investigation.Lu Mengfei regretted it, "You said that if I borrowed it at that time... I thought it was because of the child's going abroad that I... refused."

"Your hundreds of thousands are just a drop in the bucket." Song Han comforted her mother, her father must have been desperate at that time.

"He was borrowing money everywhere at that time, how fearful and desperate he must be." Lu Mengfei's eyes turned red, but she didn't blame Song Han for persuading her, "I know, he's just greedy. Forget it, I'll ask the old lady." She decided Call yourself.

Song Han walked away, sat in the living room and waited for news.It took half an hour for Lu Mengfei to end the phone call. She walked out of the room, "Your father may have been accused and offended." The old lady was still crying and begging Lu Mengfei to find someone to think of a way. Li scolded the mother and daughter for their strength.She thought about it, but couldn't figure it out, "I'll cook."

This weekend's dinner, the mother and daughter had no energy to eat. After half an hour of chewing, there was still half a bowl of rice left. Lu Mengfei put down the bowl and chopsticks, "Song Han, I know, you may feel that your mother is worthless."

Song Han, who listened attentively, felt that there was something in her mother's words, "I know you still have feelings for my dad, mixed with hatred and blame, it's very complicated." In short, two words: resentful woman.Although she doesn't want to associate the word with mother.

"But I can't do anything. They said they were going to sell the house, and Zhao Jing wanted a divorce." Lu Mengfei thought about it, "It said that there is still a shortfall of more than 500 million, I..."

Song Han put down the bowl, "You want to sell the house and fill in the hole for my dad?" Her gloomy expression frightened Lu Mengfei, "I think...it might help."

Song Han felt like he was about to have a heart attack, "Mom, if you really make it this far, I advise you to stay in the cold kiln for another ten years, and remarry my father when you are in your sixties, and our family will be reunited in harmony Bar."

Lu Mengfei was puzzled, and Song Han shook his head incomprehensibly, "Isn't this what you subconsciously thought? After all, my dad feels guilty. If you help him again, he must change his mind now."

Lu Mengfei's cheeks were flushed, and tears welled up in her eyes, "Don't say that."

"I have to make it clear, you may think I'm cold, but I have to remind you: you proposed a divorce with my dad back then and he agreed, and remarried within half a year. Do you think he still treats you much? Mom, stop dreaming. That man loves himself the most in his heart. If he still misses you, he can’t cheat you when he knows that he might go in.” Song Han felt that in order to prevent his mother from acting Stupid thing, she has to stay at home for a while.

She was disgusted by the confusion in her relationship.As long as a person loves himself a little more, he will not be manipulated by others for decades.Song Han feels that the love between his parents is extremely asymmetrical. Lu Mengfei really loves Kong Weitong, but Kong Weitong is hard to tell, because every step he takes is too delicate and self-interested.The divorce was not his fault, it was forced by grandparents.Remarriage is also the order of the parents.He himself is like a lonely child who was cheated by his parents and sold by his mother.

The more Song Han thinks about it, the more certain he is that his father, Kong Weitong, is a white lotus.Every time she recounted her father's calculations to her mother, the result was always, "That's your father." How can a woman with a higher education and a very good career become like this when facing a man? What about self-deception?

After dinner, Song Han told Niu Jie that he would stay at home with his mother for a while.When she was about to say hello to Xiao Jiu, Xiao Jiu proudly sent a photo of the dinner: a table of sumptuous dishes and a bottle of red wine.PS: I make a lot of money, and she can cook.

Song Han who was sitting on the balcony suddenly felt uncomfortable: his hypocrisy was almost the same as that of his mother.After the divorce, Lu Mengfei couldn't forget her ex-husband while scolding and hating her. Lu Songhan knew that he liked someone, so he restrained himself thinking he was smart, but at the same time couldn't restrain himself from indulgence.

At around ten o'clock in the evening, the mother and daughter stared blankly at Hua Qiangu on the TV, and the pair of scumbags were abusing each other on the screen.Lu Mengfei glanced at Song Han occasionally, always afraid that she would find resonance with himself and the heroine.The room was so stuffy, the mother and daughter were talking in their hearts with their own ghosts.

"Mom, I'm going out to buy something." Song Han couldn't stand it anymore, got up, took his wallet and went downstairs.

She bought some snacks and a few cans of draft beer in the convenience store.When I got home, I put the beer in front of my surprised mother, "I want to drink when I'm bored."

Lu Mengfei went to wash two cups, opened a can and poured it up. He lifted a cup and drank it in one go. He breathed out, "Me too, I haven't drank it for a long time." Now it was Song Han's turn to be surprised, Lu Meng Feixiao, "I knew Lao Li from the time when I just got divorced. I used to go to his restaurant to eat alone, and I always ordered two bottles of beer every time."

"Then you have a good capacity for alcohol. I'll either fall asleep or talk nonsense after two bottles." Song Han also took a sip.

"If you don't drink, you don't necessarily have to talk well." The volume of the TV series was turned down very low, and it became the background board for the mother and daughter to have a late-night snack together.

"It's very easy to sell this house now. It can only be sold for more than 300 million yuan, and my savings and financial management are also close to 100 million yuan." Lu Mengfei calculated his net worth, "If you sell it, you really have nowhere to go. We can't squeeze in with grandparents, or we can only go out and rent a house."

Song Han tugged at the duck's neck, but couldn't peel the meat well, so he simply threw it back.

Lu Mengfei, who poured himself another glass of wine, knew that Song Han was extremely resistant to this matter when she saw that Song Han was silent.

"I was in a hurry to go out yesterday. It was my student who was teaching in S Province. The silly boy was waiting for me in the rain with a souvenir." Song Han fell silent, and took the initiative to talk about Ge with his mother while the wine was not scalding his tongue. Hua, "There are three sisters in her family and one younger brother. The eldest is the first in the whole school and top fifty in the city in the senior high school entrance examination. Mom, you teach in middle school and know what this ranking means. But her parents excused that the eldest was not good enough, so they didn't let her go to high school. After working for a year, the daughter was married off with a gift of [-] yuan. Now the child’s first-born daughter is less than one year old, and the mother-in-law always talks about having a second child.”

Lu Mengfei listened to this story in astonishment, "How old is this child?"

"Under 20 years old." Song Han looked at her mother, "The 10 yuan was used as part of the down payment to buy a wedding house in the city for her younger brother who was less than 14 years old at the time."

After drinking the rest of the wine, Song Han was furious, "The second child almost dropped out of school, you will know later. If the third child hadn't been protected by the second child, he would be the same as the eldest, and married now." Song Han Han looked into his mother's eyes, "Mom, I just don't understand, that family's parents, countless people like that family's parents, and my grandparents, father, why do you prefer men so much? Men prefer men Forget it, why are women so cruel to women?"

"Me? Prefer? Ruthless?" Lu Mengfei couldn't hold back, and sure enough, Song Han still talked about Kong Weitong.

"Yes, including you. Preferring men to the point of ignoring women's self-esteem and rights. Do you love yourself? Think about it carefully, don't put your next life's security in it because of Kong Weitong. I really beg you, learn from me Kong Weitong, use your interests as the yardstick to accurately calculate the relationship between you and Kong Weitong. Calculate your weight in Kong Weitong's heart, calculate where my daughter should be, and even more calculate yourself, who are you? Who? Apart from your feelings for Kong Weitong, what else do you have left?" Song Han covered his head, "I don't want to say too much, you were a public official and couldn't have a second child, if you could, I'm afraid you'd have a son too Keep the marriage. Also, when you were pregnant with me, didn’t you also secretly go for a B-ultrasound? I’m afraid you were expecting at that time, ‘This is a boy, will it be fine?’ Mom, I know that these years You are tired and so am I."

She has always been careful to look like a good baby, and to please her mother and her surroundings in her studies and life. She knew that she was rejected by the Kong family since she was a child, and she has always been hidden in a deep inferiority complex.It was only in recent years that she realized that her inferiority complex stemmed from deep dissatisfaction with her own gender.

"If you are determined to sell the house, you have to consider three things clearly. First, you may not be able to help my dad. Second, if you can help him, he is safe, but it does not mean that you can go back to the past. Third, I do not He is welcome to return to this home. With him, without me." Song Han took a deep breath, "Mom, I'm bothered too. I haven't figured out what happened to me, so don't give me trouble. I don't want to Mother."