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Song Han was almost late in the morning, because after she woke up in Zhilan's arms, she went to look for clothes in a daze, and after pushing Zhilan several times, she reluctantly shouted for help when she got up.Song Han, who had changed into a silk-blend beige skirt, made Zhilan wake up suddenly, "I have really good eyesight." I don't know whether to praise the dress or the person.

Songhan didn't find the tag either, guessing that Zhilan had cut it off long ago, probably because he was afraid that he would see the price.Zhilan saw through her thoughts, "I bought this at a duty-free discount store. It's not expensive, it's less than 500 yuan."

It's important to go to work in the morning, and the basketball game will be held before the opening ceremony tonight.Song Han didn't have time to worry about clothes and breakfast, she hurriedly put on her bag and went out, she caught a glimpse of the corn cobs piled up on the ground at the door, she turned around and kissed Xia Zhilan's face, "Wait for me to clean up the clothes at night, the corn on the ground..." No It's a pity to eat, but I'm afraid I won't be able to finish it, "I'll let you here first."

"What time are you coming back?" Zhilan hugged her, and Songhan held her face anxiously, "Today's opening ceremony, my dear, I will definitely be back before eleven o'clock."

"Will the children's sports be delayed until that late?"

"It will end at nine o'clock, and our company will hold another brief meeting." Song Han's schedule is quite tense today, "I'll go home and get some things."

Zhilan let go of her hand, "Okay." She suddenly obediently agreed.

After sending Song Han away, Zhi Lan couldn't sleep anymore, so she washed the clothes of the two of them from yesterday, and tidied up the somewhat messy living room.While resting on the sofa, Zhilan heard the ticking sound of the alarm clock on the wall behind, chiseling the air second by second, reminding her that time was passing meaninglessly, and the breath of a boudoir-like woman emerged.Zhilan got up, went to take a shower, changed clothes and went out.

Yesterday's work permit was still valid, so Zhilan found a seat in the basketball court, and after lingering in the media area, her eyes fell on Songhan.Song Han's eyes were full of brilliance, different from the misty eyes when he was intimate and emotional, at this moment Song Han was calm and alert.At that time, Songhan chose to major in media because she wanted to know more about society and people. Zhilan, who has always been attracted by her interests, also chose this major because she wanted to know about Songhan.

Songhan is a sea of ​​clouds that seems to be smooth but full of mist.Every time Zhilan felt that she had grasped the outline of her heart that wanted to be strong and motivated, Songhan changed her appearance again.She thought that Song Han must be interested in studying abroad, but Song Han refused.She thought that Song Han would be interested in media work, and she helped her in private, but Song Han plunged into it but rarely surfaced to see herself.Song Han hadn't shown such enthusiasm for himself for a long time.I thought that the happiest thing in a relationship is being with each other, but amidst the noisy cheering, Song Han was applauding the students on the field, and Zhi Lan almost couldn't recognize herself in the crowd.

Love seems beautiful, but in fact it cannot withstand careful scrutiny.How much do you love me?How much do I love you?In fact, it is the observation and penetration of time, energy, eyes and even the soul.Her mother told Zhilan, "You have to learn to be more selfish." I'm afraid she had already seen clearly that Zhilan was drowning in this relationship.Because Zhilan didn't tell Song Han that she studied media for half a year after she went to London, and finally turned to design after feeling bored.She also didn't tell Song Han that there were no Estonian classmates on the trip to Northern Europe on New Year's Day, so she prepared two tickets and went alone.Song Han has not been told yet that she returned home a week early not because of the end of any project, but because she was found to have an atrial septal defect and needed surgery.It's fun to say that her symptoms were not found in the previous physical examination, and she was said to be one of the symptoms of congenital heart disease, but she had been lurking for more than 20 years before showing up.As for the congenital heart disease in love, Zhilan didn't discover it until four or five years later.

Song Han is too busy, how much time does she spend quietly projecting her eyes on him?One hour?Or three 10 minutes?Is it only the moment when you are sober when you are tender?Zhilan is not a caring character, but she weighs every detail in front of Song Han from time to time.

The team in Province S lost to the opponent in the end, but the girl performed brilliantly. The team scored more than 70 points, and she scored half of them alone.When she bowed her head and walked towards the coach's bench, Song Han also walked over.Song Han had two dimples when she spoke with a smile, she stepped on her feet and touched the girl's head, and lightly patted her on the back.The big sister is so pampered, the teacher is so tolerant.

Zhilan's mother called at this time, complaining that Zhilan would not go home to accompany her family during the holidays, and urged her to quickly set a time for reexamination at the hospital.The mother hesitated to speak, but still expressed her dissatisfaction with Song Han, "At any rate...you two are in this relationship, so she doesn't think about you?"

"Mom, she doesn't know." Zhilan frowned unconsciously, she sensed her mother's anxiety, "I promise you, I will go for a reexamination tomorrow."

Cheerful, direct and generous Zhilan has become a sensitive, hesitant and inferior Zhilan.Maybe the two of them will influence each other after being together for a long time, Zhilan is still acting like a baby, but she won't tell Songhan about her true loneliness inside, and she doesn't want to trade miserly surgery for her caring attention.Songhan is stronger, and so is Zhilan.

Being in love is tiring.One person held the other person's hand and rushed forward, while the other took two steps with his eyes downcast and rested for a while.Before eleven o'clock in the evening, Songhan didn't devote his energy to himself, and at eleven o'clock in the morning, Zhilan left the gymnasium.

Although Ge Hua did not receive a reply from Mr. Lu yesterday, he met her after entering the gym early in the morning, "I fell asleep last night and saw your message in the morning. I will spend time in the arena these days." Although I tried my best However, Ge Hua's team still lost by more than ten points.But the coach was very happy, and encouraged the players, saying, "Be ruthless, look at Ge Hua, he is not cowardly at all."

Ge Hua was a little timid in front of Lu Songhan, and Songhan had an hour and a half for lunch, so she asked Ge Hua to take a leave of absence.There are no authentic H city snacks near the sports center, but there is a time-honored local restaurant in a shopping mall nearby.Song Han asked Ge Hua to order first, and after losing the game, the listless girl said, "Teacher, I'm not picky."

Song Han ordered special pastries, cold cakes to cool off the heat, and several special hot dishes, sweet and sour or braised in soy sauce. All kinds of dishes were piled up on the table. She looked at Ge Hua regretfully, "This pair of athletes As far as the calories are beyond the standard, don’t feel pressured, just try a little bit of everything.”

The basketball girl is afraid of wasting, so she tries her best to eat everything.She never worried about calories, even when training, she would feel hungry again less than two hours after each meal.Song Han's appetite is mediocre, but he couldn't help being happy to see Ge Hua eating happily, "Slow down, don't you guys rest this afternoon?"

Ge Hua couldn't slow down, otherwise she would unconsciously look at Teacher Lu.Her dress is very beautiful today, and she also painted light makeup on her face to cover her tiredness.

"After eating, I'll take you to pick out some clothes." Ge Hua was about to refuse but was interrupted by Song Han, "I don't buy expensive ones, but cheap or discounted sweatshirts, which are very cost-effective."

Song Han waited for Ge Hua to almost wipe out all the food, seeing her staggering on the table and slowly standing up, she almost laughed out loud, "Didn't I let you have a taste?"

Ge Hua's facial features were tangled, "It can't be wasted."

When I walked side by side with Songhan in the shopping mall, I heard her talk a little bit about her life experience, "Summer clothes are generally discounted at the end of July and early August, and you can go to online stores to buy some discounted clothes and shoes, such as Decathlon and the like. "

Ge Hua wanted to hold his stomach, but Song Han walked quickly, and suddenly turned around after a few meters, "Yes, let's slow down."

I don't know if it feels like this when the eldest sister Yanzi is pregnant and walking.Ge Hua lowered his head, looked at his stomach, turned his eyes slightly, and looked at Song Han again.Song Han was passing by a store, and after looking at the clothes for a moment, he resolutely walked in.It was only then that Ge Hua realized that the skirt on Teacher Lu was exactly the same as the one sold in this store.She looked up the price of the off-white dress, and felt a "thump" in her heart when she saw the four-digit number—Zhi Lan really lied to herself, what kind of tax-free discount is this, it is obviously a new model made in Italy.

"Let's go." Song Han pulled Ge Hua away to the sportswear store.Even Ge Hua couldn't believe that the discounts on these clothes were so high, but she insisted on buying them herself, "I... I have subsidies." She received subsidies for several competitions she participated in, and saved them all.

Songhan suddenly thought, if she wanted to buy a few hundred yuan clothes for Ge Hua, wouldn't she have the same spending mentality as Zhilan bought herself a dress worth six or seven thousand yuan?It's just that she and Zhilan have different measures of money.Sometimes, she did scold Zhilan harshly.

Ge Hua picked out a few T-shirts, Song Han stood aside and waited for her, she turned on her phone suddenly feeling restless, and saw a message from Zhilan an hour ago: Song Han, I don’t know if you feel the relationship between us changed?I know this may be difficult to understand, but I want to discuss it with you as honestly as possible: I want to be away from you for a while.I can't stick to you all the time like a resentful woman, whether it's my sight or my thoughts.Song Han, I love you as an independent person, but I don't love yourself like this.So, I want to find myself.

Ge Hua, who was about to check out, heard the sound of the phone hitting the floor, and she wanted to help Songhan pick it up.

Song Han pushed her hand away, "It's okay." She picked up the phone, took a deep breath, and felt a little overwhelmed with her hands holding the phone. "Do you really... want to pay by yourself?" Her smile seemed to be squeezed out.

The girl nodded, "Teacher? You're not feeling well."

Song Han smiled far-fetched, "Yeah. I'll go home and rest in a while."

When the two turned the escalator a few times and walked out of the shopping center, the hot air rushed to the face and the cold air from the back hit back and forth. Songhan only felt his back alternately hot and cold, and could even hear the sound of goosebumps growing behind his ears.Sweat dripped down her face, and she said, "Ge Hua, please help me sit next to me for a while."

Ge Hua helped her to sit down under a parasol, and saw Songhan humming the phone keys with trembling thumbs, staring at something for a long time.She didn't know what to say, Song Han's flustered and sad expression was very similar to that time when he was drunk.

After sitting for an unknown number of minutes, Song Han's face regained some color.Her voice was calm and calm, "I'll take you back to the hotel to rest first." By the way, she asked Xiao Jiu for a leave.As if comforting herself, "Maybe I misunderstood something, maybe..." She glanced at the phone again, tears filled her eyes instantly, "I'm sorry, Ge Hua, I have to wait a little longer." Song Han covered his face in disbelief. Let Ge Hua see the tears, her body suppressed the trembling, "I...I'm fine, I... just don't understand." Ignoring Ge Hua's presence, she dialed Zhilan's phone, but as expected there was no answer.

Song Han waited a little longer, her limbs slumped limply, seeing Ge Hua's worried expression, she smiled wryly, "Teacher is broken in love."