you restrain yourself

Ji Yuan collapsed.

When Ji Shuyan came down the stairs slowly, he saw his nephew chasing his boyfriend all over the house at a glance.

But on closer inspection, it looked like his boyfriend was sneaking around his nephew with ill intentions, taking advantage of his height and long legs.

"What are you doing?" he asked.

Both Ji Yuan and Duan Zhi stopped, and Ji Yuan leaned on the chair panting, gritted his teeth and looked at Duan Zhi, and said two words with difficulty, "It's okay."

Duan Zhi crossed his arms, stood calmly on the other side of the table, raised his head and smiled at Ji Shuyan, "We're just kidding."

Ji Shuyan glanced at the two of them a few times, but didn't believe a word.

But he didn't bother to ask.

Finding a boyfriend who is about the same age as a nephew is equivalent to raising two huskies in the villa at the same time.

As long as the house is not demolished, he will not interfere.

"Then come and have breakfast, don't make a fuss," he pulled out the chair and sat down on the table, "I don't feel too tired."

Ji Yuan snorted softly at Duan Zhi, and took the lead, occupying Ji Shuyan's left hand side.

Duan Zhi didn't argue with him, and sat down on the other side of Ji Shuyan, with a happy face, and very naturally helped Ji Shuyan spread butter on his toast.

It's like two elementary school chickens fighting for parents' attention.

Ji Shuyan pretended not to see and concentrated on eating breakfast.

After breakfast, the three went their separate ways.

Ji Shuyan went to the hospital. Today, an old man who was his surgeon was discharged from the hospital. His family specially pushed the old man to thank him.

"You're welcome, this is what the hospital should do." Ji Shuyan said lightly.

What he said was from the bottom of his heart. Their private hospital already charged corresponding fees, and as a doctor, it was his bounden duty to do his best to treat them.

He also had a little impression of this old man. At the beginning, he was sent for first aid, and his children were very filial. They had a separate ward in their hospital for recuperation, which can be regarded as a comfortable old age.

But although the old man is only 65, because of Parkinson's and Alzheimer's, he tends to forget things, and he doesn't say a word when he is surrounded by his children, let alone Ji Shuyan, just staring out the window in a daze.

But just when his children were about to say goodbye to Ji Shuyan, he seemed to come back to his senses suddenly, raised his hand, and tugged at his little daughter.

His youngest daughter looked down, "What's the matter, Dad?"

"We're going home, right?" the old man said vaguely, but his voice was not low. "Your mother must be waiting for us at home. On the way, you go and buy a bouquet of calla lilies! Your mother likes it!"

The last words are especially loud.

If he is deaf himself, he pretends that others are also deaf.

The corners of Ji Shuyan's mouth twitched when he heard this, and he thought this old man was quite interesting.

But when he glanced, he found that the old man's children did not smile, but rather helpless.

The youngest daughter tucked her coat for her father, and coaxed skillfully, "Okay, I'll buy it later."

This Ms. Zheng raised her head again and said goodbye to Ji Shuyan, "Doctor Ji, then we will leave first, thank you for your help these days."

After finishing speaking, they no longer delayed Ji Shuyan's rest time, and pushed the old man out.

I have walked several meters, and I can still hear the old man asking his children in anger, saying that he is sloppy in the hospital and needs to buy new clothes, otherwise he will be disgusted by his wife.

But this time Ji Shuyan couldn't laugh anymore.

He just remembered that the old gentleman's wife had passed away. When the gentleman was sent for emergency treatment, he had an accident on the way to buy flowers for his wife's grave.

He was hospitalized these days, and his children also said that the old man's memory is good and bad, sometimes he is sober, and sometimes he always thinks that he is still more than ten years ago.

More than ten years ago, the wife had not died.

Ji Shuyan sat behind the table in silence for a while, then stood up and opened the window, and lit a cigarette.

In fact, he seldom feels sentimental about life, old age, sickness and death.

As a doctor, it is not a good thing to empathize too easily, and one's emotions will be consumed.

He has seen a lot, and lost his dearest sister. The word "impermanence in the world" can be said to be engraved in his heart, and he rarely has any troubles in his heart.

But the old man just now made him feel a little astringent.

He heard from the old man's children that their mother was seven years older than their father, that their mother was a Chinese teacher in the town, and that their father was just an apprentice in a tailor shop.

But the little tailor finally caught up with his favorite girl, got married and started a business, and the living conditions were getting better every year, but the two were still in love with each other. Unfortunately, their mother died of cancer a few years ago.

What can this be said, Ji Shuyan thought, it can only be said that heaven fails to fulfill people's wishes, most of them are resentful couples who grow old together, but loving couples can't grow old.

He took a few more puffs of the cigarette, but felt that something was wrong when he took it. He turned the cigarette over and saw that he had taken it wrong, and it turned out to be Duan Zhi's cloud smoke.

But he smoked it all, and he didn't bother to change it.

He was still looking out of the window, but Duan Zhi was thinking in his mind.

In fact, he seldom thinks about the future between him and Duan Zhi. He and Duan Zhi are far behind in age, and he is destined to age before Duan Zhi.

Duan Zhi was only 40 when he was 27 years old.

And when he is 60 years old, Duan Zhi will be in his prime.

They're never a good match.

It's just that he doesn't like mediocrity, and he never insists on making any promises to himself.

But when he saw the old gentleman thinking about sending flowers to his wife just now, he couldn't help but think of another thing that he avoided.

If he is lucky enough to get old with Duan Zhi.

But he was one step ahead of Duan Zhi, what should Duan Zhi do?

This is a very likely thing. Birth, old age, sickness and death, no one can avoid it. Couples of similar ages have to face this problem, let alone them.

He thought of the old gentleman just now, at first he was in a daze, but when he talked about his wife, his eyes suddenly lit up, but when he got home, he found that he couldn't wait for his wife to come home, how did he feel? .

Ji Shuyan squinted slightly, looking at the withered sycamore tree outside the window, feeling a little heavy in his heart.

He covered his mouth and coughed several times, his throat hurt a little.

He put the cigarette out in the ashtray and opened the window wider.

He put his hand in his pocket, trying to reach for a lozenge, but felt his hand prick, and there was a long object in his pocket.

He took it out and saw that it was the hand cream that Duan Zhi bought for him.

He was disinfected many times in the hospital, his fingers were always dry, and even cracked easily, and he didn't care about it, so Duan Zhi bought a bunch of hand cream and stuffed him everywhere.

He stared at the yellow packaged hand cream for a while, smiled silently, unscrewed the nozzle, and applied a layer to his hands.

He thought unreasonably, why is he always so considerate.

The days that made him quiet are gone forever, and a lot of troubles have been added in vain.

Time flies and it's January 1th

Duan Zhi and Ji Yuan both finished their exams, officially ushering in the winter vacation.

They were the first to leave the dormitory, and they started to pack their luggage just after the last exam was over.

Ji Yuan's family is here, Liu Siyuan and Chu Xia are used to it, but Duan Zhi was always the last to leave before.

Liu Siyuan was puzzled and said, "Brother Duan, why are you so anxious to go home, you don't even want to get together with us for a few days."

Duan Zhi finished zipping the suitcase, "It's okay, I'm still staying here this winter vacation, you can come out anytime you want me."

Liu Siyuan and Chu Xia were taken aback.

"Aren't you going home?" Chu Xia subconsciously asked, but as soon as the words came out of his mouth, he wanted to bite his tongue off.

Which pot does not open which pot.

Duan Zhi has broken up with his family until now, and the relationship seems to have not been repaired. There must be a reason for not going home during the winter vacation. Why did he ask.

Duan Zhi's expression remained the same, and he didn't shy away from it.

He picked up his backpack, "I don't know, I didn't think about it myself, I'll live here first."

Now, even Ji Yuan took a look here.

Too many things happened recently, he even forgot that Duan Zhi's home is not in the local area.

He even took it for granted that Duan Zhi should live with his uncle, and the three of them could be regarded as a small family.

Tsk, he must have adapted too quickly, Ji Yuan wrinkled his face, quite disgusted with himself.

After packing, Ji Yuan and Duan Zhi took the luggage to the school gate, waiting for his uncle's car.

He wanted to ask Duan Zhi if he really wasn't going back this winter vacation, what's your family's attitude now, and if he had any objections to my uncle.

But I feel that I am overstepping.

It's still a little too early.

He closed his mouth again.

Not long after, Ji Shuyan's silver-gray car appeared in the traffic at the door and stopped across the road.

Ji Yuan thumped and ran over, and called out from the open car window, "Uncle!"

Ji Shuyan smiled, "Put your luggage down quickly."

Ji Yuan let out an "oh", and ran to the trunk again.

Duan Zhi had already put his luggage away, and got in from the co-pilot, without saying anything, he first gave Ji Shuyan a tender kiss.

Ji Yuan sat in the backseat consciously, and was hit violently as soon as he raised his head.

Fuck it, come again.

Do you give human rights to single dogs?

The two in the front row quickly separated.

Ji Shuyan's face is like a peach blossom, pretending to be calm, but the one next to him is leisurely.

It is really clear at a glance who is thick-skinned and who is restrained.

Ji Shuyan coughed and tried to change the subject, "What's for dinner, barbecue?"

Two days ago, Ji Yuan made a fuss about eating barbecue.

"Eat!" Ji Yuan quickly forgot the previous things, "Fatty beef rolls, chicken wings, baked potatoes! I finally finished the exam, I want to eat a lot!"

Ji Shuyan shook his head, this unlucky boy has only this little promise.

The three of them chatted all the way and drove towards home.

Because the winter vacation started, the school gate was extremely crowded.

Their car drove slower than a small battery, but they were also leisurely. A slow-paced love song was flowing in the car, and Ji Yuan was struggling with the last reading of his English test.

While waiting for the traffic light, Ji Shuyan felt Duan Zhi gently hold his hand.

He felt something was stuffed in his hand.

Spread it out and see that it is a paper heart.

He turned his head, and Duan Zhi raised his eyebrows at him triumphantly, "There are still 10 minutes left in the afternoon exam, and I was thinking about you while messing around, almost being taken away by the invigilator."

That's a big problem.

He is so innocent that he can't explain it clearly.

Ji Shuyan laughed, the spirit of the exam is really commendable.

He whispered, "If I were your teacher, it would be more than just taking it away for you."

But as he said so, he honestly stuffed the paper heart into his pocket.