you restrain yourself

Ji Shuyan stared at the phone with an expression like he saw a ghost.

He had only driven here for 2 minutes, yet Duan Zhi's phone came after him.

Duan Zhi was hiding somewhere and happened to see his car.

He glanced around suspiciously.

However, the area around the car was empty, not to mention people, not even a stray cat, only a plastic bag thrown by someone, which was rolled up by the cold wind and hung on the wall.

He picked up the phone, "Hello?"

Duan Zhi's voice was the same, he asked him, "What are you doing, Uncle Ji?"

Ji Shuyan looked at the school gate in front of him, and lied uncomfortably, "I just came back from a party with my friends and I was driving."

"You guys went to the party?" Duan Zhi asked curiously, "With whom?"

"Zheng Wenbin, Lu Bo, Gu Suo..." Ji Shuyan gave a few names casually, "They are all friends and old classmates, you haven't seen them much."

Duan Zhi really didn't recognize them, but he had heard the names of a few of them.

When Ji Shuyan was chatting with his friends, he never shy away from him. Sometimes he called after they had gone to bed. Ji Shuyan's voice was still a little hoarse. But serious and cold, and occasionally very poisonous tongue.

Yet another allure.

Duan Zhi let out a muffled laugh, and didn't tell Ji Shuyan what was going on in his head. He leaned on the balcony, took out his lighter, lit a cigarette, and asked, "Did you have fun?"

"Fortunately," Ji Shuyan thought for a while, "They are all friends who have known each other for almost ten years, and there is no special activity, just find a reason to get together and connect with each other."

When he said this, he remembered Lu Bo's sweetness of pretending to have a headache, and added, "Of course, there is also someone who came to show his affection, and that is a beating." He curled his lips, "No one has a date yet."

Duan Zhi smiled silently, thinking that Ji Shuyan was extremely cute.

Ji Shuyan asked again, "You are calling now, have you handed in your homework?"

Duan Zhi said "Yes", "It's just finished. In fact, my part was completed earlier, but one of our team members fell ill, and his part was too late to finish, so it was shared among several of us."

It's not his fault, and Duan Zhi doesn't mind helping his classmates once in a while, but if it wasn't for this sudden incident, he would have made time to meet Ji Shuyan tonight.

It's all good now, it's all gone.

He flicked the ash into the dead potted plant next to him, feeling a little depressed.

Outside, the stars were drooping, and the wind was bitterly cold. He only wore a woolen cardigan, but he didn't feel cold. Cigarettes were held between his slender, white fingers, and his forehead was slightly blown.

He glanced down, and the students who went out to play came back one after another, but the young people in their 20s were always extraordinarily eccentric, and became even more restless after drinking, shouting and singing a few times inexplicably downstairs in the dormitory. A song, attracted a lot of scolding, and went into the building together laughing and joking.

He heard Ji Shuyan ask him if he was tired on the phone.

"Not too tired, I can handle it," Duan Zhi stared at the shiny little tree downstairs, decorated as a Christmas tree by the students, "I just miss you a little bit."

He said it plainly, and there was nothing coquettish about it.

Because this is his daily life.

But to Ji Shuyan's ears, the sound was like a drop of water, dripping on the calm and waveless lake, it was very real.

Duan Zhi said again, "Before I was not with you, I could bear not seeing you for ten days and a half months, because I knew there was no hope. Now that I am with you, I can't bear it. I just want to tie you by my side."

He said, laughing himself first.

His possessiveness is actually as intense as his feelings, but Ji Shuyan is really gentle and tolerant, calming down every time he worries about gains and losses, so that he has almost no chance of attacking.

Ji Shuyan also laughed at him, "Clingy."

Duan Zhi listened to the voice on the phone, his eyes were as gentle as honey.

He stifled the cigarette in his hand, feeling uncertain.

In fact, after he handed in his homework just now, he wanted to drive to Ji Shuyan's house in the dark. He wasn't thinking about doing something with Ji Shuyan at this moment, he just wanted to knock on Ji Shuyan's door and see his sweetheart.

But he glanced at his watch again, it was already [-]:[-], and Ji Shuyan had just come back from a party, and he had to go to work tomorrow, so even if he rushed there at this time, he would probably cause Ji Shuyan trouble.

So he hesitated again.

But he didn't hesitate for a long time, when he heard Ji Shuyan say, "If you want to see me so much, go downstairs."

He didn't respond for a moment, "What do you mean?"

Ji Shuyan laughed, "I'm right at the gate of your school," he leaned on the driver's seat, feeling a little helpless, "I lied to you just now, I left halfway through the friend party, and drove to your school. "

Duan Zhi was stunned.

He stood on the balcony that was ventilated on all sides, his fingers became cold in the low temperature air, but his heart slowly warmed up.

He looked into the distance, the corners of his mouth slightly curled up, and he asked knowingly, "Why?"

Ji Shuyan also knew that he did it on purpose.

But he still said what Duan Zhi wanted to hear.

On a bitterly cold winter day, his voice was like a jar of warmed wine, soft in the mouth but hidden in stamina.

"Because I miss you too."

"Wait for me for a while."

After leaving this sentence, Duan Zhi hung up the phone.

Listening to the busy tone on the phone, Ji Shuyan couldn't help laughing. Ever since he met Duan Zhi, he seemed to have almost used up all the impulses in his life.

While waiting for Duan Zhi, he lowered the car window a little bit. The heating inside the car was too hot, and the howling cold wind poured in through the cracks, making him feel comfortable instead.

He turned on the radio casually, and there happened to be a song playing in it, but it was the theme song of The Lion King - Canyou feel the love tonight.

Ji Shuyan hummed softly, "And can you feel the love tonight, Itis wherever wear... When the heart of this star-crossed voyager beats in time with yours..."

When the song came to an end, there was a soft knock on his car window.

Ji Shuyan turned his head and saw his young and handsome lover standing outside, bending down and smiling at him through the glass.

He opened the car door, and Duan Zhi came in with a chill on his body, he didn't know how long he had been running in the wind, his cheeks were flushed, but his eyes were as bright as stars.

Ji Shuyan touched Duan Zhi's hand subconsciously, "Why are you running so fast, is it cold..."

But before he finished speaking, Duan Zhi kissed him.

Different from the coldness on his body, Duan Zhi's lips are warm, with a passion to melt people

Ji Shuyan's stiff shoulders slowly relaxed, and he no longer cared about other things, and slowly put his hands on Duan Zhi's back.

The kiss ends.

The two looked at each other, and neither of them spoke for a while.

Duan Zhi reluctantly let go of Ji Shuyan's lips, but the tip of his nose was still rubbing against his cheek.

Ji Shuyan also looked at Duan Zhi carefully. He hadn't seen him for a few days. Of course, Duan Zhi didn't change much. His hair wasn't properly taken care of, and it was a bit messy. Obviously, only when I kissed just now, can I feel a little prickly.

But even so, Duan Zhi is still handsome, with a casual and decadent aesthetic.

Ji Shuyan touched Duan Zhi's face, and couldn't help but sigh, God is so unfair, how can someone look good in everything.

Duan Zhi let Ji Shuyan touch his face, put his arms around Ji Shuyan's waist, and asked, "Why did you come here suddenly?"

Ji Shuyan said, "I didn't know today is Christmas until I got together with my friends." He was a little embarrassed, and looked away a little, "Everyone else has gone on a date, and those who are on business trips have Christmas gifts, but you don't have one, then Not too pitiful."

No wonder, Duan Zhi also guessed that Ji Shuyan didn't know that today was Christmas.

He asked Ji Shuyan, "So you gave me yourself as a Christmas present?"

Ji Shuyan didn't know whether to nod or not.

Although this is true, no matter how you hear it, it feels lewd.

When he was struggling, Duan Zhi kissed him again, the kiss was gentle and long.

Ji Shuyan was dizzy from being kissed.

Even if the car window was opened a small crack, the car was still very warm. The warm air from the air conditioner kept blowing out, mixed with the faint aroma inside the car, Ji Shuyan felt a little lack of oxygen.

It took him a while before he got a chance to speak.

"Actually," Ji Shuyan pushed Duan Zhi away with difficulty, "I still bought a present."

Duan Zhi was a little surprised, and let go of Ji Shuyan's hand.

Ji Shuyan took out a delicately packaged bag from behind, "I just bought this on the way, so... it's a little simpler."

When Duan Zhi saw the familiar logo on the packaging bag, he guessed what it was.

As expected, there was a box of chocolates inside, and it was a limited Christmas item from the chocolate workshop that Ji Shuyan often went to.

Ji Shuyan was a little shy, "In my senior year, the department also had a Christmas dance party, because I was about to graduate, and all the girls in our grade brought chocolates, and whoever they liked, gave them chocolates..."

That was ten years ago.

He was dragged there by his roommates. Compared with his freshman year, he received many chocolates from girls that year, but he didn't confiscate any of them, and politely declined them all.

It's been a long time, and he obviously forgot about this youthful past, but he just drove past the chocolate workshop, but he recalled it inexplicably.

He remembered that year, the cake shop next to the school also had such bright and warm floor-to-ceiling windows, and the girls came out in groups with boxes, discussing the evening party.

He slowed down the speed of the car, and finally stopped the car and walked in before the chocolate workshop closed, buying the last box of the day.

And now, he gave this box of chocolates to Duan Zhi.

Every chocolate means I love you.

It's as innocent as if I really went back to college.

Ji Shuyan turned his gaze out of the window to hide his unease.

Duan Zhi didn't let him go, pinched his chin and forced him to turn around.

"I also have a gift for you." Duan Zhi said.

Duan Zhi picked up the backpack he had placed under his feet, and took out a box from it.

Ji Shuyan took it over and took a look, and found that it was a Fendi scarf, made of black cashmere, warm and soft, very versatile, in line with his usual matching style.

Duan Zhi directly unpacked it, wrapped it around his neck, and tied a knot with his fingers nimbly, "Do you like it?"

Ji Shuyan touched the soft fabric, most of his face was buried in it, only two clear eyes were exposed.

"I like it." He said, "Thank you."

He thought this was a gift prepared by Duan Zhi.

But soon, he saw Duan Zhi handing over another box, wrapped in grass green and sprinkled gold, with a bow on it.

"There is another copy, you take it apart yourself." Duan Zhi said.

Ji Shuyan was wearing a cashmere scarf and tilted his head.

Is it popular to give two gifts now, he thought, but his subordinates quickly unwrapped them.

When he saw what was inside the package, he couldn't help being stunned.

It's also a box of chocolates.

It is also the logo of the chocolate workshop he likes, but it is not the style he bought, it is the kitten claw box that has been sold out in the workshop for a long time.

He was a little dazed, "Why don't you..."

Duan Zhi opened the glass box outside the chocolate by himself.

In fact, he bought this because he remembered that Ji Shuyan liked the chocolates from this store.

But now he doesn't think so.

He lifted the glass cover from the chocolate and handed it to Ji Shuyan.

"Senior Ji, if I confessed to you at the Christmas ball, would you agree to me?" He asked with a smile.

If he is really Ji Shuyan's junior.

When I saw Ji Shuyan at the Christmas ball, I was afraid that he would squeeze out all the competitors and be the first to deliver chocolates.

Ji Shuyan was a little taken aback.

The wind outside was howling, the temperature was getting lower and lower, and there was no one in front of the school, and there was desolation and depression everywhere.

Only in this small car, chocolate and roses are mixed together, sweet and gentle,

For a moment, he really wished that he and Duan Zhi were seniors and juniors at the same university.

He might meet Duan Zhi in the library, or he might borrow a cigarette from Duan Zhi in the woods outside.

But no matter what kind of beginning, they will love each other in the end.

Then they would go to that year's Yule Ball together, hiding in a corner and secretly kissing.

That must be a good story too.

Ji Shuyan picked up a piece of chocolate from the box.

He looked at Duan Zhi, "I will say, I have been waiting for you for a long time."

If you came to confess to me, how could I not fall in love at first sight?

In the last half hour of Christmas, Ji Shuyan and Duan Zhi sat in the car and shared the box of chocolates.

In fact, Ji Shuyan also brought champagne, bought from the bar just now, with two champagne glasses.

But Duan Zhi asked him, "Aren't you planning to go back, don't you go to work tomorrow?"

Also.

He forgot that he was driving.

Ji Shuyan put it back silently.

The two of them were tired and crooked, seeing that it was getting closer to twelve o'clock, Ji Shuyan and Duan Zhi got out of the car.

He sent Duan Zhi to the school gate, and now there was no one outside the school gate, they were standing under the fence, Ji Shuyan still had the scarf Duan Zhi gave around his neck.

Duan Zhi was reluctant to leave, so he dawdled and changed his mind, "Why don't I go back with you, anyway, I don't have class tomorrow morning."

Ji Shuyan was a little hesitant.

In fact, he was also reluctant to part with Duan Zhi, relying on the fact that no one saw him, he was hugged by Duan Zhi.

Rubbing his chin against his hair, Duan Zhi said coquettishly, "Don't worry about me, you will go to work as usual tomorrow, and I will go back to school by myself, so there will be no delay."

It seems to be the same, Ji Shuyan is even less firm.

"Well, that's fine..." Ji Shuyan said, "It's fine if it doesn't affect your class."

Duan Zhi was happy, he lowered his head and kissed Ji Shuyan again, they all ate chocolate just now, and there was a sweet and greasy taste between their lips and teeth.

But the kiss wasn't over yet, Duan Zhi's hand was still on Ji Shuyan's waist.

Suddenly there was a bang not far away, the sound of something heavy falling to the ground.

Ji Shuyan was taken aback, Duan Zhi also raised his head, and the two of them looked in the direction of the sound——

Then I saw Ji Yuan with a shocked face.

……

The fleeting years are unfavorable.

Ji Shuyan's mind went blank for a moment, only these big characters remained.