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It was a ridiculous night last night, and Ji Shuyan rarely slept past ten o'clock.

When he woke up, his throat was dry and astringent, as if he had been roasted on the fire all night. He didn't open his eyes, but closed his eyes and propped himself up, rubbing his fingers to get the cup by the bed.

There was a small kettle next to his bed, and there would be warm water at the touch of a button, but after he touched it for a long time, he couldn't find the kettle, but someone grabbed his hand and kissed his palm.

Ji Shuyan suddenly opened his eyes.

Duan Zhi sat on the head of the bed leisurely, looking at him with a smile in his eyes.

"Do you want to drink water?" Duan Zhi asked him.

Ji Shuyan nodded in a daze.

Duan Zhi handed the water glass to Ji Shuyan. Ji Shuyan sipped the rim of the glass and drank more than half of it slowly, his eyes drifting to the side vaguely.

He wasn't quite used to being in bed with someone sleeping next to him.

Especially when he thought of the absurdity of last night, his face burned with panic. Duan Zhi knew that he did not reject intimacy, so he used the excuse of helping him desensitize, and then pressed him to do a lot of nasty things.

It was useless for him to beg for mercy this time, Duan Zhi held his hand, and even his belt and bones were almost eaten away.

When he woke up this morning, the skin on the base of his thigh was still tingling.

Ji Shuyan frowned involuntarily, with a distressed expression on his face.

Duan Zhi also knew that he went too far last night.

Ji Shuyan was so likable, he called his name with red eyes, he was an eminent monk with a pure heart and asceticism, he had to be hooked to return to vulgarity on the spot.

Looking at Ji Shuyan's face, he guessed that Ji Shuyan might be uncomfortable, so he wanted to lift the quilt to take a look on the spot.

Ji Shuyan refused to let him, and pressed the quilt tightly.

"I'll beat you again," Ji Shuyan's face darkened, he was completely different from Wen Ruan last night, "Get your hands off me."

Duan Zhi had no choice but to raise his hand and surrender.

But he couldn't help laughing, and said in a low voice, "Why are you still turning your back on others? You weren't like this last night."

Sorry to mention last night.

Ji Shuyan gave him a gouging look, lifted the quilt and got out of bed. Although the skin on his thigh hurt a little, it didn't affect his walking.

Don't let Duan Zhi mess up again next time, Ji Shuyan brushed his teeth with a sullen face, secretly swearing in his heart.

Duan Zhi also followed the bathroom.

He brought a new set of toiletries yesterday, took apart a toothbrush, and washed up with Ji Shuyan.

The two stood side by side in front of the sink, and there was a pair of reflections in the mirror. Their height and appearance matched each other well, and no one would lose to the other.

Ji Shuyan couldn't help turning his head to glance at Duan Zhi. In the past, his bathroom had only one toothbrush, towel, cup, etc., but now it has become double.

Anyone who walked in could notice that this was no longer a single man's bedroom.

But fortunately, even the housekeeper aunt rarely comes in his bedroom. He doesn't like others to touch his things, and he specially told the aunt to just mop the floor and nothing else.

Ji Shuyan wiped his face, looked down at the time, it was almost eleven o'clock, it was time to make lunch.

He said to Duan Zhi, "I'll go down first, you can go directly to the kitchen later."

Ji Shuyan left the room as he said that, because he didn't go to work today, he didn't change his clothes, he just put on a thin home robe over his pajamas, and walking up the stairs, he was still thinking about what vegetables were still in the refrigerator , but when he was still a few steps away from the first floor, he was stunned.

I saw a young boy sitting cross-legged on the sofa in the living room, with puffy cheeks, a half-eaten cake in his hand, a baggy hoodie, as cute as a chipmunk.

This is not his precious nephew who else.

Hearing the movement, Ji Yuan turned around and laughed when he saw Ji Shuyan, "Uncle, are you up?"

When Ji Shuyan saw Ji Yuan suddenly, he broke into a cold sweat.

"When did you come back?" He asked barely calmly.

But don't tell him that you came back last night. Although the sound insulation of his house is good, if he and Duan Zhi mess around in the room, they will be heard outside.

When he thought of this, his heart was almost entangled, wishing he could go back upstairs now, pack up Duan Zhi and throw him out.

Fortunately, Ji Yuan swallowed the cake and said as a matter of course, "I came back in the morning, I didn't go out with my friends yesterday."

Ji Shuyan let out a long sigh of relief, feeling a little more at ease.

But before he could relax, Ji Yuan asked again, "Uncle, who is here? Why did I see Brother Duan's shoes in the shoe cabinet?"

He looked at Ji Shuyan suspiciously.

When he opened the door in the morning, he thought he had read it wrong, but it was clearly Duan Zhi's limited-edition sneakers, and there were many releases himself, so it was not so easy to hit the models.

But didn't Duan Zhi say he was going to the studio last night, and he said he would stay overnight, so why did he show up at his house?

He tilted his head to look at Ji Shuyan, and guessed again, "Could it be one of your friends?"

Ji Shuyan: "..."

He thought gloomily, he had never seen Ji Yuan so sharp, but now his mind was spinning fast.

"Duan Zhi is here," Ji Shuyan rarely hesitated, not knowing what nonsense to make up, "Last night, he..."

Before he can figure it out.

Duan Zhi walked down the stairs like a leisurely stroll. He was also wearing a nightgown, which was tied up in a mess. His clothes were wide open, and he could easily see his well-defined chest and abdomen, as well as the scratch marks on his fair skin.

It was all scratched by Ji Shuyan last night.

However, Duan Zhi didn't see Ji Yuan in the living room at all, and subconsciously laughed when he saw him, "Uncle Ji."

Ji Shuyan's heart skipped a beat, he turned around, turned his back to Ji Yuan, and winked at Duan Zhi desperately.

Duan Zhi looked puzzled, and before he had time to ask Ji Shuyan what was wrong, he passed over Ji Shuyan's shoulder and saw Ji Yuan standing under the stairs with a puzzled expression on his face.

Duan Zhi: "..."

Oops, he forgot that there was another owner in the house.

He quickly pulled up his nightgown, tightly covering the "medal" on his chest.

Even if he is as thick-skinned as he is, it is difficult to calmly greet his brother after sleeping with his uncle.

He coughed and was silent for a few seconds before saying to Ji Yuan, "Morning."

Ji Yuan also replied puzzled, "Morning."

He looked at Duan Zhi in his nightgown, and then at Ji Shuyan in his home clothes, feeling a little weird in his heart.

It's not the first time Duan Zhi came to his house, but the two of them standing here have a very subtle aura, especially his uncle, with half-length black hair in a mess, and his lips seem a little swollen, like last night The room was so dry that my lips were a little chapped.

He always felt that the two of them were hiding something from him.

But he was distracted by Duan Zhi before he could think deeply.

Duan Zhi walked up to him in two or three steps, and explained, "Yesterday when I came back from the studio, I happened to pass by your house. When I met your uncle, he invited me to have a meal. Later, it was too late, so I stayed. I forgot to tell You, I'm really sorry."

Ji Yuan blinked and looked at his good brother.

He was a simple person, and the reason was not unreasonable, so he was quickly taken away by Duan Zhi.

"I saw your sneakers just after I came back, and I was wondering if it was you," Ji Yuan smiled and scratched his head, "But I was really shocked when I suddenly saw you coming down the stairs just now. You live here It's not a big deal, and it doesn't matter if you don't tell me."

Listening to Ji Yuan's conversation with Duan Zhi, Ji Shuyan finally felt relieved.

With Ji Yuan behind his back, he gave Duan Zhi another wink, signaling him not to talk nonsense, and walked down the steps to the kitchen.

He opened the refrigerator, took out the chicken wings and beef to defrost, and took out some clean vegetables for lunch.

But not long after, the kitchen door was pushed open again, and Duan Zhi also walked in.

Duan Zhi walked up to Ji Shuyan, considering that Ji Yuan was outside, he did nothing but picked up a basket of potatoes and rinsed them under the water.

"Did you freak out just now?" He asked Ji Shuyan with a smile.

Ji Shuyan still has lingering fears, he looked outside, heard the sound of the TV, and then looked at Duan Zhi again, "What do you think?"

He is no longer a young man of eighteen or nineteen years old, and he cannot stand such a shock. His heart is not good due to the ups and downs just now.

Thinking about it, he was still a little depressed, and with water on his hands, he flicked Duan Zhi's forehead.

"It's all up to you," he said, rarely being unreasonable.

Duan Zhi confessed to this.

"It's really my fault," he smiled, "It's my fault that I shouldn't have seduced you, so now you can only have an affair with me behind your nephew's back."

Cheating, this word made Ji Shuyan blush all the way from his neck to the roots of his ears.

It does.

He and Duan Zhi are both grown men, have no family, and have no blood relationship, but when they think of Ji Yuan sitting outside, they feel a sense of immorality for no reason.

He pursed his lips, embarrassed to answer the words, and continued to wash the handful of celery on his hands.

But Duan Zhi was not hesitant, he poked his finger out from under the water and held his finger.

The water was cold, but Duan Zhi's hand was warm.

Ji Shuyan only thought that Duan Zhi was trying to act like a spoiled child again, so when he raised his head, he saw Duan Zhi staring at him with twinkling eyes, and his beautiful side face suddenly became quiet.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

Duan Zhi shook his head and said nothing.

Lunch was ready quickly, and out of guilt for his ignorant nephew, Ji Shuyan made an extra cheese pumpkin that Ji Yuan likes.

Ji Yuan also completely forgot what happened just now, and happily chatted with Ji Shuyan about what happened at school this week, completely unaware that the roommate opposite him was rubbing his ankle under the table against his uncle's calf. But like a rascal.

Ji Shuyan was restless, but he couldn't reprimand Duan Zhi, so he could only drink the soup silently.

But after lunch, in front of Ji Yuan, they couldn't do anything else, the two of them acted nonchalantly, like a pair of acquaintances who didn't know each other very well, not a lover who just met each other last night.

It just so happened that Duan Zhi and Ji Yuan didn't finish their homework on information engineering this week, so the two of them sat by the window to discuss the topic.

Ji Shuyan sat next to him and read his documents, and the three of them lived in peace.

But for some reason, Ji Shuyan always felt that Duan Zhi seemed to be a little preoccupied, and when he turned his head several times, he could find Duan Zhi looking at him thoughtfully.

Duan Zhi and Ji Yuan stayed at home until Sunday night before they both returned to school.

Duan Zhi came here by motorcycle, so there was no need for Ji Shuyan to deliver it himself, he could send Ji Yuan back.

Ji Shuyan sent the two of them to the door.

Ji Yuan was still looking for things in the living room, only him and Duan Zhi were standing in the corridor.

"Sorry, I didn't expect Ji Yuan to come back this week. He clearly said that he would go out to play this week." Ji Shuyan looked at Duan Zhi helplessly.

A good date fell through, although Duan Zhi didn't say anything, he felt guilty.

"I'll make it up to you next time." He smiled, but was a little embarrassed.

Duan Zhi shook his head, "It's nothing."

But he raised his head and looked at Ji Yuan who was still busy in the living room through the door, but he had mixed feelings in his heart.

It didn't matter that Ji Yuan disturbed one of his appointments, and he didn't take it to heart, but it didn't mean he didn't have other concerns.

He lowered his head and looked at Ji Shuyan, "Uncle Ji, actually I have a question I've always wanted to ask you."

"Huh?" Ji Shuyan tilted his head, "Say it."

Duan Zhi lowered his eyes and hesitated for a while before asking, "You said you're not going to hide our relationship with Ji Yuan. But if you have a showdown and he can't accept it, what are you going to do?"

This question has been circling in his mind for the past two days.

Ji Shuyan said before that he would have a showdown with Ji Yuan, so he needn't worry, that was very good, and he was also very touched.

He himself has an open personality, otherwise he wouldn't have come out to his family directly before dating Ji Shuyan.After falling in love with Ji Shuyan, he also immediately announced that he was no longer single and that he should not disturb strangers.

If he hadn't been sane, he would have shown Ji Shuyan a hundred times a day.

But after the initial excitement passes, real problems emerge.

He looked at Ji Shuyan, "Uncle Ji, you are always worried that it will affect my relationship with you, Ji Yuan. But the ones who are most likely to be affected are actually you and Ji Yuan. If he can't accept it, can you bear the consequences?"

It was just that Ji Yuan almost found out yesterday, so Ji Shuyan was so scared, and when he really had a showdown with Ji Yuan, who knew what would happen.

Ji Shuyan didn't expect Duan Zhi to say this, so he froze on the spot.

He really didn't think about this possibility, Ji Yuan was a child raised by him alone, he only worried about whether Ji Yuan would get along with Duan Zhi awkwardly because of this, but he never thought that Ji Yuan would be alienated from him.

"Ji Yuan won't," he said in a low voice, but he was not very firm, "He is not a stubborn person."

Duan Zhi looked at him quietly, and didn't refute, because he used to think the same way.

He whispered after a while, "I thought so before I was kicked out of the house."

He also thought that his family had always loved him, and it would only be a moment to get angry again, but in the blink of an eye for almost half a year, his family had never softened and ignored him.

Ji Shuyan frowned, he knew how stiff Duan Zhi's relationship with his family was.

The bougainvillea in the yard bloomed, and the wind sent a light fragrance of flowers. It was almost winter. Maybe it was because of standing outside for a long time that Ji Shuyan felt a little cold for no reason.

Seeing that Ji Shuyan didn't speak, Duan Zhi still couldn't hold back, and quickly hugged Ji Shuyan.

"I'm not trying to force you, I just think you can reconsider and don't tell him so quickly," he said, "Hiding Ji Yuan, or even your family, isn't necessarily a bad thing."

Ji Shuyan's eyes were a little dazed, he looked up at Duan Zhi, and wanted to say something, but Ji Yuan had already packed up, and came out with his small backpack, "I'm fine, I can go."

Ji Shuyan could only swallow his words back.

Duan Zhi gave him a deep look, "Then let's go, Uncle Ji."

Ji Shuyan said "Yes", and sent Ji Yuan and Duan Zhi outside the door.

"Be careful on the road." He whispered.

"Understood, you go back Uncle, I'll be back next week." Ji Yuan waved his hands happily.

When Ji Shuyan heard this sentence, he didn't know whether to cry or laugh, so he waved at him.

Duan Zhi's motorcycle drove away.

Ji Shuyan stood outside the door for a while before returning to the courtyard.

When passing through the flower stand in the courtyard, he casually thought of Ji Yuan and Duan Zhi just now, the two stood side by side, with similar ages and similar personalities.

No one would have guessed that one of them was his nephew and the other was his boyfriend.