you restrain yourself

Ji Shuyan leaned on Duan Zhi's shoulder and sighed slowly.

He originally thought it would be very difficult to say these words. In the first 33 years of his life, he has always followed the rules and never made mistakes.Only tonight, he seemed to finally have a little madness hidden in his bones and blood, trying to burn him to death.

But when he really said it, he calmed down instead, and it was not as difficult as he thought.

He felt a hand on his shoulder, and because he was too excited and too hard, he pinched his shoulder a little painfully.

He raised his head to look at Duan Zhi, the tip of his nose was still red, and there were a little teardrops on his eyelashes. He was so pretty, but he smiled.

"Is what you said true?" Duan Zhi stared at Ji Shuyan, his blood almost froze when he heard Ji Shuyan wanted to reject him, but now, his heart seemed to be beating again, "Clarify, Ji Shuyan, what do you mean?"

not enough.

He is like a person who has experienced ups and downs in the sea of ​​suffering. Ji Shuyan has said clearly enough, but he still feels that it is not enough. He must force Ji Shuyan to open his heart to see if there is someone hiding inside.

Ji Shuyan had never been forced to question like this before, his thin red lips parted, but he couldn't utter those words for a long time.

Duan Zhi didn't let him go, his forehead and Ji Shuyan were lightly pressed together, his eyelashes almost brushed Ji Shuyan's face, "Please, Uncle Ji, tell me, do you really like me?"

Ji Shuyan clenched Duan Zhi's sleeves, closed his eyes, and nodded his head like a boat sinking, "I like it."

Of course I like it, otherwise how could he become so unlike himself.

He thought that his whole life would be a dry pond, but Duan Zhi was like a flying bird, unintentionally landing on the surface of the water, disturbing all his peace.

These words broke all of Duan Zhi's calmness.

He thought that he was going to be rejected by Ji Shuyan, that Ji Shuyan would not love him, and would never see him again, all his expectations were in vain.

But in a twist of fate, he got such a confession in the end.

"Uncle Ji," Duan Zhi murmured, "Ji Shuyan."

He held Ji Shuyan in his arms, kissed Ji Shuyan's cold skin, kissed his ears, kissed his soft lips, entangled, asking Ji Shuyan to open his lips and teeth to welcome him in.

They hid under this low wall, and Duan Zhi's tall figure completely surrounded Ji Shuyan tightly, as if hiding a treasure that could only be spied on by him.

Ji Shuyan didn't refuse either, and allowed Duan Zhi to push him further.

In this secluded and uninhabited alley, no one will pass by at this time, only they are entangled under the wall.The sweet-scented osmanthus on the wall left a little cool fragrance, and a few golden broken flowers fell from the branches and leaves, and fell on their hair tips and shoulders.

"I really thought you were going to reject me just now," Duan Zhi kissed Ji Shuyan, his voice was broken, and he seemed to touch Ji Shuyan's lips with his lips, "I thought you were going to tell me that you were only wavering to me for a while. , I'm just infatuated with you for a while, it's not really a relationship."

Ji Shuyan was fascinated by the kiss.

He is still not used to such a passionate kiss, young and reckless, it is clearly late autumn night, but his body can't help but heat up, he can't help rubbing and entangled, like a vine climbing a tree, inseparable.

It's terrible, the enthusiasm is too much to bear, Ji Shuyan thought, it can't be like this every day in the future.

After kissing for a long time, he vaguely felt that Duan Zhi had let go of him, his lips parted, and cool air rushed in.

He looked up at Duan Zhi, his heart was still pounding.

He saw Duan Zhi grab his hand, put it on his cheek, and asked in a low voice, "Can you say it again, Ji Shuyan, that you like me?"

Ji Shuyan didn't hesitate this time, and said again, "I like you."

Since he chose to have a showdown with Duan Zhi, he didn't want to be a deserter again.

He touched the side of Duan Zhi's face with his hand, and said with difficulty, "Since I said it, I won't take it back. I am not acting on a whim, nor am I soft-hearted towards you. When I say I like you, I really want to be with you." Always...together."

He is still a little unaccustomed to saying such love words. In fact, he should promise more, promise a stable and long-term company, but Duan Zhi is a man, and he is a man who is ten years younger than him. I took it back by myself.

Because he didn't know whether Duan Zhi needed such a "long time".

Duan Zhi's heart skipped a beat.

He looked at Ji Shuyan, not even knowing what to say.

His Ji Shuyan, his Uncle Ji, is like a long-lasting dream, so beautiful that it is almost unreal.

Obviously at the beginning, he only wanted Ji Shuyan to respond to his feelings, but when the day really came, Ji Shuyan gave him more, which aroused his greed.

He wished he could lock Ji Shuyan by his side forever, so that he was always under his nose, even if he closed his eyes one day, Ji Shuyan would still be by his side.

It was hard for him to describe his mood, so he could only gently rub his face against the back of Ji Shuyan's hand, and said in a low voice, "This must not be a dream, or I will go crazy when I wake up."

Ji Shuyan laughed.

"Look at how promising you are." He whispered, but his tone was very indulgent.

Duan Zhi didn't deny it, but also smiled, "That's all I can do."

The shadow of the sweet-scented osmanthus tree swayed gently in the night wind. A cat slipped past the wall lightly, leaving footprints like plum blossoms. They huddled under this small square wall. No one knew them, no one See the emotions surging in this alley.

Only they themselves know.

Duan Zhi hugged Ji Shuyan in his arms again, he groped for Ji Shuyan's waist, Ji Shuyan also seemed to be tired, and leaned his face on his shoulder.

Both of them were calming their beating hearts.

Rubbing Ji Shuyan's hair with his chin, Duan Zhi said suddenly, "Actually, I've been thinking about how to confess my love to you all afternoon today."

Ji Shuyan said "Huh?" and raised his head slightly.

He still wants to hear it.

Duan Zhi let go of Ji Shuyan a little, and looked at him seriously, "I know that I am still too young, immature, and unreliable for you. You have already achieved a successful career and are outstanding, while I have just begun my life. I myself feel..."

Not good enough for you.

These four words were stuck in Duan Zhi's throat, and he couldn't utter them for a long time. Ji Shuyan felt that he was too young, so why didn't he feel that Ji Shuyan was walking too fast.

He is only 21 today, young and ineffective.

It is true that he is better than his peers and has a superior family background, but which one is his, how long will it take him to stand shoulder to shoulder with Ji Shuyan.

Ji Shu listened to half of what he said, but didn't wait for the second half of the sentence, and looked up at Duan Zhi suspiciously.

Duan Zhi rubbed the corner of his eyes with his thumb, "It's nothing, I just want to say, don't be afraid, don't feel that you have to be responsible to me. You like me, and I like you, then let's try to fall in love, but what if One day, if you think I'm not good, you can throw me away at any time." He smiled, "You just treat it as a probationary period, and when you are satisfied, you can make me a regular."

Ji Shuyan frowned, and said in a low voice, "Nonsense."

Duan Zhi knew that Ji Shuyan would react in this way.

Ji Shuyan has such a personality, he thinks deeply about everything he does, looks indifferent, but treats people he approves with all his heart and soul. Once Ji Shuyan said he likes him, he will never leave him casually.

He likes it very much, but he doesn't want to be a burden to Ji Shuyan.

"I'm serious. You have the right to accept me, and you have the right to reject me. There is no rule that you must lock yourself on me." When he said this, his eyes dimmed slightly, but he quickly laughed again , kissed Ji Shuyan's fingertips, "But if... one day you think that I am good enough to let you surrender all your feelings, just live with me for the rest of your life."

He looked at Ji Shuyan with bright eyes, like Endymion who was loved by the moon god in mythology, and he was incredibly handsome.

Ji Shuyan was startled, and then laughed dumbly.

What a child, it is so easy to talk about a lifetime.

He shouldn't be trusting.

But Duan Zhi's eyes were so serious, he couldn't help feeling that this was not impossible.

He stared at Duan Zhi for a while, then nodded, "Okay."

I agree with what you said.

Even though his mind was full of thoughts, he couldn't bear to shake Duan Zhi's mind at this moment.

After all, it was a little embarrassing to kiss each other under the walls of other people's homes. Ji Shuyan vaguely heard footsteps, and gently pushed Duan Zhi, "Stop being coquettish, let's go."

Duan Zhi was a little reluctant, but obediently let go of Ji Shuyan.

The two held hands again and walked towards Ji Shuyan's villa.

On the way, Ji Shuyan was still in a daze, feeling incredible—he and Duan Zhi are together?

He looked back at Duan Zhi, his eyes were even a little confused.

Duan Zhi asked, "What's wrong?"

Ji Shuyan tilted his head to look at him, his snow-white face soaked in the warm light, like a beautiful and expensive cat.

"You're mine..." Ji Shuyan was a little ashamed to speak, the courage he had just confessed to had disappeared without a trace, and he uttered those three words with difficulty, "Boyfriend?"

He was already ready to be single, but who would have thought that at the age of 33, he would actually have a young male lover.

It's really "disrespecting the old", the bigger the more undeserved.

Ji Shuyan strongly criticized himself in his heart.

However, Duan Zhi was so excited by these three words that his heart was half sore, and the tip of his heart seemed to have been soaked in honey, flowing into his limbs and bones.

The bright streetlights made Ji Shuyan nowhere to hide.

Ji Shuyan's usually cold and pale face was already flushed, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he was too embarrassed to look at him.

It makes people want to bully even more.

He stopped in his tracks, bent slightly, and got very close to Ji Shuyan, their eyes met, and the corners of his lips hooked slightly, "Well, from today on, I'm your boyfriend."

Duan Zhi: Have you seen this beautiful man in the photo?He is my boyfriend Ji Shuyan.He didn't get lost, he just wanted to show you.