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After dinner, it was time for Ji Yuan's long-awaited fireworks display.

Because the fireworks need to be far away from the urban area, people who want to watch the fireworks have to take the bus arranged by the resort, and they will be picked up in a unified way. Except for the people inside the resort, outsiders can go there after paying the tickets.

During the meal, Ji Yuan kept his head down and chatted with people on WeChat. When he was about to gather for the bus, he tugged on Ji Shuyan's sleeve, "Uncle, I called Senior Zhuang to watch the fireworks together. I bought the tickets and went directly to the meeting place to wait for us."

Senior Zhuang?

Ji Shuyan thought for a while before he remembered that the boy he met on the plane was Zhuang Chengjun, and he went to the same university as Ji Yuan and Duan Zhi.

"Oh, then let him come." Ji Shuyan had no objection, thinking that there would be more people, and he and Duan Zhi would be a little awkward, so it was just right for several people to adjust the atmosphere.

But he soon discovers that he has really overestimated his slippery nephew.

When they arrived at the fireworks display, Zhuang Chengjun was already waiting for them at the door. It was like a park. The place where the fireworks were set off was on the other side of the river. Tourists were scattered on the hillside, and the benches were scattered in the forest. You can choose your favorite place to watch .

Ji Shuyan had originally picked a bench under a tree, which could just sit four people, and had just waited peacefully for the fireworks show to start, but Ji Yuan suddenly wanted to buy egg waffles.

Ji Shuyan glanced up and down at Ji Yuan's not round belly, very suspicious that there was a dimensional bag in it, and he wasn't fat, how could he be so edible.

He waved his hand wearily, "Go."

Ji Yuan ran away in a hurry, followed by Mr. Zhuang Cheng, saying that he was going with him.

Only Ji Shuyan and Duan Zhi were left on the bench.

Originally, Ji Yuan and Zhuang Chengjun didn't feel it when they were there, but as soon as they left, Duan Zhi was sitting less than half a meter away from him, Ji Shuyan always felt that the air became anxious.

He comforted himself, it's okay, Ji Yuan will be back soon.

But until the fireworks started, Ji Yuan disappeared without a trace, and the first firework had already exploded in the sky, Ji Shuyan received Ji Yuan's text message.

"Uncle, the viewing angle of the dessert shop is also good. Senior Zhuang and I will not come back, and we will just eat and watch here."

Later, an emoji of a puppy wagging its tail was posted.

Ji Shuyan: "..."

He stared at the swaying puppy butt, and really wanted to bring Ji Yuan over and beat him up.

Duan Zhi noticed Ji Shuyan's expression and asked, "What's wrong?"

The firework show had already started, and the tourists onlookers gradually became agitated. Many people stood up directly from their positions, and their voices and cheers became louder.

Ji Shuyan had no choice but to move a little closer to Duan Zhi, "Ji Yuan said he won't be coming back, so it's just the two of us watching."

Duan Zhi was startled, apparently he hadn't thought of it either.

The fireworks in the sky continued to explode, the colors were gorgeous, gold, silver and pink were intertwined, and blossoming peonies bloomed in the sky.

The two of them didn't talk anymore, they looked up at the performance not far away.

Ji Shuyan has never watched fireworks shows. In his opinion, this romantic atmosphere is only suitable for couples, or men and women who are still in an ambiguous period. In countless movies and TV shows, the hero and heroine watch the fireworks exploding outside together. There's always something romantic going on.

Now he is sitting under a tree watching the fireworks, and the person sitting next to him is Duan Zhi.

He couldn't help turning his head and glanced to the side. Under the fireworks, Duan Zhi's eyes seemed extraordinarily beautiful. They were originally a light amber color, reflecting the bright fireworks, almost like precious gemstones hidden on velvet.

His lips are also beautiful, thin and soft, especially sexy when he smiles, as if waiting to be kissed.

Ji Shuyan mistakenly thought he was a slut in the past, and it was inseparable from his face. It was so charming that he felt his heart swaying just by looking at it.

Ji Shuyan smiled, thinking that he was looking for a reason to excuse him, obviously he was prejudiced, but he also thought, if he hadn't fallen in love with him, Duan Zhi would have had a more beautiful love affair with mutual gratification.

Who would refuse such a boy.

Enthusiasm, sincerity, and sincerity.

There should be a boy of the right age to hold Duan Zhi's hand and sit under the tree with him to watch the fireworks, not a man in his thirties.

He can't give Duan Zhi anything.

Youth, love, sincerity, he has none of it.

Probably because his gaze stayed there for too long, Duan Zhi turned his head and asked a little strangely, "What's wrong, is there something on my face?"

"No," Ji Shuyan shook his head, feeling a little sad for some reason, but he looked at Duan Zhi and asked again, "I have a question for you."

"You ask."

Ji Shuyan hesitated for a while, "You said that the first time you met me was at the Xiangcheng high-speed railway station. You have liked me since then, but why I have no impression after thinking about it for a long time."

This was what Duan Zhi said when he confessed to him, and he didn't pursue it at that time, thinking that this question was meaningless.

But after two days of careful thinking, he still couldn't remember it, so that he suspected that Duan Zhi had identified the wrong person.

He asked again, "How can you be sure that's me? Could it be... You just like the wrong person?"

I don't know why, but when he said this, his heart trembled.

But Duan Zhi quickly shook his head.

"I remember correctly," Duan Zhi affirmed, "I was a little bit hypoglycemic that day, sitting on the bench by the exit, going back and forth only you noticed me, touched my forehead to see if I had a fever, and He gave me a box of candy and an umbrella, and said that it was raining outside, so don’t get wet. I still remember that you were wearing a camel coat that day.”

At that time, he was at an annoying age, impatient with everything, but standing in front of him, Ji Shuyan seemed to let out a ray of light from the sky, suddenly illuminating the surroundings.

He didn't know that it was a heartbeat, and after the crowd left, he never saw Ji Shuyan again.

Originally, he thought that he would never meet again in this life, and it could only be a pity, but one occasional spring, he followed Ji Yuan back home, and in that verdant little villa, he saw Mrs. Ji Shuyan.

"You don't even know how happy I was when I went to your house for the first time," Duan Zhi smiled at Ji Shuyan, "I also thought about whether I was just infatuated with you for a while, maybe it wasn't love, but with In the past six months with you, instead of being sober, I closed my eyes and thought of you. There are so many things I want to do with you, I even..."

I thought about spending the rest of my life with you.

Duan Zhi didn't say this sentence.

It was too heavy and hasty, he was only 20 years old, and his love was just beginning, for someone like Ji Shuyan, the rest of his life was nothing.

Ji Shuyan didn't expect that he would get a confession like Duan Zhi's by asking him casually.

He stared blankly at Duan Zhi, not knowing what to say.

Duan Zhi also knew that he had lost his composure, he didn't want to do this, he didn't want to win Ji Shuyan's affection today, he just wanted to watch the fireworks quietly with Ji Shuyan.

But people's emotions cannot always be controlled by themselves.

He looked at the fireworks that were coming to an end, and said in a low voice, "Uncle Ji, I still have no way not to like you. What I said to you yesterday was false. I can't see you again at all. I want to see you and listen to you." Your voice, I want to stay in the same room with you, and I don’t want to be hated by you. I also want to be an ordinary junior and not cause you trouble, but it’s too difficult. "

He turned his head to look at Ji Shuyan, forced a smile, "Give me a period of adaptation, don't push me out of the door, I will work hard, I will try...not to embarrass you so much."

Ji Shuyan was really stunned this time.

Duan Zhi laughed uglier than crying.

He had seen Duan Zhi's eyes turn red, he had seen Duan Zhi look at him terribly, but it was the first time he saw Duan Zhi in such pain.

On the night of the confession, Duan Zhi was also sad, but at that time he was calm and self-possessed, and he could control himself not to be embarrassed.

But this time, Ji Shuyan's thumb brushed the corner of Duan Zhi's eye, and his heart was so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

He knew that rationally he should refuse, he should make Duan Zhi sober, and stop wasting time on unnecessary things.

But emotionally, he couldn't do it.

He hesitantly stretched out his hand, pressed Duan Zhi's neck, let his head rest on his body lightly.

He has no experience in coaxing people, he can only learn how to coax Ji Yuan when he was a child, and lightly patted Duan Zhi on the back, "I told you I won't push you out."

He didn't tell Duan Zhi to find someone else earlier and forget about him, although he thought so in his heart.

He can't give Duan Zhi anything, but it's okay to be a temporary safe haven.

Duan Zhi leaned on his shoulder, and Ji Shuyan had a very faint aroma of black tea, which matched this autumn night that was getting cooler.

He heard the voices of the crowd around him, the laughter of children, and the voices of the staff nervously maintaining order.

The fireworks are almost over.

And he got a hug from Ji Shuyan.

In the last few seconds of the fireworks falling, he secretly held Ji Shuyan's little finger.