Dazai is so cute

"I like you, Dazai."

……Ugh?

is that a lie?

Chuya said... like me?

Osamu Dazai's mind froze, and he even suspected that he hadn't woken up.

And Nakahara looked at Osamu Dazai's injury, and his face became ugly.

He sighed softly: "Lie down first, okay?"

Osamu Dazai lay down in a daze.

Zhong Yuanzhong also put away the medicine box, and when he was about to get up, the slight pull from his little finger made him stop.

This force is really small, so small that as long as Zhong Yuanzhong moves slightly, he can break free.

But he didn't do that, instead he sat back beside the bed: "What's wrong?"

Zhongyuan Zhong also asked this person softly.

"...Some, I can't believe it."

Osamu Dazai had already planned his exit when he got that magical [book].The only surprise was that he fell in love with his partner.

He never thought that Zhong would respond to him from the beginning to the end.After all, in the [book], he never saw that 'Nakahara Chuya' would be with 'Dazai Osamu'.

...Is this really not a dream?

If this is a dream, please let me never wake up.

"This is not a dream." Nakahara also guessed Osamu Dazai's thoughts, lowered his head, and gently kissed his eyelids, "This is not a dream... Dazai."

The temperature on the eyelids is warm, and the wound on the chest is a little painful.

Osamu Dazai took Chuya Nakahara's hand, and slowly clenched it tightly: "... Chuya."

"Ah."

"Zhongye."

"Ah."

No matter how many times Osamu Dazai called Chuya Nakahara's name, he always responded immediately.

"It hurts, Chuya."

Let me be a little... capricious.

Osamu Dazai pursed his lips, and his voice was soft, with a hint of coquettishness: "Chuya... hug me, okay?"

Nakahara didn't hesitate either, he dimmed the lights, left a night light, walked to the other side of the bed, approached Osamu Dazai and lay down, carefully avoiding the wound, and hugged the child in his arms.

——Although it actually seemed that Dazai was holding him in his arms.

Osamu Dazai showed a happy smile like a child.

Zhong Yuanzhong also patted him on the back: "Go to sleep."

"Ok!"

Osamu Dazai lightly rubbed Nakahara Chuya's hair, and closed his eyes satisfied.

*

"Chuya...can I stop drinking?"

"Granules, or traditional Chinese medicine, choose one."

Osamu Dazai: "..." Does this make any difference!

In the leader's room, Osamu Dazai was half lying on the head of the bed, and Nakahara Nakaya was holding a granule in one hand and a Chinese medicine packet in the other, asking his leader.

Osamu Dazai shrank his neck: "Chong, granule..."

At least the granules are not that bitter!

"That's Chinese medicine."

Osamu Dazai:? ? ?

Looking at the lover with rounded eyes and an unbelievable face in front of him, Nakahara Nakaya calmly took the physical examination report on one side, and flicked the paper with his fingers: "Do you need me to say the results of the report one by one? ,leader?"

Chuya Nakahara's voice was quite calm, but how could Osamu Dazai fail to hear the anger hidden under this calm voice?The tiny fluff on the back of the neck all exploded because of this, and the black-haired boy who knew what he had done before was completely shocked.

He shrank his neck, and his voice was like a mosquito: "No, no need... I'll just drink the medicine obediently..."

After confirming the relationship, Osamu Dazai never said a word of "no" when facing Chuya Nakahara - he is so obedient, even Chuya Nakahara feels a little distressed when he is so obedient.

And...cute too.

It's cute to secretly observe your own movements.

The action of being so bitter that he sticks out his tongue is very cute.

The movement of playing with fingers is also cute.

All in all, it's lovely.

"I shared some documents with my eldest sister, and I took them over because the leader must personally review them."

Zhong Yuanzhong also set up the small table and put the documents on it: "However, the working time should not exceed two hours. You can read books and play games. I have already told Yin to let her calculate the time. If I come back Seeing that you are still working...hehe."

Osamu Dazai moved his fingers: "Are you going out too?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also reached out and rubbed his hair: "Isn't it the task you gave at the meeting before?"

...oh yeah, and there's this thing coming.

Osamu Dazai puffed his cheeks in frustration.

"...?"

As soon as the touch on the lips left, Osamu Dazai's eyes widened slightly, and then he bent his eyes happily, with a soft voice: "Nazhong also come back soon~"

"Do not worry."

Nakahara Chuya stretched out his hand and pinched Osamu Dazai's cheek, and asked again worriedly: "Remember to eat on time, don't stay up late, and heal your wounds obediently, huh?"

"I know, I know, Chuya looks like an old lady." Osamu Dazai waved his hand, his eyes brightened.

Zhongyuan Zhong also had no choice but to say, "Then I'm leaving."

Maomao waved: "Bye bye~ Be careful all the way~"

Zhong Yuanzhong also left.

Osamu Dazai's smile disappeared after Chuya Nakahara left.

Get up from the bed, go to the bookshelf, take out the last book in the fourth column, and slowly open it.

It was still blank, with no writing on it.

Osamu Dazai clenched his fingers tightly, and the pages of the book were wrinkled by him.

"…why?"

There are no words on the pages of the book, which means that the description is still Zhongye, and it has not been overwritten by anyone else... Then why?

Why... Zhong suddenly treats me so well?

His mind was in a mess, and Osamu Dazai stood there in a daze.

So my plan... what to do?

What should I do?

Originally, I was already very happy that Oda Saku was still alive, raising children and writing novels.I never expected... Zhong would respond to me.

Chuya...has it really not been replaced?

Thinking of the commotion in the conference room, a great panic suddenly enveloped Osamu Dazai.

...that's not my Chuya.

The boy squatted down and put his arms around his head.He threw the blank book on the ground.

Right...that's right, that's not my Chuya.

Osamu Dazai shrank himself in the shadows, as if he was convincing himself, or hypnotizing himself, he kept repeating this sentence in his heart.

so i can complete my plan...

Before Osamu Dazai finished thinking, a coat fell on his head, and he was hugged in his arms.

"What's wrong? Is there anything uncomfortable?"

The familiar voice made Osamu Dazai want to cry, the young leader grabbed his coat and shook his head.

It's not that Nakahara didn't fail to notice the pure white book on the carpet, but more important than this book is Osamu Dazai who suddenly felt out of sorts in front of him.

Osamu Dazai reached out and grabbed Nakahara Chuya's clothes, his voice was empty.

"...Can you return Chuuya to me?"

Don't... make me nostalgic for this world anymore.

Zhong Yuanzhong was also stunned.

The child in front of him shrank himself into a ball, rejecting everyone in his safe zone.

Nakahara, who originally thought Dazai Osamu was fine, didn't know how he felt, he just felt that he clenched his hands tightly, and his heart was heavy.

He is Dazai Zhi, the Dazai Zhi who strategizes and predicts things like a god.

At this time, like a toddler without any offensive power, he revealed his most vulnerable side.

Nakahara didn't intend to let Osamu Dazai stay like this, he had an idea in his mind, moved his lips, and his voice was hoarse.

"I see."

He picked up the book.

Dazai's heart skipped a beat.

Zhongye?What are you doing...?

Zhong Yuanzhong also looked at the pure white page in his hand, and was even more sure that the fragmentary memory in his mind was real.

The ochre-haired boy took out the pen expressionlessly.

Osamu Dazai panicked: "Wait...Wait Chuya!"

Don't write!Don't write on it! ! !

At this time, Osamu Dazai could no longer care about why Nakahara Chuya knew about the existence of [Book], he quickly reached out to stop it, but Nakahara Chuya avoided it.

Zhong Yuanzhong also wrote the first stroke.

Osamu Dazai showed an almost desperate expression.

He closed his eyes, and suddenly rushed towards Zhongyuan Zhongye. The two young boys fell together, and the [book] in Zhongyuan Zhongye's hand flew out, and the pages of the book fell face down on the ground.

The wound burst open, and Osamu Dazai could no longer feel the pain. He hugged Nakahara Chuya tightly, but he didn't dare to make any movements.

I also wrote on it.

It was my fault... it was my fault!

Zhongye, my Zhongye will also be replaced...

Nakahara also noticed Dazai Osamu's faint trembling, sighed silently in his heart, and stretched out his hand to gently rub his hair.

"You don't want me to leave so much, so why lie to yourself, Dazai?"

"...Woo..."

Chuya Nakahara's gentle voice completely broke Osamu Dazai.

"I know you're afraid, and I know you don't think it's true." Nakahara also hugged the child in his arms, "Believe in yourself more, Dazai. You deserve my love, and you deserve everything I give to love you. "

"Even if you don't believe in yourself, you still have to believe in me who loves you?" Nakahara Chuya smiled softly, "I am your Nakahara Chuya, the one who was unwilling to beat you when we first met and worked hard to become a partner The Central Plains Chuya who cares about you and protects you so far."

Osamu Dazai said in a muffled voice, "...don't go."

"I do not go."

"Will you always stay by my side?"

"I can."

"Will you always love me?"

"of course."

Nakahara Chuya raised his upper body, lowered his head and rubbed the tip of Dazai Osamu's nose, and said that sentence again.

"Stay with me, Dazai."

Osamu Dazai stared at the sea water that was about to drown him, and immersed himself in it willingly.

He said.

"it is good."

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