Dazai is so cute

"...Zhongye?"

Shuji Tsushima didn't know what Sora had done. He woke up and found no one else. After waiting for a while, he heard the sound of the door opening, and subconsciously called out Nakahara Chuya's name.

"Ah."

Zhong Yuanzhong also responded subconsciously: "...it's me."

Sensing something from Chuya Nakahara's tone, Shuji Tsushima's heart trembled slightly.

【null? 】

Sora didn't reply, and even the system fell silent.

Shuji Tsushima understood, sighed inwardly, then stretched out his hand in the direction of Nakahara Chuya, and was held as expected, the black-haired boy bent his eyes, and put his hand on his right cheek.

"Chuya, what do you want to ask?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also approached him, and said in a low voice: "...Why do you think I don't want you now?"

Originally thinking that he would ask himself why he committed suicide, Shuji Tsushima was slightly taken aback, opened his mouth, and smiled softly.

"It's different in ..., but you are the same as them, and you call me the leader."

The little boy said aggrievedly: "...you don't call me by my name anymore."

Nakahara Chuya: "..."

That's it?

Nakahara only felt a little unbelievable, but this matter was placed on Shuji Tsushima...but he felt reasonable.

Before Chuya Nakahara could speak, Shuji Tsushima squeezed his hand tightly.

"Chuya is becoming more and more respectful to me, and his actions are becoming more and more mature...Of course it's not that it's bad! It's just...just..." Shuji Tsushima whimpered, "I just think... Chuya doesn't need me anymore, say Maybe in Nakaya's eyes, I'm just the 'leader', not 'Dazai Osamu'."

This made me feel panicked.

Am I doing something wrong, or is there something I'm pissing off?

Nakahara Chuya moved his fingers slightly and sighed softly.

"I didn't, I just... After you became the leader, I feel that I can no longer rely on you like before."

"You are my partner, my leader, and even more my lover."

Shuji Tsushima repeated in a daze: "...lover?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also pursed his lips, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "...Sorry, it seems that I am the only one who thinks so."

"No...!" Shuji Tsushima subconsciously said, and even approached Nakahara Nakaya, but suddenly lost his strength and fell into the arms of the young man.

"Be careful."

"I didn't..." Shuji Tsushima hugged Chuya Nakahara tightly, "I, I..."

Zhong Yuan Zhong also suddenly blessed his heart: "...you don't think that I don't regard you as a lover, do you?"

Shuji Tsushima felt guilty for a moment, and then said confidently: "Because Chuya didn't say anything!"

Zhong Yuanzhong also retorted: "I obviously slept with you!"

Shuji Tsushima was shocked: "Isn't it Chuya, you are obviously a member of the mafia, but you are so innocent! Did you go to bed with a lover! No...you haven't slept with anyone else?!"

The cobalt blue eyes narrowed dangerously: "Have you ever slept with someone else?"

Shuji Tsushima: "..."

The boy hummed twice: "No."

Zhong Yuanzhong also laughed angrily: "Then you still talk about me."

Shuji Tsushima raised the corners of his mouth unconsciously: "Well, we're not the same."

"The second question." Zhongyuan Zhong also touched the little head in his arms, "Why did you commit suicide?"

--coming.

Shuji Tsushima didn't choose to hide it this time - even if he did, once he saw the novel, Chuka would know it sooner or later.

"Because... I want to protect Chuya." Shuji Tsushima bent the corner of his mouth, "Originally, I just wanted to protect Odasaku at first, because our world is just an extension from the main world, a certain possibility ( If) world, the [book] of our world is nothing but a prop that can be replaced at any time..."

"Once words are written on it, our world can be replaced at any time," Tsushima Shuji hugged Chuya Nakahara tightly, "There are many possible worlds, once our world is replaced, it can never be restored. Moreover, the fact of [the book] cannot be known by more than two people, otherwise, the world risks being destroyed."

"I can't afford to bet on... Chuya."

I can't put you on the scale, I don't want to lose you if I lose anyone... because only you are real to me at that time, so I can only keep silent and watch you go further and further away.

But I'm too tired, it's really tiring to protect the world... I still haven't been understood, and I was pointed at by Oda Saku, really... so wronged.

Zhong Yuanzhong also hugged the childish little guy no matter how old he was in his arms without saying a word.

"I didn't abandon you. At that time, I thought that you didn't want me anymore," Shuji Tsushima said in a rather aggrieved tone, "So... I arranged everything. Anyway, there is my will. Even if Mr. Mori doesn't come back, the next The candidate for the leader will also be Zhongye."

Zhong Yuanzhong also sighed softly, feeling helpless, distressed, self-blame and so on mixed in his heart, he lightly rubbed the hair of the child in his arms: "...I was also at fault."

He should have found out what was wrong earlier, held this person earlier, and shared the responsibility with this person earlier.

Instead of asking nothing, thinking that this guy knows everything and understands everything, but forgets that Dazai is also human... Dazai is just a fragile 'child' that's all.

"The third question," Zhongya Nakahara's voice softened, "Where is this place? How did you appear here?"

Shuji Tsushima: "...these are already two questions, Chuya."

"Then let's answer together."

"I was asked to come here to find something." Shuji Tsushima didn't hide anything, "This is Honmaru, and those people outside are Token Fusangshin."

"What are you looking for?" Zhong Yuanzhong also thought of what happened in the ruins, "That shiny golden light?"

"That's right~" Shuji Tsushima smiled softly, "After all, I used to be the savior~ Although I don't want this title myself."

Zhong Yuanzhong also lowered his eyes and thought for a while: "I see."

The young man paused: "Is there anything you want to ask me?"

"Ask what?" Tsushima Shuji got up from Nakahara Nakaya's arms and stretched.

"Qizhongya, why didn't you give me any news for a year before? Why did you ask Zhongye why you contacted Mr. Ranpo?" The black-haired boy shrugged, "Oh, I know the reason~ So I don't care if I ask or not." It's all right~"

The young man's relaxed tone made Zhong Yuan aware of something, but this hint of inspiration passed too quickly, and Zhong Yuan Zhong also did not grasp it.

"I want to take a bath, I want to take a bath~" Shuji Tsushima rubbed his cheeks, his eyes showing disgust, "I feel like my whole body smells like blood, it smells so bad."

Isn't it all the smell of blood? I was injured on purpose before, but I was covered in blood.

Zhong Yuanzhong also paused: "You are alone..."

"I'm fine by myself~" Tsujima Shuji raised his final voice, "Naka ​​is too worried~ Although I can't see, I can sense my surroundings with magic power~ Don't worry, don't worry, I've been fine for a long time La!"

"I see." Nakahara got up, "I'm in the room, call me if you need anything."

"Okay~"

Walking into the bathroom with a smile, after the door was locked, the smile on Shuji Tsushima's face became a little helpless.

【…Come on, why did you do this? 】

Kong Kong said cautiously: 【I just want...to make you happy. 】

[Next time, don't make up your own mind. 】Shuji Tsushima said seriously, 【I don't like others to decide my affairs arbitrarily, especially in the name of what is best for me. 】

Sora: [I see, I'm sorry... I won't do this again, master. 】

【...Then, about Mr. Nakahara? 】

Shuji Tsushima smiled and turned on the shower.

【Kong, I don't have to be in the middle. 】

Besides, Chuya hasn't noticed his problem until now.

【I don’t have any relationship with Zhongya now—whether it’s here or in reality.It's unexpected that Zhong will come, but it can only show...he's not busy recently. 】

【not to mention…】

Shuji Tsushima put his hand over his heart.

【Although my heart is still beating, it no longer hurts. 】

The teenager gave a relieved smile.

[I don't need to grab anything, so I can live hard. 】

[I have grown up. 】

The boy's eyes were clear, and the corners of his mouth were slightly raised.

"I let it go."

The author has something to say:

Meng Mengzai: Wait until I return to reality before falling in love! ! (very loud)

Gudazi: Woohoo, my son has grown up~

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Talking about it is equivalent to starting over, and the re-engagement is also after a show operation (cover the mouth of the spoiler).

Big guys, I was wrong, there are not enough manuscripts to save QAQ