What bad thoughts can Xueshen have?

In the following holidays, Luo Xiao didn't have to go to class anymore, but it seemed to be more difficult. He bought this calendar and came back and read it several times every day when he went in and out of the room.

Chi Yue still didn't send him a message, Luo Xiao comforted himself that they would meet soon, and then began to look forward to it again.

His emotions were too entangled, and he didn't find anything, but Luo's parents, Luo's mother, were very disturbed. Could it be that the child became bewildered and began to fear that he would not be able to adapt to college life?

Finally, the start of school at N University arrived. Half a month before the start of school was the time for military training, and he had to live in the school dormitory. Luo Xiao dragged his suitcase into the school he was familiar with, and headed straight for the dormitory.

Even though he was wearing a mask, he couldn't stop him from exuding a handsome aura, which attracted people's attention along the way.

Luo Xiao didn't look sideways, he hurried back to the dormitory to put away his things, and then went to the counselor to check which major Chi Yue was in.

A girl came towards Luo Xiao. She walked hurriedly, but her legs were no bigger than the other boy's.

"Brother, are you a freshman?" The boy walked up to him and asked.

Luo Xiao raised his eyes and glanced at him. Under the thin bangs, Luo Xiao's beautiful eyes met the person in front of him for a moment, the boy was stunned for a moment, and his ears turned red unconsciously.

Luo Xiao: "Yes."

The boy cleared his throat, and reached out to carry Luo Xiao's suitcase: "I'll take you there and lead you the way."

Luo Xiao gave way: "No, thank you."

The boy said: "I am your senior, I should."

The girl who was walking towards Luo Xiao folded her arms and complained to the people around her very angrily: "Can these guys go find the juniors? Why are they also robbing the juniors? Isn't it unreasonable?"

Luo Xiao persuaded the senior to quit, and continued walking while pushing the suitcase, when someone patted his shoulder suddenly, Luo Xiao's heart tightened, and he suddenly turned his head to look.

Ke Xuyao ​​was behind him, also dragging a suitcase, and nodded at Luo Xiao.

Luo Xiao's raised smile faded a bit, and he said, "Brother Yao, what a coincidence."

Ke Xuyao ​​said, "Well, I just saw you."

Physics and mathematics are not separated, and the two second-level colleges are neighbors. Luo Xiao met Ke Xuyao ​​when he was in the advanced course, and it is not surprising to see him now.

Luo Xiao inquired about Ke Xuyao's dormitory, only to find out that they live in the same dormitory building, and it is a real fate that they can be assigned to a dormitory building for college boys.

Ke Xuyao ​​didn't talk much, but he would respond to every word Luo Xiao said. The two separated when they walked downstairs in the dormitory. Luo Xiao was the first to arrive at the dormitory. Go to the building where the counselor is located.

The counselor was very impressed with Luo Xiao, and it was also the benefit of reporting half a year in advance. Luo Xiao checked all the admission lists with the counselor's computer. There were 5000 people. Luo Xiao searched several times, but did not find Chi Yue's name.

After repeatedly confirming that there are no more lists, at this moment, the corners of Luo Xiao's raised lips became stiff.

Chi Yue, he didn't come.

Luo Xiao didn't know how he left the counselor's office. He kept recalling that a few months ago, when he was sitting on the sofa in the hotel, did Chi Yue really tell him that he would come to N University and asked him to wait? he.

Is it true that all the expectations are his imagination.

Luo Xiao pursed his lips, feeling the pain in his heart. There was no news, no contact, no intersection. Ever since they separated, the distance between them has been constantly being drawn away, thinking that if they move forward, they will meet again. Unexpectedly, when he was waiting at the appointed place, the other party did not come.

The moment he poured all his hopes into nothing, standing in the scorching sun, he seemed to be stuffed in an ice cellar, and it was cold everywhere.

Luo Xiao pursed his lips tightly. He took out his mobile phone. The dialog between Chi Yue and him had been on the top for some time. The last message was on the day of the college entrance examination. He wished Chi Yue more blessings, but Chi Yue didn't reply.

Luo Xiao walked downstairs in the dormitory, his face was very pale, and he had no strength to go upstairs again. He squatted on the ground and dialed Chen Zuozhou's phone number. At least, the head teacher knew Chi Yue's whereabouts.

Chen Zuozhou was very surprised by this phone call. He didn't expect Luo Xiao to call him. The question was still about Chi Yue. The two children had a good relationship and competed evenly with each other. It was just that one was escorted and the other was preparing for the exam at home. After the college entrance examination papers were handed in, Completely went their separate ways.

Holding the phone, Luo Xiao couldn't believe it, he repeated: "Big A?"

Chen Zuozhou was a little surprised by Luo Xiao's reaction. This child has always been very quiet and well-behaved.

Chen Zuozhou: "Well, Chi Yue's grades in the college entrance examination are very good, and he only filled in A major in his wish. Although he took a risk, it can be regarded as a combination of luck and strength. He was admitted, which is worthy of congratulations. You have such a good relationship. He Didn't mention it to you?"

Luo Xiao: "No, thank you teacher."

After hanging up the phone, Luo Xiao's last sliver of fantasy was broken. Chi Yue didn't want to come to N University as his first choice and only choice.

Ke Xuyao ​​who went downstairs didn't know when he discovered his existence. He saw a Luo Xiao who had never seen him before. The boy who used to have calm or curious eyes, now his eyes were a little empty and he was in a trance. , his complexion was very ugly, as if he was sick, or as if he had been hit by something, and he lost any vitality.

Ke Xuyao ​​approached, a little anxious: "Ill? I'll take you to the hospital."

Luo Xiao was holding the phone, his lips were bitten white, his eyes were trying to open without blinking, his eyes were full of mist, when he heard the voice of a familiar person, all his emotions suddenly tilted, Tears poured out, fingers clenched the phone too tightly, and veins bulged.

He squatted in the open space on the side of the dormitory building, crying so disregarding others, sobbing so hard that he whispered in a hoarse voice, "He didn't come."

"He didn't want to come."

"I didn't wait."

He didn't know if he was speaking to Ke Xuyao, and he kept repeating it regardless of whether the person in front of him could understand or not.

What is full of heart and eyes is the end of a person.

In fact, they have parted ways since that day a few months ago, but he didn't know until now.

In front of Chi Yue, there was an admission notice on the desk. The school started two days later. The room was tidy, and there was no sign that the owner of the room was going to travel far.

This is the place where Chi Yue lived the longest since he was a child. To him, this space probably belongs to him alone. The most familiar place should feel warm.

Chi Yue seldom lived in the Chi family. Before he could remember anything, his mother left with her luggage, and he was taken here by his grandfather, and he has grown up here ever since.

In the eyes of others, he is lucky, at least luckier than Chi Nian. He can be taught by the most authoritative elder alive in the Chi family.

However, only Chi Yue himself knew that grandpa didn't like him, perhaps because his mother made the Chi family too ugly when he left, and grandpa always hated him and Chi Nian.

When his grandma was alive, Chi Yue could still feel the warmth of family affection. When he was in elementary school, his grandma passed away, taking away the last trace of warmth in this house.

Grandpa educated him seriously and strictly demanded him, because he wanted to teach an outstanding child from the Chi family.Because the birth of Chi Nian was the beginning of the decline of the Chi family, he was more sinful than Chi Yue in the eyes of his grandfather; because Chi Yang was an illegitimate child in the past, he was not worthy; so, he, Chi Yue, was the only choice for Grandpa. That's all.

He always felt that growing up in such an environment was the price he should pay for his grandfather's teachings, and he accepted it frankly until...

Looking at the brightly colored admission notice in front of him, Chi Yue wrote the school name and school motto of University A in a chic and unrestrained way, and the sourness in his heart was beyond words.

In his dreams, he always looks like the admission letter from N University.

He woke up from the bed before dawn, and fell asleep after the early morning bell rang several times. He was locked in this house for dozens of days and nights. He used to be the number one in the grade who was looked up to by others. He was also afraid of leaving the class environment where no one admits defeat and competes with each other. He would lose touch with the outside world, lose the teaching that condenses the essence of the teachers of the attached middle school, and he would be surpassed by his peers at some inadvertent moment.

He was afraid of not being able to keep the appointment, so he worked harder than anyone else.

Finally, the hard work paid off, and he got excellent grades in the exam as he wished. When N University was right in front of him, and Luo Xiao seemed to be able to hold Luo Xiao's hand, his grandfather enrolled him in A University.

University A is very good, it is the leading prestigious school in China, what is even better is that University A is far away from N city.

The door was pushed open, and the old man stood by the door, looking at Chi Yue without saying a word, Chi Yue raised his eyes, and Grandpa only had indifference in his eyes.

Chi Yue lowered his eyes again, the focus of his sight was distracted, there was no more expression on his face, the freshness of the past faded away, and he was just a boy as boring as white paper.

This summer vacation, the old man has seen Chi Yue's current appearance countless times. Sitting in front of the desk like this, the clock hand is turning, passing day after day.

"Pack your luggage, I've booked you a plane ticket for tomorrow." The old man's voice was emotionless.

Chi Yue didn't reply.

Having experienced powerlessness so many times, he has become numb, and now he doesn't even have the desire to speak.

The old man said: "Live like a person, the Chi family doesn't have any cowards who would die and live for an unworthy person."

The corners of Chi Yue's lips twitched almost invisibly, as if he heard a very funny sentence.

After the old man finished his hard words, he did not forget to say soft words: "University A is the best university you can choose. You should study hard. Yours is not for romance. You should work hard for your future. As for marriage, In the future, grandpa will also pick the best and most outstanding girl for you, she will be knowledgeable, gifted, beautiful, and wise, and will be with you for a lifetime, then you will know the meaning of a partner, and grandpa will not harm you."

Hearing this, Chi Yue was silent for a long time before opening his mouth. His voice was hoarse after he hadn't spoken for a long time. He said, "Perhaps you should have taught your son this way in the past."

Chi Yue supported the seat to make himself sit upright. He hasn't eaten, drank or slept for a long time, and he doesn't feel hungry, thirsty or sleepy, but his voice is full of exhaustion: "Educate him, there must be a bottom line in life, Be loyal to your marriage, follow your arrangements, and don't cross the line..."

Every time Chi Yue said more, the old man's face became more ugly, and the hand holding the doorknob was also clenched tightly, his skin with age spots was full of wrinkles.

Chi Yue looked at the old man, his voice was still calm, as if he couldn't feel the old man's anger, and continued: "Why do you turn a blind eye to so many things, and you ignore every shameful thing your son does?" You can indulge, but you still want to hold my choice, wait for me to stage a discrete drama for you again?"

"Because no matter how bastard your father is, he doesn't like a man." The old man said loudly.

Chi Yue leaned back on the back of the chair, as if his remaining strength had been sucked away.

The room was dim, and a needle could be heard. After a long time, there was a hoarse laughter.

The author has something to say: sweet text, there are not many separate plots. QQ