What bad thoughts can Xueshen have?

The former small group is still lively every day. Several people are scattered in various places, but the relationship is becoming more and more familiar.

Chi Nian said: "I was planning to call you a few days ago, but my grandfather is getting old, he fell ill, and stayed in the hospital for more than half a month. Only after he was discharged yesterday can I call my brother."

Cao Zhuo asked, "Are you all right?"

Chi Nian didn't have much admiration for his grandfather, he didn't care too much and said, "It's nothing, I'm getting old, and it takes a long time to treat any minor illness."

Luo Xiao glanced at Chi Yue, and he knew the reason why he hadn't seen him at school for half a month.

Chi Yue felt Luo Xiao's gaze, looked back at him, smiled, and Luo Xiao looked away.

It is said that it is a whole fish feast, but it is really a whole fish feast. There are various kinds of fish and various recipes, and a long table is set up. Several people have had lunch and drank a little wine.

After the meal, Chi Nian and his two little friends took Cao Zhuo to play cards. Luo Xiao took advantage of the sunshine to go out for a stroll and enjoy the scenery. He also built a shed and began to charge for entry. Luo Xiao walked around the B&B for a long time, stopped at the residents' gymnasium, and sat on the swing looking into the distance.

The air here is much better than that in the urban area. I almost stay at N University on weekdays. I went out of the city with my teacher a few times and went to the northern cities. There are no such green mountains and green waters at all.

The swing swayed gently, Chi Yue came over from a distance, Luo Xiao stared at the face of the person who came, he hadn't seen him for a month, and felt that he seemed to be a little thinner.

Chi Yue walked to the swing beside Luo Xiao and sat down, rubbing the soles of his feet unconsciously on the ground. Luo Xiao turned his head and glanced at Chi Yue.

It is indeed thinner, the jaw line is obvious, which makes the whole person much sharper.

Chi Yue said: "I haven't sent you flowers for a long time, and I will make up for you when I go back to school."

Luo Xiao swung on the swing and said, "No, how is your grandpa?"

Chi Yue replied, "Everything is fine."

Luo Xiao nodded and didn't ask any more questions.

Chi Yue was silent for a few seconds, and said: "Grandpa arranged for Chi Nian to go abroad. I stayed in the hospital to take care of him these days. Firstly, I wanted to thank him, and secondly, I wanted to return everything I could to him."

Hearing what Chi Yue said, Luo Xiao felt a little panicked: "He is your relative and should be taken care of."

Chi Yue shook his head and explained: "My brother Chi Nian and I, the relationship with our family is more like a transaction, and we are the same in their eyes."

Luo Xiao actually didn't understand why relatives with blood relationship would get along in this way, but once at the riverside, Chi Yue told him that the family disputes were too chaotic.

"Grandpa endured his dislike for me and took me to raise him because my dad has no business talent, and the Chi family needs younger generations to take over this class."

Taking advantage of this topic, Chi Yue went on to say: "Grandpa taught me as a perfect robot. After learning that I like boys, he couldn't accept this kind of "flaw", so he repeatedly obstructed him. He is old-fashioned and stubborn, and has been in charge for many years. Qiang, back then, my wish was also changed by him, so I couldn’t come to you that year, I’m sorry, I let you down.”

Luo Xiao's eyes darkened, and he said, "After the coming-of-age ceremony, I haven't tried to contact you, I thought you were disappointed in me, you said people would leave when they were discouraged, I thought..."

Luo Xiao pursed his lips, feeling that it was a bit difficult to say, so he concealed the rest of the words, and changed his words: "But when you came to N University later, I knew I was wrong."

Hearing this, Chi Yue looked sideways at Luo Xiao. Luo Xiao asked him by the river before, would he leave when he was discouraged? I blamed myself for a year.

Chi Yue didn't know how a proud and confident person like Luo Xiao would question himself.

Chi Yue thought of Cao Zhuo's way of prying Luo Xiao carefully after he lost contact, and thought of the scene of sitting at the school gate all day on the day of the college entrance examination, and his heart softened.

He said softly: "You have to remember, I like you no matter what you are."

Luo Xiao's liking is always introverted and simple, it may be really hard to notice if you don't pay attention, but at the same time, his liking is straightforward and bold, from him you can get the preference he gives to someone, this feeling can only be obtained People understand.

Chi Yue said with a smile: "I liked it before, and I will like it even more in the future."

He said it firmly without hesitation, Luo Xiao's heart moved slightly when he heard it, he held the swing iron rope with both hands, and said in a low voice: "Then what should we do in the future?"

He was still blocked, separated, separated by two places, and had no connection. Even if Chi Yue broke free from the restraints, he still walked with the scolding of his family on his shoulders.

He doesn't need to care, but what about Chi Yue?

Chi Yue had already wasted a year to take the college entrance examination again, and after that, there were so many forks in his life, how much hardship did he have to pay alone for this relationship?

Chi Yue sensed the hesitation in Luo Xiao's heart at this time, stretched out his hand to hold Luo Xiao's hand, looked at him seriously and said: "There will be no second time, really, I have no affection for them, let alone the eyes of my family. This kind of transaction will end sooner or later, I need you very much."

Need a little warmth from a lover.

He couldn't imagine how boring it would be to guard the family business while accepting the arrangement, marry a wife and have children, and walk a life without love.

When he was young, he saw Luo Xiao in the crowd, and because he wanted to see him, he fell in love with learning; after four years of crush, he finally came to him, and every day since then seemed to be different; he had never treated Luo Xiao before. What expectations did he have in the future, but after being with Luo Xiao, he unknowingly imagined many future days.

Of course, it is reasonable for Luo Xiao not to accompany him, and Chi Yue can accept it.

Luo Xiao quietly let him hold his hand, without saying a word for a long time.

Chi Nian's phone call broke the silence between the two of them. Chi Yue put away his phone and asked Luo Xiao, "Chi Nian said they were going fishing. Would you like to go?"

Luo Xiao nodded: "Go."

Chi Yue said, "Okay, then I'll ask him to borrow two more sets of fishing gear."

Luo Xiao glanced at Chi Yue, which meant that if he didn't go, neither would Chi Yue.

The two came to the fishing area, the breeze was blowing, and the water was sparkling. Chi Nian saw the two and waved.

After taking the fishing rod from Chi Nian, Luo Xiao and Chi Yue didn't go far, and sat down not far from Chi Nian. At this time, Cao Zhuo had already put the bait into the water, closing his eyes like an old monk in meditation, I couldn't tell if he was asleep or waiting quietly.

Yu Bin and Zhao Mingcheng went fishing elsewhere. Luo Xiao had never caught fish before, so he followed Chi Yue's action and pulled the hook on the bait and dropped it into the water. After half an hour, when Luo Xiao was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes, only Chi Nian One small fish was caught, but the other three had nothing to gain.

Finally, with a muffled sound, Cao Zhuo fell off the low stool, landed on the lawn, and woke up.

Luo Xiao and Chi Yue took a look, but they were not surprised at all.

Chi Nian couldn't help it, pointed at Cao Zhuo who couldn't help laughing, Cao Zhuo slapped the grass clippings off his head, sat back on the low stool, and said with some embarrassment: "It's too boring, let's chat!"

Chi Nian had had enough of laughing: "Okay, let's talk."

They used to enjoy fishing, but they couldn't catch it anyway, and they were not afraid of disturbing the fish by talking, so they talked about some topics one after another.

Cao Zhuo thought of something, and asked Chi Nian: "If you go abroad, can you talk to Yanjun?"

Chi Nian was taken aback when he heard the words, and then smiled indifferently: "What did I tell her?"

Cao Zhuo didn't expect this answer. He was a friend on the one hand and his distant cousin on the other, so he always felt that he should ask.

Luo Xiao also pricked up his ears. Luo Xiao also knew a little about the matter between Chi Nian and Zhao Yanjun. When Chi Nian saw Zhao Yanjun and Chi Yang together, he wanted to disturb him. Later, he found that Zhao Yanjun was not a bad-hearted girl, so he wanted He didn't want that scumbag Chi Yang to spoil him. He sabotaged their relationship several times, and the two quarreled. Chi Nian gradually developed feelings for him.

Hearing Cao Zhuo's question, Chi Yue chuckled: "I was the one who disturbed her good marriage first. She didn't want to be with me, and I didn't have to do with her. Why do I still ask for it?"

Luo Xiao looked at Chi Yue, and Chi Yue explained: "On Chi Nian's birthday last year, Chi Yang took Zhao Yanjun back."

Luo Xiao was a little surprised, if Zhao Yanjun didn't like Chi Nian, why did he entangle with him for so long, and asked, "She doesn't like Chi Nian?"

Chi Yue looked in Chi Nian's direction and explained: "Who knows, Chi Yang took Zhao Yanjun to the hotel a few days later, but she refused to go, so she asked Chi Nian for help."

Luo Xiao: "Has Chi Nian gone?"

Chi Yue nodded: "I went, but after that day, Chi Nian didn't talk to Zhao Yanjun anymore."

Cao Zhuo said: "Yanjun has a stubborn temper, maybe he just wants to get angry with Chi Nian."

Hearing this, Chi Nian waved his hand: "Brother Cao, I'm tired. I haven't been liked since I was a child. Even the name that has been with me for 18 years was given to me by my family because they couldn't delay any longer. They gave it to me during the Chinese New Year. I've seen too many people abandon me, it doesn't matter if she quarrels with me, it doesn't matter if she abandons me again and again, I always indulge her and me, but she uses Chi Yang to anger me, I really don't think it's interesting. "

Cao Zhuo knew that it was really over this time, so he sighed. He thought that his cousin would finally meet someone who could treat him well, but it ended like this.

After Chi Nian finished speaking, he looked at Luo Xiao, met the regret in his eyes, and suddenly smiled.

At dusk and dusk, several people returned with their rods, only Yu Bin caught a few big fish.

The night passed quickly, and after lunch the next day, everyone boarded the car back to the city, Luo Xiao's charger was left in the room, Chi Yue went to help him get it, Luo Xiao was waiting for someone in the yard, Chi Nian Walked past him and backed away.

Seeing that there was no one around, Chi Nian whispered, "Xiaoshen, my brother really likes you very much. He has liked you for a long time. He still has a photo of your official website when you won the award a few years ago in his room."

"In the year of your college entrance examination, he knew that his choice was changed and he was not admitted by N University. He locked himself in his room for half a month. Why didn't his grandfather send him to the car in City A. He secretly went through the formalities of repeating the grade and repeated the exam. In that year, he stayed outside and didn't dare to go back, and he earned the tuition fees by himself; he didn't dare to get a higher score in the test, and got stuck in the college entrance examination score with the score of the N major's professional line." Chi Nian said, suddenly I think his brother is also very sad, "He really wants to be with you, so he will fight so hard. My brother has been restrained since he was a child, and he almost forgot what it is like to refuse the arrangement of his family. For you, he will do everything. gone."

Luo Xiao said, "I know."

Chi Nian thought that when he saw the regret in Luo Xiao's eyes in the afternoon, he felt that his words were unnecessary. Luo Xiao even regretted his relationship with Zhao Yanjun, how could he give up his brother so easily.

Chi Nian thought for a while and said, "You don't have to worry about my family's situation. I still have my brother here. I just want my brother to be well in China. If you really can't hold on, you can wait for me to come back."

Luo Xiao saw firmness in Chi Nian's eyes. This young man lost his childishness at some point and grew up a lot overnight.

Chi Nian said, "Don't leave any regrets, Xiaoshen."

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