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The crushed stone powder is falling, the cracks on the wall are getting bigger and bigger, and the ceiling above the head may collapse at any time.

Yu Duo stood in the shadow not far from Jiang Chiyu, looking back at him.

Jiang Chiyu knew that he was in a dream at the moment, but he still ran towards Yu Duo uncontrollably, all he wanted was to take him away from this dangerous place.

Just like in reality, the moment the load-bearing wall fell down, Jiang Chiyu's first reaction was not to retreat, but to go in to find Yu Duo.

When the sales center collapsed this afternoon, Jiang Chiyu was hit in the head by a plank falling from the sky and lost consciousness for a short time.Fortunately, he was not in a coma for too long, and he woke up soon.

Jiang Chiyu has always considered himself a lucky person, because he met Yu Duo when he was 17 years old.His good luck continued today. The small area where Jiang Chiyu was located did not completely collapse, and a few beams happened to block his head, forming a safe triangle.

In reality, Jiang Chiyu escaped from danger in the end, but this half-truth and half-false dream entered an endless loop.Yu Duo's figure was clearly not far away, but he couldn't get close, he could only watch him die in the boundless dust.

The dream came to an abrupt end, and Jiang Chiyu suddenly opened his eyes, breaking out in a cold sweat.

There was no light in the room, and the moonlight poured in from the window like water, dripping on the mottled wooden floor, blending into a large piece of peaceful light and shadow.

There was no one on the next bed, and the bedding and pillows were piled up in a mess, and the temperature had long since disappeared.The owner of the bed got up and left the room apparently after a night of tossing and turning.

Yu Duo didn't go far, he was on the terrace separated by a wall.The temperature in early winter dropped to single digits, Yu Duo put on a long coat over his pajamas, and sat on the bench with his knees bent as if he didn't know it was cold.

The lights of the city in the distance are bright and bright, making Tangcun, which has fallen asleep early, a bit bleak.Yu Duo was playing with a cigarette in his hand, but he didn't light it for a long time.

I don't know who gave this cigarette to him at the construction site. He has been tossing and turning it in his hand all night, and it has long been wrinkled and lost its appearance.

"Can't sleep?" Jiang Chiyu pushed open the wooden door and turned on the only light on the terrace.

"Why did you come out?" Yu Duo looked back at Jiang Chiyu as if he had just woken up from a dream. Seeing that his nose and eyes were a little red, he joked, "Did you have a nightmare?"

"Yeah." Jiang Chiyu didn't feel any embarrassment for admitting to Yu Duo that he was awakened by a nightmare. He came to sit down beside Yu Duo, looked at the direction Yu Duo was staring at just now, and said, "I dreamed that you were angry. Don't see me anymore."

"The villain will file a complaint first. It's obvious that you haven't come home for a whole month." Yu Duo laughed, and when the night wind picked up, he tightened his coat: "Didn't I just insult you? temper?"

Jiang Chiyu turned his head to look at Yu Duo, and said seriously, "I'm not losing my temper."

He didn't say anything more about the rest.Jiang Chiyu was not angry with Yu Duo, nor was he trying to be awkward, he just knew Yu Duo too well.

Jiang Chiyu didn't want to give him a chance to push himself out of his world completely.

After experiencing the great joy and sorrow in the afternoon, Yu Duo is a little too calm now. After wandering around the boundary between a false alarm and lost and found, the thresholds that were originally impassable have become trivial matters.

Cherish the people around him, Yu Duo has never understood this sentence so deeply as today, as for the others, as long as Jiang Chiyu doesn't go too far, he just turns a blind eye.

Yu Duo glanced over Jiang Chiyu's body, patted his arm, and said to him: "It's time to change the medicine, go, take out the medicine box."

Although Jiang Chiyu saved his life, he still suffered from flesh injuries, so Yu Duo took him to a nearby hospital for treatment.After coming out of the hospital, Yu Duo didn't ask him where he was going back, and drove home directly.

Yu Duo was very relieved to wake up the injured, Jiang Chiyu quickly took out the medicine box, and the two sat on the bench facing each other.

Jiang Chiyu lifted his trouser legs, Yu Duo cut open the bandage with scissors, and carefully removed the gauze on his leg.The gauze was stuck to the wound, and it hurt when it was removed, Jiang Chiyu trembled undetectably.

"Does it hurt you?" Yu Duo's hand stopped, not daring to move.

"It hurts me to death." Jiang Chiyu usually wouldn't frown even if he was bleeding or injured, but today he lowered his head as if he couldn't stand the pain, and rested his forehead on Yu Duo's shoulder.

Yu Duo's nerves tensed up in an instant, and he subconsciously tried to escape.But during this period of time, he did some research on the gay community online, worried that his resistance would hurt Jiang Chiyu's fragile and sensitive heart, so he had to endure it and continued to remove the gauze in silence.

"I was thinking today, if you have any troubles, I don't want to live anymore." Jiang Chiyu leaned on Yu Duo's shoulder, his voice sounded a little muffled.

"If you say such things again, you can do it yourself." Jiang Chiyu was rubbing iodophor on Jiang Chiyu's wound. Hearing what he said, he deliberately increased the strength of his hand, warning him not to push his feet.

"Okay, I won't say anything." Jiang Chiyu seemed to be intimidated by him, and immediately showed a obedient and obedient look.But the words changed, and he said, "But that's what I think."

"Jiang Chiyu, what are you thinking?"

Yu Duo originally wanted to play dumb, as if nothing had happened, but Jiang Chiyu obviously didn't intend to avoid this question.

He moved his shoulders, making Jiang Chiyu look up at himself, and asked, "Are you gay? Do you like men? Have you ever had a boyfriend before?"

"No." Jiang Chiyu said bluntly: "I have never liked anyone else, and I don't like men, I just like you."

No matter how many times he heard Jiang Chiyu say such words, Yu Duo couldn't keep his mind calm and calm.He forcibly suppressed the turbulent wind and waves in his heart, pretending to be calm: "Did that Zhao Xiaopeng lead you astray? I told you a long time ago, don't associate with messy people..."

"No." Jiang Chiyu didn't give him a chance to escape: "I have liked you for a long time, several years ago, it has nothing to do with anyone."

"Okay, shut up, don't talk anymore." Yu Duo interrupted quickly.

Hearing this made Yu Duo extremely upset. Jiang Chiyu, a kid, had twists and turns in his mind, but he was always too honest when he shouldn't be honest. He dared to let the child he raised be broken up by him, and he has been bent for so many years.

"Then what do you want me to do?" Now that the words have come to this point, Yu Duo is not afraid of boiling water, so he simply explained the matter at once. Anyway, no matter what Jiang Chiyu wants him to do, he can't do it.

"You don't need to do anything." Jiang Chiyu didn't make any demands, but said: "This is my own business. I didn't intend to tell you. It was an accident before."

"Then who was the one who got angry and ran away when he heard that I was going on a blind date?" Yu Duo laughed at him mercilessly when he saw that he was acting so freely at the moment.

"So can you not see her?" Jiang Chiyu asked, half-truthfully.

"You're really good at pushing an inch." Yu Duo swept the changed gauze into a plastic bag, got up and prepared to leave, ending tonight's conversation.

Jiang Chiyu's eyes were quick, and he grabbed Yu Duo's wrist: "My head seems to be hurting again."

Facing Jiang Chiyu like this, Yu Duo had no choice but to sit down beside him again.

The two sat on the terrace for a while, and Yu Duo suddenly asked: "Jiang Chiyu, have you ever thought that you don't actually like me that much?"

Yu Duo appeared when Jiang Chiyu was isolated and helpless, and the two lonely people supported each other to the present.Both Yu Duo and Jiang Chiyu must admit that the weight of the other party in their hearts is different from that of others.

Yu Duo thinks that Jiang Chiyu just mistook this "specialness" for liking.

"You are on the edge of a dead end for the time being." Yu Duo said to Jiang Chiyu: "I will give you time, you should adjust yourself well. We are the same as before, nothing will change."

"Do you think it's possible?" Jiang Chiyu asked back: "I can pretend to be watertight to make you feel at ease. But I can fool you, but I can't fool myself."

Words spoken cannot be taken back, and thoughts leaked cannot be concealed, and no one can avoid them.

"You will always be my younger brother, there is no way we will have anything." Yu Duo bent his legs, leaned his chin on his knees, and looked extremely relaxed: "In the future, I will meet someone I really like, fall in love and get married, Start a new family."

"This is a good thing." Jiang Chiyu looked at Yu Duo, showing a sincere smile: "When that day comes, I will bless you."